As I'm walking away

I thought you were the one, 
I thought you were for me, 
I thought you were the person, an the woman of my dreams 
How stupid was I to Believe it's the truth, 
The woman of my dreams is so not like you.
As you lips lie .. my eyes begin to cry.
The love between us really start to died, 
And there is nothing left between .. you an I. 
I should have known that I had been used, 
I should of known that my love for you was fake, 
an saying those three words now is too late.
You should of been real
You should have been true.
You should have felt the 
love i had for you.
As I'm walking away, 
wit no words to say, 
I'm leaving you behind, 
its all your fault, 
that we have to be a part, 
I don't know you any more, 
maybe deep inside I do, 
but just remember, that tiny hole that you have inside, 
is a missing spot of the love i had for you.

none of love

Love, 
Is like the wind, It passes by, And leaves nothing, Behind, 
Just passes through, My heart, My soul, And never let me, 
Enjoy the feeling, The sensation, Of being cared for, By someone, 
Who really loves me. 
Why is my life, So desperate always? 
Why is love, Treating me, So unkindly? 
I look forever, I search forever, Look everywhere, Search everywhere, 
And all I end, Up with is, A love that, Never lasts long. 
My heart is a, Heart of pain. 
It has never, Been able to love, 
Someone longer, Than it wants to. I always love, But does, That person love me? 
The answers, To my questions, 
Are always, Painful, And different to, Take into term. 
Am I suppose, To search, The rest of, 
My lonely life? 
Where will I go? 
Where will I search? 
I am tired, Of searching, And wondering, Day by day. 
Why must my heart, Be all pain, And none of love? 

Seems funny to me

Its funny how hello is always accompanied with good-bye
Its funny how remembering good memories can make you cry 
Its funny how forever never seems to really last
Its funny how much you'd lose if you forgot your past
Its funny how friends can just leave you when you're down
Its funny how when you need someone there never around
Its funny how people can change and think there so much better 
Its funny how many lies can be packed into one love letter
Its funny how people can forgive even tho they cant forget
Its funny how one night can contain of so much regret
Its funny how crazy and ironic life turns out to be
but the funniest part of all is that none of that seems funny to me 

digital dreams

Systematic dreams of the world as we know

reality is manifested by technology not of our own ..Design
Destiny and reality controlled by machines 
We are nothing but a .. Digital Dream.
Programs of an earthly simulation
the mind not of our own .. Design
Emotions controlled by another 
When we die it's a control-alt-delete ... Away
Making room for another program or another ... Day.
Destiny and Reality controlled by machines 
we are nothing but a ..Digital Dream.
Manipulation of our minds 
Past and present now not far behind
Up lift our minds to be .. Free
Life is nothing but a digital dream
Time of rebellion close at hand 
we are not a machines,
we are just a humans .. with a lot of digital dreams.

Silence Of Indifference

if we do not write about rape issues 
sensitive issues volatile issues explosive issues
if we do not voice our condemnation outrage
we then by default support these evils 
with the silence of our indifference
with the silence of our fear cowardice 
with our refusal to fight against injustice
with our refusal to fight prejudice inequality
with our refusal to fight for dignity for all humanity

Through your door

Would I die for you, Will you cry for me. 
If I run to you, Will you run with me. 
If I could say three words to you, 
Could you guess what they were. 
Could you read them on my lips, 
I can't hold back anymore. 
I ..........., I ............. 
Do I need to say more. 
Please let me through your door.

For love is a universal language

For some people, Love is eternity, 
For some people, Love is joy, 
For some people, Love is sacrifices, 
For some people…
Love, 
To love, 
There’s no end, 
for Love is to be immortal, evergreen.
Love who we are, 
Love for others, 
Love Mother Nature, 
Love GOD, 
as we, were sent by him with heavenly Love.
Broken hearts healed by Love; 
Anger soothed by Love; 
Tears swept away by Love…
Make Love a Universal Language, 
For compassion, peace and harmony
to rise like the shimmering morning sunshine
from every horizon of the soul and mind.
Love is all…
and it lies within the deep heart’s core
of you, and me… 

Behind the shadow

The rain, 
Just like the sour tears of my shadow.
Once again, 
A spell is cast on me, 
My shadow, 
The figure in the dark, 
The invisible in the light, 
Follows me a thousand miles.
Never seen heaven, 
Never heard of the angels.
I see the rain, 
I see the clouds, 
I see not the gentle soul behind the shadow.
Weeping like a lost child, 
Sorrow’s sadness, settles through, 
Deep, deep in the shadow of the dark.
Behind it, 
A bleeding Wolf.

bubbles

Life is like a dream.
A dream with endless fantasies and mysteries.
Just like a bubble, 
It bursts…
And back again, here we are.
Life is like a bubble.
A bubble with thin air of oblivion, 
But a naked lie.
Once we are here, 
Then we are not.
Opening our eyes, we are fulfilling life full of lies.
Life is just like a lie.
A lie so deep, 
But the truth buried. We are playing Lord’s games.
Of finding, digging and discovering…
The meaning of truth…
Life, is just like a truth, 
Hidden beneath the lies, bubbles and dreams.

Give Love

Whay i want to say today is a simply five words ..
Give Love to the children Children need love everyday
Give love to the children Guide them on their way
Love's like a burning flame consumes all that stands in the way
Love is the only power on earth to take all the hatred away
Give Love to the children set the children free
To make their own decisions then they will clearly see
Love is the sun the moon and the stars love is a golden ring
Love is the one thing the whole world desires be it beggar or king
Give Love to the children youth has not long to stay
Love is a long term investment the best you will find any day
Love like the rising sun takes all the darkness away
Our children will tell their children and their children's children will say
Give love to the children they are our crock of gold
and if perchance they ever stray they will come back to the fold
Give love to the children the children of today
Give love to the children and love will come to stay.
you know When the sun shines life goes on
When the rain falls life goes on
When the sun shines or the rain falls life goes on.
When you're happy life goes on
When you're sad life goes on
When you're happy or you're sad if you're good or if
you're bad life goes on
When you're laughing life goes on
When you're crying life goes on
If you're laughing or you're crying
If you're' living or you're dying life goes on..  Please give love to the children.

Expensive toys

Things do not change; we change.
We make some changes. But mostly changes make us.
but didn't you know ..!!
That; The great secret that all old people share is that you really haven't changed in sixty, seventy or eighty years.
Your body changes, but you don't change at all.
And that, of course, causes great confusion to our personality. then you find yourself in front of two ending terminals
1. if you realize that .. and start to deal with your real age .. sooner or later you will collect more wisdom
2. if you denied you age .. you will try to have a new toys but with expensive prices
So.. truly excuses change nothing, but make everyone feel better.

Secret

How bout I don't show my face to the world, 
Keep it hidden my voice unheard, 
Would anybody care about how I feel, 
Keep my hands tied against the steal, 
Mouth tied shut to keep the secret, 
Locked inside this chest I'll keep it, 
Crack open the safe inside my mind, 
Would you be able to decide the signs in time, 
Before my eyes close and the safe is kept forever, 
A secret a lover and a treasure.

Blended colors

Living in a dreamworld, 

But nothing feels real anymore. 

I can't touch it, you can't feel it, 

All we can do is see the blended 

colors before our eyes. 

Silent love

bend me, break me, 
How far will you take me, How far will i take you
Until we are recreated, Into something new
Will I like what I see, Will you like what you see,
Like what you have done to me, 
I give you the ship at sea, So watch over me, 
When I go astray lead me back to you, 
When I am cold and lonely, 
Let your body so warm just .. hold me, 
One day i'll travel across the countries just so they can see, 
All that you have made and believed in me. 
All the creasing and folding along the way, 
Only made me who I am today. 
No matter what the pain, No matter if its rain
I'll never wash away the stain .. you left .. on my heart, 
This beautiful mind will create new land, 
from the gravel beneath our feet, 
a life of passion so discreet, 
two hearts kindly will meet. 
in the dead of night, be sure.. i have no doubt 
where only the moon bares witness, 
snow white so pure, 
silent love .... is the cure.

Forever not .. enough

i want the kind of love, the kind i never had
the kind that makes you happy.. when all the days is sad
i want the kind of love, that will last forever
the kind that doesn't die .. ever
i want the kind of love, that has a lot of forgiveness
the kind that brings closeness
i want the kind of love, that has a lot of passion
the kind with lots of giving not compassion
i want the kind of love,
the kind when you're not there
the kind that makes me think of you everywhere
i want the kind of love,
that you give your whole heart too
once you've had this kind no other kind ... will do 
Now like Rume said..
Close your beautiful eyes .. fall in love .. please stay there.

Love is different

It is a kind of love that not many can see.
It makes me always want to be me.
It's a kind of love that's for everyone, It's not just for fun.
Her love is greater than all the lands, 
Her love is bigger than all the sands.
Her heart is warmer than any blanket, 
Her spirit is brighter than any anklet.
This love is different, as you can see.
So no one can stop me, from being me.

The pain

the pain that you feel, 

but cant touch.

a pain you know of, 

but cant explain

a pain so feirce

you go insane

the unknown pain

that clutches your heart

and burns in your soul

the pain

in your life

to strong to carry on

the unknown pain

that clouds your mind

and devours your every thought

the pain of broken promises

broken dreams 

the pain

thats unheard of 

the pain that's not seen

Rule .. o

We 
are very 
proud of our 
reason and logic 
but the crux of the
matter is that in fact
there are no such things! 
Wisdom is our capital but
it can not run the business
of the baffling life, ever fast 
changing historical knowledge
is our power but can not drive the
vehicle unknown which moving fast, 
randomly, there is no static truth or the
truth straight but the biggest truth is that 
there is no such truth, random changing
is the only rule but more puzzling are
the things when plays havoc the
anti-rules, riddle multiplies
in more complex riddles, 
system breaks down
into miracles and 
crushing your 
vanity of
super intellect, no options are left to you
rather than to bow and awe! The more you
go deep the more you find deeper darkness
bewilderment is the only super king in the
kingdom of perplexity but the happy thing is
that contradiction of life is in full agreement
to disagree amicably till man gets any clue, I 
hope we can, no matter whether it's me or you

Wealth and weapon

I have not seen
any thing crueler
than silence and indifference 
silence is the sharp weapon 
cuts the throat of truth satiates both cowards and sadists 
indifference is the wealth 
in abundance for enjoyments for the nerd and dead 

Shadow on the wall

Sometimes I wonder
How can I dance
Though I don’t know the art
I wonder, 
How can I love all
Though I have only a single heart
Sometimes I wonder
How can I fly through a window
A window very small
No, it’s not me but my shadow
It’s my shadow on the wall
Sometimes I wonder 
Why I am still a child
Though I have grown up a lot
I wonder, 
Why I am so large in dark 
And in light I am just a dot
Sometimes I wonder
How can I grow so fast
And I grow really tall
No, it’s not me but my shadow
It’s my shadow on the wall
Sometimes I wonder
How can I feel so free
In this disciplined universe 
I wonder
How can I be so polite
Even when world become harsh
Sometimes I wonder
How I do everything
Though I can do nothing at all 
No, it’s not me but my shadow
It’s my shadow on the wall