i trust no more in what i hear

To the first time in my grown.. i feel like this anger inside me must to be shown, I'm completely tired from trying, each and every sense inside me seems as drained and dying... with this mind full of questions to where can hide or even flying.
No name, no address, no city or country Oh... how am i supposed to trying..!
I may not be smart but sure I'm not stupid to asking so many questions with a face full of shying.

Dream of hope

fold your light in my eyes... vanish the darkness of my life... wipe up pain away from me..
Green the heart of garden, light up the heart of this dark city... Flap flap with pigeon wings.
I need to see you when I'll sink ... in the center of the sea.. my only island. wherever I sail east or west I'll find nothing but your arms to hold me.. Open your heart to hug me, wipe up friendly my concern and sadness... kindness words will ink by tears.
O, my dear please talk about me, tell stories about those so long paths I've been walk through... let this dream of hope comes true... let the impossible be near of my hands, The dream was a dove will given birth the day after doom ... after the resurrection and it shall Aiming peace at the shore..
fold your light in my eyes... vanish the darkness of my life... wipe up pain away from me..

Time.. My dear

When one's thoughts were a mix and grate... of doubts and fears, of sadness and tears ... For all the things that have happened in the last few years.
I thought of our precious time which have gone with fight... Wondering, if what we were doing, was right.
Would we'll return home to our loved ones some day, Or would our names be carved on that wall, forever to stay.
I thought of how I stood before so many died ending Wall... And saw all the names that one's call... all those people were so dear, It was impossible for me to hold back a tear... I I accepted irony and bitterness O.. i even still hears its tone,
Paying with my blood for a game where you weren't alone... It seemed as if I heard each one of them say, "For your Tomorrow, we gave our Today." but what about yesterday... do you forget about ..
Yesterday I done things that pleased others, I had past my youth era, I hate things that hurt me. And did today I do things that pleased myself, Am I shall change things under my control for I am wiser than yesterday. 
Should I wait tomorrow to change what I have done wrong, shall I do more that I can envisioned and will I become a legend because I dare to dream big.
No dear... life taught me that happy are those whom appreciated what yesterday had brought, plan for things to do today for tomorrow what might bring us is eternal peace of mind.
So let us treasure and value our time now, for time ... time becomes priceless when we take things for granted, time becomes meaningless when we face our final moment of our dead and time becomes tomorrow heaven when we treasure the present moment.