fake smile

When we've fake smiles we lye to ourselves no one can see that we are calling for help, 
we cry through or hidden smiles no one sees or inner child
we smile to make people not see how unhappy we really can be and cover all our wounds behind... 
we smile to hide or true intentions to survive
we send people through in the wrong direction away from our lives
we smile to hide a tear.... we laugh not to show fear 
we smile to make people feel better
we stand as a rock under the weather, yet sometimes 
we need to choose the hard decisions... to awake up and abandon all our life illusions,

Sometimes we just need to be.. Or not to be. 

dare to understand..

If you tell me the truth,  it might be I'm going to be mad, but I'll get over it. 
If you lie to me I'm never going to be able to trust you again. Your choice!
Then it's trust .. or distrust
Trust is broken in a relationship when one person fails to stay loyal to the other person. Broken trust leads to deterioration of the relationship. It is hard to win back or repair trust once it is broken. Loyalty and faithfulness to the ones we love helps in nurturing solid relationships and in strengthening their foundation.
Broken trust really causes pain and suffering and the person whose trust gets broken often gets badly hurt and wounded. These wounds and the pain that they cause take a lot of time Trying to forget never mention to heal. And forgive.
One should stay loyal when in a relationship and should not break the trust of our beloved or our near and dear ones. Broken trust hurts and causes a lot of pain and trauma. 
The best thing is to turn over a new leaf and start afresh when someone breaks your trust and let the bygones be bygones. Analyzing what went wrong and how things can become normal will hurt you even more.. finally i always believe that as much as we've secrets sooner or later that secrets are going to lead us to lies, that lead to distrust, that also will lead us to the end of our relationships. So, don't keep secrets or don't get upset ... when it's over.

kindness and love...

There is nothing can be expected of Love and kindness in relationships..
Let us discus how....   If one's raising a garden...
Can he be kind to weeds?
Can he love harmful insects
Can he love unknown plants?
Can he Love unknown insects?
He may love birds, bees and butterflies not monkeys and donkeys  or even frogs..
The language of kindness often is not valid currency at least many consider it so care and watchfulness reaction for actions, and not actions anticipating reactions!
God pours rain of kindness there can be no weeds in forests natural will be kindness
where one raise no garden .... No fence or wall around where one lives in wall less home
Build no walls. raise no garden... there only kindness and love blossom..

is it blind...

Love can see great things, Where even wise fail to find,
Love is eternal and is infinite, I truly wounder is it blind,
Love knows to give smile, and not to take, great is that love which sacrifice,
Even Love for love's sake ... As Love sees something, Which mortal eyes fail to see!
Love say....
' go my love, here you suffer, can't see your face dried by gloom, go somewhere, where you can bloom, or else I go somewhere to save our love '!
Love is that great, always grateful to love, great to be loved,
They say there is a window from one heart to another
How can there be a window where no wall remains? '
And inspired heart sings, No water required... As nothing can dry.. The roses of love,
And love is the bed of rose,  to that pair two bodies, one in love, one wipes the pain of another!
Souls union makes everything possible, it may look like perfume bed of roses, even if full of thorns....
Rose is that heart,
Which even swallows pains,
When two souls become one,
All walls fall, all pains fail,
Fair their heart feel... When two pair of hands wipe tears of one another

Clarify clarity,

When I was happy, I found happiness everywhere,
When I am in pain, I saw pain everywhere,
Life, nature and universe taught me... 
Be innocent in heart as innocent as learning kid... but not an ignorant as ignorant as a fool,
Be full of kindness and mercy, but not open the gates of your heart... Beware of theft and deception for life is full of fake people.
Be a brave full of courage and valour, but think about consequences,
Be humble and not a ruthless, and however this world helped me a lot or even not...  To be always helpful to needy, but beware of greedy.
Work more, plan well to earn morality more not coins,
Be polite, know where to bend, Where one should be flexible,Never to be slave to anything!
and let profits never corrupt the mind..
Serve all, be a servant of none other than your own family ... Be selfless but not selfish!!
Help others without discrimination and reserve, only keep away from selfish people unless they're selfish in loving you.
To think well, but never worry,
Talk well and good to all, yet be careful, never fall into traps and illusive words!
Be faithful and trust, but only after confirming Trustworthiness!
Self and awareness are so clear, only has to go through phases of life,
Safe journey needs precautions and preparations,
You may grow but not the child in you, guide it and be a better guide, know well about nature and world around..

forgive is a blessing

And I wounder how a man supposed to respect his soul, if he left his beloved one spending the night suffering from his actions.. Forgiveness is a blessing only grateful woman spreads it upon her man sin.

giving on hope.

My aspirations are giving on my hope... The wait and patience are loosing the scope.. The door is locked with tiny light beaming in, My feeling is, am I suffering in a battle against wind or loving you is my sin, The clouds of darkness are all over the place
Am eagerly waiting for glimpse of sunlight’s reflecting your face,

Memories are for keeps

I can't free myrself, as you let me go, maybe when I’ll be lost in crowd, I’ll come to know,
I truly suffering from you, don't know what to say to my heart, did destiny had plans to make us apart.... How it could when you’ll always be that important part... of my life and my mind, I’ll remember you fondly whenever I unwind,
You made me happy, so what if for some while I forgot that distance and paint a fake smile.
Memories are for keeps, you can’t take them away... Its life which decides which is your or my way,.... But, let me tell you there are only few people who really care, Don’t worry about me for I have patience to bear,
I’ll be content with your part being in me, Wish you remain happy, and get everything to thee.

In silence

And in silent we left to unpeaceful state of mind,

How many nights we spent in tears..?
Now do we really releasing our inner fears..!
Don't ask why, Don't wish to even sway..  accept it as the fact, life need everyone's to in act. And... And to balance ourseourselves with bitterness, we need to match the feelings with the words you get when we all live in blindness...
Just in silence ... Just in silent.

Thousand stars

Thousand stars spreading on night sky... it shines and radiates but too far, too far, Hidden in the darkness... a star moves, appears bigger.... and I remain crave for its light... And forget about all those black lines, down to this desert land.
Don't know what the position of myself now, is it so dark or that is the blindness in my soul, Am I still dreaming and reaching for help, I'm a naked man standing in the middle of nowhere, I wanted to prove my strength by preparing but without this preparation I'm now standing in the eyes of my fading star
Will it walk away
Will it hold my hands with a tender beam... 
Will it stay in that darkness sky.. o
I'm a helpless man, dawn.. to this desert land.

Blind Both

When we both will meet our scars and colors face to face, both darkened fragile heart for exchanging our pains...
we should meet our questioning eyes with acceptance and knowing, a bond forms, closes in on the two of us and we become something rare for the rest of our life.
Addressing conversation with caring and thoughtful consideration,
as we look forward to spend our time together, enjoying thoughts
exchanged silently throughout our lives... until then you will enjoy watching our blind hawks exchanging the pride.

It's called LIFE.

listen carefully, to those so simple words ... there are life's questions are tough to answer.
To doubt ones self can make a 'what if' wonder.
The color of love is red but so is the thought of feelings murder. 
One persons perception can be another's deception. 
What is constant...? 
What will remain..? 
Some think time will end and others that heavens promise will begin. 
Can you tell me the definition of love and who really created hate..? 
Can you tell me what friend will always be there no matter what..? 
What about the enemy you should always keep close..! Are they truly your enemy then..? 
What is the meaning of a tear..? 
Does it mean you are no longer sad when you have none left..? 
I know love, have experienced it first hand with you. God has given me that. yet I still wonder about the original plan... O, I forgot to send my congratulations for your winning, and you also forgot to remember that; there is a big 'if' between Love and Endurance. It's called LIFE.

I'll stand by you...

Everything is so unknown just by pretending...
pretending is the only way to make others think that all is comprehending.
Pretending is the only way to escaped one's loneliness,
Pretending as one lived by, nobody knows what one feels, coward or brave, fear or fearless...
isn't it..! 

Thousand mountains

Alas, to he who has a lot of snags like a thousand mountains over his shoulder, 
Alas, to he who remains the one and has a snakes inside all the border,
The advantages have been changed to become disadvantages and who cares it was always going upside down... and whatever we do it will always remains incomplete in the eye of the beholder.
I just wants to know why all this happening to me... The cutter of the pain makes me unable to be stronger,
All doors are closed, knocking everywhere, hoping to hold on for much longer.

A world forbidden to touch

When the dawn is comes and the sun rise.... the heart Settle and start beating slow as if time its self is slowing down, try to feeling the breeze of the wind, searching for the smelling of that hidden flower in that fogy field...
Feeling one with nature, Feeling lost In happiness but with tears in the eyes makes it so blind, darkness fill the around,
for we knows the truth... This peaceful world is forbidden to touch

Goodbye

Feelings hurt but never die that’s why it hurts to say goodbye, And when love left to live its life... heart wondered how It should survive, close the eyes and a face glowing with a perfect memories replay in mind.
Miss the feeling of that strong embrace, longing to that deep kisses where silence can no longer find.
Once two humans had a love so strong, nothing they could ever do will considered wrong. it's  everything they dreamed love would be... now one lie in these tears, and the other enjoy in the sea.
How could one's has been so blind.?
Was it so desperate for the love he didn’t find.? 
he honestly thought what they had were real, Every promise was nothing but a seal... A promise of eternal faithfulness, A life of constant happiness.
sure she had other plans, now he see, That them 'whatever' was never meant to be. She took the last piece of his heart, Left him broken and not knowing if it was real from the start.
He is living in the shadows of they dreams,  No one hears his cries for help, its seems.... She'll move on and he'll trying too, But he is left shattered and alone by her.
Not thinking he is good enough for anyone, What’s left of his heart is on a constant run.  he doesn’t want to be hurt like this anymore, So he says goodbye to love, to the heart, the core... Yes feelings hurt but never die that’s why it hurts to say goodbye

I miss you

The question is ... Why is love always so feared just start slow in first, then move to 5th gear..?
to run and to hide will keep you at bay, but to try and endure could lead you the right way... even after your heart hits the ground, the sky may be gray, but not love lost.. yet no love found.
I don't want meaningless love, I want something that lasts... but my life as I know ... is like broken glass
I try to pick up the pieces.. they cut me in vein, but I'd rather hurt than feel no pain.
Each time I fall harder than the one before, but regardless of that I'll still hit the floor... and it hurts like hell to be alone but my heart in the meantime will aimlessly grown.
They say whats meant for you.. wont pass you by, but I feel those words are just one more lie, because so much has passed me it couldn't be right
but what can you do... when she's no longer in sight.

Down streets of life

Stopping off and on, never getting what I am looking for -
down streets of life. Streaming down hot, black, tar paved streets, looking for
life to meet my needs.
Seeing sights, beauty, along the way, finding an umbrella once in a while for shade to rest beneath, Losing all hope when looking up ahead at my horizon, because it is too far out of reach.
Standing still within my mind, choices of life cannot be defined, grief from the past, pounding, pressing heavily upon my life's blood, causing pain to fill my tormented mind.
Causing it to turn inside out - searching for the reasons and meaning of it's scattered fragmented existence.
Finding reasons from the past that have brought this lasting impression of what life is about leaving no room for asking questions ... just leaving unsettling doubts creeping out from pages of yesterday's memories.
Debris piled high, giving life the image of being a dump a garbage pile rife with pain.
Standing on the edge ... looking back.... slipping... falling... landing in a heap of death.

At first sight

Love is that later Thing than Death, and more previous than Life, but it lies not in our power to love or hate, for the will... in us is overruled by fate.
When two are stripped, along a clear road... the course begin, they wish that one should love and the other should win.
And one especially do we affect... of two gold ingots, like in each respect, the reason no man knows, let it suffice
What we behold is censured by our eyes.!
Where both deliberate, the love is slight..!
Who ever loved, that loved not at first sight...!

World Blood and Tears

When all we do is discriminate, all that shows is the evils of mans hate.
To reverse this world-wide tragedy, people have to stop and realize that their acting like gravity.
Through all the injustice making life not fair, the world is choking, gasping for air.
Even though people different in color, beliefs, and tongues, we all have love in our hearts and air in our lungs.
Breaking people down like a dictator of hate, the world works for the rich with no debate.
behind every cheap money top, there is a child wasting away in a third world shop.
Engraved in the treads are the blood and tears, of the little children expressing their fears.
Although we think that this could not be true, the world works so shady, not caring what other people must go through.