Your beautiful soul

You can see it and hear it, it's a sensual taste, Yes It is truly a gift to behold, You can touch it or smell it on our senses it's based, Aesthetically it begins to unfold.
So what is beauty how is it defined?
Is there a right or a wrong?
What is beautiful to someone who's blind?
To who or what does it really belong?
It can be hearing a song or a voice you love, Which proves it doesn't need to be seen, Thinking of the joys of Heaven above, What you love someone else will demean.
Meeting your partner for the very first time, Seeing your first child come alive, Touching the peaks of those mountains you climb, Feeling pride as your offspring thrive.
I can smell beauty in flowers and trees, Others see it glisten in the skies, A joy to behold is the taste of the seas, To all of our senses it applies.
There is so much diversity in that very word, Yet it's individual to one and all, That's why this subject is going to be blurred, What you love to some will appal.
Beauty is something we all seek in life, Look, it stares us all in the face, It's a word that can cause such terrible strife, Yet it's something we all love to embrace.
You don't need to search for it's all around, We encounter it day in and day out, By respecting all life it can be found, It's a gift we are never without.
What you think is beautiful others may hate, So don't force your opinion on another, Some things will lift you while others deflate, What you love to some may well smother.
Don't be self-righteous step down from your perch, It's much deeper than the depth of our skin, What you can't see is where you must search, True beauty always comes from within.
It can't be taught nor can it be bought, You'll not find it in a book or a folder, The meaning of that word that you have sought, Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. 

Shooo, feel

Autism’s brain has its world to see

Why do you treat me, the way that you do.. I also have feelings, I am human too, Why do you look at me, as if I were mad ?
I`m just a little different, you really make me sad, Just like everyone else, I too have a name.. All that I ask is, you treat me the same
Autism is a world inside of the mind, language in image, picture in rhyme, speaking the word to which I am blind, pictures of echo, sounds of mind
My impression of logic, perception aligned, thoughts without thinking analyze time, leaking the threads, I’m falling behind, rhyme of the code or code of the rhyme
My future at question, equations dissolve, life's warm expression to have and to hold, peeking out question that no one will solve, outward confusion, settled and sold
Only to find...
Everything's nothing and nothing’s to be, inside of nothing shall everything flee, autism’s brain has its world to see 

As one, a colorless hope

You say I'm white while others say black, Why should my colour cause so much flak. When you say I'm black it brings on a frown, If you looked closer you'd see I am brown.
Across the world we come in differing shades, As humans we all have unique facades. Some are light while others are tanned, Yet underneath we're all the same brand.
Why does it bother us why all the fuss, Some spend hours in the sun trying to look like us.I'll tell you this though I know its not right, But some of us even try to be white.
Native Americans are mainly red, Is that justification for shooting them dead, In Asia you have those other fellows, Who's skin color comes in differing yellows.
I then look at you and it makes me think, You're not really white you're a shade of pink. When you get hurt it's certainly true, Your skin color turns to black and blue.
When we become unwell it has to be said, It can make us all look like the living dead, Prejudice against color is not the way, You can guarantee it will cause affray.
Regardless of color why do we care, It's time we were all made fully aware, As humans there's nothing we cannot achieve, Regardless of color we have got to believe.
Just cut a finger that is the seed, To prove beyond doubt that all of us bleed, Take a closer look no it's not in your head, All of our bloods are the same shade of red.
And sure as the stars glisten in the sky, We will all live and we'll surely die, This only highlights that we all must strive, To build a bond so that we can survive.
As we grow crops you can make planes, We can build shelters to help when it rains, You can build homes while we raise the cattle, United as one we can win this battle.

When we look at each other let's see just a face, Instead of us thinking I wonder what race, Color means nothing when all's said and done, For us all to prosper we must live as one.
As human beings we really must stand, Together united hand in hand,
We're all truly equal keep that in mind, No culture or race should be undermined.
Color's like beauty it's only skin deep, It's what's underneath that we need to keep, Then we can live in a world without war, That very word racism we should all abhor..
We can all live in comfort with no need for strife, loving our neighbours what a wonderful life, It's not just a dream it's something we can do, But only as one can we make it come true.
It's now time as a species we all faced the fact, That our planet is doomed unless there's a pact, We must end this hatred we've got for each other, Only then can we live life as sister and brother.
When we accept this all conflict will cease, Only then will we achieve a definitive peace, Our past indiscretions we can learn to forgive, Together as humans is how we must live.
Our future depends on our being collective, We'll all surely die by being racially selective, Only then can we say we've at last got it right,
And if we lived it right, one life is fair enough.

2b.. Just me

I hate you!
With so much love.
I no longer deny it.
How could you leave me?
How could you decide...
Your life lived without me was best?
For who?
I hate you!
I hate you keeping me up at nights.
Wondering if you are being treated right.
If whoever you are with now...
Know what you like and that appetite of yours.
I hate you for making my heartbreak.
With aching I can not shake.
I look and see your face...
Everywhere and every place it seems.
In my dreams I am pleading that you stay.
And when I awaken...
I realize you have actually gone away!
I hate you for doing this...
To us without a ponder.
But a quick dismiss!
I hate you!
With so much love.
And I know it is that 'me'!
That 'me' I need to fix.
Will you give me a chance to be .. Just me?

I hate you

I hate you like the fire hates the rain
I hate you like the whore hates the shame
I hate you like the priest hates the sin
I hate you like the snake hates its skin
I hate you like the smoker hates his mild
I hate you like the father hates his failure
I hate you like the non-believer hates the sacred
I hate you like the forest hates the fire
I hate you like the rapist hates his desire
I hate you like the ocean hates the storm
I hate you like the child who hates to be born
I hate you like the hungry hate their lives
I hate you like the skin hates the knife
I hate you like the devil hates the above
I hate you like you hate love

let's imagine

Just imagine the people eating the right and correct foods at all times, Frequency to the hospitals for minor sickness will be greatly reduced, Many of human illnesses will disappear and vanish, The less number of patients the doctors have to look after .. The more time they will have to conduct research, The medical expenditure of the government will be drastically reduced, The savings from medical expenditure can be channelled into education

Imagine free medical services and benefits for all the citizens, Self-medication because of poverty will come to an end, the poor and the rich will have equal access to medical facilities, Many will stop suffering in silence for inability to pay medical fees, And the citizens will feel that the government is actually for the people

Just imagine more and more people using public transportation, The number of motor accidents will be severely reduced, There will be less pollution from motor vehicle emissions, The less pollution will eventually lead to cleaner air
The cleaner the air, the better and healthier the environment
Imagine everybody regarding their neighbours as a member of their family. Everyone will become each others brothers and sisters. Hatred and dislike will be on their way to disappear from our midst, More caring and kindness will be evident in all places. Mutual compassion and thoughtfulness will revolutionize our society, A brand new friendly and benevolent society will be in the making

Just imagine single people discovering their soul-mates before marriage. The word called – divorce will be on its way out of our society. Marital ecstasy and happiness will be apparent in all places. Children will be happy living with their fathers and mothers .. Divorce lawyers will ultimately move into corporate and civil laws.
A brand new society cannot be legislated into existence, The responsibility for a brand new society is on all of us, What part are you going to play to make it happen? once i read;  
"The Soul selects her own Society -- Then -- shuts the Door -- To her divine Majority -- Present no more"
" Emily dickinson.
That was a brilliant words.. So, Please enjoy your life, 'n let's imagine a new Society.

Betrayed by love

Thank you for making this a living hell,
the one person i was supposed to trust, said he had nothing to tell.
but then i found out, that he had lied to me
and he then had the nerve to tell me he was sorry!
how dare he abuse my mind
i thought he was caring, sensitive and kind.
i guess he wasn't all he cracked up to be
so i said I'm leaving now...
and for that, i ain't sorry!

The name of the game

Race is the name of the game
Along with my dogs I enlisted my name
I whipped my dogs giving her pain
I had a plan for both of us to win.
She did not know
So fast why she had to go!
Race is the name of the game
My Master enlisted my name
He whips me giving me pain
As if He has a plan to make me win.
What's if somebody gives another name of the game?
It will not change; the game will be the same
We are all the players of the game
What, when, how and why if they claim
If even one starts giving me and my Master a blame
Still we have to suffer and intake the pain
My Master knows better what game we have to win!

Life is

Sometimes hearing sometimes deaf
Sometimes green fruit sometimes a fallen leaf
Sometimes speaking sometimes dumb
Sometimes sensitive sometimes numb
Sometimes shallow sometimes deep
Sometimes arid sometimes damp
Sometimes honour sometimes damn
Sometimes king sometimes clown
Sometimes full sometimes hollow
Sometimes dim sometimes glow
Sometimes stagnant sometimes flow
Sometimes quick sometimes slow
Whatever life is …………
Stand straight, never, never bent or bow
Remain glad, never, never sad or low.

Make the best use of your talents

We have all been told many times in our life
To strive for the highest
Go for the gold, try to be number one
But in the real world
We all cannot be number one
That means - not all will be Mr. President
Then, if you cannot be Mr. President
Become the best senator there is
Be the best congressperson there is
Not everybody will be Mr. Editor
Why not be the best writer there is
Be the best reporter for your paper
If you cannot be the chief justice
Become the best judge in your state
Be the best lawyer that ever lived
Surely, not everybody will become
The chief software architect
Be the best computer programmer in your city
Be the best software developer there is
If you cannot be the chancellor
Become the best professor in your field
Be the best teacher any student can find
If you cannot be the chief of medicine
Become the best medical doctor there is
Be the best specialist in your field
If you cannot be the chief of police
Then become the best police person loved by all
Not all will be chairman of Joint Chiefs of Staff
Then become the best general in your battalion
Be the best officer liked by all soldiers
Become the best soldier in your unit
Not all will become the chief of naval staff
Then you can become the best sailor in the navy
Similarly, there can only be one chief of air staff
Then, why not become the best pilot in the air-force
Always make the best use of your talents

Unwritten Rules

All professions have their own rules and regulations
Some professions have more unwritten than written rules.
Do you hope to run for office one day?
Are you planning to get elected sometimes?
Or you are wondering about your re-election
Remember, there are written and unwritten rules
First, you must be a friendly and sociable person
You should be the approachable type
This means people feel comfortable talking to you
You must like all classes of people
Irrespective of their race, color of skin or religion
You must demonstrate true concern for people
This means you can put yourself in shoes of others
You must have honest feelings for people
Hypocrisy and insincerity will derail your plans
People must see you as a transparent individual
There should be accountability and responsibility
This means you must be answerable for all your deeds. You must be charitable and openhanded at all times. This means you must demonstrate generosity always
You must possess credibility and integrity
That means somebody who is believable and candid
People must perceive you as trustworthy and reliable
You must be a very persuasive speaker
An influential orator who can change peoples minds
You must have the ability to sell anything to anyone
Have power to convince others about your noble cause
You must show to the people you are their best choice
Considering an alternative will be an erroneous decision
Remember that your constituents come first
Good luck with your future plans

What does love mean to you ?

Love
is one of the most popular word anywhere
Mention the word Love in a crowd or to a group
You are sure to get their undivided attention
Love means many things to many people
He and she are in love, they are in love
What is this word they call ... love?
Do we have to sleep with each other?
In order to demonstrate our love
Some say, not necessarily so, because
There is parental love, brotherly love
Sisterly love, and love of one’s neighbour
There are also marital love and family love
Many say it is only sexual love that involves
Sleeping with each other or going to bed
Then, how do you define love?
It is love that turns tears into laughter
It is love to care very much for our family
It is love to give something to the poor
It is love to be generous to beggars
It is love to help the needy and the destitute
It is love to remember the homeless
When we are about to lie down in our home
It is love to remove obstacles and impediments
From the path of our neighbours
It is love to put ourselves in the position
Of others before we behave to them
It is love not to close our eyes or walk-away
When we see injustice been perpetrated
It is love to recognize that we human beings
Are not equally talented and gifted
By the way, what does love mean to you?

Now it is time to answer

Everybody likes to be called a good person
All of us will prefer to be labelled a nice human being
What have you done to be called a good person?
What did you do to wear the label – a nice human being?
Have you done any favour to anybody today?
Have you assisted somebody this week?
Have you helped anybody this month?
Have you done any good to someone this year?
When last did you give money to the homeless?
When last did you show generosity to a beggar?
When last did you donate to a charity cause?
Have you ever suggested a better way of doing things?
Have you ever given an advice that improved someone’s life?
Have you ever made a recommendation that saved money?
Have you ever made a suggestion that saved time?
When last did you buy something nice for your parents?
When last did you present a gift to your wife or husband?
Do you have to wait for an anniversary to be generous?
When last did you volunteer for a good cause?
When last did you perform or do something
Nice and pleasant for your neighbours?
Now you ask – who are those neighbours?
Your neighbours are your wife, husband, partners,
Sons, daughters, co-workers, friends, associates,
In-laws, parents and those fellows near your house
Are you a good or bad person?
Before you provide a very honest answer
Look at yourself in the mirror
Search your soul and do a self-analysis
Are you a good or bad person?
Now it is time to answer

What is your problem !!

Have you ever met any human who has no problem?
Even the happiest of humans have their problems
Similarly, the super rich have their own problems
Some husbands have problems with cheating wives
Many wives have problems of unfaithful husbands
Various families have problems of disobedient kids
Also children have problems of negligent parents
Employers have problems with disloyal workers
Lots of people have problems of insufficient funds
Inevitably, as long as we humans live on planet earth
we are sure to have one problem or another
The question here is – do we have problems
because we are too ambitious or because
we crave and yearn for what we want and not
necessarily what we actually need?
This is a loaded question with no easy answers
Many human problems are not related to
ambitions, desires, aspirations and objectives
Diligent drivers have problems with careless ones
The honest citizens have problems with the thieves
While the thieves have problems with the police
the police too have problems with the
slow and time consuming judicial system
Voters have problems with do-nothing politicians
The politicians who look after their own pockets
instead of truly caring for their constituents
Teachers too have problems with poor students
Can we human beings ever be free of problems?
Is it possible to live in perpetual happiness?
Your answer is as good as mine

My best friend

Everybody needs friends, we all have friends
Some friends are closer to us than our families
If we happen to fall, there are friends to pick us up
What will our life be without friends?
There are many categories of friendship
There are casual friends, bad friends and good friends
The question here is – who is your best friend?
Friends who can turn your tears into laughter
Is your wife your best friend?
I mean the friend you go to
When you need honest advice
Is your husband your best friend?
I mean the friend who knows you
More than you know yourself
Is your brother or sister your best friend?
I mean the friend who always assists you
To solve difficult personal problems
Is your father or mother your best friend?
I mean the friend you feel safe to keep secrets
Are your in-laws your best friend?
I mean the friend you can tell anything
Is your boss or co-worker your best friend?
I mean the friend who can cover you up at work
Is your son or daughter your best friend?
I mean the friend you use as sounding board
For all your confidential and private thoughts
Is your former classmate your best friend?
I mean the friend who cheers you up on bad days
Whoever may be your best friend, remember that
A friend in need is always a friend indeed

universe hope

Every human being living on this earth hope for something
Poor people hope that one day money will come their way
The rich folks hope to multiply their assets before long
Several men hope for a wife who is as caring as their mother
Many women hope for husbands who is as loving as their father
Children always hope for parents who will give them everything
Bankers hope that everybody will pay their mortgages in time
Thieves and robbers hope the police should stop harassing them
While the police hope that every person will be law-abiding
Priests and clerics hope that everyone will live a sacred life
Experienced nurses hope the doctors will treat them with respect
Medical doctors hope their patients will recuperate faster
Careful drivers hope that other drivers will drive like them
Teachers hope all students will do their home-work regularly
While the students hope the teachers will give them easy exams
The colleges hope that all students will pay their tuition promptly
Farmers always hope for good and abundant harvest
Lawyers hope more and more people will need their services
Fishermen hope that more and more fishes run into their nets
School-girls always hope for rich and generous boy-friends
All politicians hope to get elected and re-elected
Employers hope their workers will volunteer for overtime
Every architect always hope to design the best building in town
Builders hope to showcase the tallest building as their own work
The mechanics always hope more people will buy used-vehicles
The point is ..
What are your personal hopes on this earth?
What are your hopes for your family?
What are your hopes for your country?
The day we humans stop hoping on this earth
Will be the day we cease to be members of this beautiful planet

Man in the ground

Under the tight grip, of total emptiness .. I stood alone
In a pensive mind, on a lonely ground.
Wild memories crowded in unruly, started fighting.
Anarchy rolled, from the top, of the treacherous hill
Dyke broke, tears never rolled down, tumultuous feelings, Rushed in, from inside out kicked and butted, Like a bull.
Jaws tighten complexities turned more complicated forced me to contemplate ‘'What is life! ''
Moon in the sky above with a purpose
Man in the ground 'n "what if" killed his dreams.

If I

If I was to cry would you hold me in your arms until I stopped?
If I was to die would you hold me until the last breath went out of my soul?
If I was to fly would you throw me in the air and be ready to catch me when i fell?
If I was to love would you hold my hand and kiss me when I said it was you?
If you are able to do all of these things I will be able to give you the love of all the heartbeats I have to offer.

Did it beat..!

Happiness so distant, cries so near
calling our your name as i sleep
dreaming of just a dream
loving off broken distant love
i am told many fall in love
holding hearts in the place where they stand alone
alone... waiting for the screams of others to break them
leaving them to suffer broken and unsatisfied
this distant love i hold so dear
is in the place my heart once beat
the questions of my mind thoroughly throw out
ignoring the truth of my cries
believing the minds fooling qualities
why does love mean hurt when such a beauty of just a word
as if my heart can cry through my tears
wondering how a simple person can break you
break you, shatter you, hurt you but only on the inside
on the outside i just smile
believing nothing but a dream of love is wrong
shadowing the truth behind this eternal breath
i know how much he hurt me,
i can feel the broken heart
living as though never once did it beat

What ..If

What if i fell for you at first glance?
What if you had given me a chance?
Would it have been disastrous or a great romance?
What if we had never met?
What if first impression made you upset? ?
Would we be known as enemies or friends yet? ? ?
What if everything I've told you were true?
What if you found out you loved me too? ?
Would we go for the opportunity or wouldn't know what to do? ? ?
What if..!
What if there's no what if's?
I've known from the start i fell for you at first glance.
Life is all about chances.
Just let me and I'll show you romance.
Everything is set.
We've already met.
I doubt I've made you upset, for us to be enemies yet.
Everything I've said has been true.
I wouldn't know about you.
But i go for opportunities because i truly, madly, deeply miss you.

thru time

When I was five how I wanted to be ten, I just longed to be a young man,My mind would wander now and then, I wanted to be in the grown ups clan.
When I reached ten I thought of being twenty, By then I'd be driving my car,Time for the future, well I still had plenty, getting older was a distance to far.
Now I've hit twenty I've nothing to fear, time fades past me so slow,
I'm still a young man so I've nothing to fear, I've still got a long time to go.
Thirty years old and it's still not too bad, I've a wife and children I love,My health is good I love being a dad, My life is truly a gift from above,The big four zero has finally come, I now watch, as my parents grow old,The thought of that is making me feel numb, as I know it cannot be controlled. 
My children have flown, This life can be really strange,Back when I was five I wish I had known, growing older you cannot exchange.
Be careful what you wish for it may come true, Cherish life for it's far too short, Enjoy what you have age you cannot subdue, When you're young these facts you distort.
I'm now forty one years old how I wish I were five, Hindsight's such a wonderful thing, All those I loved dearly would still be alive, I'd be thinking of what the future might bring.
You must live for today forget tomorrow, Just be thankful for being alive, Though there will be joy as well as sorrow, It's how we cope that makes us all thrive.
Life is precious don't ever wish it away, When it's gone it becomes part of the past, Enjoy your years every wondrous day,
Treat Each living Second As Your Last

I've no hope

I hope your happy with your life
I hope you see that this is all wrong
I hope you realise that your not perfect
I hope you see that money's not worth it
I hope you realise that family comes first
I hope you see that my smile was rehearsed
I hope you see that your tearing me apart
I hope you someday grow a heart
I hope someday I will want to see you
I hope someday I wont have to see you
I hope you suffer, but I don't want that
I hope you die, but I don't mean that
I hope someday your 'love' will be real
I hope someday you will 'feel'
I hope you realise that money cant heal
I hope someday you'll feel, what I feel
I hope that before you die
I hope to tell you, I wont cry
I hope that I see you one last time
I hope I get to tell you this:
'I wish I never knew you
because of you....I've no hope.

Nothing last forever

They give you a life they look after you, To them you're their reason for living, Whatever happens if troubles ensue, They'll be caring and always forgiving.
Do they own you or is it the other way round, In fact neither statement is true, Parent child relationships were made to astound, You love them and they'll always love you.
They will want you to achieve so much more, Regardless you will fill them with pride, With you they will have a unique rapport, Their devotion will never subside.
They'll try to teach you about good and bad, To ensure you avoid all their mistakes, They'll forever be there be it happy or sad, A good parent just never forsakes.
Yes there'll be times they will get annoyed, You will bring them to total despair, Any troubles you have they will never avoid, For you they will always be there.
You may well think they just interfere, Their aim is to cause you great strife, As you grow older it will become clear, They just want you to have a good life.
They'll try to put up with your mood swings, Watch over you each day as you grow, The good times and problems another year brings, Their love you will feel and will know.
Embarrassing you is a parents right, There'll be times they will drive you wild, Regardless of that they will never lose sight, That to them you will always be their child.
You will do things that will surprise, Good parents like nothing more, What you can achieve will open their eyes, That's why it's you they adore.
If you only strive to do your best, Without the need for discord,
If with common sense you are blessed, That will be your parents reward.
When you have children yourself one day, That is when you will learn, The sacrifice your parents had to pay, Mutual respect is a gift both must earn.
Your Mum and Dad are messengers from God, Look after them while they're here, What they do for us we should all applaud, Their actions we must truly revere.
Your parents will give you love and care, That special bond you must never sever, God's trials of life can be so unfair, For the pity is, ‘' They Don't Last Forever ''

A Shroud

Money makes the world go round, I wonder who said that,
It must have been a billionaire, A grass roots spoiled brat.
They take their lead from politicians, Do as I say Not as I do,
They write how to fiddle editions, As more funds they must accrue.
The rich are really all the same, Whether they act or if they sing,
They'll always preach to you and me, Money isn't everything.
Don't you find it really strange, It's actually quite funny, That the very people who make this claim, Have all got loads of money.
Now I'm not being flippant, Nor am I being abrupt, But cash along with power, Really does corrupt.
They love their yachts and fancy cars, But you must always be aware, Though it's you and I who make them rich, For us they just don't care.
As they live their lives of splendour, They ignore the plight of others, To sharing they'll never surrender, Their self delusion and arrogance smothers.
These greedy people the world over, Are so obsessed with amassing wealth, As they strive to make their trillions, They tend to ignore their health.
Before they know it's time to go, They shout out, we need more time, We've got loads of lovely dosh to spend, To take us now would be a crime.
When they arrive at Heavens gate, They all put on a frown,
No debit cards or hard fast cash, Just a plain white gown.
Always remember, 
On Earth you were rich and famous, You stood out in a crowd,
But you cannot take it with you, ‘'There Are No Pockets In A Shroud''

My ordinary life

Yes there's been laughter and the tears,
Our life isn't always what it appears,
What the secret I hear you ask,
As in happiness we seem to bask,
Don't make life a massive task,
It will keep your flame alight.
Love each other with a will,
Never treat marriage as a drill,
Staying in love is truly a skill,
Respect really does unite.
Keep arguments few and far between,
Don't always say what you mean,
Never make your partner green,
Or their ire you'll incite.
Always apologise when you're wrong,
That will keep you both on song,
For each other you must be strong,
To each other be polite.
Life is really hard enough,
Take the smooth with the rough,
Be there when the times get tough,
Of each other never lose sight.
Don't insult or cause affray,
Always give your spouse a say,
You'll live to fight another day,
Never deal in spite.
The greatest secret of them all,
Is to ensure that you don't brawl,
The golden rule I must install,
Is, ‘' The Wife Is Always Right ‘'

My love for you

My love for you Woman..!
Is not an extended Roman type of war, there is no need to come back to the crusades to capture your skin; Your heart and mind; Your face is a desert moving sand dreaming of a new land.
There is nothing to agree or sign with you, Don't consider another Warsaw Pact, or Another Geneva Convention.
Nothing will Help!
You only have to admit 'n accept this seventy thousands years old rooted Love;  like the tree that stood between Eve and Adam.

Oh, Be waiting there; sooner you and I will be we again.

Do you readily believe them and why?

If the say that life is hard to bear, do you readily believe them, and why?
If they say that love is pure fiction, do you readily believe them and why?
If they whisper that life is just a dream, Can you tell which one we are living in?
If they whisper that you are being loved, by the greatest lover since the dawn of time.
Can you feel his love surrounding and protecting you, Or did you already convince yourself it's just a whim?
Because you rather give way, to distrust and despair fed to you by others.
I tell you
The dream of mankind is great, to great to be fathomed by our tiny mind. Cause i came, saw and caught a glimpse of the greatness awaiting us all.
There is no need to believe me off-course, but i do think you should ask yourself, why you rather give way to those, that preach so harshly about hardship and the lack of love in this world.

Normal life

Started out like a tiny seed, planted in mothers womb by a heavenly deed. Enjoyed a celestial season, cherished as i am in a close bond.
Until the time was there, to enter the earthly realm.'n i had to leave, my comfortable place. For the first time; i was completely on my own, Beating and battering the thoughts come, like in a storm breaching the fragile mind with their power.
Some thoughts seeking a home knock on my door.
Others strong seeking to overwhelm my mind as they invade me. And there are those whom grasp everything which isn't firmly rooted in my consciousness.
Much more will come in in an attempt to overcome and subdue my mind, to join in on the madness we've come to known as normal life

War

They took up arms against each other, brother against brother. Peace is not in their nature, for they only hold it for a dear time, It always manages to slip from their grasp. They'll fight each other to the end because they're too blind to see. Their faults and make them thee,

Becoming is ignorance

You invariably keep nursing, A thought of becoming something
What you are not presently, 
At that point of time, 'n never you know
Whether you have become that something, which you want to become sometime before you keep counting
On the experiences, Of the left behind situations
And you are hopeful of this being helpful in shaping you to that, Which you want to become
You keep swinging from
What you were and
What you want to become, with no time left to you for assessing what you are
Being aware of; What you are is wakefulness
Being lost in; What you want to become is
Ignorance as every thing ahead is in total darkness
finally, i found .. Being is enlightenment but Becoming is ignorance

last update

You are on the move
Always
On an elevator 
Or a belt conveyor
That keeps moving
Steadily and at the same speed
Since the day
You landed on this earth
And this winch or conveyor
Is driven by time
No one else is on your belt
Either ahead or behind
And you are the lone
Passer by in your elevator
Each second
This mover takes you
To a new situation
Unfolding to you
Shocks or surprises
Depending on what you 
Have been expecting
Practically the next step ahead
Is in dark
And every thing becomes clear
Once you step in there
Giving you a feel that
It is all-continuous
With no break
And submerging you in a false understanding
That you know every thing that is happening
That will happen and that had happened
Once you move to the next scene
The scene left behind becomes hazy
And you will not be able to
Recollect the past events exactly
But you may remember
Vividly certain scenes and events
Depending on the
Pleasure or pain
With which they impacted you
You are always on the move
And nowhere you are stagnant
You invariably keep nursing 
A thought of becoming something
What you are not presently
At that point of time
And never you know
Whether you have become that
Something which you want to
Become sometime before
You keep counting
On the experiences
Of the left behind situations
And you are hopeful of
This being helpful in
Shaping you to that
Which you want to become
You keep swinging from
What you were and
What you want to become
With no time left to you
For assessing what you are
Being aware of 
What you are is wakefulness
Being lost in
What you want to become is
Ignorance as
Every thing ahead is in total darkness
Being is enlightenment 
Becoming is ignorance

Enlightenment of dead land

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust
The shattered remains of my broken trust
Which has never been repaired
Because all this time I've been wounded and scared.
But if it ever could be done
I know that you'd be the one.
To show me people aren't all bad
and not everybody makes you sad.
You've made me weak and helped me grow
You've shown me things I've never known.
But the one thing I realized I never knew,
Is now I can't picture a life without you.

Him or her

Her
Always there, Never bare, Multiply subtract, Add divide, Reading misspelled, Wondered if well
White for yes, Black for no, Always gold, Never known
All the feelings, In the world, Could never help, A lonely woman
Empty inside, Full out, Wanted more, Never a chance, A closed door, Never a glance
Sick, diseased, Apple, poisoned, Last salvation .. Never cure.
Him ..
Greedy Hunger, Always took, What she had, Never looked, What was behind, The closed door
Given more, Hated gift, Wanting to take, Open against, Hopeless tears, Stabbing fear, Tearing fate
Broken pieces, Bended rules, Never there, Used as a tool
Him or her
Extracted appeal, Broken seal, What he give is surly what he receive.

Your Greed

Where there is a need
There is always greed
A rotten exploiting deed
That manifests with speed
When there are mouths to feed
Read between the lines and take heed!
Lurking around is an Inspiring greed
Ready to take advantage and proceed
Even when there is no need to succeed
By now it is agreed, there is always greed
Our desire for more always exceeds our needs
Hence wealth, power and greed have always been married
We always want more
Sometimes I don't know what for
I read to understand what generation of breed
Has given birth to this senseless weed
Because life is a circle of endless greed
I urgently need to know, I plead
Who planted this seed of greed to deliberately mislead.!

Greed is a desire

Don’t embrace comforts, which will weaken you.
Don’t enthuse with ego, which will make loss big.
Unlike the cheat, being poor is not a shame.
Less wants; less sufferings, more happiness
Need is a desire; greed is a desire.
Desires denied, sufferings surface.
Need is met at ease but not the greed
Which is boundless with sufferings profound.

Justice is the basis of governance

If I was tall to touch the pole
twice the lenth of the fall.
Eyes of fire, scarlet red
to the ground, coming dread. 
The sound of wind, laughter to
small and weak they yell were do! 
Awake to the sound of silent stares
we are equal what's mine is theirs. 

Sun

Every day, Sun rises with same bright
With it's behave, It makes every one excite
you can say It is charming sight
With it's politeness, you become delight
It is the magic of the Sun keep strong and tight
When darkness changes into white
It is true that might is right
Than same white becomes night
Sun always argue for It's right
Keep ready Itself to fight
It takes always balance diet
You can touch It as a Kite
Sun always rides at It's hight
But gives the poor and the rich equel light
Regular and punctual is It's flight
keep itself calm and quiet