True light.

Darkness filling the whole land through, Entwined in black, no sky now blue.
No life on land or in the sea, Only sadness clothing me.
A storm awaited for so long
A zephyr wind becomes so strong.
The rain falls down right from above,
Opening my heart into arms of love.
As the storm doth dwindle and fade, 
I remember all those prayers I'd prayed,
A new life with God shining down
The King of love which I now crown.
On eagles wings together we fly
Hand in hand through bright blue sky.
A rainbow shining down as gold,
More and more that love unfolds.
Each day so beautiful now passes by
Beneath my God now I lie.
The sun always shining down so bright
At long last I find true light. 

Our love song

She gave me part of my dream.
I gave her freedom for her
Emotional state of mind.
She never experienced it before, 
And I never had the guts to explore
So freely, casually, and openly
The expression of feeling and emotion
She so graciously accepted with
Just a hint of anxiety and hesitance, 
Making her smiling face beam
As she exchanged the expression of my dream
For the expression of eternal and internal embrace
Of love and warmth with her beauty and grace
Given and shown through her eyes and smiling face
Interlocked with mine in a frozen glance, 
Hypnotized by our curiosity and deep desire
To find love we longed
To start an emotional fire
Burning in our hearts-long and strong
Until we finished writing our love song. 

Between woman and love's meaning

Will I....... Love?
Will I ....... love?
What is ....... love?
I am ......... love.
How do I represent love?
What is it about a woman That loves ? ... 

Her heart Or her very being, radiating With love that never separates
At birth, both to a mother and to the other love she seeks in man?

Moreover, It is man who seeks the love he knows nothing about. Woman merely softens her being of love To allow her heart to be still, tuned to the sound 

And quiver that love fills when man discovers
Woman for the first time. The only way that 
I am .................. love
Is through woman, since woman is love. So I ask myself again, 
Will I ........... love?
Will I find my heart, which is hidden
Among other organs that aren't
Even close to being
As vital to my health as the
Heart is beating?
If and when I find it, will I hold onto it?
Will I tell love
To make herself known, so that I might
Learn what love is, what she feels like, and
What she is capable of achieving
In my heart that I take for granted way too often.
A much better question than
What is ................ love, therefore, is
What is ..................... woman? She is the best thing that happened to man. 
She is the emotion that man lacks.
She is the reason love is in the world.
She is love, after all.
Without her, man dies.
Without her, love is lost and confused.
Without her, hope fades away..........
Then suddenly She replied ..
I Am ...........!!!. I am ............ love. 
I am ................. compassion.
I am ........................ comfort.
I am ............ delicate and fragile.
I am ............... the woman you long for. I am here for you to call upon 
When you need a prayer and a song.
I am here to forgive your wrongs
To help you feel confident and strong.
I know every thought that you have.
I can see it in your eyes.
You don't have to tell me any lies
To impress me.
I like who I see in the real you,
Which I trust will always be
The 'you' you want me to see.


Author Notes 

The empty blanks or lines are there for the reader to either leave empty or to fill in with his or her own personalized adjectives or verbs describing his or her intentions for expressing love. Also, I hope you the reader will notice how I wanted to use the idea of personification by saying how love was actually a woman through the phrase, 'Will I tell love to make herself known, so that I might learn what love is, what she feels like, and what she is capable of achieving.' 

I wish you health

I wish you health, and love and laughter, 
to cheer your weary heart, and all good gifts that
come thereafter, and I hope that I'm a part.
I wish for you a thousand rainbows, 
with never a stormy sky above, 
and at night a thousand moon glows, 
and my arms and lips to give you love.
I wish for me,  you'll always be there, 
when I'm lonely, cold or blue, I will wrap you
in my dreams, Just me, just you, 
and the sense, which humans called love. 

Set me free

What is a word for sorrow, that joy cannot erase? 
What is the look of sadness, one sees upon a face? 
There's such a thing as lonesome, that eyes can never show, 
There's another word for empty, what it is, I do not know.
If I knew it, I would tell you, you'd be the first to hear...
If I knew the words to mend your heartache, I'd yell them in your ear! 
I feel I cannot stem your tears, 
or to fill your heart with glee, 
If I knew what constituted happiness, 
It would cure your ills, as well as me.
I carry the weight, the feeling of gloom; 
In my suffering mind, i 'n my tortured head...
Wondering if I'd be better off, six feet below and dead.
The words I want to hear, I'll never hear from you-
What I want to hear, can only come from me, 
The words do not exist, they're burred in the void, 
Only I can break the seal, Only i can set me free.

Too hard to take

When all the world is sad and weary, 
When all the eyes are moist and teary, 
When all one does is mad and leery, 
That's when God's love shines through.
When all the hearts are full of sorrow, 
And nothing bright comes in the 'morrow, 
When all your hopes are there to borrow, 
That's when God's word comes true.
When you have emptiness and heartache, 
When all your wishes lie in your wake, 
When there is nothing else that one can take, 
That's when God's hand will reach to you.
When all the tragic sense of loss is there, 
When you feel as though no one's to care, 
When they tell you that your life's not fair, 
That's when God's voice will only will do.
That's when you'll shed the blues of doubt, 
That's when you'll know what love's about, 
That's when you'll feel the very joy to shout, 
That's when you'll know, the love you thought, 
But never really never knew. 

You aren't a tear

you aren't a killing weapon
because you are a cure that makes me live
you aren't a story to be forgotten
because you are a title for the eternity stories
you aren't a tear to be dried
because you are the spring in my desert.

So many

so many lights, but not shining
so many hearts, but not beating
so many songs, but without melody
so many flowers, but without smell
And from the bottom of my secrete windows .. just you were there.

You and me

Each of us a star
With respect, we can travel too far
each of us a star
our respect should never jar
each of us a star
each day my respect to you
ascends in the sky ... like star.

Difficult moments

One of the difficult moments in my life
When i sit with you and can't tell you, what's in my heart
When my tears are supercilious and unable to move
when i know that you are the love's deity
and i can't pray with you.

Wisdom's nectar.

True words blossom in our hearts like rose petals.
Softly they grow in our senses, while their scent caressing our souls
And we could spend a lifetime relishing on our wisdom's nectar.

My door

The love's sun didn't shine, to push my black cloud
since you have been gone 
The rainbow didn't appear, colors have disappeared
since you have been gone
words have missed
since you have been gone
I was unable to knock my door, because you weren't there.
Please don't send the wind to open my window
Please don't knocking on my door, 
i'm just a shadow to the man, once .. i used to be.

But a dream

In my dream
I let my eyes travel into your beauty,
And I doubt they can count the miles.
True love is journey begins with a step,
And each look at you.
makes the step is longer than so many miles.
In your dream
lift your hands to the sky, and let it rain.
hug it, it's missing you, and let the rain.
whisper to my senses, and let it feel with your existence.
And let your emotion, flow to me as the rain.
And know that my longing to you, as the desert's longing to the rain.
Now remember ..
Nothing can kill a dream but a dream.

Be Light

Your love added weight on my heart,
While my heart barely it carry its weights
All the emotions gathered in it,
And if those emotions gather in a river
it'll flood to sink whole world.  So, lady
Shine my way but .. Be Light on my heart.

When there is hope..!!

All my life
I've creeped out of sorrows
I've crawled out of dissapointments
I've held on to broken dreams
I've lay on an empty belly, having chewed on
water just to save my teeth from turning disfunctional
Yet i've learnt not to curse a dawn as it brings me life
I've learnt that every new day is a gift, as it
presents me a fate i have to unravel
best i've learnt to smile through all this
I've lived on hope of a hope of a change in fortune
my good friend sowed hope in me
She said, 'friend where there is hope there is hope.'

Dead dreams

dreamless nights, never-ending fights, ranting, raving, mindless cravings, bloodshot eyes, endless lies, a push, a shove, an end to love.
crying, weeping, not much sleeping, cursing, screaming, thoughtless scheming, bruise and battered, nothing mattered, name calling, life stalling, body crawling.
shouts, yells, funny smells, all's hell, lonely, barren, nothing like caring, misery, heart broken, no kind words spoken, jealousy, mistrust, things gone to rust.
back turned, kisses spurned, toast burned, alone, forsaken, the world is shaking, vows are dead, words not said, souls bled, hearts grown sad, thoughts turned bad.
nothing salvaged, nothing gained, just a memory of hurt and pain.
a love is buried, pages burned, 
a pair divided, nothing learned.
O.. you should know that; Not everyone is meant to stay in your life forever... sometimes they are only there long enough to teach you the lesson that you needed to learn!

Teach me

teach me how to forget the love, it's far country...
and all the wings have cut,
teach me how to forget the love, it's deep sea,
and all the waves have rode its seas...
teach me how to forget the love, It's warm,
and all my body is full with burns...
teach me how to forget the love, it's sensation...
and all my senses have deserted me.

The art of giving

Silence is the sharpest sword of all, 
For when it kills, you never hear the fall.
When someone dies, you do not feel
the pain, and life goes on, when there's nothing more to gain.
The cruelest word is never spoken, 
It's left unsaid...
The greatest wounds are bloodless, After all...we're dead.
Oh, we walk and talk, and sleep and eat, if you can call that living, 
But we've lost the most important thing, 
We've lost the art of giving.
We exist, but yet we don't, we're like a waking ghost...
and when we can't receive love, then that's what hurts us most.
Silence is the sharpest sword of all, 
For when it kills, you never hear the fall; 
and when loves dies, then all is gone, 
and one can't tell, the sunset from the dawn. 

God's ways

somewhere, no one knows just where, 
there's a treasure to be found; 
someplace, no one knows just what place, 
there's a paradise, waiting to be found.
sometime, no one knows just what time, 
there's a beauty no artist can ever paint; 
somehow, no one knows just how, 
you'll come to know a person who's a saint.
when you find the place called where, 
when you find the prize called time; 
when you locate that certain saint, 
then your life will be fulfilled and fine.
until then, keep searching for the where, 
until then, keep a lookout for the place; 
until then, keep watching for the beauty, 
the perfect one, the perfect smile and face.
somewhere, nobody knows just where, 
you'll encounter golden, magic days; 
sometime, nobody knows just what time, 
you'll know the meaning of God's ways. 

Wait me .. i'm in my way

I cannot and I will not, say that you are dead -
because you live and breathe inside my head, 
because you were my love and always will be, 
because you were a part of me.
I cannot and I will not, say that you are gone -
when your still with me in each and every song, 
when your still in my heart all day long.
You went somewhere that I will one day go.
a place reserved for loved ones dear -
but in my mind you'll never go away, 
you'll always be at my side and near.
I will share your soul with mine, 
and what dreams that I can find -
I'll take them to my soul to keep, 
and never more will you see me weep.
Tears are shed for them that's dead, 
But your alive, inside my head -
and I'll not cry, I've cried enough, 
though times be hard and rough.
Some day, we sit and laugh together, 
like the man and son that we once shared -
we'll have our arms around each other, 
for all the earthly years we lost, but always cared