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Wipe clean, all those things don't forget the corner where we've swept... all the shards of broken dreams and all the burnt remnants of pictures that still silent scream pretend as if you've never been exist. i love you, a thousand times on a single piece of paper in different ways... in pen pretend you wrote it all in pencil, erase it 'till the lines fall off, till you see the table on the other side then neatly put it in a pile, right in front of you... then breathe .. exhale it like a birthday cake close your eyes and make a wish... i wish the painful past would disappear, for you, for me... for anyone who hears the voices that haunt them from their sleep the painful itch that never leaves until it's left. the past is falling fast, and it grabs you where it can, it holds on for dear life, for it is dead... and scared afraid to be alone, sorry that it made you cry... but mostly, it's only sorry for itself... crying in a broken mountain, that you put in the corner... but never called the coroner, in hopes that it would come back to life... like some sort of miracle... and we're messed up over a lingering... praying for death because we and it just can't let go. there is no moving on... until you make the first move, release the white knuckled grip let the blood flow into fingertips, feel the dying disappear brace yourself in life and living... give to those, worthy of giving. leave the rest to wishes and breathe blow the dust of emptiness I wish that it would disappear.
True love is the gift to treasure forever but given by God with price, if just we can pay for it with any means necessary.. True love is a gift we all possess and is the key to the heart and the souls happiness.. It stays in your heart for eternity until your soul leaves this world to start over again and leave your only true love Is a depressing thought but be happy as true love can sometimes come with a price.
Love asks for more, Love is always kind for when you're in love your tail wags.. Love is respective.. exchanging, dealing with problems Love is loyal.. when we no longer face to face Love is compassionate.. always flow, renewable Love is warm and comfortable when nobody beside but us Love is patient and longing when there nothingness Love is affectionate and making life precious Love is earnest .. forgiveness Love is lasting.. for to grow old together Love is nothing.. without you beside Love is angel.. Angels do exists.. but you, still blind
One day that day we see, there would be many other ways.. To see, to look at, to appreciate, to get the meaning and to reach at the bottom of truth. To measure success, to identify all your goodness, Just when all the doors of light would be kept open and wide, It would be up to you, In which way you want to enter, On which way you want to healed. One day that day we see, when there would be no hate.. the soil of the shore would refuse to take in the seed of bias and prejudice, Lust and greed and water would never quench thirst of the people whoever gets involved in a game of conflict. When there would be no one way to lead life, no one way definition of beauty, and meaning of success would never end with victory for our joy willingly will start to blossom. One day that day we see, the dawn, the sunrise, the sunset and the stars together, you, kids and I when we will knowledge know.. how the walls called home.
You got your colorful wings and you fly but I am never invited, left as a flower without butterfly You are the wish, the need to always nearby You are the desire, the reason to my life.. apply Every one loves to fill with.. but my heart pangs in despair. Even if I close my eyes and shut my mind my heart knows you come in as a rain, In the hearts of people but mine I find, In the desert under unbearable wreathing pain... I love my love as love should love but you never love as my love should love me.
As long as we celebrate our aboundment, loneliness will cover the horizon with the shadows of our past mistakes. Grief fills the soul, Smile drowning in the sea of life, And finally determination sail broken aginest the waves of vanity, The lighthouses remaining flare... Fixed, cold, hide its suffering like the sea rocks. Whose waters the waves. A sinking boat asking the horizon.. Is sadness an ambitions, shouldn't you come to bury me, what was the journey cost for in shadows the destination have been lost.
Bow not to anything.. Even do not bend nor break and never cry over something lost, through all your fears behind your back and live in this world comfortable and satisfied. If grief and bitterness trubid your life, try your best to swallow it, if your wounds left you to suffering alone with your past shadows, be smart enough to cheat it with a smile. Stand strong aginest all your sadness, aginest all you fears.. A strong wedge for you yourself can only faced self despair.. Never leave your eyes prey to your tears, Forget the one who was next to you and he does not remind your existence beside him. Open your eyes and teach yourself how to find what you need... Yet never bow to your arrogant and says.. "I", Yet never give the grief control over your will for it'll break your strength. Take off the greatness from your heart for it is fair enough to deal with how life humiliates us everyday.
Honesty, disappeared from humans long ago, Secretariat, word was from the past few who knows its classification. Friendliness, has become an expression of common interests. Moral, Expression shows how community members interact with each other. Sense and feelings, become items bought and sold. Love, became words ink on papaer and actions of the hypocrisy of the desire to escape from a bitter reality and under liability cover is a bit could stays till the end. I love this insane world no more.
Double identity.. The first is, thoughtless, selfish, irresponsible, superficial ideas, and young. The second is, Respectful, confident, highly experienced in life, sad, infused with blues, artist at what she does, and old. Both has the ability to play the game.. Eight players.. Two mains, two In reserve, two respected and two hate me, In a game with one rule.. But, let's go.. Oh.. Just remember "Do not take advice from anyone, could not bear the consequences with you".
Watch me bleed like you don't even care... Watch my heart sink into pits of despair. Crush my dreams fill my head with doubt, kill me softly take me out.. Laugh as tears make pools at my feet... Make me feel miniscule... Make me obsolete.. But as soon as frown comes upon your face..!!? I am there to comfort and embrace., foolishly I run back to you... Heart over mind which one rings true.
True Love .. is to fall in love with the only person who can make you miserable, weak and powerless.. But neglect kills love, oblivion bury it, yet burning us.. I dare not to say your love killed me for "Love" itself does not kill anybody but attaches us inbetween life and death.. Love is a queen of all humans senses, and therefore love is always above all the laws.
You lost your soul long ago, and what still remains can't grow another. You lost the trust in word "together", and what you can gain watching them suffer. You live in an illusion, you live under the cover. You must stop searching for reasons, why he left you to bears and move on for you holding, a wound with no heal's. You need to face your fears, you need to believe in other's, for under all your strength, there is a mask full of tears.
The man i was I was.. Reckless, selfish, arrogant, hasty, trivial, listener, amused, foolish, unprepared, unexpected, weak, young and half-hearted The man i am now I am.. Convinced, isolated, feeling lonely, wiser, sane, sensible, ugly, take responsibility, older, stronger and more determined to keep doing better. The man i see I need to be .. More wiser, more bolder, more self determined, more better and not to be the best but having a seat in-between. The man i need to be I hope to get wisdom for it's a bliss from only my god, to live a happy life, to feel confident, to spreads love every where, to let who around me feel safe, to see happiness in the eyes of my family, to be more responses and to be only me.
The heart will love.. When i dream that special woman, to hold me in the warm sunlight, to embrace me in the rising storm, to capture my feelings without a fight, to exchanging respect and delight...my heart will breathe... Our hearts will love. The heart will grow When that women holds my hand, to control my wild heart in its cage, to break the rocky mountains of my rage, to let our love guide us into distant lands... Our hearts will grow for each other's. The heart will break When that woman pushes me aside, even for an instant, to run away to the arms of fears, jealousy, doubt and the opinions of others, to caress the gentle touch of another hands, to leave me standing alone with no one by my side, to test my ability to endurance.. Our heartd will break. The heart will heal When we returns to each other's with crystal tears, when she know that I'm still near and lays out the burdens of her hidden fears, i will embrace her once more stronger than ever and reassure my love for her with a kiss and so much blessings, her reathing heart i'll feel.. For our hearts will eternally heal.
Stop terrorism and promote peace, replace class discrimination with universal brotherhood, abolish slavery and injustice with equity and fairness. Above all breathe out hatred and breathe in love! Then the world would be as beautiful as it was above.
Dear self. This is who I am.. This is all I've got.. These are my mistakes and everything I'm not. I'm not asking for your love, I want you to accepct me as what mirror reflect me.. Let go of these chains and set me free Yes I mess up everyday and I'm nowhere near perfect but are the brusises and scars really worth it Maybe I'm just a man, Who grew up way too fast and I'm trying make a future while i'm stuck in the past and you look so skinny but You feel fat inside.. You eat to cure the emotions that have died .. And you're dying to be loved again, cause you don't even love you and you're sitting in pain. Don't know what to do.. you look and smile in the mirrior but the smile looks fake.. And looking at yourself was another mistake. You hate yourself and you wish you were more strong, accepted wiser or pretty.. And so you wallow in your self pity. You're hoping to be accepcted, Cause you're so misunderstood You'd change your life in a second O... If only you could do, Feel less worthless and gain some self esteem for maybe things wouldn't be as bad as they seem. So you're writing yourself this letter .. In hopes that you'll get better. Maybe one day you'll seem that you're a shooting star or even you'll see that you've come so very far.. And finally accepct yourself.. For who you are. Your sincerely shadow. Take care.!
Since I haven't anybody to reveal what's languishing in my mind.. How I can face my fears, How I can move on with no tears.. O God.. Even when I accpeted my final destination, Sun stills deny me.. And refused from hadows to appears.
O.. God .. As the dawn start to gives birth to all your creations I'm bowing to your will willingness with the rest of my determination to lead my soul through the darkness valley of fortune and power lure, O.. God .. I'm asking you The richness of the soul, The peace of the heart and .. The beauty of the morals.. For you are the only one who know all my fears
Can love be given without being received.? Is it the giver or the taker who benefits more.? So, Let us speak about those issues.. If the steam does finally find it's way through the mountains and valleys before becoming part of an ocean's roar, it must continue to flow, least it dry up, leaving it's brittle and fragile remains, in an empty gully. So it is with love that is given and not returned. Then who is the taker or the giver.? The stream or the ocean.!!! Neither, for without the one, there is no other, for they are one to each other.. Then.. Love can not be given with the expectation of love in return. For, 'pure love' or true love must mutually be given. There is no 'taker'.. Because only those who 'give' can receive the gift of love. So, Let us understand that to love is to give and give and forever give..
Every time she scatters my heart but, she does not cognizant of it at all, either I am too paranoid or she is callous, Let it be owing to any reason, any impulse or urge, but still it creates a suffering in my heart Every time she confers, she is not oblivious to its effects, her words pierce in my heart like a spear, either she does it consciously or I am too conscious about what she speaks, Let it be owing to any reason, Any impulse or urge, Every time she insists on what I do not like or what I do like what she insists on, let it be owing to any reason, May be there is difference in our thoughts, May be there is difference in our likes and dislikes, But, when I think of giving up on her or living without her.!!! My heart stops to beat, My breath gets stuck in one way, My brain ceases to work, Yes, every time she creates pain in my heart, But.. She keeps me alive, Without her, I am dead, Without her, I am lifeless, Without her, there is no hope in my life, She is my life, She is my wife.
These evil days require you to grit our teeth in misery to survive, But we have to realize life is more than staying alive: We have to create magical kindness in the heart, Follow that thin skyline into the unknown. Living out our Divinity involves a philosophy of beauty and refusing to hurt anyone.. We try as possible as we can to be humble, and spread love all over the road, to become a good idea to exchange our thoughts even to take off our hats respective to the others philosophy .. That's how we should accept the difference, that's how we grow from nothing.. To everything.
Control your anger and never let it get control over you, Anger is dangerous for we don't know when it comes or when it goes, it feels your mind, fills your heart and feeds your soul or even takes a mighty toll. Anger will stay forever within to acting with might of all your sin, it's deadly to all the people around, brings sad, turns you mad at the thought of sound.. I'll whisper in your ears something about... all your fears.. In life we strive to be the best, to meet the best and to do the best surly for us but also for others.. So it's the right time to get control over your anger .. And let us do everything wisely,
When everything falling apart.. it will be our only bridge.. between life and death.. Our ego is the only tree will growing in self dust, but whenever it blooming.. It blooms in our souls always its rust..
This time I will never shed a tear, I will remember how this heart was torn apart, I'm the symbol of a soul with a broken heart, I tried to love but it seems so never right.. Now my intuition will never get me wrong. This time I’m strong to recover the debris of my broken heart, Sooner or later I will be whole again with passion to survive, for now my life runs so peculiar with no traces where I started, who could imagine that, good heart gone badly when I stumble so deep and now my vision has no point to fill my dreams. No more time to feel the pain within, I’m struggling hard to surpass this unfair game.. I was the picture of every day’s rain.. so cold inside but I feel the sorrows in all my body burning, No one can help me out even if I'm yelling. No sentiment I felt, O God.. Why.. why.. good heart gone badly when I fall apart.. This is me now different and changed to someone I don't know.!! I’m no longer that fool but there are so many peaces lost.. Is that was my true love.. cost.!
Between admiration and the dawn of sincere emotion, true feelings shines like Spring breeze. between the passion and the outbreak of fire of the desire, entity burns. Between the desire and life responsibilities, the seeds of love always germinate. Between love and exchanging respect, Garden of life blooms. Between life and the volatility of the seasons, tolerance and tenderness should start. Between tolerance and forgiveness, indifference and denial, flowers wither. Between apathy and loss of respect.. sun sets, assume everyone wrong, but.. Only flowers, paying heavy price. Love is a flower If we'r deciding to inhale the aromas .. We'll need to take care of it, but for incubating it .. We should have to get ready to bear and take the thorns even if blood flowed.. Personally I'm ready to pay all the costs.
She.. If you love me... Will you give me everything I ask of you.? He.. If I love you.. I will give you only what is best for you. She.. If you love me... You won't hurt me not the smallest hurt will do.? He.. If I love you.. I must hurt you, When the hurt is best for you.
Fingers mesmerizing cool and soft against skin..Tongues softly seeking whipping tasting lingering Arms clutching holding wrapping enfolding yearning Bodies yours to mine moulding wanting.. Caressing touching electrifying, Silken subtle gentle.. Wild and wonderful feathered touch.. Crushed rose petals Breaths heavy hot hard.. Molten Volcanic fiery delight Essence of love.. Passion.. Unforgettable irrisistable unimaginable Sweet sultry.. Amazingly beautiful Fantasy Dream coming to ..Reality When finally we .. Love making Love
My World it’s my solitude and life.. I can be myself and let go I can come alive and lead anybody to bow My word is my savior and a place of heartache, Confusion, love, and fate at the same time but, What it make you feel is not only something.. That last a few seconds but can bring a lot of memories.. Am I wierd .. O no, I just started to engraved on the stones.. To share it is to be brave in your love To gain it is to be greedy in your love To concur it is to accept some idiocy.. And to hide it is to be naïve Poetry isn’t something that comes and goes, It is like a tattoo that you will never get rid of .. Because it is embedded.. But the most important thing of all.. You need an empty place in your body to engraving it.. "love that will never go away"
It matters not if they be short or tall, The wonder of their loyalty dwells within them all. They are fountains of love as they share our concerns, As they sit and listen to our worries and woes, When telling them secrets no other soul can ever knows. They are gentle, beautuful, honesty made of what.!! Made of magic and grace, They are our companions, and our guardians of life, Will never desert us at time of trouble and strife, Will protect us, no matter the risk to them, For there is a trust and a bond that few can know, And they are full of blessings to bestow. Together we are adventurers and pioneers, Our walks through life always will be dear, We conquered our fears and conquered our tears... Yet even, through age, we may not see them now, I know they are still with me and are not from mind far away. They are with us, throughout the whole of the day.
I'm not asking for to much, I'm only gratefully to whatever you push me paths through.. Everyday typically seems like yesterday.. as if one's life stopped from routing so long ago. I'm not asking for to much, I'm only so very tiredly bending infront of your will.. For I have nothing left in my strength to waiting patiently to morrow to come. I'm not asking for to much, I'm only barely breathing kindly, softly in this evil atmosphere called life.. All morals became past, please .. God .. Give me a cause, a reason to struggl for it. God .. Be with me in calamity and grant me the good ones.
Abandoned buildings made to undress in the wilderness .. Build me home but not on the shifting sand, spread me into the wind but not into this mystery land, for my wandering spirits roam and stutter around echoing voices left by souls .. Residing somewhere in structures time forgotten .. years and years ago.
The worst pain you will ever feel is begin rejected You can have all the friends in the world but you will still feel alone with your rejection Nobody understand you or You don't even understand yourself You feel trapped in a box with no way out or nobody to help you out You feel like a ghost walking around, wishing one day you will be found You feel like an outcast.. Do you want to cry, but no tears come out Do you want to scream, but no sound come out Do you think everything that happen is always your fault even Do you wish you can crawl into your grave and just die Do you wish you can fast forward time to the moment you arrive to your final destination... You have nobody to talk to, rely on to feel your pain Sometimes life is fair Sometimes life is cruel .. Are you live a life like a shadow Do you feel unreal Do you feel fake Do you feel like a nobody Do you feel the pain of being sad and alone I feel your pain Sometimes I feel the same way Sometimes I wish somebody will end it all.. Or just open the box My life is just like a shadow, stuck in a box May be I go crawl in a hole and lay down and even die Maybe when I'm gone I will not feel the pain of being rejected.. But you know, I also hide my pain with a smile on my face for nobody understand that people go thru pain.. The worst is you forget that you designed to success, you designed to acclimate to any conditions.. No matter what.. I feel your pain but.. I never give up hope, for miracles do happen.. Go watch the darkness of the starsless night how it gives birth to the new dawn.
May the rain in my heart great a rainbow in yours .. May the darkness in my night gives birth to your sunrise.. May the kisses good night full your morn delight
Why do children nowdays play with knifes ? Why do we now built on ending lives ? Why do we all hold on grudge ? Are we sisters and brothers all one ? Why can’t we continue living in peace ? Why has the number of youth in mosques, and churches become Decreased ? Down like there is ongoing tomorrow.!! Like all are in power, like a gliding crow. Why aren’t we seeing the light above ? Why cant we all share love ? Is the sky, so blue gathering clouds of sorry ? Is the moon now starting to dim ? Are the stars lowering in height ? Why are these flowers always crying ? In rivers, of greedy eyes.!!!! Is there no truth behind these harsh flimsy lies ? Is there any color between our now blurred sights ? Why do we tear for wealth ? Why do we tear for wealth ? Why are we now harming our health with, Smoke, drugs, and loosing strength ? The path we walk on now is surrounded in dust. Why are we tearing out earths crust ? Are we weak, or just cowardly ? Are we now Somehow, trying to run from this worldly rout ? Are we just ignoring facts.. Tampering with figures that don’t match.. Coldly, wading our way off struggled life. Why are we piercing clean souls to fight ? Night upon, night.. Believing that tomorrow maybe a new beginning.. Why are we reading life without thought ? Our future that were sinking in so deep .. Skiing down mountains, and slopes so high wanting to reach infinite heights. Why are we not dreaming of life after we die ? Why are we crawling in skin so thin .. Empty, in a broken shell ? Our pale, completion now turning blue... Clueless that we can’t seem to figure out exactly what to do... We are in our comfort zone set in a confused maze “A, web so stiff .. The One we love to create” TV, media and videos games.. to whom we merely relate.. So little, time yet so many traits of madness. Powerless minds hiding in the dark... Descending, further in the fire so spark. Why are we not seeing pictures, that are beautiful ? Nature so perfect... But.. Instead, we see untidy images: We see a painful razor in our sleep We lay in coma so steep in heat We are too blind to see ripe fruits and his radiant seeds. We don’t see colorful flowers and birds humming in praise of “god” nor do we see the heavenly gardens so neatly at ease slumbered in peace... Oh God. Why don’t we vision the pure grains on land ? We only see hell flames burn on each sin!. Why are we fading our race ? Brothers sister its time for a change.. It’s “love” we now need to embrace... Our aim is “Heaven in which with hope we lay sweetly in our state... Showered in purity and bathed in simplicity... We sit in shade... Glowing, now that we are chaste. We chose right not wrong, For wrong was history. We all know tomorrow is one mystery.. But I believe it's a new beginning if we share true love. Why don’t we all now stand and pray. Together let it be sunshine and ray. We weep together for forgiveness I preach with you in mind “Brothers, Sisters forever remain safe... A rise blossomed humankind
Nobody cares..! if I die, or You die if i cry, or your cry if you move out or i stay if your hurt or I'm hurt If i fail, win or gain any form of victory if your job-less and i be skint, and out of pocket if your being abused, I'm being abused behind closed doors if there is justice for me and injustice for you if my child is known or be unknown if there are wars in my country, wars in your country nobody cares.! no..body dare to put a 'STOP' or keep the 'DOTE'
Behind every closed door of every human conscience .. silent whispers ... whispers.. silently, prompting the good over evil. There is behind every closed door whispers of tolerance heard in silence. There is behind every closed door.. A man make decisions unknown; people sit around the round tables discussing events of the worldly tales. A devil wait in patience to pounce the meek, A lust gripping the soul in tight clutch. A fear for war and fear for humanity lies darkened with soot hanging. There is an opportunity to unravel the bliss. A shadow play going on, move on and a body hold on. A streams of blood flowing. An evil pushing it to reveal and a god locked from outside.
