Yesterday when I was young

Yesterday when I was youngThe taste of life was sweet as rain upon my tongue
I teased at life as if it were a foolish game
The way the evening breeze may tease a candle flame,
The thousand dreams I dreamed, the splendid things I planned
I always built, alas, on weak and shifting sand
I lived by night and shunned the naked light of day
And only now I see how the years ran away
Yesterday, when I was young
So many drinking songs were waiting to be sung
So many wayward pleasures lay in store for me
And so much pain my dazzled eyes refused to see
I ran so fast that time and youth at last ran out
I never stopped to think what life was all about
And every conversation I can now recall
Concerned itself with me, me and nothing else at all
Yesterday the moon was blue
And every crazy day brought something new to do
I used my magic age as if it were a wand
And never saw the waste and emptiness beyond
The game of love I played with arrogance and pride
And every flame I lit too quickly, quickly died
The friends I made all seemed somehow to drift away
And only I am left on stage to end the play
There are so many songs in me that won't be sung
I feel the bitter taste of tears upon my tongue
The time has come for me to pay for yesterday
When I was young

Never give up on you.

Love and affection has tremendous strength
Meet the target on same wave length
So much joy to lead or to be led
To achieve the goal and never feel sad,
Millions have learnt and changed course
Any layman can learn and change concourse
Only one good impetus and see the result
Deep sorrow and downfall with only one insult
Love is not confined to physical relation
It is humanly behavior with good indication
It can alter the destiny of a person
It is backed by many examples and reasons
It has always influenced the mankind
It shown the way even to the blind
No one has dared to defy the true love
They have always gained when drove back
Some one may take vow to prove the worth
The talent is available and there is no dearth
Still you need a driving force to back the initiative
Then the whole thrust is becoming subjective
What is force behind such powerful ambition?
Is it own skill, hidden urge or inhibition?
There is true intention for achieving something
This is only required and is considered a great thing
A person is tempted or led to believe
At home mother takes care to relieve
His complete burden and comes to rescue
He has been provided whatever is expected to review
The friends and relatives too provide some momentum
His ambitions are fuelled and allowed to mushroom
He has now open space to give realization to dream
He need not bother now for any fear or to scream
His personal life too carries enough of weight
It is greatly influenced by whether to go wrong or right
He need not run unnecessarily after and enter fight
He should complete domination by keeping them in sight
When you are engulfed with lots of problems?
You are not at all carried away by them
The goal is very much in mind with full of enthusiasm
He is never afraid of failure, sarcastic or criticism
Even if there is little hesitation to loose aim or sight
You may probably loose the interest with no delight
It will the be fruitless or aimless mission
You will have guilty conscience for admission
There has to be some main force behind to achieve
You must have capability and powerful urge to believe
This all will lead to some consolation or honorable achievement
It will satisfy you with some of memorable and pride moments

Holly promises

The joy has disappeared and gone far away
The laugh has remained illusion and can’t be found on the way
The enjoyment has remained only in name without any purpose
There is no deliverance in anything and everything I have to assume or suppose
The patch up chance is diminished
The friendship treaty is finished
The peaceful meetings are over
Everything is exposed for the want of cover
I am mentally about to be finished
Everything is just in flames and vanished
There remains nothing but only ashes
It is only memory and no more wishes
It has come to an abrupt end
No happy news can ever be sent
No exchange of good wishes possible
The reunion is nearly impossible
The clouds are about to rain or are over cast
They were moving very fast
They were empty but showed as I full
There prevailed calm and near lull
It may be good sign or very good indication
I was really relieved from suffocation
It was proving difficult to hang on for nothing
There was distrust and everything in it was missing
It is nice to sever the relation if can’t go with trust
All the steps are necessary and comes as first
There has to be clear understanding and is must
It must appear normal and must go on as casual or just
I was always at the receiving end and suffered humiliation
There no sincere efforts from her side for reconciliation
I was pout to harassment for no fault of mine
She never regretted it and always felt fine
Life is two wheels o chariot
One can’t act as an idiot
They will have to move it together
No one should try to sabotage or try to alter
It can’t remain as one side affair
All niceties and decency is considered as fair
It has to be proved all the way along
Nothing should be proved contrary or wrong
It is bound to fail if any one proves to be insincere
It may be considered as treachery and attempt not sincere
It will send shock waves if it comes to tragic end
The relation may end and amount to unbecoming of friend
It doesn’t involve sexual feelings alone but something more
Both vow to stand by in critical time and sincerely adore
They will jointly approach the problem and earnestly explore
Everything will be settled satisfactorily and nothing will remain in store

Days will never come.

Where are those moments of golden pride?
Why do we forget them and hide?
They are no less important in today’s context?
They can be useful in passing present test
days can not remain same
No efforts should made to blame
The same mood can be maintained
The feelings can be easily explained
We learn from past mistakes and go ahead
It becomes easier to forge and lead
We started to learn from the day one
This was our concern and can be solved by none,
Agony, pain and anguish may for part
We need to forget all and have fresh start
This is how fresh water can be flowed
The stagnation can never be allowed,
When we start to know the fellow human being
New dimension is added and something is assured of to bring
It mat relate to efforts for bringing new kind of thinking
Where all can be lifted for good without any fear of sinking
We have same feeling in songs
Love, sympathy and brotherhood expressed in words
No show of deception and sincerity in approach
God too is willing and helping in such
Any one can search the soul and ask
What lay before him as dedicated task?
What does he do to strengthen the movement?
So the humanity survives to an extent
Not all can be lead to believe in what is said?
It is practice for self and conditions not to be laid?
What can be influenced most in daily routine?
As the emergence of sun plays part with sun shine
The truth is simple to be understood like day light
No one can prove it wrong or right
It is reality and has all the essence of truthfulness
Only we can have little try to prove its usefulness
I have all the rights to give shape to future
No one can come and apprise me to make it sure
Lord has give us sense to choose between two
I shall choose the simple one which is true
I am sacrificing nothing for cause
It is expected from all because
This is simple way of falling in line
Rest all can be expected very fine
It was never a problem in present or past
Now the life has changed and moving very fast
No one has got little time to devote for fresh beginning
It can be made as love sport with fresh inning

Forbidden yet irreplaceable.

And what you meant..!
After you speak
Meet yours that mean,
With your cheeks and hair,
Something more wise,
More dark,
And far different.
Even so the lark
Loves dust
And nestles in it
The minute
Before he must
Soar in lone flight
So far,
Like a black star
He seems -
A mote
Of singing dust
Afloat
Above,
The dreams
And sheds no light.
I know my lust...
Is love
And your lust..
Is dignity.

Don't wait for more

Like the touch of rain she was, On a man's flesh and hair and eyes
When the joy of walking thus, has taken him by surprise
With the love of the storm.. he burns, he sings, she laughs,
But forgets when he returns,
As I shall not forget her 'hello friend'.
Those two words shut a door, Between me and the blessed rain'
That was never shut before, And ... will not open again.

Missing parts

I have prepared my self mentally, It is firm resolve and commitment totally
I shall be gentle and very kind, This quality you will always find
I have made so many good start, You can feel it .. at heart
It is simpl truth and not a lie, You can trust me and rely
I shall go to any length, As you had remained my real strength
I may have all the time positive attitude, I shall never prefer isolation or solitude
I will do all the possible to reassure, The life would be beautiful for sure
It shall not be borken for any of the reason, I shall prove to be a worthy person
Touch me from any of the angle, Heart, mind and soul has made it fine trangle
It breathes for well being of your existence, It had always been my endevour and insistence
You may touch my feelings and go, Certain things you shall have to forgo
It can’t sustain any more shocks, I have reopened all the locks
I shall work for total recall, It will never be a free fall
It is genuine wish and internal feeling, I have expressed it often with positive inkling
Nothing can reassure than your commitment, I have waited eagerly for your nod and comment
I shall take it as fine victory for mutual trust, As it is symbolic gesture and possibly must
I have tried to be far away from the truth, It hasn't always helped me to sooth
I'll take it as divine blessings, Without it, some elments will always be missing

gift..

What makes us to long for at last.?
As life may be moving very fast
All stages may pass off very quickly
One will have to bear it happily or sadly
It may not be pleasing to all
Some one may consider it unfortunate arrival
Yet that is beautiful gift from one and only one
Who can dispute His presence and claim to be undone
Through out the life you have remained very truthful
The result had been awarding and you were successful
It never remained mystery or puzzling
As you had more and more inkling
Who knows who has consumed whom?
Where all the happiness has come from?
Love it as it is never planned
By luck only you are gifted with foe or friend
One may go away with full satisfaction
His departure may not be marred by his action
Very few may get tearful good bye
No one can get it even if vainly try
What is left behind as final gift?
Is it the strained relation with so much of rift?
Or living message of love for complete shift
All together different message for positive lift
Don’t curse Him for any of our lapses?
We have missed so many misses
We have taken no note of any signal
It is simple argument but not complete denial
We live completely on His mercy
We have no other role except to accept his pity
Either you do it smilingly or unwillingly
It may take place whether you take unhappily or

out of borders

It is nice to dream a reality, noble and standard is the qualityit drives powerfully among herds, the beautiful music will be made by birds
At heart you always dear, liked by all and to be addressed as dear, preferred nice words to hear, without any stab to fear
No one tries look so elegant, for it comes automatically or instant.
people may know by actions not by words, As there are blessings from outside the borders.
Do we have to sail against winds and reach the shore, still remain ordinary and ask no more.

Come to me.

Eyes were swollen and red with some pain, They were not bright as ever or looked plain
It carried so much behind it and reflected, Some one as if had deliberately inflicted
I tried to hide the emotions to put brave front, It surfaced again to counter and confront
Was that so difficult to suppress and confine, Nothing was going my way and didn’t look fine
I understood the importance of being alone, Was not the life journey to be cut as one..!
What was the use of showing it to the strangers.!, I was in continuous rage and in anger
What would I tell if I happened to see her..?
How will I hide the red eyes which will definitely beam?
Still it was far off to result it in reality, I was in her life a special entity
I still confronted her and expressed an ire, “What do you see in my eyes and admire
I shall be happy if you can just put it right”, She stood motionless but did not loose sight
I smiled at her and threw a poser, She read and understood it as composer
“I see complete sea deep treasure, But have no words to express pleasure”
I can see the anguish behind your good smile, You are deep in thought for a while, You think how would we cover an extra mile..! I promise to take you across meanwhile
I can't read each and every word, Stand by you in the midst of any need,
Come... Come and join me and not run away or fled, Only the thing if you decide to come forward.

And when life push us down, we addicted hope.

Books after books are written on this subject, No one has advanced any particular reason to reject.
It has such a tremendous driving force to sweep, You will be left with joy and later on only to weep.
Such  nice feeling from bottom of the heart, No one knows exactly when it will end or start
It can not be marketed all over for certain price, It is so precious and its feeling isn't always very nice.
One may be counting starts in night, No one may know exactly what is right..?
It is to be felt from within and alone, It has its own joy to be enjoyed by two not only one.
Have you seen person weeping with joy..!
It is delicate phase one may pass through, All lies around and nothing seems to him true
Only one word should strike to her mind all the way, “I long for you and can not remain away” It is nice to feel all the way very good, No care for anybody and neglecting the food.
It is like child asking for impossible, Landing in unexplored field with trouble
You may rightly attempt to write poetic verses, Tearing papers, writing all over and near misses
Nothing goes right from the beginning, It has disastrous start with the innings
One may try to hide the face but can not cry in open, Try to prove point by painting gloomy side with pen.
Then also if no way is found out, taking his old car going for long drive.. just to thinking all the positively how to come out of it and survive, for as much as life pushed him down.. he became an addicted for hope.

رن الجرس .. طاقية

 طاق طاق طاقية، 

رن رن يا جرس، 

قلبى راكب ع الفرس، 

والفرس طوح طوح، 

وحبيبتى عاوزة تروح

 لكن قلبى فى غيابها 

ساكن جوا فى كتابها 

يتعلم أبجدية،

 أ 

أبدأ من جديد، 

ب بالحلم البعيد، 

ت تنجح لما تكون 

تعرف امتى تكون عنيد".
أ أعشق الحياة، 

ب بالفرح وبالآه، 

ت تتحدى الآلام 

توصل للى بتتمناه، 

طاق طاق طاقية، 

رن رن يا جرس، 

قلبى راكب ع الفرس، 

والفرس طوح طوح، 

وحبيبتى عاوزة تروح 

لكن قلبى فى غيابها 

ساكن جوا فى كتابها 

"يتعلم أبجدية".

it was a dream,

Walk along and take me to shore
Shower the love and words some more
Is it not the love a heavenly gift?
Why there should be ignorance and complete shift?
I longed number of years for your company?
I expected your warmth and need to accompany
Why there should be distrust even if any?
Love should be the only concern to avoid many
You were not hollow like endless sky
I dreamed a lot and never asked why?
I used to hide the face and felt very shy
It was earnest desire and very good try
I shall hold you till the end
Always ready with flowers and messages to send
Take me on the sea waves to swim across
Let there be no danger of any kind to pose
You take me to ride on your powerful wing
I lean on your solder to whisper and sing
You may hold the sway on my kingdom as king
How to express the joy as lucky most being
I shall be ready to share your sorrow
Do everything at my disposal for better tomorrow
You afford me a chance to with your forever
I shall do whatever is possible however
You are the only one who can taken in refuge
I am not in position to decide or refuse
You may have inclination but with different views
I know only one thing that my love is very much overdue
All beautiful flowers are ready to boom
I have decorated them nicely in room
I don’t know how really spring can blossom
You will be really looking unique and handsome
Unconsciously I was dreaming in day light
I think it is natural and perfectly right
People around may consider it as sheer madness
When I may be seen moving with sadness
I have no reason to feel insecure
You are fully aware and made it sure
It is sufficient to make me feel at home
Hand in hand to enjoy and freely roam
May be this is called heaven on earth
To fulfill the mission is the reason for birth
Why not make it beautiful and of real worth?
I shall not fear from any set back
I too shall my head to Him and sincerely thank
It shunt’s have been possible to find you easily
Though I was unprepared and acted silly
I may not live long but rule for ever
Heart and mind will always act together
It is clear win for two peace loving soul
Clear drive with only goal without any foul

Before you say " maybe i was..."

Let us not limit
Let us not forget and omit
Let it mushroom and permit
To grow in open and under the sky, Never question and ask why.?
It is always there but don’t feel shy, Trust him always and sincerely try, Think of powerful wings and fly
Dream always,If fail the ways, If you find no rays, If you are not able to pass the days, It ultimately pays.
Where will you stop.. Mountains atop.. At horizon’s end.. What will you send..?
Beautiful roses, Good pictures, With nice poses
Breath for a while, Prepare for an extra mile
Look in the eyes
Go and get him
He is there to greet, Ready to meet, That’s it
Why to dream when it is there...?
Think how to find and where..?
Would you ever care.?
Is it not fair.?
Not to stare
See through
Love true
Only woo

Foolishness

Honest suffers but they always gain.. Our sincere efforts go in vain,
When we fail to understand what is actual art..!
We look fool and they look smart
Do you think really they are fool..!
Do you think they were playing tool..!
May be they are real masters, or they are examples to the doubt casters,
It is custom of the society, You may find them in good variety
They have their own way to pursue, They get it easily whatever is due
What are sugars coated words and sentences
You can sight many examples and instances
It is something said in individual’s praise
You won’t be able to judge or doubts to raise
This is how they gain the foot hold
Make the assertive bid and look so bold
You will be mesmerized to believe
It is world of fools where we live
Why do we blame others for our ignorance..!
They are doing it in our presence,
We know it well still fail to take notice
They stand to gain and look very wise
It is fine if you can turn the table
You should be bold enough and capable
No one can influence you if you are alert
We should not allow anybody to subvert
It is not game but simple mastery
There is no trick or mystery
We are yielding to mental slavery
It is not sign of any bravery
it can y be considered as momentary set back
It will not compel you to pack
You may get wind easily out of it
You may safeguard and feel very fit.

After death

We shall never be separated
In spirit but remain related
Through memory of past days
That shall show us the correct way
I feel pity
And sorry
At your plight
And think how much you offer the fight.!
Being woman
You showed courage of human
Stood for values
With constant reviews
I am proud to be associated
Even though it was indicated
That we shall never be able to unite
Yet, it shall always delight
Let you remain cheerful
And in life successful
Rain shall crunch the thrust of beautiful earth
For when i miss you, I remember the path 
Where we shall meet again in another world .. after death

With no respond

Respond to an intimate love, and honestly believe.. in its holiness, with the smile on the face
if you are feeling here, same urge shall also be there.. with an equal amount of an eagerness, and worry on the face
you know what he or she will be dreaming, and leaning on.. an idea of bonding closer, and try to come near
Love you can term, as a holy urge that turns.. it into reality, with strong trust in an almighty
it works, with the use of no words.. but the intense desire on both the side, that surely swings in and decides

It was just a dream.

Didn't you open your eyes or looked at me, We were under the shed of the tree, The sweet fragrance was filling the air, I was slipping into memory with split hair.
Her face was glowing with bright shine, Cheeks were red rose and appearance was very fine.
She need not speak anything as it was open secret, Even passers by could imagine and pass the comment.
Such nice heaven was on earth to enjoy with, The tongue was blocked by jealous teeth.
The dream consequences were shaping in the mind, The clouds shower and wind was around to find.
She still lay motionless and was free from worry, She felt very safe as if I was only going to feel sorry.
It was her turn now to take me to the real world, She was certainly sure that I might not develop cold.
She came closer step by step and tried to wave hand with bye, No expression on face with lot of questions with many whys..!
She was seeking reassurances as how to surrender, I still didn't understand the invitation and wondered.
I had everything to gain from her heavenly gift, Mind was rushing with ideas and developing rift
Can this happen again and make some shift..!
I was slipping into dreams with the help of emotional lift
I was thousands of miles away from her real world, She wasn't ready and almost willing to keep me in her fold
What was I doing there to please her and promise.. I was upbeat and willing to surprise
She didn't object me but extended delicate hand, Fingers touched hand to create a nice feeling of friend, The horizon was shrinking and was coming to an end, I was flowing with her in all the respect with new trend.
She overwhelmed me with all the respect, I had no time left in me to introspect, It was going to be permanent with holy pact, I had her consent but needed honest act.
She was there with affection and charm, Her attitude was showing great appeal and warmth
I could go in for her for complete unity, She was there in the near vicinity
She made gentle tap on my sholder and wished good luck, The act seemed to me very gracious but almost struck.
It was pure invitation to side with her in the life boat, when she just said ...
'Will you be with me for ever' I heard her with fine quote.
Then, i awake up from my nap.

I'm an Egyptian... lotus bud

It is my inner core, That is in little words explored.
Hit at weak point in time, The person is ruined at all the times
If she is true person, She shall take it to heart with reason
He may think about the reason behind, And feel bad about her if being unkind
Right man feels it differently, He shall try to welcome her and quit immediately
It is not his choice to remain sometimes in mud, Even if he shall be like Egyptian lotus bud
The person can't loses faith, And shall remember ill death
Why people should side with untruth..
When her true fragrance is smelt through distance in breathe.!

words need no fals cover,

Words are words,
Whether hot at before or afterwards
There meaningful,
If not spoken with care, it makes you remorseful
Your smile speaks in volumes
It leaves behind perfume
The fragrance and sweetness is felt all over
You need no false cover
It is an expression
Of rage or excitation
Wise revelation
Or mere an end of relation
Words carry weight
Makes you to come out
In open and fight
For just rights
It works as an ignition key
And takes order from an almighty
That is only place to get afraid of
Words can make you feel sorry or burst in laugh