Sunday, March 24, 2013

Tomorrow's dreams


The innocent, the mercifull
Bring peace and love wherever they go
Though the lights have gone out for their show
There's still one way to reach them, I know
So now I close my eyes to sleep
In hopes they visit in my dreams
For in my dreams, they speak to me
They close my eyes so my heart can see
I drift away into the depths of space
Until I see a familiar face
She looks at me with her charming eyes,
Two great colored pools that fill the sky
She whispers to me a piece of advice
Quickly before she waves goodbye
That rather then lips, to read one's eyes
For they are the key to see through lies
They have so much knowledge for me to find
So now to await tomorrow's dreams
And see what the departed will have for me. 

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Be ready for our next Hello.

Life is so strange, Nothing stays the same
Everything changes, But who is to blame 
Life is like a game, Where you have to lose
Before you can gain, To win you have to face the fearful rain 
In life... they always say don’t use your heart Only use your brain 
In life there is love but the more is hate 
No one decides, we all hesitate
And who knows the fate, The people you need go away 
When you need them the most, You find them lost 
Day after day.. Days go by
People are born... and others die
Year after year 
No one understands
Nothing is clear 
Nothing in hearts except fear 
Today you walk and talk, tomorrow you lay in your grave 
And morning it gave the money that you save 
And no use of your gold, when it won’t be sold
You have to be strong .. Stop doing the wrong 
And never lie .. is the role
Be ready for your last goodbye

Just One

One song can spark a moment 
One flower can wake a dream 
One tree can start a forest 
One bird can herald spring 
One smile begins friendship 
One hand clap lifts a soul 
One star can guide a ship at the sea
One vote can change a nation 
One sunbeam lights a room 
One candle wipes all the darkness
One laugh will conquer gloom 
One step must start each journey 
One word must start each prayer 
One hope will raise our spirits 
One touch can show you care 
One voice can speak with wisdom 
One heart can know what’s true 
One life can make a difference 
You see it’s up to you

Being different


They say that everyone Is different
And unique in every way
Then how come the World judges each other So harshly
When people let their uniqueness Show just because they do Things differently or are Different themselves
People look down their noses at you It cuts you to a size of an Atom bomb
Just can’t help being different
We cannot change though we Did try
People say it’s important to be Yourself
But it’s so hard when the world Has a very little tolerance of People who dance to the Beat of their own drum
Just remember: 
we're not really being different, We're just different beings 

True light.


Darkness filling the whole land through, Entwined in black, no sky now blue.
No life on land or in the sea, Only sadness clothing me.
A storm awaited for so long
A zephyr wind becomes so strong.
The rain falls down right from above,
Opening my heart into arms of love.
As the storm doth dwindle and fade, 
I remember all those prayers I'd prayed,
A new life with God shining down
The King of love which I now crown.
On eagles wings together we fly
Hand in hand through bright blue sky.
A rainbow shining down as gold,
More and more that love unfolds.
Each day so beautiful now passes by
Beneath my God now I lie.
The sun always shining down so bright
At long last I find true light. 

Friday, March 22, 2013

Our love song

She gave me part of my dream.
I gave her freedom for her
Emotional state of mind.
She never experienced it before, 
And I never had the guts to explore
So freely, casually, and openly
The expression of feeling and emotion
She so graciously accepted with
Just a hint of anxiety and hesitance, 
Making her smiling face beam
As she exchanged the expression of my dream
For the expression of eternal and internal embrace
Of love and warmth with her beauty and grace
Given and shown through her eyes and smiling face
Interlocked with mine in a frozen glance, 
Hypnotized by our curiosity and deep desire
To find love we longed
To start an emotional fire
Burning in our hearts-long and strong
Until we finished writing our love song. 

Between woman and love's meaning


Will I....... Love?
Will I ....... love?
What is ....... love?
I am ......... love.
How do I represent love?
What is it about a woman That loves ? ... 
Her heart Or her very being, radiating With love that never separates
At birth, both to a mother and to the other love she seeks in man?
Moreover, It is man who seeks the love he knows nothing about. Woman merely softens her being of love To allow her heart to be still, tuned to the sound 
And quiver that love fills when man discovers
Woman for the first time. 
The only way that 
I am .................. love
Is through woman, since woman is love. 
So I ask myself again, 
Will I ........... love?
Will I find my heart, which is hidden
Among other organs that aren't
Even close to being
As vital to my health as the
Heart is beating?
If and when I find it, will I hold onto it?
Will I tell love
To make herself known, so that I might
Learn what love is, what she feels like, and
What she is capable of achieving
In my heart that I take for granted way too often.
A much better question than
What is ................ love, therefore, is
What is ..................... woman? 
She is the best thing that happened to man. 
She is the emotion that man lacks.
She is the reason love is in the world.
She is love, after all.
Without her, man dies.
Without her, love is lost and confused.
Without her, hope fades away..........
Then suddenly She replied ..
I Am ...........!!!. 
I am ............ love. 
I am ................. compassion.
I am ........................ comfort.
I am ............ delicate and fragile.
I am ............... the woman you long for. 
I am here for you to call upon 
When you need a prayer and a song.
I am here to forgive your wrongs
To help you feel confident and strong.
I know every thought that you have.
I can see it in your eyes.
You don't have to tell me any lies
To impress me.
I like who I see in the real you,
Which I trust will always be
The 'you' you want me to see.


Author Notes 
The empty blanks or lines are there for the reader to either leave empty or to fill in with his or her own personalized adjectives or verbs describing his or her intentions for expressing love. Also, I hope you the reader will notice how I wanted to use the idea of personification by saying how love was actually a woman through the phrase, 'Will I tell love to make herself known, so that I might learn what love is, what she feels like, and what she is capable of achieving.' 

I wish you health

I wish you health, and love and laughter, 
to cheer your weary heart, and all good gifts that
come thereafter, and I hope that I'm a part.
I wish for you a thousand rainbows, 
with never a stormy sky above, 
and at night a thousand moon glows
and my arms and lips to give you love.
I wish for me,  you'll always be there, 
when I'm lonely, cold or blue, I will wrap you
in my dreams, Just me, just you, 
and the sense, which humans called love. 

Set me free

What is a word for sorrow, that joy cannot erase? 
What is the look of sadness, one sees upon a face? 
There's such a thing as lonesome, that eyes can never show, 
There's another word for empty, what it is, I do not know.
If I knew it, I would tell you, you'd be the first to hear...
If I knew the words to mend your heartache, I'd yell them in your ear! 
I feel I cannot stem your tears, 
or to fill your heart with glee, 
If I knew what constituted happiness, 
It would cure your ills, as well as me.
I carry the weight, the feeling of gloom; 
In my suffering mind, i 'n my tortured head...
Wondering if I'd be better off, six feet below and dead.
The words I want to hear, I'll never hear from you-
What I want to hear, can only come from me, 
The words do not exist, they're burred in the void, 
Only I can break the seal, Only i can set me free.

Too hard to take

When all the world is sad and weary, 
When all the eyes are moist and teary, 
When all one does is mad and leery, 
That's when God's love shines through.
When all the hearts are full of sorrow, 
And nothing bright comes in the 'morrow, 
When all your hopes are there to borrow, 
That's when God's word comes true.
When you have emptiness and heartache, 
When all your wishes lie in your wake, 
When there is nothing else that one can take, 
That's when God's hand will reach to you.
When all the tragic sense of loss is there, 
When you feel as though no one's to care, 
When they tell you that your life's not fair, 
That's when God's voice will only will do.
That's when you'll shed the blues of doubt, 
That's when you'll know what love's about, 
That's when you'll feel the very joy to shout, 
That's when you'll know, the love you thought, 

But never really never knew. 

You aren't a tear

you aren't a killing weapon
because you are a cure that makes me live
you aren't a story to be forgotten
because you are a title for the eternity stories
you aren't a tear to be dried
because you are the spring in my desert.

So many

so many lights, but not shining
so many hearts, but not beating
so many songs, but without melody
so many flowers, but without smell
And from the bottom of my secrete windows .. just you were there.

You and me

Each of us a star
With respect, we can travel too far
each of us a star
our respect should never jar
each of us a star
each day my respect to you
ascends in the sky ... like star.

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Difficult moments

One of the difficult moments in my life
When i sit with you and can't tell you, what's in my heart
When my tears are supercilious and unable to move
when i know that you are the love's deity
and i can't pray with you.

Wisdom's nectar.

True words blossom in our hearts like rose petals.
Softly they grow in our senses, while their scent caressing our souls
And we could spend a lifetime relishing on our wisdom's nectar.

My door

The love's sun didn't shine, to push my black cloud
since you have been gone 

The rainbow didn't appear, colors have disappeared
since you have been gone
words have missed
since you have been gone
I was unable to knock my door, because you weren't there.

Please don't send the wind to open my window
Please don't knocking on my door, 

i'm just a shadow to the man, once .. i used to be.

But a dream

In my dream
I let my eyes travel into your beauty,
And I doubt they can count the miles.
True love is journey begins with a step,
And each look at you.
makes the step is longer than so many miles.
In your dream
lift your hands to the sky, and let it rain.
hug it, it's missing you, and let the rain.
whisper to my senses, and let it feel with your existence.
And let your emotion, flow to me as the rain.
And know that my longing to you, as the desert's longing to the rain.
Now remember ..
Nothing can kill a dream but a dream.

Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Be Light

Your love added weight on my heart,
While my heart barely it carry its weights
All the emotions gathered in it,
And if those emotions gather in a river
it'll flood to sink whole world.  So, lady
Shine my way but .. Be Light on my heart.

When there is hope..!!

All my life
I've creeped out of sorrows
I've crawled out of dissapointments
I've held on to broken dreams
I've lay on an empty belly, having chewed on
water just to save my teeth from turning disfunctional
Yet i've learnt not to curse a dawn as it brings me life
I've learnt that every new day is a gift, as it
presents me a fate i have to unravel
best i've learnt to smile through all this
I've lived on hope of a hope of a change in fortune
my good friend sowed hope in me
She said, 'friend where there is hope there is hope.'

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Dead dreams

dreamless nights, never-ending fights, ranting, raving, mindless cravings, bloodshot eyes, endless lies, a push, a shove, an end to love.
crying, weeping, not much sleeping, cursing, screaming, thoughtless scheming, bruise and battered, nothing mattered, name calling, life stalling, body crawling.
shouts, yells, funny smells, all's hell, lonely, barren, nothing like caring, misery, heart broken, no kind words spoken, jealousy, mistrust, things gone to rust.
back turned, kisses spurned, toast burned, alone, forsaken, the world is shaking, vows are dead, words not said, souls bled, hearts grown sad, thoughts turned bad.
nothing salvaged, nothing gained, just a memory of hurt and pain.
a love is buried, pages burned, 
a pair divided, nothing learned.
O.. you should know that;
Not everyone is meant to stay in your life forever... sometimes they are only there long enough to teach you the lesson that you needed to learn!

Teach me

teach me how to forget the love, it's far country...
and all the wings have cut,
teach me how to forget the love, it's deep sea,
and all the waves have rode its seas...
teach me how to forget the love, It's warm,
and all my body is full with burns...
teach me how to forget the love, it's sensation...
and all my senses have deserted me.

Friday, March 15, 2013

The art of giving

Silence is the sharpest sword of all, 
For when it kills, you never hear the fall.
When someone dies, you do not feel
the pain, and life goes on, when there's nothing more to gain.
The cruelest word is never spoken, 
It's left unsaid...
The greatest wounds are bloodless, After all...we're dead.
Oh, we walk and talk, and sleep and eat, if you can call that living, 
But we've lost the most important thing, 
We've lost the art of giving.
We exist, but yet we don't, we're like a waking ghost...
and when we can't receive love, then that's what hurts us most.
Silence is the sharpest sword of all, 
For when it kills, you never hear the fall; 
and when loves dies, then all is gone, 
and one can't tell, the sunset from the dawn. 

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

God's ways

somewhere, no one knows just where, 
there's a treasure to be found; 
someplace, no one knows just what place, 
there's a paradise, waiting to be found.
sometime, no one knows just what time, 
there's a beauty no artist can ever paint; 
somehow, no one knows just how, 
you'll come to know a person who's a saint.
when you find the place called where, 
when you find the prize called time; 
when you locate that certain saint, 
then your life will be fulfilled and fine.
until then, keep searching for the where, 
until then, keep a lookout for the place; 
until then, keep watching for the beauty, 
the perfect one, the perfect smile and face.
somewhere, nobody knows just where, 
you'll encounter golden, magic days; 
sometime, nobody knows just what time, 
you'll know the meaning of God's ways. 

Wait me .. i'm in my way

I cannot and I will not, say that you are dead -
because you live and breathe inside my head, 
because you were my love and always will be, 
because you were a part of me.
I cannot and I will not, say that you are gone -
when your still with me in each and every song, 
when your still in my heart all day long.
You went somewhere that I will one day go.
a place reserved for loved ones dear -
but in my mind you'll never go away, 
you'll always be at my side and near.
I will share your soul with mine, 
and what dreams that I can find -
I'll take them to my soul to keep, 
and never more will you see me weep.
Tears are shed for them that's dead, 
But your alive, inside my head -
and I'll not cry, I've cried enough, 
though times be hard and rough.
Some day, we sit and laugh together, 
like the man and son that we once shared -
we'll have our arms around each other, 
for all the earthly years we lost, but always cared

Spring's here

Spring's here...you can smell the blossoms, 
You can sense the perfume in the air; 
People laughing, smiling, joking, 
as if they had no earthly care.
Don't they know that we could die tomorrow? 
Can't they see that death comes quick to all? 
Have they blinders on, are they deaf? 
Don't they know they're headed for a fall? 
Spring does that to may people, 
Makes them lovers without fear; 
It masks the heartache hiding, 
It casts aside the lurking tear.
Spring is just a mass deception
We're mesmerized by her playful smile; 
We suckered into believing there's a life, 
That one can count on for a lengthy while.
Spring's here...you can see the beauty, 
Flowers running riot everywhere; 
People laughing, smiling, joking, 
as if they had no earthly care. 

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

life Conditions

You've got to laugh to keep from crying
Live to keep from dying
Walk to keep from crawling
Stand to keep from falling
You've got to be strong to keep from swaying
Leave to keep from staying
You need to watch to change direction
and strive to reach perfection
You've got to achieve to keep from losing
And Think to avoid confusion
You've got to Pray to keep from sinning
And keep moving when your winning
You've got to see so not to be blind
and Respect the men of mankind
You've got to be cautious as you read man
But alter not from the plan
You've got to forgive to be forgiven
and remember why your living
You must be willing to let all things go
for These are the conditions of a good soul 

We still walk through it blind.

It's time to say what you've come here to say
and time to do what you must
It's time to ask the questions of faith
that will shake the foundation of trust.
It's time to look deep inside yourself
not outside of every one else.
To reach out to others with a gentle hand
and give back to someone, some help.
It's time to expect the answers to come
to the prayers we've been praying for years
to open our eyes to the heavens above 
and release a fountain of tears
to walk through life searching
the depths of our mind.
all though we walk through life seeing
we still walk through it blind. 

Power

The power of truth is in the belief
The power of love in the heart
The power of faith is felt in the mind
With every member of your being a part
Yet the power of change is hard to adjust 
Because temptation is so hopelessly strong
While the power of right is substanialy hard
You must overcome the power of wrong
But the power in you is much greater than all 
In you his power is born
So when the unfairness of life takes your power away
Remember to whom the power belongs... 

last night

The Best thing in life is life itself.
How we live it determines our role.
The Good the bad and the indifferent.
Even a sure thing Becomes I don't know.
The Hopes the Dreams The nightmares
They're all important parts of the game.
The only rule is there are no rules.
And every one of us is to blame.
So a bit of advice I give to you.
On your journey through the looking glass, 
Leave the future to the future.
And the Past to the Past
Believe in yourself. Believe in God.
And make an effort to do it right
For tomorrow is promised to no one.
And this just may be my or you're ... last night.

Sunday, March 10, 2013

Pain and Pleasure

Pleasure and pain, 
Neither can be measured.
Everybody claims they can understand, 
They say they have felt it too.
Nobody's pleasure is the same, 
The feelings are never equaled.
Nobody's pain can ever be matched, 
Because the meanings are always different.
This poem is not like the usual, 
I do not want it to be the same.
Pleasure is something I had, 
Recently I have lost it.
Pain is something I now have, 
I do my best to hide it.
Having a cold heart is the only way, 
Nobody must see my pain.
This is not the way I want it, 
This is the way it must be.
People do not realize what pleasure is, 
Nor do they understand what pain can do.
Pleasure is suppose to be enjoyed thoroughly, 
Pain should be dealt with head on.
Pleasure is the ultimate spice of life, 
Pain makes you think that you are dying.
Pleasure protects you with a shield, 
Pain is the only thing that can penetrate it.
My past relationship had both, 
It had more pleasure and pain.
Love is pleasure, but Hate isn't the pain.

Pain is color

Sometimes I wish I were a wall
Upon witch you could hang you’re pain
To see it so, to know its beauty
Bond of sharing, bearing love
Pain is color, in between
Desire and death; white and black
Light is most lovely at the dawn
And then again, approaching night
Sometimes I wish that I could kiss
The world and take away her pain
Feel it all for only her 
And then go mad and prove I’m real
But love continues as does pain
And death endangers both
And the river murmurs carelessly
Around the bend in which we live 

sad eyes

My sad eyes Blurred by tears
Heart broken 
By the world they now fear
My sad eyes Now look down 
Afraid to look upon the town
My sad eyes Full of aqua blue The whitest whites
So wondrous and true
My sad eyes  One tear holds
One-hundred different reasons
For sadness to behold
My sad eyes Still afraid to see
What’s happening 
To our beautiful family

OR

Now that the tears in my eyes seem to have dried
and the pain that love caused 
is almost out of the way
Will i be able to get up and start my life afresh..!
OR will i still cry from the tears which in my heart stay...!
Will i manage to stay strong
if in front of me the story is repeated? 
OR will i break down & shatter to pieces & let my life get affected....!
If i see his name somewhere or hear of him
will i take it in my stride.....!
OR will i drift into the past, stay alone & from the world hide......! 
Though i certainly hope to be strong
and make life a beautiful place to stay
i really wonder if things get really bad
would i face them all
OR would i turn and run away..!
Will i side it before .. Mistrust makes life difficult. Trust makes it risky.
So there are two important lessons to learn

1. Never be so much happy because you have something new, either never be sad because you lost something, life will keep going with or without you.
2. Two of the hardest tests in life, The patient to wait for the right moment and the courage to accept that you've waited for nothing.
Now be nice
OR
Just walk away

Beauty

Beauty is the sensation of your heart skipping a beat, 
when eyes full of mischief glance at you...
Beauty is the smile which appears on your lips, when you think of the way he smiles at you...
Beauty is in the heart which touches another
Beauty is tender hands holding each other
Beauty is strong arms holding you warm
Beauty is in water, beauty is in weather, 
beauty is in air, beauty is in life
Beauty is in love, beauty is in wind...
Beauty surrounds you days and nights
yet no one knows beauty's heights