That's a progress.

Just being in touch with crowd enough to bring one into unstable stat of mind, that lead us to ask ourselves that are we lost the art of communication as humans, as if on the train station we meet a thousand different kinds of passengers...
Thousand deed, hundreds of different goals yet in fact we are in the same direction, but what makes us unity is just the destination and the way we chose to go on through our journey.
Anyway honesty it was a first try to be alone doing something out the door of my home and because I'm so so very tired dealing with the stupidity of our system infertility I'll go direct to my point,
Truly it's an unique art to deal with human stupidity, and from my point of view i found a narrow window today to avoid this 
-Lower expectations from zero second dealing with the system 
-You must understand that they may not have the advantages you have genetically or environmentally,
-You have to understand that you will not be able to change their minds,
-Do not judge fish through their ability to climb trees.
-Try to look from their perspective,
-Armed yourself with knowledge, to kill them with your kindness.

In kindness day

Every seed of kindness that we plant today, will one day be a bouquet that they'll lay upon our graves,
No one is loved for the money that they've made
No one is remembered for the people they've betrayed
It is our thoughtfulness our ideas and kindness, That will live when we are gone, 
We should hold every moment precious and help others as many as we can, with a simple act of kindness every now and then.
The world would be a better place... if we all cared a little more, Imagine how many smiling grateful faces... would greet us at the door
if we extended that helping hands, with a simple act of kindness.. that could spread across many lands.
believe or not but ... 
a simple act of kindness... can stop a million tears.
a letter now and then to someone... can save so many wasted years.

Good morning

Do not covet the good life, always search for who is sharing your life with you.
Do Not looking for opportunities, always look for how to use the available in the best possible way.
Do not remember the past with its pain and its wounds, Learn how to accept the past as experience rather than punishment.
The voice of the tranquility is stronger than the shouting,
Just always remember that ...
Humility breaks the vanity,
Literature defeats the audacity.
Respect precedes love,
Honesty is crushing lies,
Repentance burns the devil,
Just remember it's your life and you are the only one can make it worthwhile.

Infertility

Infertility isn't the inability of giving birth to new ideas, 
Patience isn't a hatchet in a crucible of complacency
Love isn't running behind the illusions of justified instinct
Inspiration isn't a fantasy inspired by the need.
believe me there is nothing random in our life, we exist on this earth for a reason,
our mission here is not living not raising our banks accounts, or love control
and influence for history was a honest witness about a thousand kingdoms which create on other ruins,
Humanity has been exploited as the worst exploitation of all time.
Ethics has diminished. Customs and traditions have disappeared.
Love became an instinct beginning and ending between the feet.
True feelings disappeared between masks.
we forgot that successful man should closes his mouth before people close their ears and opens his ears before people open their mouths,
We forgot that it is not the strong who always win the war, but the weak who always lose peace,
We even forgot that if justice disappears from the earth, the existence of man no longer has any value. 
And the question is when we will awake up  from this coma and know that tardiness isn't the weakness of power more than the weakness of vision.

It's you.

Difficulties and obstacles make no heroes.
Submissiveness and surrender make no miracles,
There are reasons and motivations behind our creativity,
However ambition and determination are the main element of our achievements,
Still there is always handful of hidden extraordinary people whom giving this talent to see light,
Do not ask for reasons,
Do not be surprised by the results,
Do not be impressed by creativity,
For behind all creativity.... Person and group of factors who implanting hope in spirit does not know surrender

love innocent from all this.

Did you ever wonder why this ache is just there, and why it comes when you least expect it, you even know not were.
Did you ever ask yourself honesty if it is a true feeling not a thing blown with air,
If she love him, as he love her
For he truly can't stand facing life alone, without touching her hair,
Over and over we say in our minds, that we do not love them, we never ask why.
Then the torment of memories drifts into our heads, and that thing we call love, just comes right on in.
we've been there and done that and we'll do it again,
do you will be happy when it happens to walk in. 
Do you really think that the torment of love is the ride of our lives, and the agony of the heart is our mission in life.  
Do you really think that without these torments and missions we cross, one never knows when the heart will fall.
Do you really think that to love is to hurt, and to hurt is to heal., get up and rise is your goal now and here
No.. no my dear, love innocent from all this gear...

Yes i'm scared

Each time I'm trying to picture how my lifetime passed so quickly, I'm scared,
Each time i notice a new fading flower in our garden, I'm scared,
even in my words, even in my songs, its always reflect pain and crying 
Even when i was happy, 
I'm frightened to miss the joy,
I'm beware of this deceived life,
I'm scared for this sweet tenderly laughter to become garden of blossom sorrow,
I'm afraid to get lost in the unknown,
I'm scared to be so cheap in your world,
I'm scared to lose my dreams,
I always feel that I'm alone, like a ship which never see the shore, just like nomadic without ports,
I paint a smile in my face while i feel like i carry all the world sorrow in my heart, like a beautiful song bleed bitterness,
Even in my torment, I'm afraid that you will give up on me,

The truth is,

Love makes miracles for loved ones and not for the circumstances surrounding them, Hope illuminates the darkness of despair with candles of the will that does not accept submission, Regret is scant price we pay it for that priceless things we lost as a result of our actions.
Honest love, river of longing flow so warm in veins, blindness in the eye of beholder, know no distance for it's not about being together forever but to remains in the deeps of our hearts eternally.
Love,
Hope,
Regret,
and longing
you are my magic my gift sent from god, who gave birth to that impossible hope of honest love when I do my best to never let you down with regret,
But how I miss being with you, how much i'm longing to touch your face, O... indescribable feelings, I failed to ink it in a paper.  

Depression

On the edge of depression
Dreams meet reality on the land of resources unavailabilities, The waves of determination crashing on the rocks of the tributary and systems infertility, And we fall like the victims between the flowers of hope and that endless thorns of disappointments... Step after another we lose the spirit of the fighter, we see everything is diverted. Then we surrender to the reality.

Sweet dreams sweetheart

Call it anything you know such as unknown visions in a night of sleep,
Like trying to bring back the memories and all the secrets you still keep,
Whenever you recall it's responding so what did it all mean.!!
It’s beyond your frustrations, even behind satisfaction and the fears of you can’t repeat the dream..!
I’ll never duplicate this sensation however it was chaos or serene,
but when there's no communication odd is all you can seem,
For now it's all forgiven, and all the fears must be forgotten like a hesitate fleeting vanishes in moonbeam,
And void of complication we both bay, I'll never repeat... your old bad dream !

Don't blame me

Don't talk about patience when you were the one who wasted time,
Don't ask me to show the original while you weren't prime,
Don't underestimate my will in being, don't judge what you can't be seeing,
Don't blame me, for the rules and customs govern us all .. ِand tradition is the survival of the species in the middle of chaos hole,
Don't and don't and i have a long list, I knew I'm too late and I'm not the best,
but I'm looking forward to be your guest, then we'll plan together how to spend the rest.

Economic slavery

Economic slavery requires that the slaves feed and inhabit themselves
When Physical slavery requires that the slaves be fed and housed
When all the bricks are laid, And the National Anthem with interest played.
When all the hard work is done, and you earn nothing for your son
The country will be drown in debt then, and we can't all sit back and rest again.
Unemployment may rise high, for the currency lost its value and no more gain,
No jobs for the ordinary men.... even no money to spend.
This is what happened in economic war history, I am sure, it's an economic mystery,
let us awake up from our coma, interest and debt is but a misery,
Let us back to our religions rules and glossary,

The birth of the economic hitman

In a reading of Henry Makow Book, "Illuminati" we found a lot of golden information about the new world rules, yet what stopped me for a long time is a quite sharp words said ..
 "There are two ways to conquer and enslave a nation, one is by the sword, the other is by debt: "John Adams 1735-1826"
Since the kind of war and the weapons changed i'd like to notice few simple words to my readers  and i think it show everything, 
If physical slavery requires that the slaves be fed and housed, then fascist slavery requires that the slaves feed and inhabit themselves, and are one of the most tricky social manipulations of folly and ingenuity.. for at its core is an invisible war against human,
Where debt is the weapon used to conquer and enslave communities, and benefit is its basic ammunition,
and we don't need to search about solutions for our religions said and ruled everything thousand years ago,
In Christianty permissible and not permissible
Moneylending & Interest in bible
Leviticus 25:36-37New International Version (NIV)
36 Do not take interest or any profit from them, but fear your God, so that they may continue to live among you. 37 You must not lend them money at interest or sell them food at a profit.

And in Islam In El Bakara, we also notice that rules
With the name of god..
(275) Those who consume interest cannot stand [on the Day of Resurrection] except as one stands who is being beaten by Satan into insanity. That is because they say, "Trade is [just] like interest." But Allah has permitted trade and has forbidden interest. So whoever has received an admonition from his Lord and desists may have what is past, and his affair rests with Allah. But whoever returns to [dealing in interest or usury] - those are the companions of the Fire; they will abide eternally therein.
(276) Allah destroys interest and gives increase for charities. And Allah does not like every sinning disbeliever.
(277) Indeed, those who believe and do righteous deeds and establish prayer and give zakah will have their reward with their Lord, and there will be no fear concerning them, nor will they grieve.
(278) O you who have believed, fear Allah and give up what remains [due to you] of interest, if you should be believers.
(279) And if you do not, then be informed of a war [against you] from Allah and His Messenger. But if you repent, you may have your principal - [thus] you do no wrong, nor are you wronged.
(280) And if someone is in hardship, then [let there be] postponement until [a time of] ease. But if you give [from your right as] charity, then it is better for you, if you only knew.
(281) And fear a Day when you will be returned to Allah. Then every soul will be compensated for what it earned, and they will not be treated unjustly.

So, all we need found in our religions, all we need is to fight against interest,

The road,

How a man set himself boldly into the duty he had promised to do,
How a man shows his noble deeds through words, even it pictures all the view,
How a man put every single hope into an actions, dealing with mystery steps walking upon our own reflections,
How we stop struggling in a world gives us few answers, when the mysterious of our life full of questions,
We wish into fallen stars catching love, but does it truly have anything to do with the stars above...!
For not all of us knew the different between all the right things and the wrong,
but what we should do is to stop being afraid of what could go wrong... and thinking about what could go right if we put our foot in the road we belong.

Wild desires

What do you prefer, going gentle or wild into that good nights,
for today I want you to be may rhythm, my spell, the words inspires,
be cheerful, handful and kind... for angels need a soft desires,
the heat in our hearts make buds blossoms out of spring, your pretty carves make the dumbest sing,
It maybe winter there, it maybe seems out of our desire, but tonight let me warms your feeling with love's fire,

let us open a new gate of hope,

Everyday we struggle, struggle within, struggle beyond what seen,
Sometimes it's become beyond our educating logical, yet, we still find someway to not show what is truly going on with us,
Something we have learned, to how we deal with disappointment, gaining strength to over come our problems and the anger is truly inside of us
Sometimes consequently we fall, back down the path of destruction, our rebound that touches our brink to insanity is tragically forgotten... Its only time before what lies before us,
Sometimes we slip without reconciliation of the consequences for our counteractions to surpass our anguish, to balance the anxiety ,
What justifies our prosecution for our twisted souls, that has been tarnished with guilt and humiliation,
And still we try to be the men who we are, who we know to be, before the men themselves 
And still we feel deceased, dead to the world that's before us, what has become, and what shall be known
Of this,
Let me open a gate for a while, let me show you a beam of truth, for what confused all of you is, "the more educations the person has, the more unwilling accepting new ideas, the more needing to evidence", yet if we have faith, if we  can belief in the unknown.. you will seed the acceptance in our humming souls,

it wasn't too late

do you remember when you let me go,I dare you can count how many times I came back and to your love i always bow,
Your heart was mine ... Mine was all yours, and we knew it is time until we can leave our deep senses flow
Do you remember when you told me, if you love someone let them go, if they leave they were never yours, if they come back, they're yours to keep, 
So have faith it wasn't too late, for i already yours and I locked my gate.

two steps away from your shore

Waiting isn't easy and it isn't always fun, but sometimes it just has to be done
When you're standing in a line, or sitting all alone, remember
It must be worth it if it's worth waiting for,

stop to think

You can't close your eyes and you can't go to sleep, until you make sense of all that is you feel deep.
You haven't eaten as well and you're not going to try, right now you are doing your best but you forgot to pray.
Your stomach is hurting and it isn't from hunger, for the fact is you know you hurt me so longer
You try to lay down but you end up pacing, you need to face the truth that you still aren't facing.
What you need is truthfulness, that much is true, you need to know that i truly love you.
But i can't reply my feelings with ink, until you feel through distance and stop to think.

Do you knew how to love.

If pain can talk, if heart can walk... 
if feelings have wings, if we can sail against winds... 
If your sky hid the moon, If I'll die in loving you so soon, 
If you understand who was the loon, If you see difficulties as god boon,
If you taste the beauty behind black and white, if you can live your life without a single fight,
If you stop killing flowers petals to count, If your willing to give can't be amount,
If you can forgive when you are strong, If you can forgot obstacles all the way long...Then you can imagine to where you will belong