Friday, June 09, 2017

Dignity

She is more than worth of jeweleries.
She is in no position to allow anyone to make her feel inferior.
She is courageous, principled and skillful.
She perseveres to achieve her ambition.
She has the heart to withstand all hardships.
She is indeed a woman of dignity.
She is hardworking, modest and pure.
She makes her house a home.
A woman of dignity is a woman of substance.

About the man you love

Imagine a man, born with a heart full of kindness, but it is hidden under a mountain of needs, He has something within of more worth than all gold on earth, but he is not rich, He has within
love for truth
love for the good
love for beauty

love to spreads as a duty
He notice every special moments outside, when the dark of the night gives way to the day's light
He's been learns that; If he keeps one eye on the hereafter, he has only one eye for the task at hand here and now but If keep both eyes on the hereafter he's walking in complete darkness in the here and now.
Accept his life's with its good and bad, complain not about his day if it was happy or sad,
Always busy doing something to others, waiting not they thanksgiving or being grateful for what he do.
Imagine a man, born with a fragile heart in this sad world of ours, sorrow comes to all; and, to him it comes with bitterest agony, because it takes his unawares. The older have learned to ever expect it. he has within
hate for lier's
hate for pretenders
hate for treachery
hate for  disloyalty, falsity
He think of the missing miles of his life along the road home, which drowned by your eyes, dazed the whole day wandering the contour of your soul,  
Many uncontrollable circumstances, Have kept him apart, Yet every moment he carry you silently deep within his heart... excuse him, no need to ask for his love proves... O,

Thursday, June 08, 2017

Shhh...You are

look in my eyes,think time is wise, read my lips,my heart's beats.
be closer,and give me some touch, put your hands in mine, and think, that everything is fine.
stay near to me, be sure, be here, let love be free, let it come to me.
you know my feeling it is true, be sure.
leave away your thinking, give time, make its cure.
love, you know.... never says no!
love always, has an yes, an only lonely, yes…!
for you, you are... O yes
You are, the flower, the seed, Which my heart need.
You are, the dream, the thought, The essence of any word.
You are, the light, the sight, Which, gives me inspiration and the power, to be right.
You are the princess in red, Which I want in my hand.
You are the rose, the smell, That makes, the atmosphere dwell.
You are the star up in the sky, Which makes my love, stay high.
You are loving me.. You are, everything to me !

I can live with your memory, you... can't

Memories don't cry, give them a small nest, make them be, our best friends…
Our moments of joy,
Our loves, our dreams,
Our best things.
Our moments of sorrow, for our dears, make our tears, to drive out, our fears.
These are, a very part, of our inside, work of art, that make the odor, help put, our love ashore.
Memories are our friends,
Give them a hand,
Give them a small peace of land.

Wednesday, May 31, 2017

Sunset

It's 
not a kiss under the rain,
not a renewable river plain,
not a missing feelings mixed with pain,
not a long waiting in unknown station... train
not even who will win at the end of this game,
it's me, in loving you .... turning to insane.
it's you, in loving me .... with no plan
it's us, together with no complain.

Monday, May 29, 2017

Never.... Let go..

Maybe there is something that's telling you to stop
Maybe there's a reason for you to just give up
I know that your decision isn't your own fatal flaw
I know that what you trust is what you think you'll never saw
I know that all you love is what I'm willing to know
But there's still something there that won't let you let go 

I know that you love me, but you cant measure my love how it's continuously  grow.

love swords

Unspoken words are the first in your voice sheen,
And missing love is a place in your heart will always be green.
I scream, when my tearing soul becomes dim.
We're yet no more inside of our universe rim.
You're my blessing along the life shore,
And I heard the raven says, 'you always need more! '
Broken dreams in midnight taper will weep.
Love with trust traces of tears will sleep.

I'll keep all silence in the absence of your words
Killing time in preparing my wings of love swords.
I eat my waking dreams and close my deepest wound
As sky eats its clouds and earth closes grave ground.

Monday, May 22, 2017

Visa to the unknown

I'll travel through darkness in search of something what that is no clue have 
I what lies ahead in yonder fields leads me astray on the broken path of loneliness 
I follow under bright moon light and stars my only company in the black of night some where along the way lies the answers in which I seek but in which is like a puzzle with an infinite amount of clues but I only need one answer on a quest that has taken long and forever keep going keep marching onward for long as there is a beat in my heart I can do this for time is all but I have gone are times of happiness madness an anger for what replaces those are loneliness self faith a mystery I guess but all I can do is keep going farther into darkness and feel my heart beat and see star light twinkle and guide my way into the night and then afterwards answers will come to me as long as I keep ticking like a clock towards my destiny

Saturday, May 20, 2017

A love will knows no end..

It's been a while since I saw your smile, Never seen your face but I felt your grace,
From a distance your gaze, Your eyes, they warm my heart,
What a great place to start!
In my heart, always, Always a place for you, A quiet space,
What a beautiful place!
Lost in time, no rhythm nor rhyme, Until at last, We find the peace we deserve,
To live, breathe and to serve,
So when you think of me, Remember to feel free,
Live life through freedoms door, Know that I will love you evermore,
I will see you in a quiet room, A dark corner where you light the gloom,
In a moment of silence, a quiet breath,
Moves us one step further from death,
Sometimes I feel there can be no end,
As long as our hearts mend,
A soul that is your friend,
Then the light of love will know no end..

Friday, May 19, 2017

never say never for never was my word

Never shall I hang up the jersey and quit the game
Never shall I unlock the padlock that clinched my heart
And allow any soul to build a little hut in it
Never shall I be swept up by one's strength of one's arm
Never shall I allow any unique beauty to cross my mind
And reside in the warmth of my heart
Never shall my arms be a home to any kind of mighty precious jewel
Never shall I let gravity of love pull me
Into the loop of heart aches and dwell in pain
Never was my word
Never shall I say never, never again
Never was eradicated when I set my jersey to flames
And when I was red carded permanently from the game
Never was erased with a master key that unlocked the padlock of my heart
And when she melted me and form a new me
Never was eradicated by the tunes from her voice
Her words from her songs and the passion displayed
By her finger stroking the guitar of my chest
Never was erased when I buried my hand in her hairs
And locked my tongue with hers blowing sound of love
Never was eradicated when my fears were at rest
And when I experiencing the true colour of love
If dove truly resembles peace I don't doubt even a bit
That if she doesn't resembles love
Then she is a goddess of love
Never was my word
Never shall I say never, never again
But I say never when I say never shall I live you
Never shall I love another unless if this other is you
Never shall I leave your emotions high to dry
Never shall I let the sky pour on you
And if you had wings to fly,
I'll build thousand stations for you to perch
On the branches of arms
And if you were a spider
I'll net you a web and watch you ascend to great height
Never shall I say never but only when I say I will never leave you

Thursday, May 18, 2017

pleasure and pain

All I want is a room with a view
A messed up bed, shared with you
‘Cause it takes two and it takes time
To ease you into this heart of mine
All I want is a place to call home
A hand to hold, someone to call my own
‘Cause I am so alone, all of the time
All I want is someone to call mine
All I want is an explanation
A simple answer, a conversation
‘Cause these complications are causing pain
It’s all I want, so please explain.. Why you find your pleasure in my pain...?

Sunday, May 14, 2017

love,


Very difficult to explain.
Some say - nothing but sexual satisfaction.
Some other say - giving and taking with mutual understanding.
Some other further say - It is entering, it is accepting without any complaint.
But what I feel,
Love is beyond any definition,
Love is love and let us leave all with love.
Love is the only truth, And the truth I know with you.

In the rhythm of the street

Reading the music playing in my mind, listening to every tone and inflection of each note as it fastens itself to words that flow easily into every poem I ink.
So eloquently, cascading like a waterfall from my mind into deep calm pictures of words, like pools sent from heaven.
Holding the tears of a lifetime - those both of joy and sorrow, reflecting a life of poetical musings through musical rhythms. 

Running across my mind, a river carry many words of expression all about the shadows of our shore, O god..
I am steps behind you In the rhythm of the street
I am voices in your head restraining you from sleep
I am shadow on your walls and soft touch in your dreams Watching you,
I am eyeballs and your mute screams
I don't know your name
You can't see my face
I exist next to you with soul
in our wild story there is always .... chase
I am steps behind you... In the rhythm of the street

Thursday, May 11, 2017

Love or... Obove

Do you like the words of my life song...! for I can't sing alone
Can you play guitar ?
Can you see the star ? 

Bring me the real color, Take me, Fly me in the sky
Do you need wings, for without wings I can fly

See,
Somebody need love but nobody love them
Somebody don't need love but there full of unreal love
If god will send his angels... The real angel will send his love

Dream on

We’ve been in the rain so long that our eyes are sore and red;
When joy is missing, We gaze down too long at our feet as we slowly walk through the city, but there must be a different sky waiting for us offering love and inspiration where the Ocean kissed The Sky at the most beautiful place under the sun, there.. there..

No one can own a color; no one can own a cloud.
No person owns a person, though some may think they do.
No person owns the ocean; I know this to be true!
I cannot own a sparrow, I cannot own a tree.
Even in my own garden they don't belong to me!
No one can own the starlight; no one can own the sun.
No person owns a river, it simply can't be done!
No one can own a desert, the planets or their moons.
We’re all just One Race: Human, same words with many tunes!
No one may claim ownership to

 TEAR or SMILE or SIGH.. Or take away your DREAMS so.. dream on and on and... on.

Sunday, May 07, 2017

Love is you..

I always knew love is you, a feeling so pure.. your magic for hearts, it is real for sure..
love is always right, when your life goes wrong.. your thoughts go weak but love remains strong..
True love is never jealous, true love adheres pain.. Love is not something you loose, Love should always be gained..
Love gives emotions that thrill, love gives moments that excite.. Soft Words that enchant, and feelings which delight..
Love sometimes does hurt, love always will heal..
Love is the softness of a rose bud, your heart does feel..
Love needs understanding, Love relies on compromise..
Love salutes your generosity, Love respects your every sacrifice..
Love does not discriminate, Love is flying free..
Love gives us solution, Love answers who are we..
Love is universal, an heaven sent emotion..
Love will give you smiles, and your dreams a new direction..
Love is full of compassion, Love is free of fault.. The only time in your life, your heart breaths to a halt..
Love means forgiveness, Love offers a supporting hand.. An eternal message from god, Love is his command..
Never cage true love, you have to let it go..
Love is light you can't hide, in darkness it will always glow..

I'm not afraid of traviling i'm afraid of losing you " two months before travel"

In this timeless dimension future is a question mark,
Where one thing ends and another begins in just a moment
Where unspeakable fear grip our soul and reoccurring pain and trauma discharge our emotional battery in the midst of noise and confusion of everyday world
Where feelings of sadness and displeasure make us speechless and give more reason to doubt and fear and world looks like a blank paper ready to write another story of adversity and pain
Where in the chaos and hurt we lose memories, Shed many tears, don't know if one's walk on the wrong or the right track
And run to catch the shadow of a passing cloud to discover how the next chapter
Will unfold in the dismal dark...

Moments

Make your darkest hour in life, your defining moment my dear
Take bad things out of your life, and change it to positivity and cheer
Don't feel trapped or helpless, share your emotions and fear
Be humble and kneel before love, and find peace in god care
Choose your words very carefully, and build courage in all spheres
Mend your weak and broken heart, with happiness and joy's gear
Adjust your world's powerful lenses, through which you always judge dear
Don't think of your wounds and cries, look for the best in the coming year
Search for the window of opportunity, to make your darkest hour disappear
And find your defining moment with positivity, joy and endless cheer

Saturday, May 06, 2017

Why I love you..!

Curiosity in you wants to know, Why does my heart love you so..
What is the reason I hold you dear, Why is it always, I want you near..
Well let me explain how love works, Deep in your heart a feeling lurks..
A feeling that heals your every pain, Changes your irrational world to sane..
First is building a wall of trust,
True faith in your eyes is a must..
Next are the smiles you gift to the one,
In bundles of joy you bring sheer fun..
At times give the warmth of your touch,
Some tender words you speak affect so much..
Now that you know how to imply,
Let me answer the question, Why..
When you need attention, love and care, To god I pray to be always there..
Cause a tear in your eye breaks me apart, The problems you face break my heart..
I love to see that smile on your face, You are the only one no one can replace..
It feels like heaven when I am with you, You complete my world and that is true..
The moments of my life which I would savor,
Are only with you so please do me a favor..
There are true feelings residing in me, I give what I have and its all that you see..
If you still want to know how and why, then count the stars spread across the sky.. As long as you count them shining above, Those are the extremities of my love..
Why do I love is not meant to be known,
How much I love you I have always shown..
Cause if i give you the answers you yearn, Theres more about love you'll never learn..

Friday, May 05, 2017

Doubt is love, trust is everything

Trust in your love make sure it is deep,The returns you get is for you to keep..
The stronger the bond its harder to break,Has to be so when there's so much at stake..
When in a relation, its trust that you need, True belief in your love demands your heed..
Once broken to pieces is hardly rebuilt, at times you have to live with the guilt..
Here loyalty too plays an important role, offers a soothing cohort to a longing soul..
Staying with your love in joy and sorrow, smiles you give and the tears you borrow..
In a relation, loyalty brings you close, The faith you show, when beside you pose..
Just one false step of treacherous mind, cracks apart relations of every kind..
Sometimes these emotions are put to test, puts two hearts in a conflicting unrest..
One reason all problems are easy to shun, is trusting the loyalty of your loved one..
A relation in itself is a bond so strong, together we face all the right and wrong..
These factors decide how long it stands, here loyalty and trust walk hand in hands..

I need you

Bird trusts his wings so he never falls;
So, trust me too and you’ll never fail.

Wednesday, May 03, 2017

Poem

From the last standing tree In a lonely forest
From the great ocean sea Bathing in the sunset
everything I see ... Is poem to me
From the buzzing honey bee in a red field of roses
From the whimsical jumping flea That makes a dog scratch vigorously
Then chase his tail playfully
From the sun shinning brightly To the birds flying freely
And singing in harmony
Everything around me And everything I see
Is poem to me.

Tuesday, May 02, 2017

Love is

Love is an open clear deep blue sea where no hate can dare swim
love is a captured sunset where the warmth never grows dim
love is desire held in the eye that spreads quickly to the heart
love is a black starry night sky a metaphor of glorious art
love is a deep dark hole of mystery always there to take free

It was, is and will be only you.

Some say that the ocean is a mystery a wide expanse of endless blue
some say its waves carry away all problems and swallows them into its deep abyss
some say its power is limitless and its prominent calm is like an angel's kiss
it is truly unforgettable
you are like the ocean ... Unforgettable
Some say the evening sunset is the most amazing sight
some say it is the prelude to the calming silence of evening's fall
some say it finishes a perfect day with the most spectacular array of colour
some say it is unforgettable
you are like that sunset... Unforgettable.
Some say that the visible stars on the blanket of twilight are what make a gorgeous night
some say that even when those stars die we will see their afterglow for millions of years to come
some say they are unforgettable
you are like those stars... Unforgettable!

Monday, May 01, 2017

Alone..


Alone listening to nightly whispers
Alone in my thoughts
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for rainbow lights
Alone in the morning I awake
Alone I celebrate my joys
Alone I pray out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone in strenght
Alone in wealth
Alone in good health
Alone I try to understand
Alone I seek knowledge
Alone I share what is mine
Alone I try not to be alone
Alone when my time has come, I'll pass away

internet

As I lay down in my bed sad but no cry
I realise It was all a web of lies

I was deceived as I misconceived the one identity
that I even had to question my own sanity

I became a fatality
an instant causality
of using this facility
with hidden negative opportunity
called ... the internet

A web of lies spun on the internet
Right in the chat room, dusted into my corner with a broom

I wanted to believe.. I do not know why hence created a world of my own
email addresses
flashing me messages
as cold as any marble stone
The truth was blown
When I heard my clowns on the phone
Be careful
Take care
I say with a sigh
It was all a web of lies

Thursday, April 27, 2017

Freedom as i knew.

freedom means a lot to me, what does freedom means to you ..!
to me; freedom is equal opportunities, equal reward for all kinds of potentialities
to me as well as anybody elsewhere,
freedom to speak without favor and fear, freedom to move to anywhere so far as i want it
freedom is free and fairness, regardless of where i was born or where i came from, the color of my skin, my religious status or how i appear for i am not what i wear.
i need freedom spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally
psychologically and freedom financially
what makes me different from others... is what i do with my life to help others.

Life..

ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎً ﺗﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ..
ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﺣﺪﺍﺙ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﺷﺨﺎﺹ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﻓﻌﺎﻝ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﻗﻮﺍﻝ ،
ﻋﻮِّﺩ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﺠﺎﻫﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻛﻲ ﻓﻠﻴﺲ ﻛﻞ أﻣﺮ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﻭﻗﻮﻓﻚ !
كلنا يعلم ان ﺍﻟﻠﻪ خلق ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺎﺀٍ ﻭﻃﻴﻦ. ﺑﻌﻀﻬﻢ ﻏﻠﺐ ﻣﺎﺅﻩ ﻃﻴﻨَﻪ... ﻓﺼﺎﺭ ﻧﻬﺮﺍً. ﻭﺑﻌﻀﻬﻢ ﻏﻠﺐ ﻃﻴﻨُﻪ ﻣﺎﺀَﻩ.. ﻓﺼﺎﺭ ﺣﺠﺮﺍً
.

Stay the same, same way

Does anything ever change ..?
The days that slow go bye

The tears you watch them cry

The ones you wish with him everything to try
The plans you have
The truths to see
The hopes you savor ever cease to be
Qualm the joy that life to bring, or the time remembering
Last the joke that is undone, Stop the ever setting sun
Watch tomorrow slowly become today
And like untold.. Stay the same, same way

Saturday, April 22, 2017

life is not simple

No, life's not simple not at all
Be wary what you do before you fail
Life is a serious affair, a journey testing souls
Where love and hate rules everywhere to guide or hide one's goals
Regardless what life confuses, causes one's soul to stray
Beware caresses and bruises can distract from Heaven's Way
However strong, rich or clever .. Whole hearted seek only god
Beware what rises to sever.. Salvation's binding chord
Life is a test we all must take
That if we pass we emigrate
Our powers grown through steady state
So, there is no new morality here to shape
No,
life is not simple
not at all.

Wednesday, April 12, 2017

Come and paint my world, Let's the colors warm my life.

Simple 
is to say And do and love And pray.
Hard 

is to be And to act As an example.
A good soul shows mercy,
A good heart shares compassion,
In and out,
On and on,
When all I should say,
Is 

thank you, 
you paint my world, Let's the colors warm our life.
I miss you, i need you, I love you

Monday, April 10, 2017

Not Ego. not ego

 


Love
Is like a fisherman in the ocean
Waiting for the perfect catch in..
A temple of patience.



In a winter morning


between fantasy and clear winter sky my heart is floating quiet
Under the sheet here... she is my everything like a morning star
woven together for eternity for our love is a candle burns... high

Saturday, April 08, 2017

truth


Only Artist can speaks with lies to tell the truth, and sometimes the most important person in our life we just knew nothing about him.

the sword of dark sorrow

Patiently we shed tears of blood to feeds those humming soils by which this forest is deeply rooted. So full of.... Fear, Loneliness, Resentment, sickness and anger,
their hearts burn with flames, their minds reverberate without sound, leaves us within a forest of pain with trees that swallow our souls and the innocence of our morality, to replaced by the silence of tomorrow where the words only will have its meaning in the ears of the listener,

Sunday, April 02, 2017

Special request.. 2 April.

A woman in a village came to one of the scientists and thought she was a magician and asked him to do her a magical work so that her husband loves her love that no one sees with him in the world.
 And because he is a magican and a teacher he told her that you are asking for something that is not easy, you asked for something great. Are you ready to bear the costs?
 She said: Yes
 He said to her: It is only if you can brought a hair from the neck of any lion I'll do what you want.
 She said: oh. No lion.. ?
 He said: Yes
 She said, "How can I do that and the lion is a predatory animal and I am not sure that it will kill me? Is not there an easier and safer way..?
 He said to her: You can not do what you want to got your husband love, then only this way will be suitable for what you want and if you think you will find the appropriate way to achieve the goal I'll do it for you.
 The woman went to her house and thinking about how to get that hair which required to that magically work,  ofcurse she trust in this magician wisdom whom was told that the lion does not prey unless it is hungry and must satisfy it until he can trust her,
 shr tooks the advice and went to the forest near them and began to throw the lion a big part from meat and move away and continued to throw the meat until the lion was drawn and numbered with time.
 And every time she approached him a little until the day came that the lion extends next to her and he does not doubt her love for him and put her hand on his head and took a wipe on his hair and neck with all tenderness
 And while the lion in this enjoy and relax it was not difficult to take the woman hair quietly and once she felt the trust of the hair even rushed to the magician... to give it and joy fills itself as the angel who will sit in the heart of her husband and forever he will obey and adore her..  When the magician saw the hair, he asked her: What did you do so you could get this hair?
She explained to him a plan to feed the lion with tenderness, and how she got the lion trust through time, which summarized the knowledge of the entrance to the heart of the lion first and the abdomen and then continue and patience until that time to pick fruit and got that requires hair.
 Then the magician said to her:
O  God, your husband is no more ferocious than the lion! Didn't you knew that..  Go,
Do with your husband like you did with the lion.
 You know the entrance to his heart and his hunger and despair and put the plan for that and be patient..
The end.

Saturday, April 01, 2017

One last knight

My words will fight for me on my behalf. They charge at you with full force no hesitation;
Be prepared to be cut, bruised, wounded;
Be prepared to be lifeless; they’re ready to never stop
But then
I have nothing to say
Oh no…
I have… nothing to say..
Oh no...
I hate the way I love you.

Goodbye with tears

No more games, or melting into fantasies. Just the shame, our love drowns in seas.
Seas of fear, regret, and doubt.
We will never get, a way out.
No imagining pain away, this is completely real.
Now every single day, happy we barely feel.
Does love turns to hate, within a short second. Is it our fate, to end up in hell not heaven gate.
Fear is our boss, we can't help but obey. It leads us, to waste or days.
Insanity we plead, when fear turns to poisonous hate.
Fear is a disease, we should have known right away. Our minds are no longer ours while in shame it's to our heart obey..

April Fools

I sit in the corner, depression im bleeding. I sit in the corner, barely breathing.
People stare, they don't admit.
People stare, they laugh at the slits. They don't know how it feels, the pain inside.
They don't know how it feels, to want suicide. When I am gone,
cause the slits went to deep.
When I am gone, the will pretend to cry and weep.
Even though deep inside, they know if they would've helped.
Even though deep inside, I would have stopped if they cared.

I guess it's too late.

Friday, March 31, 2017

Butterflies

In a beautiful butterfly,
Your face comes so true to me.

Through a pretty butterfly
You come flying so serene into me.

As the tiny wings flutter
I watch with love and joy
and wonder how it could be
that I see your face coming to me.

With beauty and grace
you perch among the flowers
as if searching for a special place.
Oh if I could only turn my heart
into a bed of flowers
for you to fly and hide
and secretly whisper to me
with fluttering wings how you love me.

Warm and kind is our friendship
so rare like a beautiful butterfly.

Welcome to my garden of happy thoughts
where butterflies fly along
the paths of lovely flowers.

You are so special in my life.
So innocent and pure is our friendship.
I care for you with a heart full of joy.
You are mine, I love you.

God, help me not to be possessive.
Love is freedom in true sense.
Possession is selfishness.
God, help me not to be possessive.

(When we fall in love, we think love is possessing the other. It takes time and maturity to realize that real love is freedom and never possessive. So we do experience divinity in selfless love).

Wednesday, March 29, 2017

Stay alive please..

For being a good friend, thank you, I'd never knew that you're my horse to ride on, and to look out on the world
You see through my disguise, You did never let me be that ordinary man.
For the knowledge you instilled in me, now I'm filling out some paperwork,
I search within myself to find a way to put a blame, and queries on you.
When I was a toddler and I didn't.

Did you ever realize, how much I love you.!!!
And the though of losing you brings tears into my eyes and destroy everything beautiful from my vision,
Though you taught me real men... O please ... don't cry, It so hard for me to hold it back.

There are special people around the world, but we "you and i" are so special in this world our own small world. Its hard for them to understand The bond between you and I,
Is what deepens our connection in I, myself, My father and My son.

This is a so very hard day for me my fathers.. please stay strong, just please don't you ever pass away.. don't you know that you will leave me alone in this world.
Thank you, you dedicated me your life
My mentor, the greatest teacher I ever had, not enough to put into words,
I just wish I could, make you proud of me.

Tuesday, March 28, 2017

This world where i belong

This life is a hospital where every patient is possessed with the desire to change beds; one man would like to suffer in front of the stove, and another believes that he would recover his health beside the window.
It always seems to me that I should feel well in the place where I am not, and this question of removal is one which I discuss incessantly with my soul.
'Tell me, my soul, poor chilled soul, what do you think of going to live in another country...? 

It must be warm there or maybe much colder, and there you would invigorate yourself like a star falling, or just be another stranger in unknown train station. This city is on the sea-shore; or full of deserted land o..
My soul does not reply.
'Since you are so fond of stillness, coupled with the show of movement, would you like to move into Holland,
that beatifying country ? Perhaps you would find some diversion in that land whose image you have so often admired in the art galleries. What do you think of Rotterdam, you who love forests  and ships moored at the foot of houses ?
My soul remains silent.... Not a word. Could my soul be dead ?
'Is it then that you have reached such a degree of lethargy that you acquiesce in your sickness .. it seems to me as another hopeless case ?
At last my soul finally explodes, and wisely cries out to me: 

No matter where ! 
No matter where ! As long as it's out of this world..!