Wednesday, March 21, 2012

End of story


God created love and we created money, 
and mostly money gets thicker than love
People leave love for money 
and love gets wounded every time cheat for money
we want it to earn acceptance 
and acceptance is nothing, but love
People come and go, love never fade
When we would not be around, 
her money would be to someone else’s
But the love for her in someone’s heart will follow her up there too
we know it, we want it, but still on the equation of life, money always gets heavy on love, but in my own equation love equal love.
She deny love for something which can fly with wind, which can be stolen, which can not even buy her a pure heart
She deny it for every possible reason and still you want it in the solace of Art, on the name of Wisdom
It is all around us my friend, if only she look beyond the blindfold, 
It is all around us, only if she really seek.
No more challenge, I lose all you win
End of the story

Money effects


In a rare moment of clarity
He realized his rise to riches
Did not make him wiser
Nor less boorish
He having seen a vision
Of his sole life's revision
life seemed nothing less than a lie
throwing her fortune to the wind
He will begin his life again
Among the paupers without friends
Once again without regret.

Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Time

time can take you further,
time commits murder,
time leads to a chase,
time solves a case,
time gives you knowledge,
time takes you to college,
time helps you graduate,
time is love and hate,
time is what we have on this earth,
time gives birth,
time is what they give you with cancer,
time for this has no cure or answer,
time kills,
time reveals,
time gives you opportunity,
time for us to live in unity,
time gives evil a chance to attack,
time is what we must wait for good to comeback.

love unconditional

 
Why does the sun look to the Earth and wish to grant it warmth?
What does the sun find attractive about the Earth?
Though the Earth is gratuitous in self-esteem and self-improvement
The sun still finds an attraction to the Earth.
Could it be the sun is truly enamoured with the moon?
But its likeliness is dim as it blackens the sky upon their joining.
So what is it? Could it be the people?
How could the sun even notice?
They’re so tiny, so small, the grander things in the universe
Has no time for the petty, haughty and insensitive acts of man.
So what could it be? What motivates the sun to illuminate the Earth’s sky?
Could it be,
That the Sun just loves the Earth,
For who she is ?  Oh sorry i meant For who it is ..!!

Cost of ... time

We are simple folk, old and tired.
We weep none, and sing much. 
That’s all we have, now that’s the truth.
Sit back, take a nap and be you called, old fart.
Our hearing is slight, our speech muffled, 
Our sight dimmed by the cost of time.
Memory takes a back seat, 
we try hard to be neat.
Our clothing, off color and mostly don’t even fit
Society looks the other way as we stroll by.
Only time will tell, when their turn rises to the helm.
Our fingers bend and legs swell, toes seize together, oh well.
Old age thrives, It’s a living hell.
A welcomed sleep, without a peep.
Time will tell, the time will come
Rejoice, old man rejoice


Monday, March 19, 2012

Gold

All that is gold does not glitter,
Not all those who wander are lost;
The old that is strong does not wither,
Deep roots are not reached by the frost.
From the ashes a fire shall be woken,
A light from the shadows shall spring;
Renewed shall be blade that was broken,
The crownless again shall be king.

land of Freedom

Land of the Free home of the brave
Land of disease home of the slave
Freedom of press and freedom to breach
Freedom to steal freedom to take
Freedom to carry guns and Freedom to break
The laws of the man and the laws of the word
Freedom from peace but to still use the bird
The only home of brave and Land of the Free
The land who rules based off democracy
Freedom to starve and Freedom to be poor
Freedom to break and enter someone’s door
Freedom to lay off workers and close off jobs
Freedom to take what they want and to rob
Freedom of abortion Freedom of extortion
Freedom to own land and give everyone their portion
Freedom for action by any means necessary
But what their picture of that can really be scary
Freedom to wage war without our consent for our hours to be spent
Freedom to take our money then make us pay rent
Land of the prospering riches and of those who don’t care for the
God blesses old American from America Freedom

Liberated

Liberated, I'm free from you
Liberated, bondage is through
Liberated, I'll speak my view
Liberated, life to pursue
Oh come and hear the news
I am now free to choose
There is no more abuse
Gone are the loathsome blues
Because I'm
Liberated, I'm free from you
Liberated, bondage is through
Liberated, I'll speak my view
Liberated, life to pursue
An end to oppression
Freedom of expression
There'll be no concession
Gone is the depression
Because I'm
Liberated, I'm free of you
Liberated, bondage is through
Liberated, I'll speak my view
Liberated, life to pursue

Sunday, March 18, 2012

Never give up hope,

When you feel that all else starts to fall, 
Or when you're backed against the stone cold wall, 
Never give up hope, 
Because you never know when miracle's gonna call.
When you feel like the world's at it's end, 
Or when your heart seems to break, unable to mend, 
Never give up hope, 
Because life holds it's own beautiful plan.
When you feel directionless, or confused, 
Or when loneliness creeps into you, 
Never give up hope, 
Because two thousand miles away, someone's thinking about you.
When you feel anguish to the core, 
Or when your beating heart's at war, 
Never give up hope, Open up the door, 
I'll be there to listen, cause that's what lover's are for.

Saturday, March 17, 2012

Let me Sex Your Mind

LET me penetrate your inner thoughts, making love to your mind
Close your eyes and imagine this;
A sight so beautiful tears will flow from your eyes,
A voice you'll hear so sensual soft and pleasing pulsate vibrations through your all body
A taste that cause the juices to flow from your mouth and orgasmic taste bud shouting out.
A smell so sweet and so unique that once it passes the memory will continue to linger forever
The touch so gentle and deep a massage of the hand will make your knees weak
let me appeal to your mind and stimulate your thoughts, deep penetration feel free to express what you want
i want your mind before i want your body, close your eyes and imagine your curiosity alone will heighten 
sex yes i love it feels good to the soul, but to sex your brain that will please me more

Love

Love is a precious and most beautiful emotion, which flows like a rivers stream, through endless tunnels of hopes and dreams. A picturesque view of a sunset new capturing our hearts once stained with blue.
Love lives within our hearts and lingers within our soul, completing a body whole.
Through valleys, hills and mountains high, love soars like an eagle as time goes by.
Love holds the key that opens the door revealing a brilliant star, shining on forever more.
True love builds a wall of protection, knocking down all barriers bearing revenge. It lacks animosity and holds on to an infinite positive glow, presenting sensations of warmth soothing to the soul. Love is for everyone to have and to hold.
An intermingling of joy and happiness, a treasured new beginning, love plants the seed to end the pain of travesty’s brought on by greed of materialistic gain.
Love is a remarkable desire to want all that is good for mankind. An act of endless forgiveness and kindness, love harbors no grudge, nor cast a spell, nor causes the heart to sour or swell.
Like a giant tower, love is great and has much power, it provides a reason to live.
Love encompasses all humankind, a oneness sought so divine. Love gives kindness to beauty and beasts and it’s compassion for the earth will never cease.
Love is like a quiet walk in the rain enjoying the scent of flowers in bloom. Love carries with it a stream of sensual passion, an intimate powerful connection and a strong desire to commit to work together as one
Love can be seen in the eyes of our children, it can be viewed by the beauty that surrounds us and felt by the power of God. Love is the king of emotions and soars high within the realm of eternity. Love bears no hate and sheds no fear, it is a constant reminder of what we hold dear.

Friday, March 16, 2012

Human Of Course

Sometimes we do things hoping to succeed only to impress someone to make them like us more,
but in our haste to impress we are flawed by mistakes and success eludes us at every turn of the road.
Then when those we wanted to impress fade out of our lives and we look back at what we have done we realise we don’t need to have to impress anymore.
We then start to do things for ourselves and slowly our success is finally realised.
Sometimes I wonder where my life has gone, then I realise it is still there, but in a different form.
Everyday we change a little in our attitude for things.
One day we might hate the sight of something,
tomorrow we might love it to bits.
As humans, we are so complex with our emotions and our life.
Some will take upsets as just a matter of course, while others will say ...
I had a lot of strife today.
We are very unpredictable which makes us very human of course.

Thursday, March 15, 2012

Punishment


Hearts run free when we are young, but knit perfectly with love as time goes on. 
When two in love remain together constantly.
A life sometimes wants to wander and let no one in until love entices to capture and tame the wandering spirit.
We live with our love as content as we possibly can 
Letting no outside influence make us stray too far away.
Love is such a jealous thing putting temptation in front of you and if you put one foot wrong, 
it will punish you

A part of me, Will set you free

We give our love freely 
to everything and everyone 
who we meet and see. 
From God smallest creatures 
to people like you and me. 
We wrap them within our loving arms; 
see not the wrongs 
they think they’ve done. 
Openly we give them the love 
some need so desperately. 
It matters not the colour of their skin 
or culture in which they believe. 
We give them our love 
to help set their soul free, 
making them our neighbours, 
friends and companions. 
We give a part of ourselves 
to everything and everyone 
who we meet and see.

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

Warm Winds, Gentle Rains

The buds of spring are a beginning 
for the green leaves of summer 
and the sparkling colors 
that will soon greet our eyes. 
The warm winds and gentle rains 
will remove the harshness of winter’s gloom 
and help the birth of new flowers blooms. 
We’ll leave behind the long darkness 
as we wake to days of summer’s sun. 
The feelings of goodness 
will inherit the heart 
and smiles will ring out 
with the warmth of colors 
that will greet our eyes.

Sometimes


Sometimes I feel alive, I feel dead, my heart hurts,
sometimes it's all in my head
Sometimes I feel lonely,I need my space,
sometimes there are no problems
sometimes I've got too much to face,
Sometimes things go right
sometimes things go wrong
sometimes I fit right in
sometimes I just don't belong
Sometimes I want to laugh,to cry, to live, even to die
Sometimes I want to face life
sometimes I want to be gone from sight
sometimes I want to run, to sing
sometimes I know the answer, but always I'm in doubt
Sometimes I'm happy,
sometimes I'm sad
sometimes I'm scared
sometimes I'm mad
Sometimes I want to win, to lose,
sometimes I listen to music, or watch the news
Sometimes I make decisions,
sometimes need to discus what to do
sometimes I find life hard
Thanks God,
You are my everything.

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

Sometimes life's just not fair

Sometimes everything falls apart
And coping up just gets so hard
Feeling like you've so scared
Shows that sometimes life's just not fair.
Broken hearts, broken dreams
Broken promises sworn to keep
Can leave the worst, deepest scars
That with you may never part.
Even in the face of mundane things
The simplest twitch may leave you crazed
Big or small, they all collect
Until you'd horribly snap, I'd bet.
The day when no one cares
Then you'd solemnly swear
To keep your cool no matter what
And end up completely mad.
Don't let them just beak your heart
Do the best, play your part.
Stand up, pretend the pain ain't there
'Cause sometimes, life's just not fair. 

If i die Today

I'll have the works of life undone,
Souls still empty, hearts still broken,
If I die today,
I'll leave a world unchanged,
With illustrations of pleasure left incomplete forever,
I'll leave a life not lived,
A lesson not learnt,
If I die today,
I'll have a bowl of despair,
A wish for love,
I'll have veins and arteries, that will soon echo,
And a heart tied to them, which would never beat,
If I die to day,
I'll cause a king's hope to die,
And a queen's only love to die,
I'll leave my unworthy chattels behind,
The chattels for which I lived,
But against death they were only a part of paralyzed filth,
If I die today,
I'll never get a chance to re-live,
To make corrections,
But only a soul left to be questioned,
Left to be driven to hell,
From the lands of fairies that I once knew,
I'll have drafts of my files,
Unpublished, unseen,
I'll have myself incomplete, Unknown.
And if I die today,
I'll have a desire to be given a chance to pray to her once more,
To be forgiven once again,
To feel the contentment,
And the fascination again,
That I was once hypnotized with,
To utter those magic words once more,
That would melt his heart and bestow his love on me again,
'O God, I was once mistaken, I now have no desire and no wish,
I don't ask you for money nor the power that I once lost,
I now have no desire and no wishes to be placed,
But only ...
A desire to live a little more,
A desire to live a little longer,
A desire to be a little stronger, 
A desire to let the love in this chest beat again, 
A desire to be the king's hope once again,
A desire to be the queen's love again,
A desire to conquer to black night,
A desire to watch the beam of light from the east, Entering in me once again,
A desire to feel my creator's warmth, To be myself once more,
...And if I die today...
A barren canvas my life would be,
Impatient for just one fresh stroke of brush,
That could polish me forever. 

Reason


Your face has an expression, 
Expression of Life, an expression of a beating heart, 
A heart that desires to beat for as long as God want it to.
I can feel it; I can see and read it in the tenderness of your face, 
This young and beautiful face of the beauty you are.
Would you allow me to remain the man your pride has created? 
Would you allow me to take a walk into your world and admire its colors? 
Would you allow me to enter your life and loose myself in your perfume? 
Would you allow me to dream by your side as a friend who will always be there To care, love and protect you? 
Would you allow me to share your smile and tears? 
Would you allow me to come see you where you are  
And whisper in your ears? 
It is a new day; rise and shine! 
Because you deserve attention and I only saw your eyes, 
Because life and destiny has made you as beautiful as you are, 
Because in your heart the grain of humanity lives as a slow love song, 
Because my eyes in their hunt of perfection has fallen on the beauty of your being, 
Because as a universe, your heart can carry mine and delight it, 
Because henceforth you became the only reason of my bliss: 
Shine like the sun in a darkened world, 
Rise like a glow that nobody can kill, 
Live and let your Life be my reason

Heaven on earth

When the faith is lost in the heaven
Then the peace will become an enemy in our soul
When the love is lost in our heart
Then the nature of behavior become full of sins
When the knowledge is lost in the school
Then the nation’s future will suffer from wisdom
When the kindness is lost in the nation
Then the people of the nation become immoral
When a home is lost its brightness of life
Then the family will suffer from mantle agony
When the nature is lost its flowers beauty
Then the pleasant green pastures become like a dessert land
When all those prayers are kept away from God
Then the tears of life can not be cured

Monday, March 12, 2012

Searching for peace

When you look for peace
then the peace lies within you
When you search for peace
then it is not hard to find
When you want to keep peace alive
then you allow white doves to fly over you
When you make peace with others
then the whole world live in your heart
When you let peace be in the world
then you live in wonderful world
When you allow peace flow around the world
then your hateness will go and love will flow
When you open the door for peace
then peace welcome to your lives.
Let the peace prevail in our wonderful world

Living Life

Living Life Is Living In The Unexpected
You Never Know When It’s Going To Go Wrong
Happiness Can Be Rejected
Pain Can Last Long
The Way You Make It Through A Day
Is Always In Your Say
Things Happen When You Least Expect It
Problems Occur At The Wrong Times
The Path You Want To Follow Isn’t Always Lit
The Truth That You Hear Just End Up Being Lies
When It Goes Wrong You Feel Like You Want To Quit
While You Fall and amp; Tears Fill Your Eyes
Pain Is All You Seem To Predict
If You Look Far Enough You Will Be Surprised
There Is Always Help, When You Have Been Hit

Sunday, March 11, 2012

Love versus hate

I once was asked concerning love versus hate
Why does it seem that hate is so great?
While hate is a very strong emotion too
Nothing can equal love that is true
The weight of hate is very heavy to bear
While it seems like love is lighter than air
Accounts of hate make a big news headline
While actions of love you must look hard to find
But when you consider that love is patient, kind,
Envie'th not, not pompous, not puffed up, not rude,
Seeke'th not her own, slow to anger, thinks no evil,
Rejoices not in wrong doing, but rejoices in the truth,
Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things,
Endures all things, and never fails
You soon learn that the density of love is so much,
Although the scales be heaped with a great volume of hate
It's catapulted by a mere measure of love's touch,
Love strengthens the bearer so one feels not its weight

The heart that truly loves

Dying is what happens
When love leaves its state
But the heart that truly loves
Loves forever, Forever loves
It might seem that the days are dark
It might seem that the shine is lost
It might seem that the days are bleak
It might seem that the nights are terrible
The yearning and longing for the one
You love, flows endlessly, From the heavens above
Through the dark of the night,
Through the light of the day
Through the showers, the spate
Through the summer, the autumn grey
Through the winter cold, the snowy days
The heart that truly loves, loves on and Loves on

Only you can love me this way

Well, I know there’s a reason 
And I know there’s a rhyme 
We were meant to be together 
That’s why 
We can roll with the punches 
We can stroll hand in hand 
And when I say it’s forever 
You understand 
That you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
And when it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only you can love me this way 
I could’ve turned a different corner 
I could’ve gone another place 
But I’d a-never had this feeling 
That I feel today 
Yeah 
And you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
When it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only can love me this way 
Ooooohh… 
Na na, somebody love you 
And you’re always in my heart 
You’re always on my mind 
And when it all becomes too much 
You’re never far behind 
And there’s no one that comes close to you 
Could ever take your place 
‘Cause only you can love me this way 
Only you can love me this way 

You will think of me

I woke up early this morning around 4 a.m.
With the moon shining bright as headlights on the interstate
I pulled the covers over my head and tried to catch some sleep
But thoughts of us kept keeping me awake
Ever since you found yourself in someone else's arms
I've been tryin' my best to get along
But that's okay
There's nothing left to say, but
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me
I went out driving trying to clear my head
I tried to sweep out all the ruins that my emotions left
I guess I'm feeling just a little tired of this
And all the baggage that seems to still exist
It seems the only blessing I have left to my name
Is not knowing what we could have been
What we should have been
So
Take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and take your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
Someday I'm gonna run across your mind
But don't worry, I'll be fine
I'm gonna be alright
While you're sleeping with your pride
Wishing I could hold you tight
I'll be over you
And on with my life
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we have nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me
So take your records, take your freedom
Take your memories, I don't need 'em
Take your space and all your reasons
But you'll think of me
And take your cat and leave my sweater
'Cause we got nothing left to weather
In fact I'll feel a whole lot better
But you'll think of me, you'll think of me, yeah
And you're gonna think of me, yeah
Ooo someday baby, someday
oh Think of me, 
Baby darlin'

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Abandonment..

I abandoned the people I loved once because I saw their hearts adored separation,
Yes I miss them but, I placed my dignity above the longing and that need no translation,
And I want to be friendly with them, but the way of humiliation does not please my situation, For it's better for you to became hated by people for your honesty with them than to love you for your hypocrisy on them and that need no more clarification, 
"Do not reach with frankly the limits to be insolence... And do not reach By your courtesy to the limits of hypocrisy". And that was my first inspiration,
I abandoned the people I loved once because I saw their hearts adored separation,
Yes I miss them but, I placed my dignity above the longing and that need no translation,

Friday, March 09, 2012

Hell of your love was heaven

So many hearts whirl around you
Hoping to enjoy a day in your favor
And I am the one who's heart you possess
While you treat me however you want
The night was long for me
Among sleeplessness and morning
I hear blame from the envious
And I smile while I am hurt
And I've never complained about your love
No matter how much my passion for you has made me suffer
But I am jealous of who loves you
And protects them love for you more than me
As soon as our eyes met I knew the way of desire between us
And when I asked my heart about you
It said that the fire (hell) of your love was heaven
I believed what my heart told me
But my passion for you confused me
And kept me awake throughout you absence
My tears run while you are abandoning me
Or forgetting me or remembering me
I love you when you are near and when you are far
I hope for you to come and accept your harshness
And if you are gone I keep my promise to you
And I keep my sentiment for you
On my mind everything that was said between us
And my spirit lives with you no matter how long your absence lasts
I miss you when you are before my eyes
And you preoccupy me when you are far from me
And the nights pass me as I am between hope and worry
And you, my precious, all your love helps me endure
When I see someone who loves you
And how much she protects and takes care
And when I see someone who love you
I want to bring up the topic of you with her
To know who happened to them in your love
And how much she protected and took care of you
I ask her if you were away from her
Would she long for you as much as I do?
And if you wrong her
Would she stay up all night entreating you like me?
I find my heart's love is like no other's
And it has never been inclined to anyone but you
You are the hope whose light brought me to life
It has never been out of my sight
And you are the desire whose voice I hear
When you are far from me it calls out to me
You are the love like no other
Whether it does me right or wrong

How can you blame me?

How can you blame me?
If you saw her eyes, and how beautiful they are,
You would say my captivation and my restlessness,
Are not too much for her... how can you blame me?
I am the captive of my beloved, oh my weak heart.
I am trapped within the aroma of her soft hair.
Which brushes against her cheeks, and then flows in the wind.
And everyone blames me and what can I do, oh my heart?
They want to deprive me of her, but why oh my heart?
From the day her love touched my heart,
She opened the gates of passion to overcome me.
And she is my darling, and she is my fate.
And she is the light for my eyes and my heart.
And she is my youth, and she is my friend.
And she is my family and everything.
And everyone blames me and what can I do, oh my heart?
They want to deprive me of her, but why oh my heart?

She left without saying goodbye.

I... I, ...i ..
I'm the one who always believed in the idea of patience in ...  times of trouble. And I am the one who always said that love lives ... long.
Since love had taken us both so much, And since the beauty of the world was in our hands. No no..
We never thought that it would spite us. 

Or that the days would separate us.
And we lived in love, day by day.
And each tomorrow was always a new dream.
And, no wonder, it was all an illusion.
And she left without saying goodbye. She wounded my heart,
I stayed up many night, And my eyes never found rest.

And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye. 
saying goodbye.
My darling,
I swear, you're still my darling.
My darling,
I swear, even if you've forgotten me.

My darling,
I swear, I can never forget my darling.
Can you try to remember me ?
Try just try to remember me.
If you walk on a path that we once walked upon. Or pass by a place that we shared a memory in.
Can you try to remember me?
Try just try to remember me.
These nights we lived, I can never forget. They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye, 
saying goodbye.
We split up but why? And we suffered. Tell me why ? 

tell me.!
Because of doubt, From the things people said of me.
Because of jealousy, See what jealousy has done to me?
My darling, 

No matter how long I yearn.
My darling,
I will still call you "My Darling".
Can you try to remember me?
Try just try to remember me.
These nights we lived, I can never forget.
They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye.
Our separation all those nights caused me so much pain.
I stayed up longing, Yearning deprived me every night.
So many days were lost, my god!
Suffering and in pain, staying up with no sleep.
I spent the nights, with the moon and the stars. And we spoke much.
I spoke much of you. Trying to find a reason why you left.
Please swear to me now.
Can you try to remember me?
Come, 
come, come
Let the sun and our smile, Rise and fill our world with light.
Come, come,  come.
Why should we say separation is imminent? When love is in front of our eyes?
Why submit to heartbreak and say we were cheated? Why say we were cheated?
Come, come, come.
Let the world see our joy.
Let the world tell our tale.
Come, come, come.
Oh you who are far away from me, I wish one day you'd hear my cry.
And if you can't come to me again.
And if you've forgotten my past and forgotten my place.
Can you try to remember me?
Try to remember me.
If you walk on a path that we once walked upon.
Or pass by a place that we shared a memory in.
Can you try to remember me?
Try to remember me.
These nights we lived,
I can never forget.
They stay on my mind, my darling.
On my mind, day and night, my darling.
On my mind as the sun rises and sets.
And you, too, stay on my mind.
And where can we find the patience that will cure us?
He who was beaten by love before us should tell us!
She left without saying goodbye.

Thursday, March 08, 2012

Black Rose

Can you see the black rose, sitting there in the field 
All alone among other roses, that are red and white
Why does this one rose stand alone among them all? 
Could it be because it is black and not like the rest
Some admire to stand alone in a world that can be so cold
Some despise to stand apart by others from which they think it need support
Look closer ... still closer
For you can begin to see 
The black rose start to wilt from within.
Why not from without 
you might ask.
Standing alone gets lonely
the rose wants to change to be like others 
Only to can hide itself and lose the unique beauty that is held
within to be shown without, so, what it will be,
Now the black rose is wilting from within and without

Prayer

I stay away but the Subtle one is never away .. i stay away
I have a hope in him and i expect that he will never let me down
I stay away but the Subtle one is never away .. never away
I have a hope in him and i expect that he will never let me down .. never let me down
And i ask him to keep me safe from such period, a period of trial, which calamities turn the hair white
And i ask for my needs in every situation from the one whom our hearts trust and rely on
How many times God arranged things, things that were concealed by the unseen
And how many times in the unseen there are facilitation of difficulties and relieve of calamities that comes about
And how much generosity and concealed kindness and how much relief that clears sufferings
And who else door i could knock other than his door
The most generous, Benefactor, Source of all goodness, the Subtle One
The one who gracefully cover our sins and respond to our supplications
The Forbearing One, Who never anticipates our sins
The Merciful .. The Merciful, whose flood of mercy is overwhelming us.
Ye Sovereign lord steady me when i stumble, through my sins kept me far away from you
And i'm sick of my fancy desires that led to my shameful fortune, yet you are my only healer
O calm my fears and suppress my envier and guard me from the fangs of calamities
And combine me with my children and family because a foreign guy would feel desolate
i feel very anxious about my little daughters,
i'm about to melt whenever i mention them
But i gave up the power of government to the One who amazingly plans our destinies
He is the Beneficent who is always around me, and whom i always seek his shelter
And whom i supplicate to and turn to in repentance
My Deity you know my situation, My master will there be any forthcoming relief
O Creditor of the resurrection day please relief, relief those creeping worries and sorrows in my heart
And tie my rope to the rope of your satisfaction and look at me and forgive me, Perhaps I would be able to repend
And maintain my protection, and take charge of my victory and strengthen me whenever I face problems
And inspire me to praise you throughout my entire life
Cause only with your praise life become pleasant
I'm the servant of the most Merciful and whoever comes after me, would have a share from the field of his kindness
My Support, I have a graceful believe in you and I hope that my victuals' pasture would be fertile
And May your blessings be upon the prophet and his family as long as the Nightingale Keeps on singing on the Heaven trees.