Thousand stars

Thousand stars spreading on night sky... it shines and radiates but too far, too far, Hidden in the darkness... a star moves, appears bigger.... and I remain crave for its light... And forget about all those black lines, down to this desert land.
Don't know what the position of myself now, is it so dark or that is the blindness in my soul, Am I still dreaming and reaching for help, I'm a naked man standing in the middle of nowhere, I wanted to prove my strength by preparing but without this preparation I'm now standing in the eyes of my fading star
Will it walk away
Will it hold my hands with a tender beam... 
Will it stay in that darkness sky.. o
I'm a helpless man, dawn.. to this desert land.