Not Alone

When you're feeling down and blue, 

And life is being cruel to you, 

Just remember you're not on your own, 

I'm always there you're never alone, 

You might not be able to see my face, 

As hard as you look around the place, 

But close your eye's and think of me, 

And before you know it there will be me, 

Keep me in the midst of your mind, 

And life will seem easier I think you'll find, 

So when life gets to dark to bare, 

Just close your eye's and I will be there.

Loves Never Forgotten

The true meaning of love do you truly know,

The love in my eyes does it still show 

I saw you, then wanted and finally had you

All so fast too good to be true

Everyday is the day to god that I pray that love is never forgotten

I ask myself, then ask once more,

Will it heal, or forever be sore

You opened my eyes to a lot of new things,

You took me high and gave me wings

Our love for each other never ends,

Maybe not lovers, but always friends

We argue, we fight and disagree,

But all it does is hurt you and me

No matter what you say or what you do,

Forever and always I''ll truely love you

Family

Family is, 
heaven sent from our father above, 
bonded by the power of love.
No matter what family has each others back,
when push comes to shove.
Family is, 
understanding, never demanding, 
all for one and one for all, 
I will never leave you alone standing.
Family is, 
one in itself, my love is your love, 
your pain is my pain, my wealth is your wealth, 
I promise to never leave you by yourself.
Family is, 
the strongest team, the strongest unit; 
if love could be visualized, 
family would be the blue print.
Family is, 
forgiveness and patience, 
it's sweeter than the sweetest fragrance, 
the power of family is a reflection of Gods compassion and magnificence.
Family is, 
never turning our back, and never shames, 
lend my helping hand and not a finger pointing the blame.
No matter what a family bond can never be broken, 
even through a nuclear explosion,
if one of us lives we all live. 
Forever to eternity, we are family

At night ..

Under the stars
Fingers crossed
As we look to the sky
We fly.
As we soar
Through the clouds
Hold my hand
And don't look down.
Wishing to stay here
Forever, with you
We glide higher
Full of opportunities.
Letting go of reality 
Just you and me
Forgetting the world
And everything else.
As we fly
High in the sky
I realize
It's all a lie.
And we come crashing down
Falling into nothingness
Our wish, shattered
Coming to a close.
Reality coming back
Keeping us stuck
Just wanting to fly again
But being trapped.

Be My Lady tonight

Tonight. They'll be no darkness tonight. 
Hold tight, let your love light shine bright.
Listen to my heart, and lay your body next to mine. 
Let me fill your soul, with all my dreams.

You're a woman. I'm a man. 
This is more than just a game. 
I can make you feel so right. 
Be my lady of the night.
You're a woman. I'm a man. 
You're my fortune. I'm your fame. 
These are things we can't disguise. 
Be my lady of the night.

Lay back. Back in my tenderness. 
And take. Take all of my sweet caress.
You've got all of me. It can't go wrong if you agree. 
Soon two hearts will beat in ecstasy.

You're a woman. I'm a man. 
This is more than just a game. 
I can make you feel so right. 
Be my lady of the night.
You're a woman. I'm a man. 
You're my fortune. I'm your fame. 
These are things we can't disguise. 
Be my lady of the night.

You're a woman. I'm a man. 
This is more than just a game. 
I can make you feel so right. 
Be my lady of the night.
You're a woman. I'm a man. 
You're my fortune. I'm your fame. 
These are things we can't disguise. 
Be my lady of the night.

Before

before the bullet it bit
before the candle is lit
before the last call
before the curtain falls
before the grave we pray
there is something I must say
before taps is played
before the jazz parade
before 21 guns sound
before the final round
before the fiddler we pay
this I must convey
before the sweet by and by
before the tears we cry
before the bells are rung
before the reaper come
before angles wing
I have to tell you 
everything....everything...everything

The Reality Of Life

A candle light burning inside of me 

shadows bowing upon the walls illuminating us all

the laughter the pain 

what do I gain?

the knowledge I seek 

this era of mystique 

the pink hues 

the pretty blues

the devils red 

I will not be misled

the angels white 

will set me aright 

knowing every second is a certainty 

to I will cease to shine 

and darkness will befall 

in a form different from all

makes me ponder

how do I live to the fullest?

how do I be the bravest?

understanding is the key!

living with no regrets is the door! 

open your mind 

Look! Don't merely see

the ocean is not just water 

a candle is not mere light

it's not limitless 

it's not endless 

for light is life and

life is certain to meet death 

on this sacred journey called 

LIFE

PEACE!

Deep breaths and pain inside,
Hard to tell the truth when there's so many lies!
Whispers of secrets in my ear,
Hoping that no one could hear.
And I'm crying actual tears.
I feel hurt, pressured and strained.
Everybody cant feel my type of pain.
And this might really sound lame.
But life isn't nothing but a game.
Do you feel what I feel NO!
I wish I could let it all go.
But it really isn't that easy.
Have you ever had to sit in the cold freezing.
Wanting to be awaken by a special healing.
Just let pain go freely.
Too bad nothing in this world is free.
Not even your freedom of speech.
So i'll do like Martin Luther King.
I'll let freedom ring.

She looks in the mirror

She looks in the mirror

And see's someone staring straight back at her

A lost little girl

With cold hard eyes

And no expression on her face

Trying to cover up the pain she feels

A lost little girl

With too much anger inside of her too control

So she takes it out on everyone around her

Because she can't stop herself

A tear falls from her eye

Realizing that this lost little girl

Who is staring back at her

Is in fact herself

Her reflection

So wiping her tears away

She steps closer to the mirror

Looks herself in the eyes

And whispers to herself

" Who have I become !! "

I'll keep it hidden

My world is falling, crumbling apart, life is meaningless and that's just the start
My hearts so sore, I can feel it breaking and I swear to god it leaves me shaking
Late at night till early in the morning, lying in bed eyes wide open. Didn't sleep last night, like all the others, instead I just lie crying in the covers
Quick, wipe away all the tears before they come near. must hide this depression & the feelings of fear
For all they know I'm happy and always smiling, but deep inside my soul is dying
I can feel it rotting, it wants to scream, but I won't let it... not for the time being
I can never tell them how I feel cause the happiness I wear to them is real
For them to hear that I wish I was dead... it would kill them, they'd be filled with dread
So I'll try my best no to be selfish, I'll keep my secret hidden and just let them rest
but god I can't take it much longer... I'll probably be dead before they even wonder.

24 Hours

Another 24 hours poured into the cement

Living through another's persons regrets..

Just one piece of a puzzle, too big to comprehend

Cant see the end, left the lights on again

In the past, the future looked too close to hold..

And now the present seems like it's too close and cold

Inside myself looking out; it all seems fake

Whatever motivates, the day puts it away

Used to be apathetic, loved the only one living

I'm speaking to the world, but I'm the only one in it

Your eyes couldn't watch the way the world spins

I'll sit there and watch on the day the world ends

If its burns then, and flows in the wind

I'll hold what I learned and start it over again

Because who knows if your steps are planned out..

I feel lost, and no body's there to stick a hand out;

A man now.. because I felt too strong

And I feel like I lived with my self too long

This isn't the right time or place for these words

We don't have the right kind of space for these birds

If we all could fly, If we all could cry

Everybody would laugh, and we all would die

The sky hangs over my head, I can feel the weight

Conceal my fate, and let me just deal with hate

I lost compassion, everything's cold when its near us

I spend to much time with my soul in this mirror.

Lost

What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When your loved ones look at you and all you feel is shame?
When your tired of living and playing this game?
when you know your life is meaningless and your the only one to blame?

What do you call it when the hurt is in your soul?
When you smile and laugh but you know its all a show?
When you feel like you've hit your all time low?
When nothing makes you happy and the darkness around you grows?

What do you call it when you feel so alone?
When your in your house but it don't feel like home?
When you look back in your life and every choice you made now seems wrong?
When the wait to die seems too long.

When i look at you

All day I can’t help but thinking of you.

You don’t have to say a word I just want to be with you,

When I look at you, you make me smile 

My friends think I’m crazy all I think is WOW,

When I look at you chills run through my spine,

I always thought you were beautiful and fine,

My life has changed ever since I saw you,

which makes me want to be with you, 

looking at you is more than a dream come true,

words can’t explain of how I feel about you

Just Because

Just because I'm quiet 

doesn't mean I'm mute

Doesn't mean I'm boring

Doesn't mean I can't be outgoing

Just because I'm quiet 

Don't make fun of me 

Don't judge how I am 

Don't treat me like an animal

Just Because I'm quiet

I still want make friends

Still love to have conversations

Still want to share thoughts

Just because I'm quiet 

Doesn't mean that's me

Feel Something

Have you ever held in pain to the point where it seemed like you didn't care? 
you could've sworn you were crying, 
but when you went to wipe tears away there was nothing there? 
Going through life empty. 
Just letting the world pass you by. 
Numb to any feelings, 
just wishing you could die. 
See I feel like this daily. 
so lost I don’t know what to feel. 
When in fact I do feel pain, I cant believe that it’s real. 
so as I lay my head down tonight, 
I close my eyes and pray. 
I pray that God will give me guidance & to maybe feel someday

A trip to heaven

I took a trip to heaven

But only in my mind

I wanted to know what it's like

To leave all you love behind.

So I closed my eyes, and started to see

Just how beautiful heaven can be.

I could see the pearly gates of white

and behind them was the most radiant light.

I saw an angel as she was passing by

so incredibly beautiful that a tear fell from my eye.

Everyone looked perfect and with the angels they did sing

There are no earthly words to describe the beauty of their wings.

As I sat on a bench in the most incredible garden

I asked God for all of my sins to be pardoned

I took one last look at all of the beauty around

And when I opened my eyes, i couldn't find my angle beside

Merry Christmas to all my Christian friends 

You .. Take me There

As I search for your Saving grace, I know one day I'll see your face.
Waiting is the hardest thing for me, I know with you I will be so free.
You take me up and lay me back down, I know with you I am and will be found.
I seek you each day and seek your name, I am nothing without you or your Fame.
Waking with you, you give me power, To make it another day and another hour.
Learning your word is oh so smart, I love you Lord with all my heart.
You gave up for me all your life, We could not stop all the strife.
Everyday I will always say, I long to return to you one day.
Love me Lord and keep me strong, Without you I can never get alone.
So hear my prayers as bring me peace, My sins Oh Lord will slowly cease.
My heart is heavy and I am weak, You love is strong as you speak.
Keep me safe at comforts arms, Give me grace without any harm.
Give me eternity and take me home, That day I will never be alone.

Look beyond yourself

We’re in a world so busy, People running everywhere.
Forever looking at our watches
Our minds racing with cares.
We never see that lonely man, Sitting on the street.
We don’t even notice that hungry lady, Struggling in the heat.
Children so needy
Filled with despair.
An old grandma rocking sadly, And no one cares.
We must remember, God left us with a bless …
“you did unto the least of these my brethren, you did it unto me.”
So what about you ?
What about me ?
What about the lonely man Sitting on the street ?
Will you reach out
Without a shadow of doubt?
Will you love the least of these, And fulfill Gd’ bless ?
A smile for the lonely man sitting on the street.
A bit of food for the hungry lady struggling in the heat.
A hug for the children so full of despair.
A cheery voice for the old Grandma in the rocking chair.
This seems so simple; Such an easy thing to do.
Let’s reach out for the least of these
And for God too.

Is it Me .!

As I try to change,

you never see me,

I stare at you,

but you never look at me,

how stupid can I be?,

all the songs I listen to,

always remind me when there was a me & you,

things were not like they were before,

How you wouldn't even turn your head and recognize me anymore,

Even though you let me go,

there's just one thing that you should know,

When you get another girl to forget about me,

now your the one who's going to be staring at me,

watch you'll see .!

Is it Me .!