Sad apart

I treasured you in my heart,
I wished we'd never be apart,
Coz you're the best thing I've ever had,
I never thought I could be this sad.
You told me you're better off alone,
Somehow I believed you and I tried to be strong.
Deep inside me I know something is wrong,
But because I loved you I continued to hold on.
And then one day I woke up with tears in my eyes,
I told myself "that's enough" and so I realized,
That I've given everything I've ever had,
But despite all of these, you chose to break my heart.
It's true I've never been perfect,
But I thought you told me that every one has it's own defects,
I know I hurt you, I know I made you cry,
But I've always been true to you, my love was never a lie.
So go on, live your life the way it should be,
I'm finally letting go, so now you're free,
I'm moving on, but I will always remember,
The friend I had in you that I hope I'll have forever.

Words From Heart

When I fell in love my heart was on fire 
To be with you was my one desire
And if you love me I’ll give you everything you need 
A lifetime of promises and a world full of dreams 
For only my heart knows what it means 
And I promise you it won’t be wrong 
One love, two hearts we will make it strong,
But now my love is lost in your sweet kiss 
Honey when I’m alone you’re the one I miss
And your sweet, tender love it hard to resist
Darling it's true my heart has fallen in love with you 
Looking upon the stars tonight wishing with all my might
Hoping someday you will realize this passion I hold inside
Honey it doesn’t cost a dime. 
And if you give in your love could be mine
I feel truly blessed for this feeling the Lord has given me
Accompany by faith and much understanding
And I know this gift will guide me for all eternity
As my heart fly by with angel wings 
And the clouds form into wedding rings
A woman in love the angels sing 
On and on a soft melody
That’s how it feels to be in love like me.
For thoughts from the heart are never ending

Our Kids

What a glorious day 
When our souls intertwined and our hearts danced together.
When you flowed in me and a flower blossomed inside.
When a heart began to beat
Life awoke from sleep all because of us.
Our blood joined and formed a third party
Like a supernatural show of illusion.
Slowly a human was formed 
Inside of another, implanted by yet another.
We amaze me, she amazes me!
You helped me achieve what none can do alone.
I gave you a piece of you and you a piece of me.
The amazing transformation 
from inside to the world was just overwhelming.
I wish you were there.
Just the fact that our babies 
a living, breathing creature of God 
We created life together.
A bond was built forever in that instant
That you touched so deep and implanted yourself.
Every time I look at our kids I see you 
I see me 
I see yesterday 
I see today 
I see tomorrow 
I see eternity.
I feel joy 
I feel love 
I feel loss 
I feel pride 
I feel wisdom 
I feel strength 
I feel stability 
I feel real.
I love us so much, for together, we created our two kids.

The Secrets Of A Good Marriage

Growing up I've learnt about love,
I've been surrounded by it everyday.
I'm so glad you've both found it,
And it's why we're here today.
They say there's secrets to a good marriage,
That there are rules to obey,
But the most important rules of love,
Are what you two do everyday.
It's the ''hey babes'' in the morning,
It's how she makes his tea,
It's the way he smiles at her,
Such a sweet thing to see.
It's never being to old to hold hands,
Or to watch movies on the couch,
It's accepting all the flaws,
Even when the other's a grouch.
It's telling him he's not going grey,
It's the ''You look fine in those jeans''
It's ignoring the mid-life crisis,
and all her little ''scenes''.It's facing the world as one,
And it's more than love at first sight,
It's together being a family,
Each and every day and night.
It's the way he looks into her eyes,
It's the way that she looks too,
It's why they stand before us,
and it's why they said ''I do''.And now I stand here today,
On this important moment in life,
With two people very in love,
Now husband and wife.
Growing up, I've learnt about love,
and seeing it today proves it true,
You've both taught me so much,
And I'd be lucky to be half as happy as you.

Dwindling Love

Days go by so slowly 

They seem to never end, 

Missing her is beyond words 

You've lost your best friend. 

Loneliness empowers you 

The days are hard to bear, 

You go to sleep with heartbreak 

Awaken, not to find her there. 

Sometimes the hurt is not as strong 

As strong as in the past, 

The nights go by more swiftly 

Your bed seems not so vast. 

You feel guilty that the hurt is dwindling

Yet free of the grasp it holds, 

No longer a prisoner of the past 

Life is now in your control.

Hugs Not Drugs

The power of addiction is a horrible disease.
You make think it relieves pressure,
Or bring pain to ease.

You will soon come to realize,
That you are so very wrong;
Whether it’s after twelve lines,
Or eight hits from a bong.

It always starts with pot,
No matter how sure you are.
That’s how it started for me,
And at twenty I was behind bars.

At times you may think,
That you can have a few drinks;
But a few turns into many,
And soon you’ll be kissing the sink.

You lose some of your relatives,
And even more of your friends.
Before you see it coming,
This disease will bring your life to an end.

So after writing this poem,
I’m asking you now:
Do you still want to use,
Or make people proud?

Stone garden

Stone garden amid a green pasture; gray, foreboding clouds above.
It's right there, in front of me, wooden train bound for heaven.
Unfamiliar but knowing eyes staring back at us.
She is released through our tears,
Through the balloons drifting skyward.
Nothing's immortal but the scent of a flower;
Roses and carnations, roses and carnations.
The trees sway and whisper, carry emotions on the wind.
There is peace amidst our sorrows;
Just as life springs from death.
And the grass is always green in the quiet garden of stones.
And through the clouds, the sun still shines.

ARE WE INSANE

The earth is stained with human anguish,
By such infamous deeds we can’t dismiss,
Why should we all die in terrible torment,
Or be stuck down at any unjust moment.
With our beautiful cities laid waste in ashes,
When the army’s of the powers embrace in clashes,
While the horn of the oppressor is blown,
And the seeds of destruction are sown.
It is for the eyes of the world to find every fault, 
And to correct them before our civilization is naught,
What good is it to say that victory was mine,
When in doing so I severed every family line.
Blacks and whites and all shades between,
Know we’re heading for more conflicts then there’s ever been,
And how will we receive Christ when he returns to earth again,
Will he be nailed to a cross once more by us. 
ARE WE INSANE

Dear Heart

Dear heart please stop breaking 

please forget the one who caused this aching

I know I am the one who placed her there

But she was not true and I cannot share

When I gave her my heart she promised the world

But that promise she shared with more than one guy

Dear heart do you think that you will ever heal

and piece back together what I allowed her to steal

How will I ever fall in love again

Dear heart will you ever let anyone else in

Why do you beat yourself up

Why do you beat yourself up
because you had the courage to love
gave all of yourself in hopes that She was the one
Why do you beat yourself up
When it was her choice to be unfaithful
her choice to hurt you
Why do you beat yourself up
Knowing that you had done everything for her
supported her, comforted her, 
loved her more than you loved yourself 
Why after her lies and deceit
do you still love her? and want her to love you
Why after the repeat of hurt and trust being lost
do you think that she deserves a love as pure as yours
Why do you beat yourself up
over what you could have done better
when you know deep down there was nothing
What makes you search for answers as to why 
when they will not change the past, Nor mend your broken heart
Why when a Woman decides to cheat do we blame ourselves?
why does it make us question every little detail about who we are 
Make us think that we are not worthy of love
Why when a woman cheats do we still long for her to change
Realize how wrong she was, and fall in love with us again
Why do you beat yourself up
When you deserve more
When all that you have done is loved someone completely
Give yourself time and the pain will subside 
and the mourning will cease
You will see that you are still you
Still wonderful, beautiful you
Nothing has changed except your experience in love
And your determination to share love with another
As you can never truly love someone until you learn to love yourself 

Facebook To Animals

..these are most likely to be their Status Updates:
Poodle: Waiting for my owner to pick me up. Time for saloon.
Cockroach: Managed to skip from someone’s foot step.. Man, I lead a dangerous lifestyle!
Cow: Huh! They are touching my breast again..what do they think I am! ******?
Cat: My 7th child is asking who is her dad..what shall I tell her??, I don’t even remember.
Mosquito: I am HIV positive this is all due to wrong sucking !!!
Chicken: If tomorrow I am not updating my status, means I am being served at KFC.
Love you all.
Octopus: I have just refilled my ink..hoorray!!
Pig: Oh gosh they throw the gossips that I am spreading flu…WTF!!
Lice: Oh @#$%! !! I entered wrong hair..smells like urinal bowls!
Goat : Friends, don’t go out, Eid holiday is coming
Pig writes a comment on Goat’s status:
“Luckily I am haram”
4 likes 
Goat replies:
“Don’t you remember that after Eid is the Chinese new year..?
11 likes 

Do ... You ... know ... Why !!!!

All this talking, gets us nowhere
why do you get worked up? you don't care
You lied, you cheated, you broke my heart
and everyone warned me from the start
Guess it's my own fault for being so dumb
I know I was stupid, I was so fool
Now it's over I walked in on you two
you slept with other's, there is nothing I can do
I'll move on and find someone great
my heart will be filled with love and not hate
Good luck, goodbye, I wish you well, I do
you know why? because I'm better, 
I'm better than you!

BABY i miss you !!!

I don’t think that you ever imagined how much pain I would be in once you were gone,

Because if you had; you wouldn't have left me.

Words cannot express the amount of emotions that have come with trying to let you go. 

Every day has been a struggle.

Its been a year and its still hard for me to grasp that your really gone.

Sometimes, still, I don’t know what to do with myself.

There have been days that I haven’t wanted to get out of bed,

And days that if I allowed myself, I could cry and cry and cry.

A year later and I still sit and stare at your pictures, 

Sometimes I sleep with them by my side.

I miss your voice.

I miss your smile,

Your eyes, your touch

Your smell, your phone calls

And your comforting ways.

Until I see you and dad again, 

I am always missing you both so incredibly much!