Tired but never expired

I can't think of a day, a week, a month or a year that passes, where my thoughts, are not with you. 
Even though, I tell myself, it's not the best thing to do. 
It may be easy for someone else, to tell you it's time to let go. 
But their feelings are not mine, so how are they to know. 
No doubt there have been others, who have been in the same shoes before. 
For me, especially it's just so impossible to close that door. 
I feel when I keep you near, it adds a great deal to my sanity.
That's why you're always in my heart and forever... a part of me!

In time

I don't know when, we'll meet again, at heavens door. 
I only know, we'll be together, as we were before.
Never for a moment, did I forget you.
As you know, that's not easy for me to do. 
You are very dear to my heart, as I, was with you. 
So when the time comes, I'll not be afraid, 
just knowing, I will see you once more. 
What makes it even easier, 
is the fact, you'll be waiting for me, at heavens door ! 

"in the memory of my mother grave"

It will vanish at some point

I'm starting to believe that to some of us 'happiness is just a word', When everything you try turn to fall apart, you become furious and a target of the voices in your head. You watch the time tick listening to its sound as it passes you. Still you remain left alone inside your own shell of nightmares. Becoming far away from the light and the people surrounding you.
You can feel the demons haunting your soul, preying on your thoughts. Life gets really harder as your life get filled with more mistakes, discouragement events, disappointments and failures.
You keep telling yourself that your turn is coming, same words being spoken by your family, father and friends after witnessing the sorrow soul in your face. 
If happiness was a bird, you'd be the first to seize it, hoping to find some comfort to unbroken your heart. But really life gets darker and days more stressing than before. All the motivations are starting to sound like lies. Your faith in your will is slowly becoming nothing, for everything you believe in is not going accordingly. 
So keep calm, even though it doesn't help at all. You've tried your best to succeed, but know I assure you, beating yourself from inside will vanish at some point.

أحياناً يُغرقنا الحزن

أحياناً يُغرقنا الحزن حتى نعتاد عليه، وننسى أنّ في الحياةِ أشياء كثيرةٍ يُمكن أن تسعدنا، وأن حولنا وجوهاً كثيرةً يمكن أن تضيء في ظلامِ أيامنا شمعة، فابحث عن قلبٍ يمنحك الضوء، ولا تترك نفسك رهينةً لأحزانِ الليالي المظلمة.
فمن يقرأ التاريخ لا يدخل اليأس إلى قلبه أبداً، وسوف يرى الدنيا أياماً يداولها الله بين الناس، فالأغنياء يصبحون فقراء، والفقراء ينقلبون أغنياء، وضعفاء الأمس أقوياء اليوم، وحكام الأمس مشردو اليوم، والقضاة متهمون، والغالبون مغلوبون، والفلك دوار، والحياة لا تقف، والحوادث لا تكف عن الجريان، والناس يتبادلون الكراسي، لا حزن يستمر، ولا فرح يدوم... ومن يعلم الغيب لعل اليأس هو آخر محاولة قبل النجاح

Seeds of yesterday

The poor have no ability to realize their dreams into the light... Yes it's a negative bad thoughts, but that is what happening in the hand of reality, but in the land of my hopes where dreams giving birth let me say today is gone, so we have to look forward to what the next day, is going to bring. 
Each day, is a new day and that's a very good thing. 
If we think about it, each and every day, gives a new perspective and changes what transpired, the day before. 
If it didn't turn out right, we have the chance, to even the score. I find it makes no sense, to get in a tether, when there's seven days in a week. 
Every day, can't be a bad one, so to speak. Take each day and enjoy, what it has to offer, with hopes, we were up to task. Then look back and see, it really wasn't,
too much to ask..!

Another travel failure

Have you ever lost something out of your hand, Clean out of your unlocked hand..? One breath it was there, the next, gone, vanished; the stupid thing spirited away suddenly into thin air,
Have you gone back and forth in disaffection..! 

Do you pray every day through pains..!
Do you have endless stream of tears..!
Do you travel in lone roads of dead ends..!
Do you wake with screams of freedom ?
Do you feel lost, raped, stripped of rights ?
Do you suffer the indignity of inhumanity, your skin color or even your religion ?
Come with me to one with helpful solutions
Come with me to pathfinder friend of mine. let us pray someday soon death come take the pains..
There is no new songs.. else all in vain my tears and my pain.
Here is my hand to keep, my heart ... Take it, and do not weep.

I can't grow old without you "Gratitude only for you"

when I was blinded ... You took my hand and showed me the way, 
when I cried over it all ... You took my hand and dried my tears, 
when I questioned our destiny ... You took my hand and helped me understand,
when I was too stubborn to say anything ... You took my hand and mended my mind,
when we remembered my funny mistakes ... You took my hand and made me laugh,
When I was wonder if God has a special plan for me ... You took my hand and made me see,
When you took my hand and made me promise, I’d never walk alone again.
When I takes your hand and never let go, because our love means more than you’ll ever know..!

Romantics at heart..!

You brought me sunshine, when I only saw rain.
You brought me laughter, when I only felt pain.
I want you to know, cause I'll never forget
knowing your smile ... your kisses and yet

Pain is always my way...

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.
Sometimes people just can’t understand, Why things get out of hand.
Sometimes life just isn’t fair, Especially when people just don’t care.
Sometimes it’s all you can do to get by, especially when dreams continue to die.
Sometimes we need someone to call our own, especially when we’re lonely.
Sometimes we see things that aren’t meant to be seen.
Sometimes things aren’t always as they seem.
Sometimes we just need to get away, when we’ve had a really bad day,
 sometimes it's hard to say, Why things have to be this way.
Sometimes it’s nice to sit in the rain, even to just relieve the pain.
sometimes when people get hurt, Even the strongest ones may need comfort.

Do it with all your heart

If you're doing something for someone, do it with your heart, never, do it half way!
Should you proceed without caring, it's bound to catch up with you, one day. If
you think you're fooling someone, nine times out of ten, it's going to show. People
can see right through you, as I'm sure you know. 
We have to be up front about our feelings and not pretend. It doesn't serve any purpose and it's quite confusing in the end! Always, tell the truth from the very
beginning, it helps clear the air. 
Say what you mean and mean what you say, it's easy to take it, from there. Don't keep anyone guessing, tell them how you feel from the start. If you can follow through,  it's the right thing to do, so do it, with all your heart!

With the name of god..

  (1) A questioner asked about a Penalty to befall-

	(2) The Unbelievers, the which there is none to ward off,-
	(3) (A Penalty) from Allah, Lord of the Ways of Ascent.
	(4) The angels and the spirit ascend unto him in a Day the measure whereof is (as) fifty thousand years:
	(5) Therefore do thou hold Patience,- a Patience of beautiful (contentment).
	(6) They see the (Day) indeed as a far-off (event):
	(7) But We see it (quite) near.
	(8) The Day that the sky will be like molten brass,
	(9) And the mountains will be like wool,
	(10) And no friend will ask after a friend,
	(11) Though they will be put in sight of each other,- the sinner´s desire will be: Would that he could redeem himself from the Penalty of that Day by (sacrificing) his children,
	(12) His wife and his brother,
	(13) His kindred who sheltered him,
	(14) And all, all that is on earth,- so it could deliver him:
	(15) By no means! for it would be the Fire of Hell!-
	(16) Plucking out (his being) right to the skull!-
	(17) Inviting (all) such as turn their backs and turn away their faces (from the Right).
	(18) And collect (wealth) and hide it (from use)!
	(19) Truly man was created very impatient;-
	(20) Fretful when evil touches him;
	(21) And niggardly when good reaches him;-
	(22) Not so those devoted to Prayer;-
	(23) Those who remain steadfast to their prayer;
	(24) And those in whose wealth is a recognised right.
	(25) For the (needy) who asks and him who is prevented (for some reason from asking);
	(26) And those who hold to the truth of the Day of Judgment;
	(27) And those who fear the displeasure of their Lord,-
	(28) For their Lord´s displeasure is the opposite of Peace and Tranquillity;-
	(29) And those who guard their chastity,
	(30) Except with their wives and the (captives) whom their right hands possess,- for (then) they are not to be blamed,
	(31) But those who trespass beyond this are transgressors;-
	(32) And those who respect their trusts and covenants;
	(33) And those who stand firm in their testimonies;
	(34) And those who guard (the sacredness) of their worship;-
	(35) Such will be the honored ones in the Gardens (of Bliss).
	(36) Now what is the matter with the Unbelievers that they rush madly before thee-
	(37) From the right and from the left, in crowds?
	(38) Does every man of them long to enter the Garden of Bliss?
	(39) By no means! For We have created them out of the (base matter) they know!
	(40) Now I do call to witness the Lord of all points in the East and the West that We can certainly-
	(41) Substitute for them better (men) than they; And We are not to be defeated (in Our Plan).
	(42) So leave them to plunge in vain talk and play about, until they encounter that Day of theirs which they have been promised!-
	(43) The Day whereon they will issue from their sepulchers in sudden haste as if they were rushing to a goal-post (fixed for them),-
	(44) Their eyes lowered in dejection,- ignominy covering them (all over)! such is the Day the which they are promised!

I love you once and for all

When you love somebody, your life is very complete. You finally have found, peace of mind and that in itself, can't be beat. Days are no longer full of longing, you finally found, the one you adore. You've gotten everything you ever wanted
and you couldn't have asked, for more. As far as you're concerned, life has given you, all the things you hoped for and now you made it to the top. You know you're extremely fortunate and pray this whirlwind, will never stop. You see, you can never give up hoping, as who knows, what the god have in store. If it
happened once, it will always be once and for all.

Old is Gold and unique..

Beauty, is in the eyes of the beholder, you have to look beneath the surface, to see, what lies within! 
Once you get to know someone, that's when you're feelings, start to kick in. You don't have to be good looking, in order to catch a beauty, it's not what you look like, it's all, in what you know! 
Personality, is very important, as it gets you everywhere, the moment you enter a room, they know, that you are there! 
People gravitate to you, as you're the type, that's full of mirth, it's more than
having good looks, as you're the kind of person, who's always, unique..

All we need is time,

Time, can do many things, for different people. 
For some, it can give them a new start. 
While for others, it can mend, a broken heart. 
Time, has to be on your side, when a big decision, has to be made. 
And without time, it's not possible, for you to make the grade. 
Many things in life, depends on time and how it goes.
Time is there for us, to care for us, that everyone knows. 
So use time wisely and don't fritter it away. 
Make good use of your time. as it can do most anything, come what may!

Dignity

She is more than worth of jeweleries.
She is in no position to allow anyone to make her feel inferior.
She is courageous, principled and skillful.
She perseveres to achieve her ambition.
She has the heart to withstand all hardships.
She is indeed a woman of dignity.
She is hardworking, modest and pure.
She makes her house a home.
A woman of dignity is a woman of substance.

About the man you love

Imagine a man, born with a heart full of kindness, but it is hidden under a mountain of needs, He has something within of more worth than all gold on earth, but he is not rich, He has within
love for truth
love for the good
love for beauty
love to spreads as a duty
He notice every special moments outside, when the dark of the night gives way to the day's light
He's been learns that; If he keeps one eye on the hereafter, he has only one eye for the task at hand here and now but If keep both eyes on the hereafter he's walking in complete darkness in the here and now.
Accept his life's with its good and bad, complain not about his day if it was happy or sad,
Always busy doing something to others, waiting not they thanksgiving or being grateful for what he do.
Imagine a man, born with a fragile heart in this sad world of ours, sorrow comes to all; and, to him it comes with bitterest agony, because it takes his unawares. The older have learned to ever expect it. he has within
hate for lier's
hate for pretenders
hate for treachery
hate for  disloyalty, falsity
He think of the missing miles of his life along the road home, which drowned by your eyes, dazed the whole day wandering the contour of your soul,  
Many uncontrollable circumstances, Have kept him apart, Yet every moment he carry you silently deep within his heart... excuse him, no need to ask for his love proves... O,

Shhh...You are

look in my eyes,think time is wise, read my lips,my heart's beats.
be closer,and give me some touch, put your hands in mine, and think, that everything is fine.
stay near to me, be sure, be here, let love be free, let it come to me.
you know my feeling it is true, be sure.
leave away your thinking, give time, make its cure.
love, you know.... never says no!
love always, has an yes, an only lonely, yes…!
for you, you are... O yes
You are, the flower, the seed, Which my heart need.
You are, the dream, the thought, The essence of any word.
You are, the light, the sight, Which, gives me inspiration and the power, to be right.
You are the princess in red, Which I want in my hand.
You are the rose, the smell, That makes, the atmosphere dwell.
You are the star up in the sky, Which makes my love, stay high.
You are loving me.. You are, everything to me !

I can live with your memory, you... can't

Memories don't cry, give them a small nest, make them be, our best friends…
Our moments of joy,
Our loves, our dreams,
Our best things.
Our moments of sorrow, for our dears, make our tears, to drive out, our fears.
These are, a very part, of our inside, work of art, that make the odor, help put, our love ashore.
Memories are our friends,
Give them a hand,
Give them a small peace of land.

Sunset

It's 
not a kiss under the rain,
not a renewable river plain,
not a missing feelings mixed with pain,
not a long waiting in unknown station... train
not even who will win at the end of this game,
it's me, in loving you .... turning to insane.
it's you, in loving me .... with no plan
it's us, together with no complain.

Never.... Let go..

Maybe there is something that's telling you to stop
Maybe there's a reason for you to just give up
I know that your decision isn't your own fatal flaw
I know that what you trust is what you think you'll never saw
I know that all you love is what I'm willing to know
But there's still something there that won't let you let go 
I know that you love me, but you cant measure my love how it's continuously  grow.

love swords

Unspoken words are the first in your voice sheen,
And missing love is a place in your heart will always be green.
I scream, when my tearing soul becomes dim.
We're yet no more inside of our universe rim.
You're my blessing along the life shore,
And I heard the raven says, 'you always need more! '
Broken dreams in midnight taper will weep.
Love with trust traces of tears will sleep.
I'll keep all silence in the absence of your words
Killing time in preparing my wings of love swords.
I eat my waking dreams and close my deepest wound
As sky eats its clouds and earth closes grave ground.

Visa to the unknown

I'll travel through darkness in search of something what that is no clue have 
I what lies ahead in yonder fields leads me astray on the broken path of loneliness 
I follow under bright moon light and stars my only company in the black of night some where along the way lies the answers in which I seek but in which is like a puzzle with an infinite amount of clues but I only need one answer on a quest that has taken long and forever keep going keep marching onward for long as there is a beat in my heart I can do this for time is all but I have gone are times of happiness madness an anger for what replaces those are loneliness self faith a mystery I guess but all I can do is keep going farther into darkness and feel my heart beat and see star light twinkle and guide my way into the night and then afterwards answers will come to me as long as I keep ticking like a clock towards my destiny

A love will knows no end..

It's been a while since I saw your smile, Never seen your face but I felt your grace,
From a distance your gaze, Your eyes, they warm my heart,
What a great place to start!
In my heart, always, Always a place for you, A quiet space,
What a beautiful place!
Lost in time, no rhythm nor rhyme, Until at last, We find the peace we deserve,
To live, breathe and to serve,
So when you think of me, Remember to feel free,
Live life through freedoms door, Know that I will love you evermore,
I will see you in a quiet room, A dark corner where you light the gloom,
In a moment of silence, a quiet breath,
Moves us one step further from death,
Sometimes I feel there can be no end,
As long as our hearts mend,
A soul that is your friend,
Then the light of love will know no end..

never say never for never was my word

Never shall I hang up the jersey and quit the game
Never shall I unlock the padlock that clinched my heart
And allow any soul to build a little hut in it
Never shall I be swept up by one's strength of one's arm
Never shall I allow any unique beauty to cross my mind
And reside in the warmth of my heart
Never shall my arms be a home to any kind of mighty precious jewel
Never shall I let gravity of love pull me
Into the loop of heart aches and dwell in pain
Never was my word
Never shall I say never, never again
Never was eradicated when I set my jersey to flames
And when I was red carded permanently from the game
Never was erased with a master key that unlocked the padlock of my heart
And when she melted me and form a new me
Never was eradicated by the tunes from her voice
Her words from her songs and the passion displayed
By her finger stroking the guitar of my chest
Never was erased when I buried my hand in her hairs
And locked my tongue with hers blowing sound of love
Never was eradicated when my fears were at rest
And when I experiencing the true colour of love
If dove truly resembles peace I don't doubt even a bit
That if she doesn't resembles love
Then she is a goddess of love
Never was my word
Never shall I say never, never again
But I say never when I say never shall I live you
Never shall I love another unless if this other is you
Never shall I leave your emotions high to dry
Never shall I let the sky pour on you
And if you had wings to fly,
I'll build thousand stations for you to perch
On the branches of arms
And if you were a spider
I'll net you a web and watch you ascend to great height
Never shall I say never but only when I say I will never leave you

pleasure and pain

All I want is a room with a view
A messed up bed, shared with you
‘Cause it takes two and it takes time
To ease you into this heart of mine
All I want is a place to call home
A hand to hold, someone to call my own
‘Cause I am so alone, all of the time
All I want is someone to call mine
All I want is an explanation
A simple answer, a conversation
‘Cause these complications are causing pain
It’s all I want, so please explain.. Why you find your pleasure in my pain...?

love,

Very difficult to explain.
Some say - nothing but sexual satisfaction.
Some other say - giving and taking with mutual understanding.
Some other further say - It is entering, it is accepting without any complaint.
But what I feel,
Love is beyond any definition,
Love is love and let us leave all with love.
Love is the only truth, And the truth I know with you.

In the rhythm of the street

Reading the music playing in my mind, listening to every tone and inflection of each note as it fastens itself to words that flow easily into every poem I ink.
So eloquently, cascading like a waterfall from my mind into deep calm pictures of words, like pools sent from heaven.
Holding the tears of a lifetime - those both of joy and sorrow, reflecting a life of poetical musings through musical rhythms. 
Running across my mind, a river carry many words of expression all about the shadows of our shore, O god..
I am steps behind you In the rhythm of the street
I am voices in your head restraining you from sleep
I am shadow on your walls and soft touch in your dreams Watching you,
I am eyeballs and your mute screams
I don't know your name
You can't see my face
I exist next to you with soul
in our wild story there is always .... chase
I am steps behind you... In the rhythm of the street

Love or... Obove

Do you like the words of my life song...! for I can't sing alone
Can you play guitar ?
Can you see the star ? 
Bring me the real color, Take me, Fly me in the sky
Do you need wings, for without wings I can fly
See,
Somebody need love but nobody love them
Somebody don't need love but there full of unreal love
If god will send his angels... The real angel will send his love

Dream on

We’ve been in the rain so long that our eyes are sore and red;
When joy is missing, We gaze down too long at our feet as we slowly walk through the city, but there must be a different sky waiting for us offering love and inspiration where the Ocean kissed The Sky at the most beautiful place under the sun, there.. there..
No one can own a color; no one can own a cloud.
No person owns a person, though some may think they do.
No person owns the ocean; I know this to be true!
I cannot own a sparrow, I cannot own a tree.
Even in my own garden they don't belong to me!
No one can own the starlight; no one can own the sun.
No person owns a river, it simply can't be done!
No one can own a desert, the planets or their moons.
We’re all just One Race: Human, same words with many tunes!
No one may claim ownership to
 TEAR or SMILE or SIGH.. Or take away your DREAMS so.. dream on and on and... on.

Love is you..

I always knew love is you, a feeling so pure.. your magic for hearts, it is real for sure..
love is always right, when your life goes wrong.. your thoughts go weak but love remains strong..
True love is never jealous, true love adheres pain.. Love is not something you loose, Love should always be gained..
Love gives emotions that thrill, love gives moments that excite.. Soft Words that enchant, and feelings which delight..
Love sometimes does hurt, love always will heal..
Love is the softness of a rose bud, your heart does feel..
Love needs understanding, Love relies on compromise..
Love salutes your generosity, Love respects your every sacrifice..
Love does not discriminate, Love is flying free..
Love gives us solution, Love answers who are we..
Love is universal, an heaven sent emotion..
Love will give you smiles, and your dreams a new direction..
Love is full of compassion, Love is free of fault.. The only time in your life, your heart breaths to a halt..
Love means forgiveness, Love offers a supporting hand.. An eternal message from god, Love is his command..
Never cage true love, you have to let it go..
Love is light you can't hide, in darkness it will always glow..