Monday, January 15, 2018

I'm dieing

The sunset outside my window, Has lost all it`s glow
The rose in the garden, Doesn't bloom any more

Your love killing me not in the land of dreams, but truly it do.
Let me hear your voice before I die, 
Let me see your true face before I die,
Let me express my feelings before I die,
The sunset outside my windows, has lost all it's glow, has lost all it's glow.
The rose in the garden... doesn't blooms any any more... Come, just come.. Come for i failed and i'm dieing loving you.

Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Don't forget to remember

If you sleep as you close your eyes, As both your mind and the light dies
If this world begins to crumble and sink today
When the music of longing starts to play
When the rain starts to fall,  
When the thunders begin to roll
When the fire scatters around the whole place
When you are in the middle, full of disgrace
When the lightning strikes and flashes, and feel fear that you can not express
When angels and demons go to war, look into the horizon, there's something so far
When everything faces its own degeneration, and when hell collides to heaven,
 

Just don't forget to remember my face,

The Choice

What do you call it when all you feel is pain ?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame,
When your tired of living and playing this game,
when you know your life is meaningless and you're the only one to blame.

What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul ?
When you smile and laugh but you know its all a show,
When you feel like you've hit your all time low,
When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows.
What do you call it when you feel so alone ?
When your in your house but it don't feel like home,
When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong,
When the wait to die seems too long.

Tuesday, January 09, 2018

Careless whisper

 Yesterday I took a trip to heaven but only in my mind
I wanted to know what it's like to leave all your love behind.
So I closed my eyes, and started to see.. Just how beautiful heaven can be.
I could see the pearly gates of white, and behind them was the most radiant light.
I saw an angel as she was passing by, so incredibly beautiful that a tear fell from my eye.
Everyone looked perfect and with the angels they did sing, there were no earthly words to describe the beauty of their wings.
As I sat on a bench in the most incredible garden, I asked God for all of my sins to be pardoned.
I took one last look at all of the beauty around, and when I opened my eyes, i couldn't find my angle beside, for she left me careless behind.

irreplaceable

Tonight I shall sail away to a world of darkness, so bid me farewell and watch me disappear to the point of no return. The taunted screams that escaped to follow my footsteps were never vehement enough for me to turn around; to trace back the path I once took. I cannot erase whats written, nor can I rewrite the unknown, I'm sorry for my heart was once your canvas, your strokes, and your only diary I always were, so remember to write me in your tomorrows. And let me into the night struggling to sail, to seal my last goodbye. I shall remain unread, forgotten, departed, to everyone but you... for you are irreplaceable .. didn't you know..!!

Monday, January 08, 2018

Special healing

Deep beneath there is a pain inside, hard to tell the truth in a world full of lies. 
whispers of secrets in your ear, hoping that no one could hear. when you crying actual tears.
you feel hurt, pressured and strained, nobody can feel your type of pain, when life is nothing but a game. 

do you feel what I feel... sure.. NO, I wish I could let it all go.
But it really isn't that easy, have you ever had to sit in the cold freezing, wanting to be awaken by a special healing.

It wasn't about winning

Years after another one's lived it convincing himself that he have been designed for success, for to win any battles through his life struggle, and as much as he grow up that hidden truth about survival revealed it fangs to eliminate his stupidity.
for it wasn't about where, how or when you will collect your victory or achieve your goals. for it wasn't about who were your enemies, but after priceless time one's lost, he get up watching the gracefulness of life had been left him behind with that simple fact.
for it wasn't all about winning, it was about how you can deal with the cost of loses, it was about how you will deal with your life after get defeats.
for losing has a bitter taste in your silence, losing has a fangs scratch off your inner power.
then you will have to choose to accept the reality and move on, or fight for your life another battle hoping that the battle will be fought in another way.

Sunday, January 07, 2018

Time to rest

The day will come to ask yourself If the past you must forget, And nothing needs your sorrow or regret.
For lovers meet and stay together and others are distend to apart..!
And if you are one of who have been left behind...  do you have to cry and suffer or just search for a new start..!

Only you have the power to answer for only you can open your heart and forgive, cause that will help you to survive and live.
only you have the ability to dream so high, to never give up and always try or to just let go and say goodbye.
Only you suffer and have that broken hearts which need to mend, you're always true and never pretend, you felt with shutter because your love has no end, but you still can find care in the hand of true friend.
Only you can be confident and never hesitate, forget all the feel of hate and always believe in your fate.
Only you can keep dreaming however it may never come true, but it's the best way to live your life through.
But you know...!
Do Not to be shy If you have done something wrong, but to admit it and be proud that you have learned a lesson that will help you to be strong.
And where there is darkness be sure... dawn is the next, and when everything is so tiring... for sure there would be time to rest.

Overlap of concepts

When all your hopes seems blue,
No life's dreams will become true,
One's barking in the dark like dog,
For wishes are swept along like fog,
Curse of injustice is unfair,
Praise of justice upon
electric chair,
Removal of thorns does not heal,
planting of roses is not good deal
Saying the truth does not work indeed,
Believing in loyalty does not intercede,
And even patience is not convinced,

To those humans who were with the little ... contented. 
stop weeping for what you already lost,
get up from your coma and never calculate the cost, 
Let the wind move your sails from where it blow, 
For only dead fish... go with the flow,

Friday, January 05, 2018

Heroes of paper

What makes your life great.!!
what makes your life worthwhile..!!
what if you can look behind the limits of your eyes, this illusion technology, 
what if you can go farther what you accepted by your closed mind..!!
what if you have the ability to be mortal..!
The different between you and me is the complexity of using our power,
You search for an extraordinary human to share him your power
I humbly search for normal woman can give me an extraordinary love, the power to make the impossible right in in our fingertips.
My darling .. we aren't just heroes of paper, I may failed in each and every step i took towards you, yet I can't just give up in my love until my last breath, 
You will keep through me away from your life and I'll keep loyal as much as i live.

insurgent,

Do not ever think that silence is oblivion, look at the ground below your feet, How can its surface fill of ice and deep beneath its bowels a thousand volcanoes..!
But alas, when she knows how enamored I'm in her love, she knew her place in my life and then she became insurgent, forgetting that;
To love... is to accept that love is unbearable hell yet life without it is unbearable bliss, Love does not kill lovers, it just makes them hung between life and death.
To love ... is to fight all obstacles for me, with me side by side.. Not to fight me in the name of obstacles and difficult pride.
To love ... isn't the words to ink nor is it a melody that can be played in an instrument,  It is a pure spirit that is endowed with an end to fulfillment.
To love isn't to watch our dreams fled .. or hopes going died, Existence with reason .. not life just passing-through the same as season.
To love is to let love gives you hope.. strengthen so we may to all
obstacles can cope, Grant us wisdom to help us see.. The great way and to let us be.

Tuesday, January 02, 2018

Black candles

In the middle of arbitrary laws, the use of excessive power, intransigence, the hatred. Ignorance and the indifference.
Let us live in the illusion of freedom. 
Let us fight the illusions of equality and justice.
Let us sink into the quagmire of ignorance and apathy.
We share them sadness and joy. 
We share them the road as a loyal companion.
And forget that we came alone, we fought alone, we even lost alone .. and alone we shall complete the journey.
So we bury the remnants of our dreams in the cemetery of life struggles,
So we must frankness ourselves in front of reality mirror.
Black candles .. do not illuminate darkness

Monday, January 01, 2018

Apathy

New date, closed gate, lost debate, how we call miracle fate.
pain is heft, bleeding cleft, nothing left, our emotions is the gift,
Apathy is ill, bitterness fill, silence kill, the sound of bell,
hundred pray, before dawn ray, and the loser always pay,
tears was the cost, for priceless lost, I was the most, fool in the post.

Sunday, December 31, 2017

Come

And it is strange that the sheep live throughout its life a plagued of wolves ... Then it finished canned in box,
It is frustrating to the ship spent it life battling the stormy waves and then crashing on rocks,
It is very painful to struggle dreams the reality of life and feelings became something with frozen looks,
And you keeping ask yourself, does it was fairy tales or you just have been mocks.

Saturday, December 30, 2017

Happy new year

We will meet so many learners through our life struggling, but alas, few are true and rare are cultured, And for those precious fossils I would like to mention them with tenderness and giving.. So, before you will celebrate your new year do not forget to give a little, because the little you give is more than deprivation, for there is a human kept on giving until he had nothing more to give.

Monday, December 25, 2017

Into the Magic Of Christmas

Live ye must and let to live, fairly take and fairly give,
Form the cruelty Ι once took about, To keep unwelcome feelings out,
Bind fast the spell every time, Let the words be spoke in rhyme,

Power shared is power lost. no one can pay the cost,
Soft of eye and light of touch, speak ye little.. listen too much,
When the wind begins to turn, Soon the longing fires will burn,
When ye have and hold a need, never fit on others greed,
With a fool no seasons spend, or be counted even as his friend. 
Six months we shall wait to go, burn them quick or burn them slow, 
What you seek for shall be found, in sea or sky or solid ground,  
Pray to the god when life is round, Luck with you shall then abound, 
Bide the hope ye must, with perfect love and perfect trust,


Friday, December 22, 2017

Distance emotions

Go as far as you can, meets what you want of any mankind,
But when it comes time to give love, give it to one from your kind,
Dazzling and beauty of the indifference, will illuminate your mind,
But there'll be tears of blood after letting you alone,...behind,
No matter how hard you try, there is nothing here to bind,
You are just another one who spread his emotions into wind,
Only the suffering of loyalty and this forbidden love, you will find,

The perfection behind heaven gates..

A little child plays at the garden and tenderly buries a dead butterfly, not because he understands the mystery of Death, but because Love prompted the action. 
And so we love without knowing the why and the wherefore. Love can only be compared with Love. There is nothing else to compare it with.
We do not love a woman merely because she is pretty, possesses a pleasing mannerism, We love her because, in an indescribable way, she sings a song, we alone can fully understand, a voice that lifts up our soul and makes it strong.
We follow, we follow that Invisible figure, that invisible bond from land to land, from heart to heart, from death into Life, on and on.. until our last breath, 

When Love loves Love for its own sake, when the self is dead, we shall meet again. We shall find the Beloved to be the one who finally found perfection behind heaven gates..
Yes no one has seen love, because no one has seen God, yet as I'm sure I'll meet him in heaven, I'm sure I'll meet you there.

Thursday, December 21, 2017

We're heroes of paper

We're finally torn apart, 
blood flowing from our heart. 
Our souls are shout and crying 
even the dove feathers grow now she is flying, 
To search for to be protected and loved,
And to spread peace and hope from above, 
To stand against all the fears
There are many souls to be healed and the whole world cares,
Can we love and forget and let love take it's place,
 or will we let bitterness, hatefulness and self pride line our face, The bullets were piercing, bombs bursting, 
even your cheats bells still in my ears ringing, 
blood flowing from our own hearts yet,
And helpfulness fill the void left by their goals.. yet,
There is no answer, their screams silently will remain, 
Perhaps our minds and our hearts will stream like the rain.
May the storm of sorrow, and the thunder of tears,
Fade slowly before one's self pride vanished over the years.

Wednesday, December 20, 2017

لا بأس يا دنيا الفناء

دآئما هناك زوايا في داخلنا تبقى غير قابلة للعرض والإطلاع وهناك آلاما نعيشها في وسط أفراحنا لنخبئها بين ملامح الفرح ونوافذ لا نفتحها إلا في بداية الفصول ونهايتها و دائمآ هناك كلمات محذوفة من حديثنا رغم أنها حقيقة شعورنا..
وصمت طويل يقطع كل الآمال المعلقة ليحولها لحكايا متكررة في شريط ذاكرتنا الخرساء..
كل المشاعر والآمال والآلام التي طال عرضها ولم تجد صداها الحقيقي ولم تفهم كما هي؛ ترحل لمساحة الصمت البيضاء ..
تلك المساحة الواسعة التي ضاع بها الكثير من الأحلام والمشاعر والحقائق والتي طالما تعرضت للهزات والانهيارات المتكررة إلا أنها لا زالت أطهر من كثير ظنون وأجمل من كثير بوح
فما أجمل الصمت عندما يصبح أحد أصدقائنا في حكايا الخذلان، ومنفى البوح عندما يعدم الكلام ويحار الدمع مساحة خاصة جدا بين روح ونبضها تبقى صامدة..
لا تعافك عندما تطيل التأمل في تفاصيلها ولا تسأمك عندما تكرر كثيرا من أحداثها حتى الدمع الذي يتساقط ﻷجلها في كل مرة كأنما أول مرة يهطل لينبت بها كثير من زهور الأمل..
ودائما أشياءنا لا تكتمل ولا تستمر جميلة أم قبيحة دائما هناك نقص مهما زادت أشياءنا وتقادمت أرقام أعمارنا ودروس مندسة بين سطور حياتنا تنير شيئا من عتمة الغموض..
دائما في الحياة عمرآ آخر يذكر عندما نموت، وتصبح حياتنا أجمل عندما نفقد ونصبح لا سبيل للوصول إلينا، كل المحاسن بنا تحيا عندما نموت
ومادام أننا على قيد الحياة سنبقى الأسوأ مهما كنا أجمل وسيبقى الكلام يرمى علينا، ويبقى للأعداء كيد مستمر، ويبقى كثير من البياض يدنس بكثير من الكذب والسوء والسخف....
لا بأس يا دنيا الفناء.. لا بأس
ففي الرضا جنة معجلة وفي ذلك حكمة لخالقنا .. فالجنة موطن الكمال والجمال الأبدي الذي لا يتغير ولا يتحول الجنة التي ندعو بها دوما هي بالتأكيد الذي لا ينقص بها جمال ولا يختلط بأفراحها أحزان..والصبر على نقص الحياة ومتناقضاتها زاد جميل للظفر بالكمال والجمال والراحة الأبدية..

Tuesday, December 19, 2017

Entomb request.

It was a game, how fool i am, as much as i suffered there's nobody to blame,
Didn't you notice my point of view, the clown masks color were fading hue,
Years has lost, priceless was the cost, even the warm feelings turned to frost,
now I'm alone, everything gone, yet still my heart can't move on,
promise to keep, your love so deep, thousand miles away.. away from creep.
sleepless was the night, mind objection and the heart still.. willing to fight,
Until I'll have anything more to give, I'll bury that love, 

Until we meet again in our holy place above.

Monday, December 18, 2017

The blood of innocent

There will come a time on people when they hearts will die and only bodies will remain,
They will enjoy watching the suffer of others as if there isn't anybody bleeding or complain,
Our affection, mercy, devotion, loyalty and virtue lost in battle can not be win,
We have left the earth sinking with the blood of innocent,  
We left hunger to break the will of the poor for mint,  
We left the ungodly win over pride even nobility becomes for rent,
Αnd we have lost our humanity just for gain.
Our words are written
Our saying will never be forgotten,
And the sun of our life
fading away at sunset and almost taken,

Leave your vanity and pride, remember that you are a human being... Don't let your heart be harden.

Don't fall in love with a woman who feels too much,

The quality of woman had been shown clearly in this great writer "Martha Rivera" specially when she inked this special words "Don't fall in love with a woman who feels too much..."
I was impressed by this article so that for a period of time I set it as a standard and standard for the lady that I should love.
Not of course the specifications described by the writer. But by the qualities she denied. What is the nicest thing to hear about women is the laws of women that it is impossible for superficial men to associate with her,

If you are a mature man and you find in yourself what makes you link to the partner of your struggle battle with time.
Do not judge the beauty of women with your eyes. But look at her with your mind to see what is hidden behind the scenes of decoration.
Otherwise, you will lose your mind from the first sight and then imagine that you are before Venus coming from the sea foam.

In the fog of the senses and the buzz of excitement it is impossible to see and zoos turn into gardens of bliss. And the features of hatred and softness to the features of the angels.
Women like rare book you have to read with your mind first. And browse it without looking at the cover. Before you can judgment its content. And try to look at the book with the eye of the critic, not the eye of the lover, who will honestly guide you to your life partner.

 

Trust in the Creator

We forgive seeking for getting comfort from bile,
We forget hoping for new
innocent clear smile,

We keep silent because there is no benefit in the argument to find,
We ignoring for there is nothing that will hold back reproach can find,

We are patient because our trust in the Creator has no limits,
We all knew that ...
The self always covetous yet the reasons are always failing.
The self is lost between despair and growling,

Do not be sad whenever the world shrinking around you while it grows wider for others,
And look at the moon and this darkness skies how they became more magnificence together,
 

Sunday, December 17, 2017

Pathetic end


Reality telling us that through our lives some people had predestined to enter,
Either to grew up through time with us or just
left without kind words to render,

Nevertheless they painfully forgot how humanity still keeping wonder,  
And some of them were taken from backbiting and gossip a place to surrender,
Therefore
humanity suffering between sin and blessings and what they always hinder,

And some of them will always remain in our heart, no matter what happened or what was intended to the learner.

Saturday, December 16, 2017

Souls surrender into oblivion

Tough times happen to all of us no matter how strong, powerful or confident we are.
Causing us to crumble, lost and scared as if all available chances flee and became so fare.
We left trapped under miles of sadness rock, we feel our souls surrender into oblivion clock.
no rescue around, shouting with fading sound, no light seeping through, what a great shock.
Now it's easy to get lost, with our cluttered thoughts nothing become clear the most.
Hopes with dreams, courage with pride all our aspirations even durability vanishing like ghost.
struggling becomes a style in our hard time, remember we still breathing in fact still alive.
And during tough time we can't give up, for we have no more chances to avoid this suffering cup.
Yes our foot stuck and our weakness let us call it bad luck, but it's the right time to just awake up.
Collect what still remains of our strength, to fight another battle for our living, hopes or dreams and be grateful for what.. what our next day may brings.

Friday, December 15, 2017

VISA

1.The goal and the circumstances of the planning stay insufficiently demonstrated.
2. The information provided with regard to the purpose and conditions of the intended stay is not reliable.
3. Your intention to leave the territory of the Member State for visa purposes could not be established.

If you know about these three sentences, then I suppose you have a broken dream, crashed between your painful reality and Stubborn souls full of darken steam, Suspicion in your deed, destitution even may the need, or anything can fade as the Sun last beam.
You picture the situation as if it your end, you spirit shout there is nothing can let you bend, stand up please... I'm still have power to fight, and to you I'll lend, clarify what's happened and you'll comprehend, your wounds make you blind but nothing can't mend.
Falling thousands of times either gives you experience or gives you priceless lesson, See how the arrow is going back just to go forward racing the beam of Sun, Even that speeding bullet goes out of steady gun.
When you fail to handle hard life mill gear, and you lost the vision or can't see clear, you should search for hope in the heart of stone, Fight to get what you want even if all you got are broken bone, for you became stronger you became a genuine and not a clone.
Yes it was failure but through failure we've been grown, no matter how it was darken, stop complaining about that's already gone, never let weaknesses obscured your dawn from shown.

Wednesday, December 13, 2017

Destiny

Money brings you friends of commun interest,
Beauty brings you friends of lust,
Morals bring you friends remain throughout a lifetime,
Destiny comes to fold what had been destined,
We maybe can't cry tears, but we have a bleeding heart,
We maybe kept silent for years, yet our words touching souls as blessing art, 
We maybe hide our inner fears, but the eye of be holder it need no border or chart, 
I know that anxiety is like rocking chair, Makes us swinging a lot, Think a lot yet It will not moving us anywhere, so.. I'm sorry it's out of my hand, and i can't explain how i already care. 

Dove

I know where i should, to be... But what destiny hid nobody can see, 
Under the same skies we are struggling like humming birds suffering of bree, 
Tired from swings, fire in our wings, willing for rest, searching for a tree,
An echo from above, calling ya dove, fold your wings, push your strength, for what meant to...  Be, 
Let your feathers invade the heart of winds, and be brave for what.. tomorrow may brings.

Suicide

When love conquers poverty mills. The hearts bleed the blood of love on the graves of commitment.
The joy of the encounter and the pain of parting turn into a struggle for survival
And the ray of hope dissolves Between fear and bashfulness,
Aspirations stat to disappear, we keep pushing until we get wounds we can not bear,
And the discontent between reality and the struggle to heal the wounds the life itself becomes disheartening, meaningless, 
You can curse the circumstances. 
You can resent what you have made with your choices. 
There are many reactions depending on your personality
So you can try again many times... But even if you keep trying in the same way, you will only benefit from repeated failures,
Here at this particular time ... faith must emerge from the heart of sorrows,
Belief that you are a human nd humans do mistakes,
Belief that everything happens by fate and destiny,
Belief in your strength, ans your power to rise again,
Belief that nothing created to stay forever, and who he will win is aften the one can patiently waiting a little bit more.
Belief that What afflicted you, you weren't had the ability to avoid. And what missed you wasn't distend to harm you at first place, for all that you are going  through have been written when you was at your mother womb.
Now awake up from your dreams and try again to make sure you give them birth and let them come true, you are definitely designed for success.