Talking to my heart

As I sit in the cool of the evening. Enjoying the evening breeze, my mind races back through a thousand years. Yesterday I try to recall. Lost in the sands of time. Tracing things that could have been, should have been, would have been, but was not. Never will be. Now I must face the reality before me. I must speak to my heart, as a father gently guiding his child. The truth must be told. 

In this journey, we cannot have 

everything we want. Sometimes we want 

in vain. We must except what is given 

us, and move forward.

Sometimes it is painful for a heart to

remain open. You are inviting many

strangers to take up residence. Occupy

space not intended for them.

The time has come for you to look away, 

close your door for the winter season

is approaching. Soon the skies will

become cloudy and gray. A Chill will

fill the air. The day becomes misty.

Lock your door tightly now, toss the

key into the bottom of the ocean. Wrap

up in a warm cozy blanket of protection.

Go to sleep, sleep well my baby, my woman, my mommy

Spring will arrive soon. 

You have to walk .. alone

With tears in your eyes 
With burdens of past on your shoulders 
With heart full of pains 
You have to walk alone 
When you were on demand 
There were people around you 
Friends and relatives 
Near ones and dear ones 
Demands were met 
Desires were fulfilled 
All left at once 
And left you high and dry 
The green pastures 
And garden of flowers 
All vanished and deserted you 
Now what you see before you 
Is vast stretch of sands 
You have to walk alone 
With tears in your eyes 
With burdens of past on your shoulders 
With heart full of pains

The Lovers Last Dance

With rain and storm it crosses the line 
Screeching brakes screams, 
Shattered glass so fine, 
Silence but, for a spinning wheel 
As spirits rise hold hands and kneel.
Your body attracts the moonlight, 
The stars shine on so bright
May I have this dance? 
Shall we..!!
Dance an angel dance, 
In a lovers trance as kin
To the sway of the foxtrot, 
And I've got you under my skin.
Entwine with me, vibe the rhythm of life.
Soothing the senses, with feelings run rife.
Dance angel dance, 
Thru rainbows silver mist, 
Swirling with tear coloured clouds 
Just to be kissed.
We dance on, up, high in the sky, 
A new dance is nigh.
Strauss has provided the last waltz of wonder, 
As powerful to compare to dancing thunder.
When we reach heaven with steps guided true
Believe me, 
You'll know that for ever
I will always 
Love you 

About missing you

An eclipse of the heart, 

rips the soul apart.

Nostalgic promises, never to behold.

Standing alone at the alter, 

my love you loudly sold.

Now let me tell you  my last words bold

Disagreements will come, 
disagreements will go
being right
seems important so
if I may, 
I would like 
to shed a little light, 
being kind
more important than 
being right.

Manmade money

Who are we if we are nothing...
If reason stands a chance against no chance
But opportunity still presents a face
And blithely we appreciate, such fate, and chance and grace...
The grace bestowed upon the powerless
One who humbly accepts without care
Then kneels to the ground and remains there
Is something else, but not a gift
Blindness dose not appreciate truth
And truth does not see blindly
What face, a face, of a million faces 
gives kindly,
The paper rolls deep, the coins shimmer
The shimmer catches the corner of the eye
And the eyes are made complacent 
As the ears and voice dissent 
From this...
A name can be whispered into a sea of pure water
But who will see the voice
And who will heed the call
While all the eyes are busy watching
The tempestuous affairs of emotion
And for every coin there is an agent
One wanting more, and getting none
One taking all and getting some
One giving all and getting one
And all come under the same rule of thumb
Blind, deaf and dumb
If we are nothing then who are we
But gifted by the donor
A pure pool of water
to a sightless image of love
Now you asking more, and getting pun
Now you pushing more, and getting thin
Now i don't know, Should i let go or hold on
Manmade money, money never made men

Another Happy day

Happy days are here again
Lets see what we can gain
And what shall we do in life
If we want to brightly survive
So first rule that we must adopt
Is to know bitter things we must drop
To purify our life from it
And fill with joy its every bit
And another thing that we must do
Is to look at things that are true
That contain in it nice things to show
Like the colors of the pretty rainbow
And all we have to do to try
Is to stop our tears and cease our cry
And then we'll see what we can gain
For happy days are here once again.

Beautiful is

How beautiful is the Belief, when we belief in the God
How beautiful are the Creatures, when we belief in the Creator
How beautiful is the Motherhood, when we belief in the Sacrifices
How beautiful is the Fatherhood, when we belief in the Battles
How beautiful is the Childhood, when we belief in the Innocence
How beautiful is the Dream, when we belief in the Ambition
How beautiful is the Contentment, when we belief in the Simplicity
How beautiful is the Life, when we belief in the dead
How beautiful is the Love, when we belief in the Care
How beautiful is the Happiness, when we belief in the Sadness
How beautiful is the Relationships, when we belief in the Tender
How beautiful is the Fruit, when we belief in the Farming
How beautiful is the Confidence, when we belief in Our self
How beautiful is the Beauty, when we belief in Our eyes
How beautiful is the World, when we belief in Peace
How beautiful is the Friendship, when we belief in Brotherhood
How beautiful is the Marriage, when we belief in Sharing
How beautiful is the World, when we belief in the Peace 

Nature

Nature is mighty
Nature is strong
Nature is usually always right
Nature is rarely ever wrong
Nature is beauty
Nature is moody
Nature is smart
Nature always has the greater part
Nature is blue
Nature is green
Nature is every color possibly seen
Nature is true
Nature is beaming
Nature is dreaming
Nature is in every place
Nature is always with grace
Nature is true
Nature is you
Nature is me
Nature will forever be free.

Forgiveness

Forgiveness, a heartfelt decision.
The clearing of one's heart without remission.
A voice from deep within, contemplates, removal of festered thoughts of sin.
Forgiveness, allowing positive energy to prevail.
Wiping out all negativity along the trail.
Forcing out emotions of  darkness deep.
Keeping straight, a good nights sleep

Last day in Hospital,

All dressed up and no where to go.
would love to see a picture show.
Who cares! 
Who wants me? 
I'm old, cracked and crusted you see.
I no longer have smooth beautiful skin
instead, I'm wrinkled saggy, with a sloppy chin.
now hang to my knees, flat as can be.
What say you, when you look at me, 
awkward question my dear, 
Hmmm afraid to tell me.
Don't be afraid, my body speaks for itself.
You can roll me up and place me on a shelf

Jealous Love

Covered in blood 
I trudged along, 
feet sopping wet
I'll never forget.
Weakened
Determined, 
kept a slow pace.
Wearily 
Struggling, 
hoping for God's grace.
I need you now, 
more than ever
before, 
please help me make it
to that hospital door.

A friend

A friend is someone who stands by you through life's ups and downs.
Someone who wears no false armour or hidden crowns.
A friend cries with you during your saddest of hours, and rejoices when you reach your highest towers.
A friend will never cross the line with the one you love, but will have a listening ear, when you shed those tears.
A friend reaches out to shake your hand but touches your heart wherever you stand.

Only forty tears away

Whenever we loose someone through rejection, or as in death they depart, then we realize a heartache is only forty tears away. 
So, let me show you this,
Death is not the reason for the sorrow in my heart but each and every season the tears do impart. 
I carry with me, the pain of yesteryear, the pain that brings forth those forty tears.
Memories of you rest ..  heavy on my heart, not having you near me sweet ....... Name it, continues to tear me apart. 
You are a part of me, you are my genes, my blood. 
Without you in my life is like a blossom without a bud.
Let us not go to our graves with issues unspoken, and carry the pain of togetherness broken.
We must mend the seams and put together that precious mould. My God gave us each other in ... in trying times to hold.
I want to put all the pieces together and set the record straight, taking all negative forces and throw them out of the gate. Having you back in my life would return the missing link. Of that I'm certain ...... Oh here where are again .......... Name it, 
I also can think, on it to another forty years.
The time is here and now, please mend with me, forgive me if you really also can see. The bottom line is…..there is a woman in my thoughts, whose image is clear. This woman I miss tear after tear.
When the wind blows and the trees swish and even the hiss of a garden hose within the midst.I stand and ponder, oh yes, everybody knows. I do not keep a secret my friend, my love ...  still grows. 
People near and far away, people whom I treasure dear, I share my thoughts, my hopes, my fears, again here comes those forty tears. they all know of this precious sisterly love.
Today I'm sending this to you, I hope the meaning in my words clearly come through. I'm reaching out gently and calm, sweet, So, i think it's the time to throw all your fears.

Just like that

Once bird signed in grams white rose decided to admit her to love but rejected
I don't love you, she continued to admit her daily and finally
She has white rose when the color red will love you
One day, came flying off and publish his blood on the pterygoid rose it turned color to red, I realized how much I love it but rose jumper time was too late because the bird had died
Therefore, we must respect the feelings of the person who loves us and will remain an important days passed before loves us
To die

With All my Senses

Love is a precious and most beautiful emotion, which flows like a rivers stream, through endless tunnels of hopes and dreams. A picturesque view of a sunset new capturing our hearts once stained with blue. Love lives within our hearts and lingers within our soul, completing a body whole. Through valleys, hills and mountains high, love soars like an eagle as time goes by. Love holds the key that opens the door revealing a brilliant star, shining on forever more. True love builds a wall of protection, knocking down all barriers bearing revenge. It lacks animosity and holds on to an infinite positive glow, presenting sensations of warmth soothing to the soul. Love is for everyone to have and to hold. An intermingling of joy and happiness, a treasured new beginning, love plants the seed to end the pain of travesty's brought on by greed of materialistic gain. Love is a remarkable desire to want all that is good for mankind. An act of endless forgiveness and kindness, Love harbours no grudge, nor cast a spell, nor causes the heart to sour or swell. Like a giant tower, love is great and has much power, it provides a reason to live. Love encompasses all humankind, a oneness sought so divine. Love gives kindness to beauty and beasts and it's compassion for the earth will never cease. Love is like a quiet walk in the rain enjoying the scent of flowers in bloom. Love carries with it a stream of sensual passion, an intimate powerful connection and a strong desire to commit to work together as one. Love can be seen in the eyes of our children, it can be viewed by the beauty that surrounds us and felt by the power of God. Love is the king of emotions and soars high within the realm of eternity. Love bears no hate and sheds no fear, it is a constant reminder of what we hold dear, no more revenge, no more Vanity. Love more than any normality.

Never Regret

Love is something that doesnt always bring happiness, sometimes good times will come sometimes bad times will, but those in love are never left pining forever.
just take heart and live life to the full.
Life is changing in every direction every moment, life is a new shade, and life is a new sunshine. Every moment on earth live life to the fullest for tomorrow might never come.
Someone to love you with all his heart is difficult to come by, should their be someone like that? He or she is the one for you be sure.
His or her hand you most take, for all you know is tomorrow might never come. In the realm of your eyes, should someone get close to you? Try a million times to control the creasy heart but it shall continue to beat wildly. But think its over this is the moment, this legend might not exist tomorrow. 

Empty Life

When happiness is just a dream. In memory's distant past. And marriage just a fantasy, Which never seems to last.

When laughter is unheard of

And frowns replace a smile

When people live in silence

And friends go out of style

When love is an unknown word.

And hate the thriving passion

When peace is far behind us

And war the latest fashion

When all these things come to pass. And every word's a hidden knife. Then people are merely shadows, Just living an empty life

When being touched

Every day's one more chance

To enjoy life's lovely dance.

Sun beams are so far from bright.

While everything seems so right.

As I absorb the morning's view, 

No doubt it's all because of you.

At times when life turns awry, 

I want the world to pass me by.

Frustration tries to steal the day.

Suddenly appears a hopeful way.

My positives rejoice anew.

No doubt it's all because of you.

Money might bring more to life, 

Relieving momentary strive.

But treasure is already mine

Why the sun always will shine.

What more is there I could pursue? 

The world is mine because of you. 

Remember Me "Arabic P."

اذكريني كلما الفجر بدا ناشرا في الافق اعلام الضياء

يبعث الاطيار من اوكارها فتحييه بترديد الغناء 

قد سهرت الليل وحدي بين الامي وسهدي

وانجلى الصبح وهلا وانطوى الليل وولى

فتذكرت الذي كان رواحا حين افنيناه انساً ومراحا

وجرى دمعي من فرط حنيني فارحمني قلبي وحني واذكريني

اذكريني كلما الطير شدا مرسلا في الدوح الحان الصفاء

ينصت الزهر الى انغامه فيحيين ببشر وانحناء

قد ظللت اليوم أبكي من أذى دهري ومنك

وشدا الطير وغنى وتناجي وتهني

فتذكرت الذي طاف بسمعي إذمرجت الكأس في كفي بدمعي

وهفا قلبي من طول انيني 

فارحمي دمعي وحني واذكريني

اذكريني كلما الليل سجا 

باعثا في النفس ذكرى الأوفياء

يعرض الماضي ويجلو صفحة

أشرق الاخلاص فيها والولاء

قد سقيت الحب ودي ورعيت العمر عهدي

وبدا لي ما الاقي من تباريح الفراق

فتذكرت ليالينا المواضي بين شكوى وتجني وتراضي

واشتكت روحي من نار شجوني

فصليني بالتمني واذكريني

Days turned,

Days turned , days passed between separation and quarrel then I met her ,
I forgot , we were not speaking ,
I even forgot all nights I stayed awake
I forgot ,my hearts ,blame and perplexity
I don't know how I spoke to her ?
I don't know how I spoke to her
I cant be separated from my love..
Who else I have…. except her ,
I met her and her's eyes was longing
She said hello
,took my hand in her,
and whispered, she was mistaken ..
at once I forgot why we were separated ;
all the tears that I could not sleep from , for nights
were forgotten with one smile of her eyes
the most bitter torture
and the most beautiful torture
torture of love to lovers,
I can't be patient for one day when she is away ..
Patience needs patience itself ,
They described to me patience ,
I found it is nothing, but fantasy and words of love ;
words that are only said
where can I go from my heart
our beautiful nights are everywhere ..
We filled them with love
and filled the world with hope,
hope and love...
I pity all lovers
they are puzzled ,
they can't be patient ..
I can't be patient for one day ,
when she is far away ..
Dawn appeared after separation ,
with its rosy color
morning light woke up happiness
and said to love ,: come on , we will be happy ..
From happiness ……….
I was lost in happiness ,
From my happiness
I can't sleep or wake up!
and I found myself
living with you in a beautiful spring
between endless longing and longing that started.