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Life.. We go through life not always knowing the answers to every question we ask. We always try to look for the right answers in all the wrong places. Love.. We think of love as everything. But what we don't understand is that there is a lot more to love than meets the eye. We
think of love as the world to us. And when we don't have it in out
lives, our whole world seems to crumble. If love is this important and
that hard to find. Why keep searching for it if what you get is nothing
from it. Laugh.. We laugh to sometime hide the pain of whats really going on with us. We
also laugh for the joy of being in a happy mood. Many people think
laughing is immature at times. But what those people don't know is that
you have to laugh at the little things in life in order to live life.
because otherwise whats to live for in life without making the best of
everything you got. Cry.. We cry sometime because we feel empty. We cry because we feel emotion besides sadness. You cry mostly to relieve stress, I cry to show you the emotion of care, We all cry because we feel one another's pain, heartache, joy, and sadness. Poetry.. Poetry is expressed in many different way. I write poetry to try and send a message, some write poetry because they like to rhyme words. Poetry isn't a hobby or a game. Its a connection you have with yourself and the world out there, The emotion behind someones poem can take you away. Pictures are poetry without words. Music is poetry with a melody. Silence is poetry without love. Thats Life though. We go through life not always knowing the answers .. yes indeed, We love unconditionally, We laugh for the little things in life, We cry for reasons we don't know why, We write poetry to create a different world from our own.
What is the life without love..! The life without love ... Is like a bird without nest The life without love ... Is like a journey without path The life without love ... Is like a garden without rose The question is .. What the destiny with faith..!! The destiny with faith... Is lika a flowers blooming in desert The destiny with faith... Is lika a stars shining in night The destiny with faith... Is lika a wisdom dazzles in light The question is... What is the love without faith.!!! What is the faith without love.!!! What is the destiny without life.!! What is the life without destiny.!
I've seen it in movies. I've seen it all the time. I've seen all the ups and downs that comes with it. I've seen the way how it can make someone so sad or happy in a second. I've seen the colors of it; bright and dark. I've seen it, dreamed it, and thought of it, but never felt it that way. I am a fragile pure soul full of love, longing to the unknown of it. O.. Life as I know... What do you know about it.
Sunset reflected in the silent stream. In this never started or ... ending dream. Wind whispers through the grass softly. As the sun's rays brushes the earth's face warmth spreads. The sun's comforting grace and as the sun slowly disappears. abandon stars starting to appears as diamond shining tears. Wait until morning in the moon's dull light. The sun rests during the dream filled with our kisses at night. And still once more until the sun returns. Reflected past ... the water's shore.
Situations come and situations go, What is the outcome of giving up.!!! Let me tell you what i know. Giving up is not an option but a sign of being weak. I just takes all the positives and let the negatives leak. I try my hardest to be the best and the best that i can. I never let the tears fall because they define who am i ..! A women or a man. So please keep your beloved one's close and care little for each other's. Put your spouse above and do not forget to honor your father and your mother. Take the bad and turn it good and the good into better. Keep your head up and move forward that way you will go further. Mistakes are okay as long as we learn because nobody is perfect so be prepared and accept occasional burn. Be prepared for possibilities and prepared to know. Be prepared so you can grow and grow and grow.
There is a time in your life where the situation can be hard From a fight between your mind and your heart into that hardest times when your the only fool There are sometimes in your life where you don't know where to go.. What you should do..! Should you take the good or the bad road.!! Should you feed the evil side or that kindness side But you know.!! whatever the decision maybe it's always .. Lead you to that point called.. Your destiny. So no matter what you will face through your journey stay faithful, stay strong enough to never give up hope..
When you are looking for happiness do not search in the darkness of diseased spirits unless you can encountered what you may have dire to consequences, some of they will try to change you just to fit them personal needs, others will try to ignore who you are and what you desire .. but as much as you still remember who you truly are you will always remember that you are here for a reason.. You are here for to make your own path, your own life, and nothing will start to change until you have the courage to change yourself.
There are always a huge lack between.. What we are thinking about and what our hearts looking for.. What we hope and what we can achieve What we deserve and what we get And, as much as we shrink this gap, we become realistic and living in a peace with life .
Once a day and sometimes more I look out my day dream door To see if spring is out there yet I'm really anxious, but mustn't fret. I see the snow a melting down and lots of mud and slush around I know the grass will surely sprout and birds, flowers will come about. But why oh why does it take so long..! I'm sure the calendar can't be wrong. Sunshine fills my heart with cheer I wish that spring were really here. Soon mother nature will sound the alarm Wake up! get dressed, turn on your charm Winter's gloom has gone its way It's Spring! It's Spring! Ow. .. It's Happy Day!
For many years I have searched to find The Balance of the Heart, Soul and Mind Between depressing darkness and light Enjoying the morning after the night Somewhere among the how and the when Order came from chaos in the big banging The Creator said let there be eternal light To exalt the day, from the darkness of night The secrets of the universe is in this code Unchanging laws only change the mode Whether seed have evolved, or have been sowed Any life is so dependent on its own abode The measure of a life force has many scales But there is only one power that never fails We may look inside, or we may look above We won't find anything more divine than love
Two pure hearts, each from an opposite world Perfectly in touch but destiny always twirled, Too late for change, definitely to late for changed Deify a heart, a possibility may win. Two great hearts are set free, but meant for destiny Content in each own world, a sincere give away. The goodness of the heart always aglow The surest thing my life will always know, The love that we give, a testimony, a reverie Assured by my heart that has spoken to me, The doubts unfounded, let us face reality True feelings - a window to what is really me. A man-made world - our ambitions a drive Yet an itinerate mind perceives a divide, A mind from outside foresees a decline Before it's too late, let the truth be mine. The vibrating wind blowing from within The feel of the breeze, a sting to my brown colored skin. The parch in our hearts the longing emerged But distance had purged our heart's desire to converge. In our opposite world our horizons extends Unreachable dreams the impossible reigns. Two sad hearts reached out, derspair in ones heart A pain, a counterpart, a willingness to opt out. We both have our world though our dreams once spun Oneness in our hearts but the distance has won, A wide dividing range in a marine of clouds Fearless birds spread their wings and loved without doubts, These words I had spun out of the recesses of my heart A solid reminder of a love in our mind's walkabout. So walk away, walk away to a distant far away land Our desire and destiny are in an opposite distant land Mine walk is just for now, fearless and forward... I'll take it from here one day at a time...
I may not express what I feel for you But in silence I know 'Someone' up high do, I may not feel your touch in my arms But the wind's silent soft touch will do I may not be in a place with you Yet unknowingly our footprints will be In the same path on a certain time and day. I may not be able to say in words How I admired learned things from you, But in prayers I do certainly know and wish The best things in life for you. And though our eyes may never gaze again And words be never spoken out to hear, My silent, fervent prayer indeed Will find its way to you as something else. For I know in silence we can but think The things we shared and love in grace It is in silence that we can keep in peace The peace that held us both in pain.
How come the persons we love never love us back and the ones who love us always lose our track It makes you wonder how this world functions and you keep searching for any other options When you fall in love and get a broken heart in the end All you'll blame is your heart and why he couldn't stand But when you fall with your mind you manage to handle the shock at that moment, when you melt like a candle When love blinds your eyes, you only see what's pretty when you use your mind you'll come out with a pitty Running after that person, you realise it's becoming an addiction by using your brain you know it's nothing more than fiction Don't feel so angry if your heart has redden your face coz the mind too has his part in this case Imagine if you control your feelings with your brain only you'll end up in the streets lost and lonely coz you'll miss all the fun, the hot moments of the story what this trip is all about, from a tiny attraction to the most legendary When you feel that all the laws of nature are on your side a thought like that makes the brain scream out loud When you believe that impossible is nothing infront of this love and you want te reach the sky by flying like a dove The mind will ask you to wake up from this fantasy The heart will push you to go on beyond this galaxy So in the end it's up to you to choose in who's line you should be and which item you need to lose Is it heart or mind the one that will bring you glory Or are they both necessary to finish this story?
you're in my life .. Whether you like it or not Someday we'll be together, When the seas are clear... When the mountains are high even .. When your heart decides to beat again for this isn't the first time we got a blue night.. Staring at the moon wishing upon a star to everything gets again so right.. I'm not one to judge the powers of the universe All I can do is rely on faith and determination This is love .. I'm sure This is real love... I can feel it dancing in my bones and the miracle of love is accepting it for what it truly is Complicated yes for sure yet undefined Just like you I think that's why I'll always still attract to you You have the heart of a ghost and the soul of a grown woman, yet fight a knight.. Let me fill you with constant pleasure Let me fill that empty space between your ears I think you know what I'm talking about Hugs and kisses Kisses and hugs until forever will gone.. I love you now and so on... And so on
You know you belong to me You are the only one allowed on my cloud From heaven and beyond The magic is made of pearls Shiny illustrious pearls I know not who you are but you are my angel No longer in disguise My cloud is your cloud As the sky becomes the sky Happiness comes around When all is driven to love For love is a spiritual need My spirit lies deep within me And you are a part of my spirit Forever until forever is gone.
A little child is sleeping in the wind Silently she aches for her beloved Who lives for to pleasure her to living But often forgets his dying name The heart is in a fragile state of mind The eyes are piercing to the sun Romance is in favor of everlasting treasures A beloved one and her are flying the beloved kite But only in a dream that doesn't exist to anyone else Heart-shaped balloons always spark the fire That leads to the eternal sun Love me not for what I am.. What I am.!! So beautiful like a gypsy in the night I long to see her there Where everything is free to roam the earth Everything that is magic of course And all will be bright until the day he will die But for now, let us live in the moment of I love you For my only love.. Forever is a lie..
I don’t know when this life started I don’t know when it’ll end I don’t know how things began I don’t know how things were I don’t know how things will be I don’t know where I’m or where I should to be I don’t know why I’m here.. How it will be there I don’t know why I suddenly felt like that I don’t know if you still feel the same I don’t know why I came I don’t know what is my aim Can you believe it…? I even don’t know why they change my name I just know one thing And it is that I love you That is the one thing that I know .. And I'll remember to the rest of my life..
In your eyes I saw everything new And in your eyes I saw everything which grew And in somehow I knew I was meant to be with you In your eyes everything was seen Like the best in the entire scene Looking in your eyes made me keen And made me hate being mean In your eyes there is a magical power It makes me feel so much higher And gives me a lot of power To achieve and be prouder In your eyes I see How much you love me In your eyes I see All the love you gave me By my eyes I want to tell you How much I love you I love you more than you know
Never give all the heart, for love will hardly seem worth thinking of to passionate women if it seem certain, and they never dream that it fades out from kiss to kiss; for everything that's lovely is but a brief, dreamy. Kind delight.O Never give the heart outright, for they, for all smooth lips can say, have given their hearts up to the play and who could play it well enough ... If deaf and dumb and blind with love? He that made this knows all the cost, for he gave all his heart and lost.
Sometimes life is against you.. You see it turning from dark to darker wishing it's just a nightmare and soon you'll wake up.. Wishing it's just the night and soon there will be light.. But you realize you were wrong It's all very true It's neither a nightmare nor the night, It's just things are no longer right. In a corner you sit.. Crying blood instead of tears waiting sadly alone In that little seat of yours thinking that that would change the world.. Unfortunately that's not true at all The world just won't change for you The world isn't yours.. And isn't free for youb If you want it.. Go for it, stand up and think quick Try to change it inorder to suit you Try to fix it and make it yours If you fail .. Try once more never give up, never lose hope and remember it's your goal. Things don't change from the first shot and light was invented after a thousand try or more.
Secure they made me feel...Isolated I was in my own mind. Accepted I was thus I belonged. As trends came and went...I longed for acceptance. Belonging became an escape from my own mind, isolation had no room to fit in. Belongingness deprived me of living - living in my own mind. Through illusion, I became addicted to conformism; blending in denied any chance of self-mastery. Different I now feel...Self-realization defeated the fear of being uncomfortable in my own mind. Uniqueness became my obsession. Secure I felt... Firm I stood my ground. In me I belonged.
When the sun has set for me: Never cry for my soul now sets free.!! For this is the path that we all should take, It’s not my decision I had to make. I wish you didn’t cry, I am always in your heart even though I’m far away. For this is our God that had to end, for it is today that God, His angel did send. Wherever our ocean meets our sky, remember the memories of you and I. Today, without me is a new start, aren't our footprints remain in your heart. Just remember when i said.. "forever is a lie".
You exclude me You torture me You humiliate me You reject me You deny me but ... still I forgive. You cut me with your words You bruise me with your eyes You paralyze me with your ignorance but .. still I forgive. The scars of my heart are deeper than your oceans, The tears have dried like the Egypt deserts hide its grass with no emotion but ... still .. I .. forgive. As my inner soul is nearly damaged, it affected my outer being but .. still I forgive. I
forgive.. I forgive to recreate my damaged soul; I forgive to stabilize my
damaged mentality; I forgive to harmonies your thoughts inside my head; I forgive to
reconnect the spirituality and the physicality of my being; I
forgive because I know that you aren'tresponsible formaking decisions. I forgive without punishing because it is the way to love. Love forgives... and He who was able to forgive has love and is love. He forgave... And still He forgives.
Whatever it ends, you have place in my heart, wherever I’ll go, I’ll always love you, and if I lost my life, I’ll Offer it to you, the breath that I’ll take will always be with you until, my soul leaves with a memory to tell that how much I love you Now the world is so full not emptiness, the sky will be cry loneliness, Now the birds can fly knowingly singing melodies of die.. Even the fish once cry, deeply into the ocean vanished without goodbye. while the love that I take will always be the same; the vision that my heart sing and the happiness my soul swings, will always be true, for in every moment I breathe, I breathe.. you Show me, the start, leave me to begin, and lead me to pursue the pointless end, that you care for me, here my soul vow in the shadow of the timeless beginning, where I go from here, take care, my hand and leave not my own, it’s the eternity I aim.. Know what.. Treasure I hold the memory of love I’ll bring it where ever I'll go.
Even noble beauty in confronting with time taken Even noble will aginest the typhoon may apart fallen Even noble soul in the face of bitter challenges finally broken
Families that walk together Families that talk together Families that eat together Families that sleep together Families are families that stay together Families that communicate stay together Those, that don't split, even though no one has left left does not mean that no one has left Someone has already gone left Several have already gone left They just have not walked out the door yet .... left The only question remaining is... Will they softly ..... shut or slam the door .?
Don't forgetting how to view the stories in a different lens.. Don’t look out of the window, child the world has gone wild. For that isn’t the sound of rain. Those are fingers sprinting on the fast lane. It is not in a stadium. The lane is on the cell phone screen. No victor on the podium, It’s just a bunch of texting teens. I must warn you before I proceed. That child, the world has already gone wild. Cell phones grab the eyeballs of these teens and smear that super-glue of hers, and brings these sticky things into her arms, never letting go. And then, she seals their lips And plant their hips Onto the couch, Making them slouch, Wasting their lives staring at that little machine and then, that sinister portal sucks out these vibrant souls replace it with ghouls, And these teens will just keep on what... Tapping, Texting, Mailing, Internet surfing, Never endingly. Child, don’t be amazed, for this is the world today. Hear me out, mark the words I say. Be wary when you get yourself that evil technologies. Or, do me a favour, crush it, and send it to hell.. Now move on face your reality's.
This beautiful thing called life even though it can be lost in one night i'm glad i haven't lost sight and thank God for the right many people have come and gone but i am not the only one to notice the change even though many things stay the same some call life a game winning's the aim I know i cannot live for ever but the world will remember Our name..
Somewhere far away, A star glows and hides behind the moon The moon smiles and hides behind the clouds. The sun shines and hides behind a mountain. Somewhere far far away. Someone's heart whispers among voiceless forests. Tears flow down in streams of silent waters. Memories rise beyond helpless skies. And a true heart whispers in reply Gotta awake up, gotta awake up.
Time and time again we rise and fall like the tides beyond our all Time and time again we give never to taken like the seasons our wants forgotten Time and time again we live to die like the rainbow our whole life is a lie Time and time again we stay loyal to our timeless love then, why is so bound by time when it's flow from above
Victims of stubbornness, Have chosen their places with it done effectively To believe they can escape, from their positions taken... To find warm and smiling faces, Awaiting with open arms to embrace... The ones making quick decisions, It is time to awaken. As if the moment had arrived, for a listening to hear and with comprehension. And with expectations of a forgiveness given, As had been done repeatedly in the past... Many discover times like that do not last. To find those who once had such patience, No longer tolerate a giving of it to be wasted. With it tossed away unappreciated nor can they be found sensitized by the crying of tears from swollen weeping eyes. Since apologies like these heard to be offered again seem to be on the wings of flying birds... Taking away the significance of those words heard. 'You are cold, uncaring 'and' thoughtless.' And You are observant too late. And for the wrong reason to understand, the why, the how and the when. Your perception of me began with it achieved with reluctance. But I realized I could not live my life remaining to allow myself to become victimized... By decisions others make to stay ignorant. O.. okay good. Now you know how I felt not to feel anymore at least we can agree both of us have made progress. How it is accepted to keep it believed is the key to success. A stubbornness kept does not benefit be you offended.
life is nothing but just thoughts flowing in our head it is what we are thinking till we are dead those thoughts become us and we are given a name which gives no clue of what we became we do things which we are meant to do thoughtless, thoughtful false and true we fight with all our might into the blue our feelings, emotions subdue cracking mirrors, hungry children burning trees,cervical cancer, beauty tips suicide bombers and chips our thoughts are formed within a blink does it matter what we think the world turns around without our appraisal as we look for light in the abyssal as we live and continue to see we can fight and win but never be free from the thoughts that make us and break us and from beauty, love and living we digress
Never doing what you are told Maybe that is your hold When you are scared and cold I wrap my blanket of warm embrace around Around your slouched shoulders to keep you warm Your kind, our longing, my eyes light the room Make you a cup of warm hot chocolate and read my poems to you... To cheer you up, and just whisper in your ears " love is the master key of happiness, always be master, always be original" will that do..!
The reflections in illusions like music in water when the colors in white I write about the night where the eyes behold our mirrors went gold kisses like crystals.. in wrappers sold like in Maya when red eyes closed, a peacock's dance and the moon's prance On such a note the slow slow kisses, long and longer pauses mercurial fever skyscraper desire, haunting moans and searching fingers behold such passion like natures own the colors in black.. stood naked with trembling hands The intensity of love was the pain in ... separation together that leaning mouth on the lips of the beloved there are songs of passion for us to behold of the unseen Nobody in this earth or another Can love you the way I do.
I came on this Earth To see To feel To be For a while.. when ever seams never To see each part of you starting from this dark mind To be nourished by the roots of humankind To feel the earth beneath your feet The soil between your own toes To taste the air from your breath I came to listen to the voice of birds singing to only my ear For the you.. sun to warm my soul, and let us start from .. forever.. Now repeat after me .. Through the darkness i saw light. I am becoming myself daily. The light brighter. I just keep moving forward.. My heart is a wolf ruled by two moons one which beckons me back into the night, the other is calling me home.
