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You can't hide your emotions behind the tears of a clown And neither can I, You can't hide your fears behind the words of wisdom and neither can I, This leaves me to do some heavy thinking, As I light up a cigarette today And stare at the walls of our possibilities and capabilities, For the wall is my enemy and it will soon be defeated.. I'm holding on to what's real, Someday you will understand why I may be lonely now but I will captivate your heart once again, these past couple of months have been hell for me, I can't imagine what you're going through, Still the universe has an affect on us both.. We can't deny our failure any longer, As desperate seas rage I still love you, Wiping out deserted shores Love is powerful.. shoo, Listen to me.. I'm speaking from my heart Second chances don't come around very often, A lot of time has been spent.. Contemplating the future anything to get you back in my life again
Everybody deserved to be heard but not all have the chance to be listened to and even if they are, still limited in time and place that is why.... I write, for them to know the other side of the story
Your words tangle my thoughts, Winding them together so tight, Yet giving me the strength, to imagine possibilities, Possibilities my mind can't refuses, to spend all my time thinking of, You entwine me into your web of hope, with no destination, Confused yet I'm hopeful. For the destiny awaiting me through this fog... A fog cast only by you.
You need to see I need to hear You need to think I need to feel You need to hide I need no mask behind. We obey as much as we love.. and beyond all your logically thoughts, there is a world need to discover. Close your beautiful eyes, turn off all your thoughts, with so humble true love, call my name.. dream .. stay there.
The wanting creature inside me.. Wanting more of life than to live from dust to dust, Trying to truly live and never neglegating love to lust. Thinking that a Later is so long and yesterday was over due, he needs to think forward, To makes for future dreams come true. Dear, waiting creature; Do you believe there is some place that will make the soul less thirsty.!! In that great absence you will find nothing. Be strong then, and enter into your own body; there you have a solid place for your feet. Didn't you know that; Sometimes it is the prospect later that makes the present bloom.. please enjoy the moments and let me searches for happiness between the gloom.
On my desk of memories, lies a blank page, an unaddressable envelope and pretty pictures of my love. On my desk of desires lies a leaking fountain pen, two stamps stuck together and an open dictionary. On my desk of thoughts, lies so much words unwritten, unrequited dreams and these unsent letters. On the desk of my life, lies the girl I remember, the woman I lost and the lady I love. On the desk of my reality lies your warm embraces, gently passionate loving words and you with those beautiful children at the end of the day. On the desk of my future, lies our hopes to growing old together, hand in hand no matter how the storm will be,
Letting me struggles through darkness, just to make things right, It seems to be that all around you are a pockets of light awaiting to be found, So in all confusion, anguish and fear, I'll search for the light for it's always near,hold up your head, keep up the fight, anticipate tomorrow, for it might be bright.. and even in darkness nightI'm still have faith that what meant to be will always find the way.
May tomorrow be the day of knowing which way to go and to help me decide, which emotions to let flow and which I'll let behind . May it help me to understand what exactly is going on and why the story should written on the sand Where all my mistakes are made and what I am doing wrong... May it give me an answers to questions that I ask "Who am I" and the truth be unveiled.. or relieved from its mask. May the day bring me companionship, love and everything else may help. May it be the best day to ever pass me by and leave me in a euphoric state some kind of natural high.
Why does hate exist..! I think this crying world needs some rest, don't you think that life is hard to live and survive through all this hazard. Don't you think that life is weird..! Some are fighting in wars suffering.. feeling so much pain of bleeding scars while others are singing, dancing and drunk in bars. Don't you think it's funny..! that everything is going bad.. nothing goes fine people are killed and others are tasting the wine nectar. I can't bare the changes of the world's temperamental stages, I can't believe the darkness of man's heart, I guess they should be all blocked in cages. Don't you think that life is tough people are too greedy they never get enough, Where are your feelings people.. why are you so cold.! when will we live in peace.. where are your humanity sold.! When will you throw the sword?.. isn't enough being bold.! When will we feel those fears of innocent children living in nightmares.! How can you ever feel the pleasure out of seeing other people's suffer.. All this hatred for a stolen land, When will you people understand why are you all so passive..no one wants to offer a helping hand, Don't you feel the shame.. But it's not the time to blame it's time to get together.. why are we still enemies, Can't we just live like sisters and brothers, All the world come together.. just come together and lets make this world better.
I left a note on a distant channel.. I lost and can’t find my way home, Yesterday I saw you standing in a shade but you never cared to look at me.. When darkness starts to fall and I got through a wake-up mind call.... You made a disappearing, Your voice is vague and unheard.. Now on this road to a choice of life, I never can imagine where you are.!! Every night all prayers are uttered that I will see you one day and even if tomorrow comes, I come screaming your name... Til I can shout no more and die. But your whereabouts is unknown Gone crazy here and there looking for you, so please stops calling my name for until clarity.. all I have is but a shame.
Have pride that you have helped someone rise, and not that you have conquered someone. Pride is that one feels about oneself high Show vanity for your affinity; Show not vanity for your elegance. Vanity is that one shows oneself high, You are vanity woman your love is deaf and cannot hear the moans of the mind, is blind and doesn't want to see the tears of the heart. You are pride woman and there is blood of love on your wounds that nobody knows, covered by pain that shouts in silence while your eyes hide in a sweet smile, those sores of love.. now answer this ..! Iwas not born until yesterday I do notexist even today But youimpatientlywaiting for me.. Who am i ..?
This yearning in my heart this confusion in my mind the words left unspoken the emptiness in my life haunts me all the time At this very moment you.. mistrust.! Why does your heart grow doubtful dear..! Your tense and beating, full of fear. I keep with me your everlasting unspeakable love, and bless the day God sent you from above. You remain my angel and I feel that I must, tell you that within you, you have my trust. My love is the tide, your soul is the shore, you have my heart, do I have the core .! I'll belong to you till the very end, and you will forever stay as my lover and also my best... friend. It has been so good like this from the start, so darling please, trust me with your heart. there is yearning in your heart there is confusing in your mind there are words left unspoken the emptiness in your life hunts me all the time.
How well can we label beauty ? For it does things, words will not ever describe. For it is felt and not seen and what makes you itself is embedded. For it burns through our heart and in doing upon it a special scratch that we will keep with us forever lovingly treasure. For it removes from us all burdens that you have collected in our time yet it appears so soft beneath our feelings and our mind. For it goes straight to our soul, passing beyond our eyes, yet we'll know, that special feeling always it will live... beyond our life. A beautiful evening to all of you.!!
Who knows but god, when the uninvited guest finally arrive to reveal and set your evil free and open his suitcases? Then A house within a house will speaks .. Did you hear that ? An echo reply .!! Push with all your power Hope with all your dreams But you get no second chance until you learn.. how to screams
Emotional silence, that'd kill with bare hands, Attentive silence, absorbed in the environment, Thoughtful silence, wallowing and preparing, Embezzled silence, bored in self indulgence, Quiet silence, uncomfortable and unwanted, Subdued silence, waiting in the wings, Meditative silence, which can move heaven and earth, Dogmatic silence, enough said about it, Comforting silence, no words could describe it, In this communicative silence, Someone, Say something or, not. In silence we can but think .. The things we shared and love in grace, It is in silence that we can keep in peace, The peace that held us both in pain. let me amazing both of you silently.
In after you, I won't spend the night suffering from wounds, please.. Do not ask me why or how.!!Your love in my heart became a slaughtered bird, Will not return to life and will never die even you can not return to me again.I'm sorry .. I am sorry, but I am not remorseful .. In other words,
what was going to happen .. from your heaven.. go watch the mountain .. How it explodes, erupts. how it contain the
volcano inside yet.. Still stands firm and high.I'll not repent of my dreams, which have become tears of remembrance. Which have become a mountains of disillusioned, each night I climbs them for I can see how tomorrow will be. for to see if life will comes willingly carrying happiness for me.Do not you think that; without you I will not see the light .. because feelings and emotions still remain in my heart .. didn't you notice the Earth is
still revolve,Despite the dark .. I still can see the light.
Can we draw a day, with a loving hope and pray, Watching the dawn till the sunrise, hugging each others even through eyes. Then talk a walk, folding our dreams in sand beach, letting waves be witnesses to our unspeakable speech. Can i touch your heavenly gates, waiting the sunset over the horizon to paint our destiny plates. And tonight i need no Moon even not a single stars for tonight.. I'll simply ask you to glow.
The tree grow day by day even feelings glow tear after tear until I do.. come on strong through convince others... that my ideas cannot be wrong, Alas, There are millions like me in this big world out there, then how should I feels precious.. since my type are not rare. but you know..! With all those dark shadows in my eyes and beneath that blue fields of silence, i see a reflections of dieing souls, whispering softly in my ears.. "to picture a paint with words, use only your tears"...
When you look at the world through eyes full of tears When you feel that you've wasted so many years When all of the plans and dreams have all fallen apart When all you feel is emptiness deep down in your cold heart When you finally realize that .. Love is the lie we hide behind, until someone makes us change our mind To see the truth of love grow old, when our hearts too weak to be glow bold To
never take that final leap, and have the one thats ours to keep. To enjoy watching them yelling and scream, i dare you not to offering them.. the permission to dream.
