The game

Sitting around this empty place, full of hollowness and nothingness, 
None of the place I wanna be, the place that I call home.
No hope, My life’s a loss, 
No wish, no aim, My life’s empty, 
With only the sad darkness as company.
How could this be, this is not how it should be, 
But with the way things seem, my chances seem so slim.
Can’t forget the things we done, 
Can’t erase the memories in my mind, 
All the lies she told, 
All the love I sold, 
All the friends she betrayed, 
All the monsters I portrayed, 
Has turned to guilt.
My vision is blurred, 
My mind is clouded, 
My body is numb, I feel so dumb, 
For the things she done, under the name of game.

fall to the ground

The first I forgave 'cause I wasn't young
The second hurt but there were more
The third passed by without a chance
The last just passed without a glance
Four years passed by without that deceptive eyes to be open
That's how I found it takes more than talent to win
The eyes that followed everywhere
Judge me every step
They don't see what my life has been
They only see mistakes
Love, to not be loved.
Destiny, or fate?
Happiness, despair.
Sun, rain.
Sweet, bitter.
Soft, loud.
Finally like rain we all fall to the ground.

Deceptive

Eyes are the windows to each and every soul that articulates a story in every perspective seeping when sad and tightened when angry but can lie to us ‘cause they're deceptive.
For our eyes lie to each and every one of us unable to fathom what we're capable of no one has seen what our eyes have seen, which could vary from hatred to love.
Eyes close and bring darkness upon us for some, a reality unseen this deception can cause misconception that traps us within a dream.
Eyes can reveal a humans personality but illusory hide their story misguiding reasons behind a tear by which the eyes lie is mandatory.
But what if these eyes did not lie and only told the truth?
Would pain befall everyone for the truth we all lust?
Would all be revealed inside?
Or would a young child's eyes, be something you still trust?

So tired.. Time to live peacefully.

hen the night becomes romantic
When the moon sails in the sky smoothly
When the twinkling stars shine in the sky
Let my love sleep tight and peacefully
When I talk to you in my dreams
When I feel your loving words that echo my ears
When memories of the day run through my mind
Let my love sleep tight and peacefully
When the angels surround you in the night
When the prayers showered on you for blessings
When my love express you how much I miss you
Let my love sleep tight and peacefully 

A kiss

I don’t know what an angel looks like
I don’t even know if they have wings
But I know when I need a reminder
Something wraps around me and sings
It’s the wind in the trees
Makes me pause for a moment
And it’s singing to me
Invisible hand brushing my cheek
Angel kisses to remind me
Everything is okay
Angel kisses and suddenly
I remember what I’m here for today
It’s my chance to love you through this
Daily dance and pass along to you
Some angel kisses

Thank you.. All

I thank God for who i am and the person i've become
I thank God for who's in my life and that i'm safer than some
I thank God for my family and how they're always there
I thank God that they raised me and how they'll always care
I thank God for all my friends and the trust they have in me
I thank God for my happiness that's now so easy to see
I thank God for the gift of life and that it's good and pure 
I thank God for who's in mine to make me safe and sure
I thank God for the gift of love and what it means to me
I thank God for how our love felt when you set my heart free
I thank God for my favorite gift a special gift, it's true
I thank God for this special gift and that special gift is you
I thank God that you're by my side; that our hearts have become one
I thank God that i have you now for my love will never be done 

My dear love.

In every life there comes a time for giving thanks and to say goodbye.
Even though you may be miles apart,  your memories will keep you close at heart.
So don’t be disheartened at the thought of distance that can’t remove the memories; your heart’s closest treasures.
May you be blessed in all that you do, and may you experience lots of happiness too! 
Goodbye for the moment till we meet again.
May our relationship be a treasure that will never end.
For my dear neloved.. you are always in my heart forever...'till we meet again and tomorrow will be soon here.. my dear love. 

Asking for forgive

Loving you has filled my heart with joy beyond compare.
Nothing has meant more to me than knowing that you still care.
And deep within my heart I know, 
That thought of past, 
You will find great calmess in forgiven I.
That through the present, 
I'll find my greatest happiness in sharing life with you. 
That through the future,
We wont have to be apart cause I love you so and i know 
You have given me your heart

I love star fish

Fish have many pretty colors, they live beneath the waves 
Some fish seem to swim in schools while others live in caves 
Some are short and some are small and some are stringy thin 
Some of them are wide and tall and some just dig right in.
There's not much light beneath the waves of all our great big seas, 
But all the fish don't seem to mind, they somehow still can see 
Plants live down there, under water and make things seem so nice, 
That all the fishes dance around and always check things twice. 
Some fish swim deep down there, others they just won't 
Some of them seem unafraid, but most of them just don't 
Some fish have large shiny teeth, some have none at all 
Some of them swim hastily, while others only crawl.
Of all the fish and animals my favorite is a star fish.
If I find one on the beach, I stop ... and make a wish.

In my heart.

Your glance your smile, your soft clear eyes, 
They pierce my world, my heart, my sides, 
Longing your soft and healing way, 
My love, in vain, will not go away.
You've changed my life, what will I do, 
Some days I think of, nothing but you, 
You fill my mind, my prayers, my days, 
With your loving and tender ways.
I wish only to fill your desires, 
Render me please to fill these inquires, 
I don't want to appear obtuse, 
By trying to remove this worlds abuse.
Help me accomplish all of your needs, 
I can satisfy much more in deeds, 
I'll work so hard and not implore you, 
But you must allow for me to adore you.
Your love for me to win one day, 
For this I've always longed and prayed, 
Remember please always, for you there will be, 
That special place, in my heart for thee. 

Lost..

Searching now for your hidden inner space
Sure one day I'll find that forbidden place
What means of travel does one face
This journey from the human race
Listen sounds to tell the way
Or wait the stars to show way
Doth the soul to body say
Suppress all fears felt today
If it's thought that moves the man
Act as if your thoughts still can
God designed this travel well
So we can move through heaven or hell
To take a trip a different kind
To open a channel in your taugh mind
Inner space I need to find
God.. Please God,
Show me the way forward for I'm blind.

There is no..

There is no Sunshine, on the sun, 
There is no Love, which can't be won, 
There is no Shame, that's ever lost, 
There is no Fame, that's worth the cost.
There is no Friendship, that is too old, 
There is no Dream, one can't unfold, 
There is no Flight, some birds won't make, 
There is no Step, one shouldn't take.
There is no Pain, one can't forget, 
There is no Love, one should regret, 
There is no Cloud, can dampen spirit, 
There is no Sound, unless one hears it.
There is no Achievement, one shouldn't cheer, 
There is no Task, that one should fear, 
There is no Trouble, does not annoy, 
There is no Trust, one wouldn't enjoy.
There is no Forever, on Earth fulfilled, 
There is no Need, that can't be filled, 
There is no Truth, that won't see you thru, 
There is no Other, for me but you. 

One window..

One window is all we need ...
To understand the world that lies ahead
To see what is in store for our future
To learn about the values of sharing life
To understand the feelings of each other
To wander the world with your eyes and my heart.
To live a love so true and full
To experience the faithfulness of being closed
To change the way we are used to living
To feel good about what we do and have no regrets
To love life.

The missing piece..

O.. I long to hold, and tenderly kiss you, 
To hold you close, so very close, so not to lose you, 
To feel your hair, touch gently my face, 
Your soft warm skin, burning in lovers embrace.
This distance causes, such pain in my heart, but you already knew,
My love for you, is not whole but part, you hold a piece, the rest of the whole, the missing piece, within your soul..

To listen

And when will this longing end ?
in my mind it reverberates .. igniting excitement underneath.
thoughts of you
strikes me like lightning .. that burns my soul to flame.
Even my body trembling, shivering in hunger, profusely seeking of your being.
my mind spinning, dying of your effrontery... screaming to possess your totality.
When will this longing end I say ?
i guess time will tell me someday
It’ll be, this I pray... somewhere, somehow .. our longing will end… we’ll be together again as we used to be and you .. you will see, oO
And The Secret of success
Courage to accept your worth mercifully, respectfully, confidentially, Balance between you and everything else in life, Flexibility in letting you cross my red line and adaptability with the unknown.. To listen and to ...... communicate, to understand clearly that; I'm forever your's faithfully.

A moment in time

One moment
Alas! That one moment
I’m still waiting for it to come
My fate is slow and time is on the run
A dog is howling in despair
Someone is dying or
Maybe my death is near
I'm Trying to grab the hope
Dreams thus shattered
Soul is choked by strop
I feel like divested ground
Barren with no sight or sound
No birds, cupids or butterflies
Comes this way
Flower thus burned ashes doth flay 

Obey

As I walked through the valley of shadow and agony
I looked behind and saw no one crying
Crying and calling for me not to go
I felt empty
I felt shallow
I felt the feeling
Which I’m unable to know I’m crying with no tears
I’m wailing with no sound.. Am i came all that long long way
just to stop here.. today for the first time
mind and heart asked me to stay .. stay in shadow.
now i obey.

I did not die

Do not stand at my grave and weep 
I am not there. I do not sleep. 
I am a thousand winds that blow. 
I am the diamond glints on snow. 
I am the sunlight on ripened grain. 
I am the gentle autumn rain. 
When you awaken in the morning's hush 
I am the swift uplifting rush 
Of quiet birds in circled flight. 
I am the soft stars that shine at night. 
Do not stand at my grave and cry; 
I am not there. I did not die. 

Long journey

You need not ponder very hard  what I desire from you each day. Just devote all the love in your heart, and be faithful in every way. My love for you is genuine, I swear. no matter what I say or do 
Even when your displeasure is clear, I'll still be true to you. I love to hear you whisper, Sweet nothings in my ear. I hold you close within my arms, Chasing away all our hidden fears.
Fears from leaving my life.. Searching, struggling, willing to find
A way to live another kindness life, while indeed I'm still blind.
But no matter what I'll face in that journey.. I do except in my mind.
Now I need each moment to guide.. To where I'm supposed to be.
Because I think it's a long long journey, which I'm planning to go.. Didn't you heard my steps on the road.. From where I started to where I am today the journey has been long and tiring it's like from nothing to some thing I am today... It’s not been an easy journey.. Be patient, hold on and never ever give up on me. Our life story designed to succeed.. Hand in hand everything we will do together.

Giving up

Sometimes life is against you
You see it turning.
From dark to darker
Wishing it's just a nightmare
And soon you'll wake up.
Wishing it's just the night
And soon there will be light
But you realize you were wrong
It's all very true
It's neither a nightmare nor the night
It's just things are no longer right