How can you blame me?

How can you blame me?
If you saw her eyes, and how beautiful they are,
You would say my captivation and my restlessness,
Are not too much for her... how can you blame me?
I am the captive of my beloved, oh my weak heart.
I am trapped within the aroma of her soft hair.
Which brushes against her cheeks, and then flows in the wind.
And everyone blames me and what can I do, oh my heart?
They want to deprive me of her, but why oh my heart?
From the day her love touched my heart,
She opened the gates of passion to overcome me.
And she is my darling, and she is my fate.
And she is the light for my eyes and my heart.
And she is my youth, and she is my friend.
And she is my family and everything.
And everyone blames me and what can I do, oh my heart?
They want to deprive me of her, but why oh my heart?

She left without saying goodbye.

I... I, ...i ..
I'm the one who always believed in the idea of patience in ...  times of trouble. And I am the one who always said that love lives ... long.
Since love had taken us both so much, And since the beauty of the world was in our hands. No no..
We never thought that it would spite us. 
Or that the days would separate us.
And we lived in love, day by day.
And each tomorrow was always a new dream.
And, no wonder, it was all an illusion.
And she left without saying goodbye. She wounded my heart,
I stayed up many night, And my eyes never found rest.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye. saying goodbye.
My darling,
I swear, you're still my darling.
My darling,
I swear, even if you've forgotten me.
My darling,
I swear, I can never forget my darling.
Can you try to remember me ?
Try just try to remember me.
If you walk on a path that we once walked upon. Or pass by a place that we shared a memory in.
Can you try to remember me?
Try just try to remember me.
These nights we lived, I can never forget. They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye, saying goodbye.
We split up but why? And we suffered. Tell me why ? 
tell me.!
Because of doubt, From the things people said of me.
Because of jealousy, See what jealousy has done to me?
My darling, 
No matter how long I yearn.
My darling,
I will still call you "My Darling".
Can you try to remember me?
Try just try to remember me.
These nights we lived, I can never forget.
They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye.
Our separation all those nights caused me so much pain.
I stayed up longing, Yearning deprived me every night.
So many days were lost, my god!
Suffering and in pain, staying up with no sleep.
I spent the nights, with the moon and the stars. And we spoke much.
I spoke much of you. Trying to find a reason why you left.
Please swear to me now.
Can you try to remember me?
Come, come, come
Let the sun and our smile, Rise and fill our world with light.
Come, come,  come.
Why should we say separation is imminent? When love is in front of our eyes?
Why submit to heartbreak and say we were cheated? Why say we were cheated?
Come, come, come.
Let the world see our joy.
Let the world tell our tale.
Come, come, come.
Oh you who are far away from me, I wish one day you'd hear my cry.
And if you can't come to me again.
And if you've forgotten my past and forgotten my place.
Can you try to remember me?
Try to remember me.
If you walk on a path that we once walked upon.
Or pass by a place that we shared a memory in.
Can you try to remember me?
Try to remember me.
These nights we lived,
I can never forget.
They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye.

Black Rose

Can you see the black rose, sitting there in the field 

All alone among other roses, that are red and white

Why does this one rose stand alone among them all? 

Could it be because it is black and not like the rest

Some admire to stand alone in a world that can be so cold

Some despise to stand apart by others from which they think it need support

Look closer ... still closer

For you can begin to see 

The black rose start to wilt from within.

Why not from without 

you might ask.

Standing alone gets lonely

the rose wants to change to be like others 

Only to can hide itself and lose the unique beauty that is held

within to be shown without, so, what it will be,

Now the black rose is wilting from within and without

Prayer

I stay away but the Subtle one is never away .. i stay away
I have a hope in him and i expect that he will never let me down
I stay away but the Subtle one is never away .. never away
I have a hope in him and i expect that he will never let me down .. never let me down
And i ask him to keep me safe from such period, a period of trial, which calamities turn the hair white
And i ask for my needs in every situation from the one whom our hearts trust and rely on
How many times God arranged things, things that were concealed by the unseen
And how many times in the unseen there are facilitation of difficulties and relieve of calamities that comes about
And how much generosity and concealed kindness and how much relief that clears sufferings
And who else door i could knock other than his door
The most generous, Benefactor, Source of all goodness, the Subtle One
The one who gracefully cover our sins and respond to our supplications
The Forbearing One, Who never anticipates our sins
The Merciful .. The Merciful, whose flood of mercy is overwhelming us.
Ye Sovereign lord steady me when i stumble, through my sins kept me far away from you
And i'm sick of my fancy desires that led to my shameful fortune, yet you are my only healer
O calm my fears and suppress my envier and guard me from the fangs of calamities
And combine me with my children and family because a foreign guy would feel desolate
i feel very anxious about my little daughters,
i'm about to melt whenever i mention them
But i gave up the power of government to the One who amazingly plans our destinies
He is the Beneficent who is always around me, and whom i always seek his shelter
And whom i supplicate to and turn to in repentance
My Deity you know my situation, My master will there be any forthcoming relief
O Creditor of the resurrection day please relief, relief those creeping worries and sorrows in my heart
And tie my rope to the rope of your satisfaction and look at me and forgive me, Perhaps I would be able to repend
And maintain my protection, and take charge of my victory and strengthen me whenever I face problems
And inspire me to praise you throughout my entire life
Cause only with your praise life become pleasant
I'm the servant of the most Merciful and whoever comes after me, would have a share from the field of his kindness
My Support, I have a graceful believe in you and I hope that my victuals' pasture would be fertile
And May your blessings be upon the prophet and his family as long as the Nightingale Keeps on singing on the Heaven trees.

Happy woman's day

she is a hostess shes an engineer
she is a farmer n above all a pioneer
she is a mother she is a sister 
she is a daughter she is a partner
she is sleek she is meek
she is stronger aint weak..
stumbling blocks never interupted her in any destination
she could push through thick and thin at every situation
men at all arena she did defeat
And now she is no longer on her knees but on her feet
today she evolves in the world....so supreme
with a renewed glory and bliss she redeems
with her hands stretched wide she is reaching out
striving hard in this world...having a bout
she is a woman...a human with no exception 
who showers everyone with her love and affection
friends now lets develop this intuition 
that a woman can lead this world throughout the expedition to heaven! ! ! 

wishing all the women around the world a 'happy woman's day'

Womanliness !

Observing without
Being observed
Is the womanliness.
Attending without
Embarrassing
Is the manliness.
Responding 
In concealment
Is the womanliness.
Advancing
Without bruising
Is the manliness.
Yielding
Without showing
Is the womanliness.
Reaching
Without betraying
Is the manliness.
Getting caught, 
As if by coercion, 
Is womanliness.
Sudden jump
With a pretence
Is manliness.
Will live long then
Their love
Though fruiting
Is accidental.
Mere flowering too
Is fragrant!

Paying in same coin

I never think of paying in same coin for retaliation
Even though there is attack with provocation
When my branches lower with load towards ground
Such changed in attitude from mankind is found
I think of it many a times but draw no conclusion
It sends me odd feeling with some confusion
How can passers by forget the fruits and shade? 
When road was certainly deserted or forbade? 
Who provides them safety and comforts? 
Is there not some relaxation on the way or of that sort? 
Nature has never deserted you in any extreme
Why sudden change to challenge the authority of the supreme? 

It is not the case with human beings alone
The natural wealth is mercilessly spoiled even
Its reckless use may bring certain level of disaster
We gain the status of orphans and not that of master 
This is not the only case where we are facing extinction
Forests are cut at enormous level and there is no new induction
The cyclones and floods take heavy toll of human power and properties
How long we may face such cruelty and uncertainties? 
There is clear warning to all sections
The earth is loosing its belt very fast during action
Complete vacuum inside heavy plates
There is nothing more left to relate
We are sinking fast with volcano fire
How much ash is spread in atmosphere? 
It may erupt again to cause disasters
We must forget to become sole masters

What will be gain if we loose our entity? 
Become refugee in our own land with so much pity? 
Where is the line to maintain good quality? 
When there is rise in dishonesty and criminality? 
Maintain the level if can't improve further
Obey the natural rules and surrender
Earth has enough to feed you with protection
Take preventive measure with simply actions,

Peace and Honor

Of course, anyone can break a match, but it was impossible to break the bundle of it. What i meant by this is, peace and honor should go together It is big question to understand and bother It involves no big or small nations But question of deep attachment in relation No country may want to live under shame Popular will in this sense can't be blamed The tolerance has its limit and may anytime explode At any time to attain the real freedom Even bad rulers may be tolerated If their steps are welfare oriented Certain amount of misrule is also of less concern Until it speaks of no bad intention and turn The desert fox connived for higher ambition It exceeded all civil norms and limitations People could no more trust for their lives Normal men had no means with peace to live Country could afford no more burdens It needed out burst with ignition all of sudden One more fatal blow and nation was to be restored To its full glory of past and honored Finally it has seen the golden day Peace has finally descended in its own way Country has witnessed enough of bad blood There is shortage of medicines, commodities and food Egyptian people are brave and blessed with natural wealth There is enough to eat and manage for good health If people are happy and remain united It is befitting occasion to feel as liberated Any nation may feel proud with its ancient heritage Only rulers take note of it and ably manage Whether system is democratic or with semi pattern It must be happily shared by all without any concern We all must wish this young nation a prosperous start Live in harmony with neighbors and never depart From stated position of non-interference and neutrality That shall certainly grant peaceful atmosphere with stability

Friends Forever

We have been friends for not so long
We've learned to trust and shared a song
We used to laugh and used to cry
We've been together and learn to fly
Those sweet memories we both have shared
I will always treasure, I will always care
For all those moments we've been together
Are oh so precious, more precious than jewels 
I wish no hardships and pains arrived
That blocks this feeling and forever deprived
For if I loose the inspiration you've shared
My heart in agony, forever will suffer
With all my heart, I do sincerely pray 
That this precious friendship forever will stay
Deep in my soul, a vow I will offer
You'll always be my friend, 
My soul mate, my little flower
from now until forever.

Talking to my heart

As I sit in the cool of the evening. Enjoying the evening breeze, my mind races back through a thousand years. Yesterday I try to recall. Lost in the sands of time. Tracing things that could have been, should have been, would have been, but was not. Never will be. Now I must face the reality before me. I must speak to my heart, as a father gently guiding his child. The truth must be told. 

In this journey, we cannot have 

everything we want. Sometimes we want 

in vain. We must except what is given 

us, and move forward.

Sometimes it is painful for a heart to

remain open. You are inviting many

strangers to take up residence. Occupy

space not intended for them.

The time has come for you to look away, 

close your door for the winter season

is approaching. Soon the skies will

become cloudy and gray. A Chill will

fill the air. The day becomes misty.

Lock your door tightly now, toss the

key into the bottom of the ocean. Wrap

up in a warm cozy blanket of protection.

Go to sleep, sleep well my baby, my woman, my mommy

Spring will arrive soon. 

You have to walk .. alone

With tears in your eyes 
With burdens of past on your shoulders 
With heart full of pains 
You have to walk alone 
When you were on demand 
There were people around you 
Friends and relatives 
Near ones and dear ones 
Demands were met 
Desires were fulfilled 
All left at once 
And left you high and dry 
The green pastures 
And garden of flowers 
All vanished and deserted you 
Now what you see before you 
Is vast stretch of sands 
You have to walk alone 
With tears in your eyes 
With burdens of past on your shoulders 
With heart full of pains

The Lovers Last Dance

With rain and storm it crosses the line 
Screeching brakes screams, 
Shattered glass so fine, 
Silence but, for a spinning wheel 
As spirits rise hold hands and kneel.
Your body attracts the moonlight, 
The stars shine on so bright
May I have this dance? 
Shall we..!!
Dance an angel dance, 
In a lovers trance as kin
To the sway of the foxtrot, 
And I've got you under my skin.
Entwine with me, vibe the rhythm of life.
Soothing the senses, with feelings run rife.
Dance angel dance, 
Thru rainbows silver mist, 
Swirling with tear coloured clouds 
Just to be kissed.
We dance on, up, high in the sky, 
A new dance is nigh.
Strauss has provided the last waltz of wonder, 
As powerful to compare to dancing thunder.
When we reach heaven with steps guided true
Believe me, 
You'll know that for ever
I will always 
Love you 

About missing you

An eclipse of the heart, 

rips the soul apart.

Nostalgic promises, never to behold.

Standing alone at the alter, 

my love you loudly sold.

Now let me tell you  my last words bold

Disagreements will come, 
disagreements will go
being right
seems important so
if I may, 
I would like 
to shed a little light, 
being kind
more important than 
being right.

Manmade money

Who are we if we are nothing...
If reason stands a chance against no chance
But opportunity still presents a face
And blithely we appreciate, such fate, and chance and grace...
The grace bestowed upon the powerless
One who humbly accepts without care
Then kneels to the ground and remains there
Is something else, but not a gift
Blindness dose not appreciate truth
And truth does not see blindly
What face, a face, of a million faces 
gives kindly,
The paper rolls deep, the coins shimmer
The shimmer catches the corner of the eye
And the eyes are made complacent 
As the ears and voice dissent 
From this...
A name can be whispered into a sea of pure water
But who will see the voice
And who will heed the call
While all the eyes are busy watching
The tempestuous affairs of emotion
And for every coin there is an agent
One wanting more, and getting none
One taking all and getting some
One giving all and getting one
And all come under the same rule of thumb
Blind, deaf and dumb
If we are nothing then who are we
But gifted by the donor
A pure pool of water
to a sightless image of love
Now you asking more, and getting pun
Now you pushing more, and getting thin
Now i don't know, Should i let go or hold on
Manmade money, money never made men

Another Happy day

Happy days are here again
Lets see what we can gain
And what shall we do in life
If we want to brightly survive
So first rule that we must adopt
Is to know bitter things we must drop
To purify our life from it
And fill with joy its every bit
And another thing that we must do
Is to look at things that are true
That contain in it nice things to show
Like the colors of the pretty rainbow
And all we have to do to try
Is to stop our tears and cease our cry
And then we'll see what we can gain
For happy days are here once again.

Beautiful is

How beautiful is the Belief, when we belief in the God
How beautiful are the Creatures, when we belief in the Creator
How beautiful is the Motherhood, when we belief in the Sacrifices
How beautiful is the Fatherhood, when we belief in the Battles
How beautiful is the Childhood, when we belief in the Innocence
How beautiful is the Dream, when we belief in the Ambition
How beautiful is the Contentment, when we belief in the Simplicity
How beautiful is the Life, when we belief in the dead
How beautiful is the Love, when we belief in the Care
How beautiful is the Happiness, when we belief in the Sadness
How beautiful is the Relationships, when we belief in the Tender
How beautiful is the Fruit, when we belief in the Farming
How beautiful is the Confidence, when we belief in Our self
How beautiful is the Beauty, when we belief in Our eyes
How beautiful is the World, when we belief in Peace
How beautiful is the Friendship, when we belief in Brotherhood
How beautiful is the Marriage, when we belief in Sharing
How beautiful is the World, when we belief in the Peace 

Nature

Nature is mighty
Nature is strong
Nature is usually always right
Nature is rarely ever wrong
Nature is beauty
Nature is moody
Nature is smart
Nature always has the greater part
Nature is blue
Nature is green
Nature is every color possibly seen
Nature is true
Nature is beaming
Nature is dreaming
Nature is in every place
Nature is always with grace
Nature is true
Nature is you
Nature is me
Nature will forever be free.

Forgiveness

Forgiveness, a heartfelt decision.
The clearing of one's heart without remission.
A voice from deep within, contemplates, removal of festered thoughts of sin.
Forgiveness, allowing positive energy to prevail.
Wiping out all negativity along the trail.
Forcing out emotions of  darkness deep.
Keeping straight, a good nights sleep

Last day in Hospital,

All dressed up and no where to go.
would love to see a picture show.
Who cares! 
Who wants me? 
I'm old, cracked and crusted you see.
I no longer have smooth beautiful skin
instead, I'm wrinkled saggy, with a sloppy chin.
now hang to my knees, flat as can be.
What say you, when you look at me, 
awkward question my dear, 
Hmmm afraid to tell me.
Don't be afraid, my body speaks for itself.
You can roll me up and place me on a shelf

Jealous Love

Covered in blood 
I trudged along, 
feet sopping wet
I'll never forget.
Weakened
Determined, 
kept a slow pace.
Wearily 
Struggling, 
hoping for God's grace.
I need you now, 
more than ever
before, 
please help me make it
to that hospital door.