A touch

A touch can be love,

A touch can be pain,

A touch can be resentment,

A touch can be lies,

A touch can be remembered,

A touch can be good,

A touch can be bad,

A touch can be hurt,

A touch can be felt,

EVEN BY YOU!!

Forgotten To Society

The world keeps turning, even without me

Nothing has changed, no ripple in the water

In between is where I lie, untouchable to all

Death seeking me, but not quite there

My say means nothing, you can't even hear it

Lost in confusion and noise

I fight my war against the living

How cruel and evil they may be

Am I truly the walking dead or
is the living really just dead?

Egg Shells And Relationships

Feeling warm, but feeling cold 
Feeling awkward, feeling old
Never knowing what to do
Never knowing what to say
The egg shells Just Breaking Away
Not knowing how things are
Biting your tongue so much it leaves a scar
Feeling intimidated
At times feeling Hated
Feeling Frustrated
Feeling Degraded
When all you can do is let the egg shells break away
And hope they eventually Evaporate
But Right now all I can do is hope 
Is wait 
That the egg shells will and hopefully
Disintegrate
But right now you and him are there
Wondering why you’re feeling down
Not knowing what is around
Getting upset over nothing
But being quiet so there is no suspicion
But feeling it is indeed your occupation
To feel paranoid and worried
Feeling like a coward feeling hurried
Never knowing what to do
Never not once knowing what to say
All you can do is hope is wait that the egg shells will eventually
Evaporate
And Disintegrate

Life; as you know ..!!

How do you get by, when there's nobody there for you?

How do you manage to live, when nobody cares?

You thought you had a friend, and then they disappear.

You thought you had a good life, and then its torn away.

All day long you sit alone, wishing for someone to hold you.

There's nobody to love, nobody to like, nobody to care for.

Life as you know it is no longer so.

You are gone

you and me together

and I knew it wouldn't last forever

but now you're gone and I'm still here 

waiting for someone else to reappear

my life is so sad as you can see 

but only because I let it be

I never knew that you being gone would hurt so bad 

that my life just turned out so wrong

with all this anger just got me mad 

that there is no way and no how that it could be more sad

I never knew that it could be so bad 

I just hope you'll see that he will never be exactly like me.

Past the time

Past the time 

Sit and strain

Waiting for your return

Ignoring the pain

Open wounds 

Never to heal

I’m trying to explain

Just how I feel

But it's hard you know?

Living this life

Knowing your happy 

While I'm in strife

I give it my all 

To this very day

You ask me my feelings

What do I say?

I love you forever

It will never end

If you heart breaks, I’ll fix it 

For its still mine to mend

But I'm just waiting

Waiting on time

Until you return

And once again become mine

i never forgot you

I want to know how do you do, i want to forget my soul between your hand and keep running with you until i forgot my place.
i hope to grow up with you ... i want to live two life with you
i hope to forget my hold inside your hold .. i wish to breath the same air you breath
i never forgot you .. and i couldn't thought that i can live my life without you 
day and night i found myself thinking in you .. and it's out of my hand 
Tell me .. what is my life means .. if i didn't beside you !!
if i didn't live with you .. why i need to live !!
how fare you will be, i see you with my heart
how absent you will be, i'll feel with you
how far i'll be from you .. distance will make me closed more

i never forgot you .. and i couldn't thought that i can live my life without you 
day and night i found myself thinking in you .. and it's out of my hand 

You

If you where a blade of grass 

I would explore the earth for you.

If you where a tree 

I would seek out every leaf until I found you.

If you where a flame 

I would fly to the sun for you.

If you where a drop of water 

I would scour the sea for you.

But if you where a star 

I would never search for I would always see you, 

because you are the brightest star to me

i'm Sure that; my words not so good

but it's for you

Hidden feeling

Hiding the feelings that grow ever so stronger 

the time that we are apart feels even longer 

the clock ticks and the cold breeze flows 

as for me I know where my heart glows 

covering the smile you cause me to make 

it is this nervousness that I must break 

these hidden feelings I must hide no more 

as I walk up the path that leads to your door 

ringing the bell hearing the chime 

I'm not going to let you go this time 

building the courage admitting how I feel 

is this a dream or is this actually real 

my heart is pounding beating out of my chest 

because you my love is life's big test

Be Patient i didn't forgot you .... Yet

I sit and wait for a text or a call

The sound of your voice 

rush down my mind like a waterfall 

On my spare time I think of what to say or 

What voice I'm gonna put on 

Goodness...

Can't wait Can't wait 

SO inpatient

So excited but still nervous and scared 

What if I say something stupid?

That will be my best fear

Can't wait Can't wait 

SO inpatient

I think about the first time we met

It goes on and on then rewind than back to reset

I turn over and get your text

He replies to me 

Be patient I didn't forget you yet

What i Want .

All I want is to see you

There's something I want you to do

I want you to listen and now this is true

I think I love you

You make me feel like I'm flying on a cloud

And I want to scream out loud

I think I love you

There's nothing more I want to do

You make me want to lay in the grass

Just lay there while the time continues to pass

Lay there with the sun on my face

And know I'm in my place

When I hear your voice I close my eyes and smile

Cause I know that you’ll be with me for a while

I turn and look at you

And I know that you see me like I see you

There's something in the way you look at me

You see something that I can not see

I want to lay with your arms around me

Oh why can you be here with me

In class I want hold your hand

And know you won’t run before you can stand

Oh boy look at what you do to me

Why isn’t what I feel something I can see

Through The Mist

Stop me from falling

Into the same sickening slumber

That always comes

After the sun slips away

The nightmares of the past

Come back to haunt me

And wont let me rest

Till my soul is dry and bare

It burns me to my core

And my heart is left in shards

When will I come out of

The cloud of fear that hovers round me

My mind is growing numb

To the whole world I'm in

And all my senses drowned

By memories of what scares me most

trying to see your face

through the Mist

Not Alone

When you're feeling down and blue, 

And life is being cruel to you, 

Just remember you're not on your own, 

I'm always there you're never alone, 

You might not be able to see my face, 

As hard as you look around the place, 

But close your eye's and think of me, 

And before you know it there will be me, 

Keep me in the midst of your mind, 

And life will seem easier I think you'll find, 

So when life gets to dark to bare, 

Just close your eye's and I will be there.

Loves Never Forgotten

The true meaning of love do you truly know,

The love in my eyes does it still show 

I saw you, then wanted and finally had you

All so fast too good to be true

Everyday is the day to god that I pray that love is never forgotten

I ask myself, then ask once more,

Will it heal, or forever be sore

You opened my eyes to a lot of new things,

You took me high and gave me wings

Our love for each other never ends,

Maybe not lovers, but always friends

We argue, we fight and disagree,

But all it does is hurt you and me

No matter what you say or what you do,

Forever and always I''ll truely love you

Family

Family is, 
heaven sent from our father above, 
bonded by the power of love.
No matter what family has each others back,
when push comes to shove.
Family is, 
understanding, never demanding, 
all for one and one for all, 
I will never leave you alone standing.
Family is, 
one in itself, my love is your love, 
your pain is my pain, my wealth is your wealth, 
I promise to never leave you by yourself.
Family is, 
the strongest team, the strongest unit; 
if love could be visualized, 
family would be the blue print.
Family is, 
forgiveness and patience, 
it's sweeter than the sweetest fragrance, 
the power of family is a reflection of Gods compassion and magnificence.
Family is, 
never turning our back, and never shames, 
lend my helping hand and not a finger pointing the blame.
No matter what a family bond can never be broken, 
even through a nuclear explosion,
if one of us lives we all live. 
Forever to eternity, we are family

At night ..

Under the stars
Fingers crossed
As we look to the sky
We fly.
As we soar
Through the clouds
Hold my hand
And don't look down.
Wishing to stay here
Forever, with you
We glide higher
Full of opportunities.
Letting go of reality 
Just you and me
Forgetting the world
And everything else.
As we fly
High in the sky
I realize
It's all a lie.
And we come crashing down
Falling into nothingness
Our wish, shattered
Coming to a close.
Reality coming back
Keeping us stuck
Just wanting to fly again
But being trapped.

Be My Lady tonight

Tonight. They'll be no darkness tonight. 
Hold tight, let your love light shine bright.
Listen to my heart, and lay your body next to mine. 
Let me fill your soul, with all my dreams.

You're a woman. I'm a man. 
This is more than just a game. 
I can make you feel so right. 
Be my lady of the night.
You're a woman. I'm a man. 
You're my fortune. I'm your fame. 
These are things we can't disguise. 
Be my lady of the night.

Lay back. Back in my tenderness. 
And take. Take all of my sweet caress.
You've got all of me. It can't go wrong if you agree. 
Soon two hearts will beat in ecstasy.

You're a woman. I'm a man. 
This is more than just a game. 
I can make you feel so right. 
Be my lady of the night.
You're a woman. I'm a man. 
You're my fortune. I'm your fame. 
These are things we can't disguise. 
Be my lady of the night.

You're a woman. I'm a man. 
This is more than just a game. 
I can make you feel so right. 
Be my lady of the night.
You're a woman. I'm a man. 
You're my fortune. I'm your fame. 
These are things we can't disguise. 
Be my lady of the night.

Before

before the bullet it bit
before the candle is lit
before the last call
before the curtain falls
before the grave we pray
there is something I must say
before taps is played
before the jazz parade
before 21 guns sound
before the final round
before the fiddler we pay
this I must convey
before the sweet by and by
before the tears we cry
before the bells are rung
before the reaper come
before angles wing
I have to tell you 
everything....everything...everything

The Reality Of Life

A candle light burning inside of me 

shadows bowing upon the walls illuminating us all

the laughter the pain 

what do I gain?

the knowledge I seek 

this era of mystique 

the pink hues 

the pretty blues

the devils red 

I will not be misled

the angels white 

will set me aright 

knowing every second is a certainty 

to I will cease to shine 

and darkness will befall 

in a form different from all

makes me ponder

how do I live to the fullest?

how do I be the bravest?

understanding is the key!

living with no regrets is the door! 

open your mind 

Look! Don't merely see

the ocean is not just water 

a candle is not mere light

it's not limitless 

it's not endless 

for light is life and

life is certain to meet death 

on this sacred journey called 

LIFE

PEACE!

Deep breaths and pain inside,
Hard to tell the truth when there's so many lies!
Whispers of secrets in my ear,
Hoping that no one could hear.
And I'm crying actual tears.
I feel hurt, pressured and strained.
Everybody cant feel my type of pain.
And this might really sound lame.
But life isn't nothing but a game.
Do you feel what I feel NO!
I wish I could let it all go.
But it really isn't that easy.
Have you ever had to sit in the cold freezing.
Wanting to be awaken by a special healing.
Just let pain go freely.
Too bad nothing in this world is free.
Not even your freedom of speech.
So i'll do like Martin Luther King.
I'll let freedom ring.

She looks in the mirror

She looks in the mirror

And see's someone staring straight back at her

A lost little girl

With cold hard eyes

And no expression on her face

Trying to cover up the pain she feels

A lost little girl

With too much anger inside of her too control

So she takes it out on everyone around her

Because she can't stop herself

A tear falls from her eye

Realizing that this lost little girl

Who is staring back at her

Is in fact herself

Her reflection

So wiping her tears away

She steps closer to the mirror

Looks herself in the eyes

And whispers to herself

" Who have I become !! "