Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts
Showing posts with label feelings. Show all posts

Sunday, July 31, 2016

losing trust..

If you sit down at set of sun and count the acts that you have done to this very humble someone,
And, counting, find
One self-denying deed, 
One word that eased the heart of him who heard,
One glance most kind
That fell like sunshine where it went, 
Then you may count that days in nothing you ... spent.
But if, through all the livelong day, you've cheered no heart, by here ot there, yea or nay
If, through it all you've nothing done that you can trace, that brought the sunshine to one face,
No act most small
That helped some soul and nothing cost,
Then count that day as worse than lost.

Wednesday, July 27, 2016

My dove

Pour your light beam in my eyes to vanish the darkness of the years. 
Remove my pain, 
turn this garden blossom, 
turn on the light to this city of shadows.. 
Flutters.. flutters with dove wings. 
For I need you to become "when I'll sinking in that deeply universe sea", My island. 
Whatever I'll go west, 
whatever I'll go east.. 
I can't find anyone to hugging me but you. 
Opening you heart to conjoin me, 
Wipe up my carefree with your cordiality and affection 
When tears shed will give the permission to our words to have a meaning, beyond .. O
And only longing tears will speech. 
The paths we go through were so long, but.. 
sooner we will achieve our dream of wishful thinking.. 
sooner we will be near from the impossible. 
The dream within my heart is like a dove, 
A dove raising after the resurrection, to scatters peace on the sea shore. 
pour your light beam in my eyes, 
Vanish the darkness of the years, 
Remove the pain, turn this garden blossom..

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Hollow.

Moments in oue life filled with hopes in morrow,
Then the pain that follow,
leaves us very .. hollow,
Each road we talked ended so narrow,
Others know; the look being, different than they .. 
not better not smarter not prettier.. just us and a hearts full of sorrow.

Saturday, July 23, 2016

Dreams


You can dream of the best things in life, but
if you do not have the courage to make it a reality, it will always remain a dream,

Thursday, July 21, 2016

Breakfast

And she asked me, something for her breakfast,
With a menu, o, i don't remember.. 
Birds, birds everywhere,
flying through the sky without care.
Reminding us how graceful life can be,
as they fly from tree to tree.
Singing so very happily

Wednesday, July 13, 2016

Payback

When you cannot help the person you most want to help you are frustrated and angry at yourself, 
you write a small note about it .. And then go deep into the cave of your own loneliness, And scream out of the top of your lungs to God about why you are expected to do the job God should be doing..
You write a small note.. And in writing it, Try to forget your failure, your impotence, your impatience, your anger, your stupidity, your total hopelessness.
You try to comfort yourself by describing how you feel and in this too.. you can't find salvation.. once i was that one, now.. I payback for my sin.

Tuesday, July 12, 2016

Real life, letter with forgiveness

What means more than the word 'love'. is the affection and care you show someone. You can throw all the 'I Love You's' out the window and it wouldn't take away from all the little 'I love you's' that kindness can say But 'I love you' rolled off my tongue meant to make you feel happy and not push you away
Anyway...
You make me feel so nice when I'm in your grace So serene the feeling when I see your face and most of all I feel the emotions in your heart and from you I wish to linger and don't rush to part When we were confronted with Stay or Go
I stayed for you...regardless of love and I know you know Its says something more than 'I love you' It says that I care and I hope in time it feels inside you
that you're someone special to me
Our age is likely to get in our way But God didn't make our hearts that way
they feel things we can't even say and do so in a timeless way as when the sun shines on the earth and warms it as it passes each day You just touch me in a cosmic special way And when I look at the stars in the sky I say God Bless You to you, far away I'm thankful that you came my way
I don't wish hold what isn't mine but your smoky eyes I hope to look into for precious moments in time and your soft hand I hope to hold someday if only for a while so that I can recall it in days ahead with heartfelt smile
I know more than most that life is fragile and rare and it hurts me more than anything in the world to imagine you not being there I'm happy to be the smallest part of your life you don't have to ponder being my wife
I snore not in my sleep and I can be messy
and I typically wear jeans and boots more than I'd dressy but I'm more than most men and have a few good traits I can swap and engine and fix brakes!
and I'm good at putting my foot in my mouth and making big mistakes But when I see you sad or crying I'll do whatever it might take to make you smile again a real one....not fake!
My little darling I just want to think somehow you'll always be there in some form to know that you love me and care there's much I know in life that's been hard and unfair and that's just why I care I'd miss you too much if you weren't there so can I stick around and stay in your hair?
We might be an unusual one... but somehow we make a nice pair, So hold my hand and don't be afraid .. This might be one to the best mistakes we ever made!
Later in life we can laugh lest we cry whatever happens lets be close and never say goodbye. I love you's may be overrated but Cupid shot me in the rib anyway
when I fell as I skated!
So laugh and be happy .. its OK
We'll talk many times anyway your pal I'm going to stay unless you decide to toss me away Maybe one day we'll go outside together and play and that to me will surely be a happy day, so this last thing I don't want to miss whenever we meet we'll greet with a warm hug and a kiss and whatever we happen to do or say
we'll part the same way because you're a wonderful woman so soft and I just want you to know
I love you.! .....oow sorry!
Shooo.....well, maybe it will eventually show.

Snowfall heart

The snowfall is so silent, so slow, bit by bit, with delicacy it settles down on the earth and covers over the fields.
The silent snow comes down white and weightless; snowfall makes no noise, falls as forgetting falls, flake after flake.
It covers the fields gently They come down blossoming but then so quickly they are gone; they bloom only on the peak, above the mountains, and make the earth feel heavier when they die inside.
Snow, delicate snow, that falls with such lightness
on the head,
on the feelings,
come and cover over the sadness that lies always in my reason why .!! 

Why i fall in love with the snowfall heart..!

Monday, July 11, 2016

When happines come..!

When the great eagle soars and the mighty bear roars, The dragon awakes from her sleep.
When the Serpent's released and the Lion's reign ceased, The old whales retreat to the deep.
When the ground starts to quake and the oceans do shake, Then the full moon eclipses the sun.
When clouds growl with their thunder and the winds charge with blunder, then all the stars from heaven will surrender.
When the Earths blood will flow as its heart beat does slow, from pretending of mankind minds. Then blah blah slips away into death and decay, Through the hourglass the last of the sands.
When the darkness of day hides the seasons away, You will know that he finally came... But your fear of the night is to trust not to fight, for in the light he will hide his faces in shame.
For your debt has been paid by the one was betrayed.
So thou shall not cry yet do not forget to ask yourself why, this gift has been given to you.
You will see the new day as the darkness gives way, A safe heaven, on earth, will appear not fortune but with no fear, oW
But before that eve dawns pick out all your thorns, and let all your hate disappear.
Because when all this is done
The new kingdom shall come, and your soul shall hold; 

Whole, a love so pure and clear.

Saturday, July 09, 2016

I'm not a knight

If I can be a prince, of kingdoms by the sea where knights have wings and dragons speak to me.. They say I should be happy but I know I won’t be for kingdoms mean nothing.. nothing if you’re not there with me.
If I can be a poor woman’s husband, with only rags to wear, If I can live a pauper’s life with poverty to bear they say I will be sorry but I know I won’t be for I can sail against the wind if you are here with me.

one dream, one love and one destiny


Two relentless minds.. one dream
Two yearning hearts .. one love
Two willingness hopes .. one destiny
Two different paths .. have crossed
Two uneven worlds .. have merged
Two sprawling lives .. now intertwined
You and I

Needs eternity


If infinity can lend me, a space to write my story ..
If the night can turn to ink,
To print the thoughts I think, then maybe I can start to write
But will there be an end for to write about my love .. Needs forever to expend.

If the language of the moon can describe the woman I loved
If the sound of distant seas lend the words of which I write
I may write this great story..
But will it ever end  for to write about my love .. Needs eternity to expend.

Love taste..

When you love someone you see the splendor of spring, burst into life in the magic of her smile.
You sleep with her name in your lips and the radiance of her face in your dreams.
You awake at the sound of her passionate voice whispered by the glorious dawn and even when she’s gone...  the last flickering ember of hope continue to light in your blistered heart.. Waiting, even when the waiting is in vain and nothing around you but silence.

Thursday, July 07, 2016

Missing you..

missing you is like a day with no Sunshine, a smile that doesn't rise and plane that doesn't fly.
missing you is like rain that never dropped, a car that doesn't stop, a marker with no top.
missing you is like a face with a frown, a person not able to calm down, a queen with no crown.
missing you brings tears to my eyes, a butterfly that neverflies, in my eyes only god wetness that it never dries.
missing you is the pain i feel wishing it wasn't anymore be real for to me...  missing you is a huge deal.
when i miss you and want you back, why does things have to be so black why do people have to hate, with this pain how long can i wait..!!

Freedom.!

Do you ever feel that freeform has been taken from a book, a paragraph or sentence with no meaning and no hook.
That's difficult to understand there aren't any signs, I sometimes come across this when I read from time to time.

Wednesday, July 06, 2016

Woman..

A woman's heart is filled with passion,
A woman's heart is filled with lust,
If you don't believe that these things happen,
Could be the biggest mistake that a man can make.
A woman's night is filled with dreaming,
Of the perfect man who may not be you,
If we don't see what she's been missing,
Could be the biggest mistake that a man can make,
A woman's day is filled with longing,
For a little romance and company,
If we don't look or just don't listen,
Could be the biggest mistake that a man can make.
A woman's heart is yours forever, she will be true, to the one in her life, but if we don't give her love and affection,
Could be the biggest mistake, that a man can make.
Give her your night, and she will show you her passion,
Give her your lust, and she will drink you dry,
Give her your dreams, and she will show you a true lover,
Give her your heart and she will love you till the day she die.

Tuesday, July 05, 2016

Rich I'm not

I always telling her i love her and she thought it wasn't real, thinking i wanted her to be my budgeted meal.. not comprehending what my love mean, as tinny as a sesame bean.
Is it a crime that i don't have or a taboo to keep you my always and forever better half.
If my love is real, I pray thee may thou feel,
My love i can't hid, you always beside o.. and inside my head, despite the great tide..
Refusing my story, even my being worry... So my baby..!
Rich I am not, fool maybe yes maybe not, and you already knew that, talented a lot.
time tells who i will be, but not what you see..!
Baby i love you... just because i love you.

Saturday, July 02, 2016

Your rights go hand in hand with your responsibilities,

Twilight and I, will walking hand in hand, As lovers walk in warming light.
Across a lonely hardest land, Where west winds chanted in the wheat an old, old vesper wondrous sweet.
Oh, Twilight and i were went as lightly as on wings through many a scented chamber fair, among the pines and balsams, where I could have dreamed of darling things, and ever as we went I knew, the peeping fairy folk went too.
I could have lingered now and then by gates of moonrise that might lead,
To some forgotten, spiceried mead, or in some mossy, cloistered glen,
Where silence, very still and deep, seemed fallen in enchanted sleep.
But Twilight ever led me on, as lovers walk, until we came to hills where sunset's shaken flame had paled to ashes dead and wan;
And there, with footsteps stolen light, She left me imagine where i can find the lure of night.

Friday, May 13, 2016

Love is a flower.

Between admiration and the dawn of sincere emotion, true feelings shines like Spring breeze.
between the passion and the outbreak of fire of the desire, entity burns.
Between the desire and life responsibilities, the seeds of love always germinate.
Between love and exchanging respect, Garden of life blooms.
Between life and the volatility of the seasons, tolerance and tenderness should start.
Between tolerance and forgiveness, indifference and denial, flowers wither.
Between apathy and loss of respect.. sun sets, assume everyone wrong, but.. Only flowers, paying heavy price.
Love is a flower
If we'r deciding to inhale the aromas .. We'll need to take care of it, but for incubating it .. We should have to get ready to bear and take the thorns even if blood flowed.. Personally I'm ready to pay all the costs.






Wednesday, April 06, 2016

New Start..


Disappointments, discouragement, discredit, failure and pressure
These are obstacles that we encounter through a journey of life, they cannot be escaped, like which runs through our veins, Like an illness with no cure; despair is the meaningful. 

It's never too late to start again.
Faith, forgiveness, happiness, honesty, hope, patience, trust, victory, prayers, worship and true love.
These devices fill the memory, rule the heart and guide the feet... The success is obtained subsequent to the storm of pain; they do not always guide the feet but the heart which hasn't the ability to give up when even faced with difficulty.
It's never too late to start to again.
We cannot change the direction of the wind but we can adjust the sails to always reach our destination, the journey is never the same as change sets in but It's never too late to start again.
My father once said, what lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters .. compared to what lies within us... now i start to understand and ..
It's never too late to start again.