Discovering loneliness

But Life separates lovers, not always together do they stay,
And emotionally they parted... Never again, to find them way,
As the rivers overflowed with sadness... Emotionally, that very day! 
They never found each other, ... How can it be?
That all the love he has in him, Was never given to another,
Only loneliness discovered ... and a lot of tears not yet cried.

Let me love you silently

Something magic happens, When you write poetically,
Doors just seem to closed, but our spirits feeling free.
Something seems to flower, inside, poetically,
And it makes you happy..
And you are still away from where you have to be..
Come, Let me capture the essence of your mind,
Where I will certainly find,
A Spiritual Bond for love isn't only eyes,
The Mind, the Spirit, The union of the Souls,
As hands intertwine... This electrifying Feeling is mine,
All mine, when we're together ... We loved each other, 
Even though we never spoke,
Love has the power, That even silence graves can't revoke,

After great pain, a formal feeling comes

Learning is making mistakes... but should I cry over my mistakes,
There comes a day in everyone's life, where they must choose between,
If they want to live or die
I personally chose to live but suffered the consequences,
I am depressed
I am not happy
I want to be reborn
I want to choose again
I want to choose to be sad... for then I may be happy
Maybe life works in reverse
Maybe one must make the choice of what they don't want in life in order to receive what they want
I will explore this new theory
I will wait patiently... Until the day comes
When I can say I am truly full of glory.

two days one night

Have you ever thought of a night so long... where you don't wake up and your dreams go on; where you don't feel the pain from the day before, and you can just lie happily there on the floor;
The long night goes on, and you realize and you miss, all the happiness before, the smiles and the longing for a gentle kiss; and the one that you love, your true heart's desire... Is the reason your alive and you have not died prior.
And you were trying so hard, you were trying to disappear, then you hear the words 'I love you' get whispered in your ear...
So you decide to stay awake, just a little bit longer, instead of falling asleep, going deep, down under;
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And in a blink of an eye it's dawn calling you, so you open your eyes and sit up in your bed, listen but no good morning has been said; roll off and to the ground then stand up straight, you look in the mirror, 'is there any new fate? '; dress yourself on how you feel for the day, bright if happy, if you're sad maybe gray;
Skip the first meal 'cuz today you can't eat, feel like you want to be light on your feet;
Specially when you feel not good enough; wonder if this day could get much longer, through out it you thought you would get stronger; you are now home, as tired as can be, wondering...... i'm tired i need to..s l e e p

Ship and sea..

Thousands stars shone out that night, around their placid queen;
A ship hath can't left the shore, for Where shall that good ship must be,
Ere fill the moon one bright horn more..!!
Deep... deep in the booming sea... The moon shone calmly bright upon this restless hearts
Bowing heard you not, but now... A wild unearthly silently cry
They ask with troubled strength, breathless and a tears in the eye
What's your fears..... ? 
For there is no long time enough to catch you hands and smell the breeze with every night.... And slow moves our ship with her wings of white,
O.. ! It's so hard dream then until the change so soon to be, and hundreds songs of longing spreads on the deep and booming sea..
The waves are hushed and blue, But where... Ogod, where is she, The good ship with her gallant crew..?
Deep.... down in the booming sea..!

never let your ego, lead you to dead end.

Desiring things, decrease their occurrence in perception while potentially increasing
their occurrence in reality.. when there is a point where desireing and potentials gets dead end, and we start to no longer care.. take your time for in this game only death will win.

يا أمي

لو أن بكائي قد يجدي لأجريت بشدته نهرا 

لو حزني مرّ على صخرٍ... لأذاب بحرقته الصخرا 

ولأبكى شيخاً ذا جَلَدٍ ... ولشيّب في الطفل الشَّعرا 

يا أمي 

لو أن رثائي سيذيب جراحي أو تَبرْا أو يطفئ .... في قلبي الجمرا 

أو يمنحني .... حتى الصبرا 

لملأتُ الكون بكلماتي وملأتُ الدنيا ... لكِ شِعرا

وجعلتُ دموعي لكِ حِبرا ونقشتُ لكِ الأحرف .. تِبرا. وكتبتُ على قبركِ سطرا 

ياربي 

ارحمْ ساكنه وأنرْ ياربّ ... له القبرا

One lonely tree

One lonely tree standing, In one lonely field
One lonely field sitting, In one lonely city
One lonely city laying, In one lonely state
One lonely state drowning, In one lonely nation
One lonely nation With one lonely person
Watching .. humans drenched in hate, suffocated in lies
Listen to them thoughts, catch the tears through eyes

Ultimate freedom

He who rejects his desires; live his life in ultimate freedom  

My Philosophy

My real name isn't important anymore.. i even have no much philosophy in life but i know only one thing, in this world we have to pay as we go.. sometimes all we have isn't enough just for survival.

To my love .. Miss you So

Time can be a scale on which life can be measured, Linear and cyclic
Where love can be treasured
Time can also be a vessel
Where respect and virtue reside
Along with honor, Integrity, innocence and pride
Time was the beginning
Time will always be
Time can be binding
Time can set you free
Time has no promises
Time is not restricted to a plan
Time is for introducing love to life... For as long as it we can.

freedom

It must be a winding road
On the road to freedom
Freedom not to hurt other people
Freedom with kind words to share
Not to look down, but to lift us up higher
It is not too late..give it a try.

Truth, is what we left behind ..!!

we all hate it, we raise eyes and ask why, then chastise 
when it is revealed because we can't believe, 
what it is were hearing, 
he didn't do it, 
she doesn't love him 
and he's not a plays, we all hate them, 
yet we all sin, 
we hide behind our masks of reputation 
which causes us to live in depredation 
and in the process we become lost in ignorance, 
we spill blood and call names, 
yet we believe we live in our innocence 

understanding

The saddest things in life .. are missed opportunities, 
The hardest thing in life  .. seems to be 'truth', 
The easiest thing in life .. seems to be 'dreaming', 
and the best thing .. seems to be youth.
The luckiest thing in life .. is that I'm still living, 
The oddest thing in life .. seems to be religion, 
The toughest thing in life .. must be forgetting, 
And the last thing seems to be forgiving.
The slowest thing in life .. seems to be 'time', 
The fastest thing in life .. is hate, 
The most dangerous thing in life .. is 'caring' and having the ability to create; 
Because the highest thing in life is the satisfaction and to have a good understanding! ! ! 

Coins

A day of mourning, a night of celebration.
Two sides to a coin, ever spinning through life.
Work drives the day, liquor fuels the night.
The give and take of life, more taking than giving.
Feed the mind, starve the soul.
Something is lacking, yet we don't know what.
Human connection, relationship detachment.
Yes or no or maybe, questions with no answers.
Time loses meaning, meaning loses form.
You're my ever flipping coin, feeding my soul while losing my mind.
Two sides to every coin..!

Remembering

Somebody needs what you have
Somebody needs your gifts and talents
Somebody needs your love and encouragement
Live to make a difference in others
Living a life worth remembering 

I believe

I believe that the sun shines after the rain 
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain 
I believe in not doing things the easy way 
I believe that being selfish doesn't pay 
I believe in a second chance 
I believe in a life long romance 
I believe there is life after death 'n standing up to a life of mess 
I believe in love at first sight 
I believe that revenge isn't right 
I believe that first impressions last 'n there is nothing better then a good laugh 
I believe that dreams do come true, I believe there's destiny for me and you, 
I believe something good comes from something bad 
I believe in half of what i see by my eyes 'n i believe nothing in what i hear.
I believe everyone has only one true love. 

Life Is Done

I'm done with my life, Im done with truth, 
I'm done with the things I use to do
I'm done playing this game, its my life that I have to blame
I'm done with today Im done with tomorrow, 
I'm done with everything including my sorrow
I'm done with being happy Im done being mad
Im done with the things that make me sad
I'm done with friends Im done with you
I'm done with everything there's nothing left to do
I'm done with phones Im done with jobs
I'm done with the ones that are slobs
Im done with truth Im done with lies
I'm done with everything including the things that dies
My life life is over, Im done with it all
at a cold bed right now drowning in my pain