will it end ?

The world seems like a dark place 
when you have to face it alone 
A room full of people but you still feel alone 
are you really on your own? 
No one listens as you speak
no one cares what your feeling 
as long as they are happy 
why would they care? 
you make yourself sad trying to please everybody else 
is that anyway to live
the closest of people just don't listen 
always blaming you never there fault
its not about them its about myself 
myself needs to discover 
what it is that makes me happy 
major decisions and turning points, where and when will it end ?

Until we'll meet again

When that special someone walks into your life
Your whole world turns upside down
The smiles over coffee
The laughs over jokes
The stares over talks
The hugs as you say goodbye
The things that are said
And the things that are left unsaid
Two minds that meet in the middle
But most of all.!!
The memory that's left
That makes you smile
Until we meet again 
the memory remains 
until its replaced by another
and then a new smile suddenly appears 

What does it mean?

When the birds in the sky sing a merry tune
When the trees blow in the wind
When the rain falls and bounces off the ground
When emotions run high
People shouting and children crying
Anger and hostility surrounding us
What is life but a mere path of happiness, heartbreak and discovery
What is love but a mere feeling towards another
What is disappointment merely not getting the expected
What is a dream but a mere incite to someones mind
What is hope but a chance we might make it through
What is faith merely something to believe in
What is
what is 
what is 
all the questions that we don't have the answers to 
just a theory someone gave to us 
in a time and place we were merely not there
so pass it on and pray the answers are somewhere to be found
maybe not in this lifetime but in the next
they are here somewhere for you to fetch. 

Don't cry

upon the arrival of the blinding sun
the earth drops thankfully into a rapid darkness
descending into the orbit of another godless mindset
obscenely unaware of a moral genocide
bleeding wounds reduced to cut scenes
unnecessary in comparison to exponentially more
than the mind can handle and thus intake
at a rapid fire of the mouth and deaden of the heart
hope cries from a mutilated world
trapped in a cage hammered of denial and lust
for another human's life, or the lack of it
as if that would be the answer. 
O. please don't cry .. the Earth is almost over.

Colored love

Since additives have been used in feelings
Globalization has changed a lot of things
Hate is green, love is red and tolerance has bled
A day for love, another for water, and a third for bread
Days are colored but the world is black.
Stars are bright but, skies are dark.
Torture and sufferings are endless.
Diseases, wars, hunger and stress.
Our kids dream of joy and happiness
Too much talk but, little action is meaningless.

How much money do you need to be happy ?

How much money do you need to be happy ? .. Poor man
How much money should you have to be happy ? .. Greedy man
How much money do you want to be happy ? .. Thrifty man
How many men would you corrupt to have money ? .. Gentleman
How many people would you kill to get money ? .. Coward man
How many children would you exploit to make money ? .. Hungry man
How many laws would you break to be rich ? .. Dishonest man
How many illegal ways would you use to be wealthy ? .. Weak man
How many lies would you tell to gather money ? .. Sick man
How many friends would you betray to get money ? .. Thirsty man
How much damage would you cause to make money ? .. Blind man
How much power do you need to be proud ? .. Mad man
How much power do you need to lead the crowd ? .. Bad man
How much power do you require to kick the world ? .. Ugly man
How much power do you need to be satisfied ? .. Selfish man
How much power do you need to be happy ? .. Sad man
How much hate do you want to be famous ? .. Wrong man
How much hate do you need to stop massacres ? .. Dwarf man
How much sorrow do you want to love the other ? .. Fool man
How much misery do-you want to be happy ? .. Crazy man 

I can

When the world seems to be against me
when the people i love the most despise me
when the time as come to say enough
when it is so tough 
I stand tall and believe i can.
when i feel my world shrinking
when everything seems bigger than me 
when time stands still
I just stand tall and believe that i can.

Shalimar .. my white diamond

Shalimar .. my white diamond
You are the heart that beats inside of me
you are the air on which I breathe
You are the sun that always shines
You are the moon that glows outside
You are the stars that twinkle in the night sky
You are everywhere around me
The wind that kisses my face 
The rain that falls from a heavenly place
The snow that glistens on the ground
The river that flows along
the birds that sing your favorite song
All of these things makes me feel
Like i,m close to you and your for real
Although your far away
there is always a piece right here with me 
A piece that no one can take away
You take a piece of me with you
To cherish and hold onto
To know I love you so
And that i will never let you go
I love and cherish you
Every moment is special to me
the memories that we created 
will stay with me forever
Never again will I love so 
Shalimar .. my white diamond
Go in peace with knowledge 
I will always love you so

The truth

Say what you want, mean what you say
Remember the darkest, Lights of that day
The truth is out there
The search is not in vain
The truth is out there
Out there in the rain
Say what you want, But you better believe
The truth is a goal we all must achieve

When explanations are hard to produce
Lie after lie comes shining through
Truth gets locked away
For reasons only known to yourself
Truth may hurt
but the lie hurts more
one lie to cover another
what was the first lie
can you remember?
So much hurt and 
too many lies
whats the truth
will I ever know
can you ever separate the two? 

Your truth is important

Fact exists, truth needs to be believed
My truth is important to me
I also understand that
Your truth is important, to you
My life is not just a single truth
But a village of many kinds of truth
The version you believe, may be different from mine
And both versions are true, to each of us
The duality of truth
Fights for resolution and yet, coexists 
Quietly, when it needs to
Funny concept this truth
Does fact indeed exist? 
And do we really need, to believe the truth? 
Are both just empty shadows
We chase, to play our role 
In a divine comedy
For an audience of one 

My wedding note

The world outside is full of light,
there is no fear, no hate, no night,
love and life are free to all,
no one can hear the darkness call,
The world outside is colder now, 
I feel the fear, the hateful row,
love is scarce, so very rare,
I hear the darkness, feel it's snare,
The world outside grows darker still, 
I'm losing hope, I’ve no free will,
the darkness grows ever stronger,
I wonder if I’ll last much longer,
The world outside is black and cold, 
my very soul feels weak and old,
I gaze into the shadowed lake,
my eyes, my hands, seem somehow fake,
The world outside has but one light, 
one tiny glimmer through the blight,
a fire burning deep within,
I feel it's warmth throughout my skin,
The world outside is brighter now, 
I see it glow, I hear it's vow,
I hear no darkness, feel no fear,
in happiness I shed a tear,
The world outside is full of light, 
there is no fear, nor endless night,
my heart and soul feel full of life,
for now, you see, you are my wife. 

A touch of reality

We're born into this world without a choice of when or where, 
We learn from those around us through their harm or through their care, 
Though dreams of greater things will give us hope for better days, 
Our path is often guided more by luck than other ways.
We're taught that we have free will and though that may well be true, 
We still depend on faith and hope to show us what to do, 
Though some may claim to rule their lives and set their destiny, 
The truth is that we're all the same in man's ignominy. 
We're born and we will die with little say in either case, 
Too soon to change the world and far too late to win the race, 
Though time is never ending all our lives are but a blink, 
Our days are but a journey that ends sooner than we think. 

Hidden so they can't be found

Safe within your cloak of sound, 
Blocking out the world around, 
Floating on angelic ground, 
Hidden where you can be found.
Standing here against the wall, 
Close enough to catch your fall, 
Waiting at your beck and call, 
Thinking how to make you stall, 
Creeping just a step behind, 
Always in my sights to find, 
Keeping you in heart and mind, 
Hoping you will act in kind, 
Stepping out into your life, 
Introductions with a knife, 
Walking now like man and wife, 
No one here to aid your strife, 
Leaving you my sacred mark, 
Putting out your angel's spark, 
Pretty eyes now cold and dark, 
A work of art so bold and stark, 
Safe within my cloak of sound, 
Thoughts of pain and death abound, 
Keeping them deep in the ground, 
Hidden so they can't be found. 

Footsteps

I see your footsteps by the door
I start to cry and even more
when your footsteps started leaving
I was tricked into believing
that you said you cared for me
and together we would be
forever in each other's hearts
but you ripped mine to little parts
I hate myself for loving you
I miss the things we used to do
the things we used to laugh and share
the fuzzy feeling when you're there

When you will be mine

Loving you is like the deepest sin
Our hearts and minds connect within
The minute we touch is a temptation
A feeling that gives me a rushing sensation
After one tender kiss
The moment is bliss
After one gentle touch
It grows to a rush
Your skin is like honey
your lips are like wine
A mixture of passion and lust combined
Our bodies connect in strong emotion
A feeling of endless support and devotion
The passion of love
That comes from above
A moment in time
When you will be mine 

A dawning

One day, 
In the real world lived...
A dawning is going to be witnessed.
And everyone who sees it, 
Will agree...
A period of darkness has ended.
And those who missed this phenomenon, 
Will be left right where they are...
Asleep.
With no one awakening them, 
To solicit from them an opinion...
As to what may be their beliefs! 
And that dawning will be experienced for what it is! 
The Sun.
Rising upon the horizon.
And surrounding in full acknowledgement, 
Is a noticeable occurrence of life! 
Stripped of pretensions.
Many will hopefully accept it...
And will be able to move on.
Without any attempts to prompt a thought process, 
That 'this' is indeed what 'actually' takes place...
Within a twenty four hour period.

I got the lessons,

i feared being alone
until i learned to like myself
i feared failure
until i realized that i only fail when i don't try
i feared success 
until i realized that i had to try in order to be happy with myself
i feared people's opinions 
until i learned that peolple would have opinions about me anyway
i feared rejection
until i learned to have faith in myself
i feared pain
until i learned that it's necessary for growth
i feared the truth
until i saw the ugliness in lies
i feared death
until i realized that it's not an end but a beginning
i feared my destiny 
until i realized that i had the power to change my life
i feared hate
until i saw that it was nothing more than ignorance
i feared love
until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days
i feared ridicule 
until i learned how to laugh at myself
i feared growing old 
until i realized that i gained wisdom every day
i feared the future
until i realized that life just kept going better
i feared the past
until i realized that it could no longer hurt me 
i feared the dark 
until i saw the beauty of starlight
i feared the light 
until i learned that the truth would give me strength
i feared change
until i saw that even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly

A true friend

In rhythm of life full of many strife
We find ourselves out of tune
From momentary sorrow and pain
No man is immune
Friend is like umbrella in the rain
The music of nature is in best
In the company of friends when you rest
Enjoy the life like a little parody
Friends are here to provide melody
Hold true friend with both your hands
You will feel the bliss of nature in sea and sands
Don't let go as true friend
For relations may start and end
Remember my dear, O my dears
A true friend sees the first tear, Catches the second... and stops the third
Stands with you situation may be absurd
A friend multiplies happiness and divides sorrow
A deep friend is like colorful rainbow
When the perfect amount of happiness and tears are mixed
All differences big or small is then fixed
And results in a colorful bridge between two hearts
A new renovated and rejuvenated journey starts

Freedom

Freedom doesn't mean
You are free to do anything
But it does mean
You can do anything
In your own fashion
Provided your action
Doesn't lead to reaction
Doesn't encroach others right
Freedom doesn't give you right
Right to use you might 
To do what you think is right
Freedom seeks from you
You to be just in your action
Unprejudiced in your view
Freedom gives opportunity
To capitalise your ability
Freedom does demand responsibility
From you
To take freedom in right sense
And don't do non-sense
And become a nuisance
To your society
To your community
To your country 
Freedom does mean
You are not mean
It seeks from you
Respect others right
Without duty no right

Who just walked away

I'll remember to forget
The one that made me sad.
But I'll never forget to remember
The one that makes me glad.
I'll remember to forget
The one that lied and deceived.
But I'll never forget to remember
The one that stuck by me.
I'll remember to forget
The one that was always shady
But I'll never forget to remember
The one that calls me 'Good Man'
I'll remember to forget
The one who just walked away.
But I'll never forget to remember
The one God sent my way.