I Miss The Old, Happy Me

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you did the best you could and it still wasn't good enough, Sometimes we all need someone who believes in us just a little bit more than we do ourselves in order for us to become stronger but, as much as we grave in this life or another What we allow, is what will continue. You know..! Sometimes I miss The old, Happy Me but i believe that; from pain something will grow from all i'm going through. And it will be me..

B mine again...! ! !

The past flashes in front of your eyes. with all of my mistakes .. But for me, even thought i once broke your heart, I still love you.
When I'm all alone you are the only thing that think about. And here I am sitting and wishing, How bad I want you to be mine again...! ! !

Life is happening now

Happiness is a choice, not a result. Nothing will make us happy until we choose to be happy. No person will make us happy unless we decide to be happy. our happiness will not come to us It can only come from us.. We become a day dreamer but so afraid to take risks.. we spend all the day searching throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of our love, while If we can learn to love ourselves and all the flaws, we can love other people so much better. And that makes us so happy... life is happening now.. go find what you love and let it kill you softly.

Walk away

Sometimes walking away has nothing to do with our weaknesses even not because we want other's to feel our worth and value.... but we finally realize our own, the hardest part in walking away was the part when you realize no matter how slow we go... they will never run after us...

Terrorism begins in sick minds

I speak not for myself but for those without voice... those who have fought for their rights... their right to live in peace, their right to be treated with dignity, their right to equality of opportunity, their right to decide how and when freedom will be them direction.
Didn't we all know that; When we deny the poor and the vulnerable their own human dignity and capacity for freedom and choice, it becomes self-denial. It becomes a denial of both our collective and individual dignity, at all levels of society.
The fight for justice against corruption and The ambitions of the great powers countries is never easy. It never has been and never will be. It exacts a toll on our self, our families, our friends, and especially our children. In the end, I believe the price we pay is well worth holding on to our dignity... but please never turn your rights to a madness reasons to kill.

Beginning of the end

The further growth. 
Increase in natural resource consumption. 
Thermal emissions. 
global warming. 
Changes in the general atmosphere of the land and oceans. Cultures change depending on climate change 
Conflicts arising from the order to survival
Change in the global balance of forces
.... And the ending begin..

..., ...., Paris and so on...!

France, Paris
Along ago we used to reap what we saw now alas... Innocent peoples reaping what greed corrupt governments saw.

I see humans but not humanity all around..!

Flying dreams

The only way we will ever permanently take control the test of our life is to dig deep and fix the root problem... aren't we have a choice about how we take what happens to us in our life and whether or not we allow it to turn us. We can become consumed by hate, anger and darkness, or we're able to regain our humanity somehow, or come to terms with things and learn something about ourselves.  
All parents all over the world want their children to lead a better life than themselves, but first they need to believe that change is possible to meet in reality life.. second they need to teach them that in the end, life will keeping test them yet the lessons behing will appear.. personally I'm keeping push my sons to live once as a lion better than a life time hidden as sheep cos life will always be an operation which is done in a forward direction. Just always remind yourself that whenever flying dreams exists through your way that means you're doing the right thing with your life.

Love means not ever having to say you're sorry.

It's a really scary thing, having your dreams come true and seeing everything you ever wanted happening, getting the attention for it and then not knowing how to handle it properly so, If you're going to do something tonight that you'll be sorry for tomorrow morning, Please sleep late. You know no matter how many times we say we're sorry, somebody is not going to hear us at some point.

Internet curses

Does The new information technology... Internet and e-mail... have practically eliminated the physical costs of communications or it has been a boon and a curse for our humanity...?
We are all now connected by the Internet, like neurons in a giant brain. Today, dancers have so much more information and are much more mobile. Kids are traveling everywhere to go to summer programs, funding themselves with Kickstarter - putting their dreams on the Internet and seeing if they will pan out.
When the Internet first came into public use, it was hailed as a liberation from conformity, a floating world ruled by passion, creativity, innovation and freedom of information. When it was hijacked first by advertising and then by commerce, it seemed like it had been fully co-opted and brought into line with human greed and ambition... you knew even the crisis of democracy in the middle eastern countries is not the result of falling in love with another system. In Europe and America people who are disillusioned with democracy do not dream about the Chinese model or any other form of authoritarian rule. They do not dream about government that controls Internet and puts in prison those daring to disagree.
What I want to show is.. it's the right time to turn off your email; turn off your phone; disconnect from the Internet; figure out a way to set limits so you can concentrate when you need to, and disengage when you need to. Technology is a good servant but a bad master while I have one major problem with the Internet: It's full of liars... isn't.!

judgement day.

When the last teardrops falls, when birds stop sing anymore, when love, kind, loyal and honesty vanich from humans life dictionary,  when secretariat lost .. wait for our judgement day.

What meant to be..

We as a humans used to accept what is, letting go of what was and have faith of what will be.. no matter what once in our life someone hurt us, no matter if that someone took all we are and rip it into peaces... and they won't even watched where the peaces land but believe me .. through the breakdown we will learn something very important about ourselves ..
we will learn to trust our gut, it know what our head hasn't yet figured out .. 
we will learn to pay close attention to the people who don't clamp when you win.. 
we will learn that leadership is not a position or a title, it's good actions and examples.
We will learn that it's not the future that we're afraid of, it's repeating the past mistakes that make us anxious.. it might take a day, year even a lifetime to understand that ... what meant to be will always find its way.

about life..

If only I knew how's it going to be
If only when I try to fix things, they became better
If only I was certain of how others feel
And if only people believed what I say...
If I knew how to show what I really felt
If I knew how to make people understand
If I knew how to make them believe
If I knew how to make them happy
If making people happy doesn't leave me sad
If making them understand doesn't make me an ignorant
If making them believe doesn't make me a liar
And if letting them know how I feel doesn't leave me numb
Things would've never reached that point
I know I would be in a much happier place
No one would ever blame me for not caring
No one would blame me for not thinking
That's life ....You're never certain
You never know, you're never sure
You're not going to live that dream of yours
And life would never be "trouble free"
You have to live with what you have
You try to fix the broken glass
You try to collect the shattered pieces
You make the best of everyday
It's like a train that never stops
Keep going through life without pausing
Just live each day and throw it behind you
Don't look back or you'll break your neck !

My philosophy

He who works with his hands is a laborer; He who works with his hands and his brain is a craftsman; but a human who works with his hands and his brain and his heart is an artist .. yet be careful when you deal with that special kind of humans coz in the cold nights, all the blood rushes to your core to protect your heart, lungs, kidneys, liver, and brain. When you leave the water, the blood rushes back to your arms and legs, absorbs that freezing cold, and brings it back to the heart.. also true tears come from the heart and not from the brain..There is no need for temples, no need for complicated philosophies. My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness..

Disrespect

Self-respect is the fruit of discipline; the sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself and yes to being vanity. I'm not concerned with anyone to liking or disliking me... All I ask is that you respect me as a human being. And the greatest lesson that;  there would be times in our life when we have to choose between being loved from the other's and being respected…  I used to always pick being respected as an option to win. To win my life battle.. You should know that;  sometimes you need to step back a step..  Just to have a perfect place to win. 
We all have two strong strange animals inside,  one is kindly and good while the other is remaining so wild…  we shoud quite sure which one we feed.  Later it will shape our character.

Being married..!

When people get married because they think it's a long-time love affair, they'll be suffer from their lives then divorced very soon, because all love affairs end in disappointment to both of them. After all those years as a man hearing 'not kind enough, not rich enough,  not strong enough, not smart enough, not this enough, not that enough,' almost overnight I woke up one morning and thought, 'I'm enough. In fact, I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. 

Clarity spectacle

For me, the reason why people go to a mountaintop or go to the edge of the ocean,  even a trip to desert;  is to look at something larger than themselves. That feeling of awe, of going to lonelliness emptiness, it's all about feeling lost in something bigger than oneself. To me, that's the definition of clarity spectacle. So.. We'll live at the edge of the miraculous each time..  Awake up early just watch the dawn how is give birth to new day and be grateful. 

Second chance

Like everyone else in this world, I have had struggles. There's disappointment and obstacles in everybody's life. I feel like I was writing 'Second Chance' not just for myself, but also for the people who have struggled.. People do make mistakes and I think we should be punished. But we also should be forgiven and given the opportunity for a second chance. We are human beings.

The same end

I believe that life is hard. That we all are going to

walk through things that are hard and challenging, Up's and down's yet media, our governments curroption also advertising wants us to believe that it's all easy.... awake up .. we live a hard life then we die. Then they throw dirt in our face. Then the worms eat us. So please.. Be grateful it happens in that order and find our place.. never get busy dying and get busy living...! We all have the same beginning and the same end but what's shape our life.. is what've been happened in between.

Bla..bla... enemies ..!

What is our greatest enemy..!
I Wounder is it iron, Then I looked at the fire and found it can melt iron... is it fire..!
Then I looked at the water and I found it can extinguish the fire.. o.. is the water remain as our greater enemy...
Then I looked at the clouds and I found It holds water .. then maybe clouds are our greatest enimy ... after a while .. no it isn't. Maybe the air which is moving clouds to unexplored places.. no no it's the mountains but how it could be ..!
Then I looked at oneself and found ...i'm standing on the mountain of sand and I said ... we are the  reasons behind but wait ... I can't fight being asleep.. O alas, worry and sadness made me sleepless human.. 
Yap.. our greatest enemy was, is and will be our worry about tomorrow, our sadness from the past .. forgetting how to spend that very moment well.