birthday meeting

Keep contact... With the real, and awake from your sleep and recollect What we have lost.
Be honest and pure
In words
In actions
In means.
There's no time left .. Move on, or ask me to give up on you.

be patient

Patience is a virtue, or at least that’s what I’ve heard, but for the one waiting it sounds so absurd.
We need a distraction from what we’re waiting for, something that will end the torture of thinking about what’s in store.
We wait for so many things in our life suffering to end... An end to our strife.
We wait for something special something better to come along,
We wait in abundance and hope nothing goes wrong.
But for those who are patient the rewards are all worthwhile, they get what they waited for,
And receive it with style.
For those who get frustrated, Who kick and make a fuss,
For them the rewards mean less the things for which they lust.
No longer mean as much... Nor hold the same joy,
We’ve got to practice patience,... Life isn’t just a toy.

two days one night

Have you ever thought of a night so long... where you don't wake up and your dreams go on; where you don't feel the pain from the day before, and you can just lie happily there on the floor;
The long night goes on, and you realize and you miss, all the happiness before, the smiles and the longing for a gentle kiss; and the one that you love, your true heart's desire... Is the reason your alive and you have not died prior.
And you were trying so hard, you were trying to disappear, then you hear the words 'I love you' get whispered in your ear...
So you decide to stay awake, just a little bit longer, instead of falling asleep, going deep, down under;
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And in a blink of an eye it's dawn calling you, so you open your eyes and sit up in your bed, listen but no good morning has been said; roll off and to the ground then stand up straight, you look in the mirror, 'is there any new fate? '; dress yourself on how you feel for the day, bright if happy, if you're sad maybe gray;
Skip the first meal 'cuz today you can't eat, feel like you want to be light on your feet;
Specially when you feel not good enough; wonder if this day could get much longer, through out it you thought you would get stronger; you are now home, as tired as can be, wondering...... i'm tired i need to..s l e e p

When you ask

When you asked me to change my hair and my style, to change how I look and my smile... the hat to suit the fad, the clothing that I had... my routine, my character and changed my friends, the way the story ends
When you asked me to change my mind, my direction.. and how I viewed my reflection, the goals and sights I’d see and everything that made me me
I changed right back to how I began... Exactly the same but a completely changed man..

Wait me no matter what..!

Do you really think that all your knowledge can cover the truth with a beautiful lies... in a world full of clones developed in the wrong ways.
We may sink deeper into hopelessness, Maybe people still threatened us by sickness, yet i see our life's system failed to proceed.
Physical and financial seduction are an old tricks to make people with greed
Do you really think that I wants to be an enlightenment, Or I want to knows what anyone think,
Do you really think that I want to fly as a bird or breathe under water as a fish, O, or even want to talk about moral in a book to people still breathe but... lost the way of life..
Do you really think you know me...! excuse me.. for I'm an ordinary person who walk in a simple humble way, who are not selfish, doing everything without carelessness, just speak with sincerity and not fake like some and I don't want to be anything else.


The fool'

nothing is random ..

Your heart is on fire.. Burning through your mask, Scorching the walls around your heart... Melting the glass turning the ice to water... Washing away your pain
Soaking your fear with your courage..  Fight against the lies you were told ... whispering of something called 'love' .. And i begin to believe when i became old,
If only you're in my sight, If only you could hear my screams at night.. Alas, Now the tears roll down the eye, tell the woman in your mirror...  love doesn't a big lie, Tell  her someday there'll be sunshine, which seems so dim through the cloud of lies, someday I'll fold all life burdens in the hand of an angel ... and someday I'll float into the horizon of his skies.

Have you..!!

Have you ever been beyond repair that blank look in the mirror as you stare, has each day been an effort to remain and have you looked at some in distain as you struggled through the long day....would you count each one away and when the evening came... Did you thank god as you tried to explain to yourself the worth of it all as you worked to make it good to recall.

truth

Nothing is past; nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before only better, infinitely happier and forever we will all be one together but let the truth lead the way; for the safety of the world,

lover last dance,

Throughout my life I've feared love, And the topic of love, And the opression of love to all those who possess it for I know stories filled with sighs, tears and groans and lovers falling in love and never turning back.
Throughout my life I've said no to desire and nights of desire as well as no to tormenting my heart
Then...  I met you and found that you changed my whole life, I don't know how I loved you I don't know how, my life changed from a whisper of love I found myself loving and falling in love, night and day at its mercy... Years of my life passed and for years I often saw lovers
Who complain to themselves. And those who cry in agony, The people of love are truly unfortunate
Oh how many times love called my heart and my heart did not answer back
Oh how many times desire tried to trick me and I said 'be gone oh torment'
Oh how many eyes tried to attract my attention but never succeed except for you eyes
Those alone took me and commanded me to love you they commanded me to love... I found myself loving and falling in love night and day at its mercy

You all who love wrong saying that it was torment and I dunno what
Shame on you and the ones you love... As for love, I give my soul to it, There is nothing in the world that could ever, ever be more wonderful than love.. We tire, we suffer, we complain about it, but we do love,
The heart and its sighs are incredible in reunion and separation and the candles of desire, when they light, a night of longing, the world and its beauty are so incredible in the eyes of lovers and when love took me, .. I found myself loving and falling in love night and day at its mercy
You filled my life with love So I give you my life my soul, my heart, my mind and my everything are yours
Your voice, your glance, your whisper are incredible... Something that made the world flowers and candles for me forever
My God knows how great your love is my darling... And my happiness with you my darling, my darling, oh my God
Not a tear nor a sigh has hurt my heart
I say nothing in your love but oh my God, my darling, my God your love is great
From so much love, I found myself loving and falling in love night at day at its mercy.

Yesterday

Yesterday is lost .. Yet.. Between our hands still today and if today will collect his papers and leave us .. We always have tomorrow .. Do not grieve yesterday, he will not return and do not regret today .. He is gone too, just dream of a bright sun in a beautiful tomorrow If I can't love you, if i failed to be the man you hope... Then try to find someone who pleases you.. But.. If you do not find someone planting a rose in your days, do not ask those who planted in your heart an arrow... I forgive you, and I'll always love you.

the quality

Man's words fold his mind, when abbreviation in speech is the best quality to find,
Do not look at me as the leaves that change its color .. Don't read my words as a faded letters .. For it's inked with pain and brutality .. For you will discover that these lines is not the most beautiful words I wrote .. And these papers is not the last ... These lines were not just beautiful words passing by.. But they are innocent feelings of heart lived them letter by letter .. And the pulse of a human carried a dream .. And burned with fire to make it come true .. My dear,
Virtue and wealth both remaining weigh together, in the balance we can't rise one of them without falling the other.
I Pay my whole life for a sense of truth and heart contains my endless love .. But I do not pay a moment of my life for a lover runaway .. Or abandoned my heart for no reason.

Peace

Sad as the last Autumn leaves, when it starts whispering to all the garden tree's, in a darkness night when the summer was dying,
We lost all the flowers, but deep inside... our roots still have the power, Our hope of warning beam seems to be done, in this life peace isn't real it's just feel of fun, like the darkness listened for the sun,  clear as morning's gold, it screams with Melody unfold.
We may fall into the ground and the wind is scattering us here and there, denying our existence, but as long as there is a root there is a hope and as quiet as night there is a voice of light..  As long as there is hope there is reason to go on... Hope speaks but it's often a 'whisper', so, we must listen or be drown out by the longings that must remain dreams..

Love isn't a game..  Go search for a toy away from here.. What you broke is beyond repair,

hope nothing for tomorrow's

Let the night of longing and its brilliant sky, its shining stars, its moon keeping awake all night.. ... All of them together are witnessing to this madness love, You and I, my sweetheart, my life... Let us live in the eyes of the night, let us go beyond our existence.. Let our desires prevent the sun from rising.. Don't tell me "life" what is the meaning behind.. For it's one night talking to your eyes, touching your senses, holding that first beam of dawn in your heart.. Forget about yesterday's hope nothing for tomorrow's ..  Living a life in a blink of an eye on you.. How one's can describe before and after love what's looks like.. With a blink of an eye this desert life becomes garden, cloud become god magnificent  message, even in the heart of loneliness nights become melody to fold my wings between the stars silently.

absence..

Waiting for you caused... Fire to start in my heart so I had to put... My Palm-on-Cheek while counting
Second by second your absence, and you never came
I really wished then I'd never fell in love
Wanna know if you're upset.. Or if someone else had your heart.. Out of desperation I had to think.. Your absenteeism will last forever.. Thought I might've done
You something wrong and I found none!
I really wished then I'd never fell in love side by side the fire's found a home in me
And I get lost running after them thoughts
Any breath I think might be yours
Any whisper I guess it's your word
Been through all of this nights and days
They'd seen me then, and thought I was nuts
I really wished then I'd never fell in love
You promise with years and days
And throw your alibis and nonsense
Within a handshake, you're almost gone!
Or you'll swear your heart that you forgot about me
I really wished then I'd never fell in love.

Sleepless nights

Thoughts dread in my head, disgrace the purity of dreams ahead ...
Fake smiles, words so vile, beautiful eyes, arrogant lies, pain and despair, life's not fair,
Love on it's way to lost, for even emotions now cost, Complex mind, nothing to find, Eyes that burn, now it's my turn.. turn to cry, I'll make you want to die, Flowing blood and dripping tears, I'm tired of hiding behind this mirrors of fears. 
Pointless conversation, aggravation, Heart, mind, shadows in mirrors, stairs... who cares,
Stupid fights and sleepless nights
O, Sea.. see, Empty me.!

Heaven

If I can only be with you in my dreams, then let me dream tonight and I'll do whatever it takes ...
to breathe you in even if it's the last breath I take
To fall asleep in your arms even if I am never to wake again
To taste your lips on mine even if nothing else is to ever pass them
Because your love is what sends me to heaven and heaven...  is where I'll forever stay.

Not to trim our sweet dreams.

A thought about you, It's enough to spark the flam.. Soon becoming a conflagration tearing through my veins and burning at my fingertips, until I leave my existence into the land where dreams giving birth, I releases the sparks that day generated to be series of uneventful events... Where he can predict the unpredictable, and then I found that previous ideas aren't important, an inspiration glow.. Not to anyone but you..

I’m tired

Spending night after another trying to hide these scars, watching this infinity blue skies wishing on every shooting star.
bleeding to ink my feelings in a paper instead of talking, forced to accept people have nothing to me but mocking,
Dying before I get closer to live, I will not give up but, I have nothing else to give,
Do you know what these words even mean.
Can you imagine what I’ve been Through... I’m just sick, wick and broken too, If you look in my heart you’ll only find hurt, tears and nothing to hold, A vanishing reflection feeling so cold
There is no justice in the land of freedom, I don’t even know why I’m living for.. If it comes to me ,I want be here any more.. .. ... I’m tired.

long road ahead 003

When we became distant and the fire became smoke and ash... It's too late
How are you beneficial, o regret?
What are you doing, o reproach?
The painful nights have become long and the lovers separated.. Enough suffering and misery... And tears when we part and tears when we meet
Why do you blame me ? What's in my hand to do ?
It's too late,
How long have I wished to meet you with a smile or with a gaze of love or a blaming word
But I forgot how to smile as I have forgotten my pains
Time has always made people forget sadness and joy
If it's about the old love, If it's about the painful wound
The curtains of oblivion have fallen long ago
If it's about the old love and its harshness... I have forgotten it, I hope you forget it too
The night.... The ticking of clocks wakes the nightThe night.... And the anguish of the O's in the middle of the night
The bitterness of the sighs and the loneliness and the sleeplessness... Still hasn't gone far
You want us to be back as in the old times then... Tell time to go back and bring me a heart that hasn't fallen in love before that was never hurt nor deprived.

Because of my pain and the length of my nights... My pain, my pain.. Flow
Because of the joy of my enemies over my misfortunes... My pain, my pain.. Glow
Because of your harshness when we were lovers and the cruelness of the world to me
Between me and you is desertion and disloyalty and a wound in my heart that I have hidden
Between me and you are nights spent in separation... And a long road that you started
How are you beneficial, o regret?
What are you doing, o reproach?
The painful nights have become long and the lovers separated...Enough suffering and misery
And tears when we part and tears when we meet
Why do you blame me? 
What's in my hand to do?
It's too late, too late