pleasure and pain

All I want is a room with a view
A messed up bed, shared with you
‘Cause it takes two and it takes time
To ease you into this heart of mine
All I want is a place to call home
A hand to hold, someone to call my own
‘Cause I am so alone, all of the time
All I want is someone to call mine
All I want is an explanation
A simple answer, a conversation
‘Cause these complications are causing pain
It’s all I want, so please explain.. Why you find your pleasure in my pain...?

love,

Very difficult to explain.
Some say - nothing but sexual satisfaction.
Some other say - giving and taking with mutual understanding.
Some other further say - It is entering, it is accepting without any complaint.
But what I feel,
Love is beyond any definition,
Love is love and let us leave all with love.
Love is the only truth, And the truth I know with you.

In the rhythm of the street

Reading the music playing in my mind, listening to every tone and inflection of each note as it fastens itself to words that flow easily into every poem I ink.
So eloquently, cascading like a waterfall from my mind into deep calm pictures of words, like pools sent from heaven.
Holding the tears of a lifetime - those both of joy and sorrow, reflecting a life of poetical musings through musical rhythms. 
Running across my mind, a river carry many words of expression all about the shadows of our shore, O god..
I am steps behind you In the rhythm of the street
I am voices in your head restraining you from sleep
I am shadow on your walls and soft touch in your dreams Watching you,
I am eyeballs and your mute screams
I don't know your name
You can't see my face
I exist next to you with soul
in our wild story there is always .... chase
I am steps behind you... In the rhythm of the street

Love or... Obove

Do you like the words of my life song...! for I can't sing alone
Can you play guitar ?
Can you see the star ? 
Bring me the real color, Take me, Fly me in the sky
Do you need wings, for without wings I can fly
See,
Somebody need love but nobody love them
Somebody don't need love but there full of unreal love
If god will send his angels... The real angel will send his love

Dream on

We’ve been in the rain so long that our eyes are sore and red;
When joy is missing, We gaze down too long at our feet as we slowly walk through the city, but there must be a different sky waiting for us offering love and inspiration where the Ocean kissed The Sky at the most beautiful place under the sun, there.. there..
No one can own a color; no one can own a cloud.
No person owns a person, though some may think they do.
No person owns the ocean; I know this to be true!
I cannot own a sparrow, I cannot own a tree.
Even in my own garden they don't belong to me!
No one can own the starlight; no one can own the sun.
No person owns a river, it simply can't be done!
No one can own a desert, the planets or their moons.
We’re all just One Race: Human, same words with many tunes!
No one may claim ownership to
 TEAR or SMILE or SIGH.. Or take away your DREAMS so.. dream on and on and... on.

Love is you..

I always knew love is you, a feeling so pure.. your magic for hearts, it is real for sure..
love is always right, when your life goes wrong.. your thoughts go weak but love remains strong..
True love is never jealous, true love adheres pain.. Love is not something you loose, Love should always be gained..
Love gives emotions that thrill, love gives moments that excite.. Soft Words that enchant, and feelings which delight..
Love sometimes does hurt, love always will heal..
Love is the softness of a rose bud, your heart does feel..
Love needs understanding, Love relies on compromise..
Love salutes your generosity, Love respects your every sacrifice..
Love does not discriminate, Love is flying free..
Love gives us solution, Love answers who are we..
Love is universal, an heaven sent emotion..
Love will give you smiles, and your dreams a new direction..
Love is full of compassion, Love is free of fault.. The only time in your life, your heart breaths to a halt..
Love means forgiveness, Love offers a supporting hand.. An eternal message from god, Love is his command..
Never cage true love, you have to let it go..
Love is light you can't hide, in darkness it will always glow..

I'm not afraid of traviling i'm afraid of losing you " two months before travel"

In this timeless dimension future is a question mark,
Where one thing ends and another begins in just a moment
Where unspeakable fear grip our soul and reoccurring pain and trauma discharge our emotional battery in the midst of noise and confusion of everyday world
Where feelings of sadness and displeasure make us speechless and give more reason to doubt and fear and world looks like a blank paper ready to write another story of adversity and pain
Where in the chaos and hurt we lose memories, Shed many tears, don't know if one's walk on the wrong or the right track
And run to catch the shadow of a passing cloud to discover how the next chapter
Will unfold in the dismal dark...

Moments

Make your darkest hour in life, your defining moment my dear
Take bad things out of your life, and change it to positivity and cheer
Don't feel trapped or helpless, share your emotions and fear
Be humble and kneel before love, and find peace in god care
Choose your words very carefully, and build courage in all spheres
Mend your weak and broken heart, with happiness and joy's gear
Adjust your world's powerful lenses, through which you always judge dear
Don't think of your wounds and cries, look for the best in the coming year
Search for the window of opportunity, to make your darkest hour disappear
And find your defining moment with positivity, joy and endless cheer

Why I love you..!

Curiosity in you wants to know, Why does my heart love you so..
What is the reason I hold you dear, Why is it always, I want you near..
Well let me explain how love works, Deep in your heart a feeling lurks..
A feeling that heals your every pain, Changes your irrational world to sane..
First is building a wall of trust,
True faith in your eyes is a must..
Next are the smiles you gift to the one,
In bundles of joy you bring sheer fun..
At times give the warmth of your touch,
Some tender words you speak affect so much..
Now that you know how to imply,
Let me answer the question, Why..
When you need attention, love and care, To god I pray to be always there..
Cause a tear in your eye breaks me apart, The problems you face break my heart..
I love to see that smile on your face, You are the only one no one can replace..
It feels like heaven when I am with you, You complete my world and that is true..
The moments of my life which I would savor,
Are only with you so please do me a favor..
There are true feelings residing in me, I give what I have and its all that you see..
If you still want to know how and why, then count the stars spread across the sky.. As long as you count them shining above, Those are the extremities of my love..
Why do I love is not meant to be known,
How much I love you I have always shown..
Cause if i give you the answers you yearn, Theres more about love you'll never learn..

Doubt is love, trust is everything

Trust in your love make sure it is deep,The returns you get is for you to keep..
The stronger the bond its harder to break,Has to be so when there's so much at stake..
When in a relation, its trust that you need, True belief in your love demands your heed..
Once broken to pieces is hardly rebuilt, at times you have to live with the guilt..
Here loyalty too plays an important role, offers a soothing cohort to a longing soul..
Staying with your love in joy and sorrow, smiles you give and the tears you borrow..
In a relation, loyalty brings you close, The faith you show, when beside you pose..
Just one false step of treacherous mind, cracks apart relations of every kind..
Sometimes these emotions are put to test, puts two hearts in a conflicting unrest..
One reason all problems are easy to shun, is trusting the loyalty of your loved one..
A relation in itself is a bond so strong, together we face all the right and wrong..
These factors decide how long it stands, here loyalty and trust walk hand in hands..

I need you

Bird trusts his wings so he never falls;
So, trust me too and you’ll never fail.

Poem

From the last standing tree In a lonely forest
From the great ocean sea Bathing in the sunset
everything I see ... Is poem to me
From the buzzing honey bee in a red field of roses
From the whimsical jumping flea That makes a dog scratch vigorously
Then chase his tail playfully

From the sun shinning brightly To the birds flying freely
And singing in harmony
Everything around me And everything I see
Is poem to me.

Love is

Love is an open clear deep blue sea where no hate can dare swim
love is a captured sunset where the warmth never grows dim
love is desire held in the eye that spreads quickly to the heart
love is a black starry night sky a metaphor of glorious art
love is a deep dark hole of mystery always there to take free

It was, is and will be only you.

Some say that the ocean is a mystery a wide expanse of endless blue
some say its waves carry away all problems and swallows them into its deep abyss
some say its power is limitless and its prominent calm is like an angel's kiss
it is truly unforgettable
you are like the ocean ... Unforgettable
Some say the evening sunset is the most amazing sight
some say it is the prelude to the calming silence of evening's fall
some say it finishes a perfect day with the most spectacular array of colour
some say it is unforgettable
you are like that sunset... Unforgettable.
Some say that the visible stars on the blanket of twilight are what make a gorgeous night
some say that even when those stars die we will see their afterglow for millions of years to come
some say they are unforgettable
you are like those stars... Unforgettable!

Alone..

Alone listening to nightly whispers
Alone in my thoughts
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for rainbow lights
Alone in the morning I awake
Alone I celebrate my joys
Alone I pray out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone in strenght
Alone in wealth
Alone in good health
Alone I try to understand
Alone I seek knowledge
Alone I share what is mine
Alone I try not to be alone
Alone when my time has come, I'll pass away

internet

As I lay down in my bed sad but no cry
I realise It was all a web of lies
I was deceived as I misconceived the one identity
that I even had to question my own sanity
I became a fatality
an instant causality
of using this facility
with hidden negative opportunity
called ... the internet
A web of lies spun on the internet
Right in the chat room, dusted into my corner with a broom
I wanted to believe.. I do not know why hence created a world of my own
email addresses
flashing me messages
as cold as any marble stone
The truth was blown
When I heard my clowns on the phone
Be careful
Take care
I say with a sigh
It was all a web of lies

Freedom as i knew.

freedom means a lot to me, what does freedom means to you ..!
to me; freedom is equal opportunities, equal reward for all kinds of potentialities
to me as well as anybody elsewhere,
freedom to speak without favor and fear, freedom to move to anywhere so far as i want it
freedom is free and fairness, regardless of where i was born or where i came from, the color of my skin, my religious status or how i appear for i am not what i wear.
i need freedom spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally
psychologically and freedom financially
what makes me different from others... is what i do with my life to help others.

Life..

ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎً ﺗﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ..
ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﺣﺪﺍﺙ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﺷﺨﺎﺹ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﻓﻌﺎﻝ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﻗﻮﺍﻝ ،
ﻋﻮِّﺩ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﺠﺎﻫﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻛﻲ ﻓﻠﻴﺲ ﻛﻞ أﻣﺮ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﻭﻗﻮﻓﻚ !
كلنا يعلم ان ﺍﻟﻠﻪ خلق ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺎﺀٍ ﻭﻃﻴﻦ. ﺑﻌﻀﻬﻢ ﻏﻠﺐ ﻣﺎﺅﻩ ﻃﻴﻨَﻪ... ﻓﺼﺎﺭ ﻧﻬﺮﺍً. ﻭﺑﻌﻀﻬﻢ ﻏﻠﺐ ﻃﻴﻨُﻪ ﻣﺎﺀَﻩ.. ﻓﺼﺎﺭ ﺣﺠﺮﺍً.

Stay the same, same way

Does anything ever change ..?
The days that slow go bye
The tears you watch them cry

The ones you wish with him everything to try
The plans you have
The truths to see
The hopes you savor ever cease to be
Qualm the joy that life to bring, or the time remembering
Last the joke that is undone, Stop the ever setting sun
Watch tomorrow slowly become today
And like untold.. Stay the same, same way

life is not simple

No, life's not simple not at all
Be wary what you do before you fail
Life is a serious affair, a journey testing souls
Where love and hate rules everywhere to guide or hide one's goals
Regardless what life confuses, causes one's soul to stray
Beware caresses and bruises can distract from Heaven's Way
However strong, rich or clever .. Whole hearted seek only god
Beware what rises to sever.. Salvation's binding chord
Life is a test we all must take
That if we pass we emigrate
Our powers grown through steady state
So, there is no new morality here to shape
No,
life is not simple
not at all.