And when life push us down, we addicted hope.

Books after books are written on this subject, No one has advanced any particular reason to reject.
It has such a tremendous driving force to sweep, You will be left with joy and later on only to weep.
Such  nice feeling from bottom of the heart, No one knows exactly when it will end or start
It can not be marketed all over for certain price, It is so precious and its feeling isn't always very nice.
One may be counting starts in night, No one may know exactly what is right..?
It is to be felt from within and alone, It has its own joy to be enjoyed by two not only one.
Have you seen person weeping with joy..!
It is delicate phase one may pass through, All lies around and nothing seems to him true
Only one word should strike to her mind all the way, “I long for you and can not remain away” It is nice to feel all the way very good, No care for anybody and neglecting the food.
It is like child asking for impossible, Landing in unexplored field with trouble
You may rightly attempt to write poetic verses, Tearing papers, writing all over and near misses
Nothing goes right from the beginning, It has disastrous start with the innings
One may try to hide the face but can not cry in open, Try to prove point by painting gloomy side with pen.
Then also if no way is found out, taking his old car going for long drive.. just to thinking all the positively how to come out of it and survive, for as much as life pushed him down.. he became an addicted for hope.

رن الجرس .. طاقية

 طاق طاق طاقية، 

رن رن يا جرس، 

قلبى راكب ع الفرس، 

والفرس طوح طوح، 

وحبيبتى عاوزة تروح

 لكن قلبى فى غيابها 

ساكن جوا فى كتابها 

يتعلم أبجدية،

 أ 

أبدأ من جديد، 

ب بالحلم البعيد، 

ت تنجح لما تكون 

تعرف امتى تكون عنيد".
أ أعشق الحياة، 

ب بالفرح وبالآه، 

ت تتحدى الآلام 

توصل للى بتتمناه، 

طاق طاق طاقية، 

رن رن يا جرس، 

قلبى راكب ع الفرس، 

والفرس طوح طوح، 

وحبيبتى عاوزة تروح 

لكن قلبى فى غيابها 

ساكن جوا فى كتابها 

"يتعلم أبجدية".

it was a dream,

Walk along and take me to shore
Shower the love and words some more
Is it not the love a heavenly gift?
Why there should be ignorance and complete shift?
I longed number of years for your company?
I expected your warmth and need to accompany
Why there should be distrust even if any?
Love should be the only concern to avoid many
You were not hollow like endless sky
I dreamed a lot and never asked why?
I used to hide the face and felt very shy
It was earnest desire and very good try
I shall hold you till the end
Always ready with flowers and messages to send
Take me on the sea waves to swim across
Let there be no danger of any kind to pose
You take me to ride on your powerful wing
I lean on your solder to whisper and sing
You may hold the sway on my kingdom as king
How to express the joy as lucky most being
I shall be ready to share your sorrow
Do everything at my disposal for better tomorrow
You afford me a chance to with your forever
I shall do whatever is possible however
You are the only one who can taken in refuge
I am not in position to decide or refuse
You may have inclination but with different views
I know only one thing that my love is very much overdue
All beautiful flowers are ready to boom
I have decorated them nicely in room
I don’t know how really spring can blossom
You will be really looking unique and handsome
Unconsciously I was dreaming in day light
I think it is natural and perfectly right
People around may consider it as sheer madness
When I may be seen moving with sadness
I have no reason to feel insecure
You are fully aware and made it sure
It is sufficient to make me feel at home
Hand in hand to enjoy and freely roam
May be this is called heaven on earth
To fulfill the mission is the reason for birth
Why not make it beautiful and of real worth?
I shall not fear from any set back
I too shall my head to Him and sincerely thank
It shunt’s have been possible to find you easily
Though I was unprepared and acted silly
I may not live long but rule for ever
Heart and mind will always act together
It is clear win for two peace loving soul
Clear drive with only goal without any foul

Before you say " maybe i was..."

Let us not limit
Let us not forget and omit
Let it mushroom and permit
To grow in open and under the sky, Never question and ask why.?
It is always there but don’t feel shy, Trust him always and sincerely try, Think of powerful wings and fly
Dream always,If fail the ways, If you find no rays, If you are not able to pass the days, It ultimately pays.
Where will you stop.. Mountains atop.. At horizon’s end.. What will you send..?
Beautiful roses, Good pictures, With nice poses
Breath for a while, Prepare for an extra mile
Look in the eyes
Go and get him
He is there to greet, Ready to meet, That’s it
Why to dream when it is there...?
Think how to find and where..?
Would you ever care.?
Is it not fair.?
Not to stare
See through
Love true
Only woo

Foolishness

Honest suffers but they always gain.. Our sincere efforts go in vain,
When we fail to understand what is actual art..!
We look fool and they look smart
Do you think really they are fool..!
Do you think they were playing tool..!
May be they are real masters, or they are examples to the doubt casters,
It is custom of the society, You may find them in good variety
They have their own way to pursue, They get it easily whatever is due
What are sugars coated words and sentences
You can sight many examples and instances
It is something said in individual’s praise
You won’t be able to judge or doubts to raise
This is how they gain the foot hold
Make the assertive bid and look so bold
You will be mesmerized to believe
It is world of fools where we live
Why do we blame others for our ignorance..!
They are doing it in our presence,
We know it well still fail to take notice
They stand to gain and look very wise
It is fine if you can turn the table
You should be bold enough and capable
No one can influence you if you are alert
We should not allow anybody to subvert
It is not game but simple mastery
There is no trick or mystery
We are yielding to mental slavery
It is not sign of any bravery
it can y be considered as momentary set back
It will not compel you to pack
You may get wind easily out of it
You may safeguard and feel very fit.

After death

We shall never be separated
In spirit but remain related
Through memory of past days
That shall show us the correct way
I feel pity
And sorry
At your plight
And think how much you offer the fight.!
Being woman
You showed courage of human
Stood for values
With constant reviews
I am proud to be associated
Even though it was indicated
That we shall never be able to unite
Yet, it shall always delight
Let you remain cheerful
And in life successful
Rain shall crunch the thrust of beautiful earth
For when i miss you, I remember the path 
Where we shall meet again in another world .. after death

With no respond

Respond to an intimate love, and honestly believe.. in its holiness, with the smile on the face
if you are feeling here, same urge shall also be there.. with an equal amount of an eagerness, and worry on the face
you know what he or she will be dreaming, and leaning on.. an idea of bonding closer, and try to come near
Love you can term, as a holy urge that turns.. it into reality, with strong trust in an almighty
it works, with the use of no words.. but the intense desire on both the side, that surely swings in and decides

It was just a dream.

Didn't you open your eyes or looked at me, We were under the shed of the tree, The sweet fragrance was filling the air, I was slipping into memory with split hair.
Her face was glowing with bright shine, Cheeks were red rose and appearance was very fine.
She need not speak anything as it was open secret, Even passers by could imagine and pass the comment.
Such nice heaven was on earth to enjoy with, The tongue was blocked by jealous teeth.
The dream consequences were shaping in the mind, The clouds shower and wind was around to find.
She still lay motionless and was free from worry, She felt very safe as if I was only going to feel sorry.
It was her turn now to take me to the real world, She was certainly sure that I might not develop cold.
She came closer step by step and tried to wave hand with bye, No expression on face with lot of questions with many whys..!
She was seeking reassurances as how to surrender, I still didn't understand the invitation and wondered.
I had everything to gain from her heavenly gift, Mind was rushing with ideas and developing rift
Can this happen again and make some shift..!
I was slipping into dreams with the help of emotional lift
I was thousands of miles away from her real world, She wasn't ready and almost willing to keep me in her fold
What was I doing there to please her and promise.. I was upbeat and willing to surprise
She didn't object me but extended delicate hand, Fingers touched hand to create a nice feeling of friend, The horizon was shrinking and was coming to an end, I was flowing with her in all the respect with new trend.
She overwhelmed me with all the respect, I had no time left in me to introspect, It was going to be permanent with holy pact, I had her consent but needed honest act.
She was there with affection and charm, Her attitude was showing great appeal and warmth
I could go in for her for complete unity, She was there in the near vicinity
She made gentle tap on my sholder and wished good luck, The act seemed to me very gracious but almost struck.
It was pure invitation to side with her in the life boat, when she just said ...
'Will you be with me for ever' I heard her with fine quote.
Then, i awake up from my nap.

I'm an Egyptian... lotus bud

It is my inner core, That is in little words explored.
Hit at weak point in time, The person is ruined at all the times
If she is true person, She shall take it to heart with reason
He may think about the reason behind, And feel bad about her if being unkind
Right man feels it differently, He shall try to welcome her and quit immediately
It is not his choice to remain sometimes in mud, Even if he shall be like Egyptian lotus bud
The person can't loses faith, And shall remember ill death
Why people should side with untruth..
When her true fragrance is smelt through distance in breathe.!

words need no fals cover,

Words are words,
Whether hot at before or afterwards
There meaningful,
If not spoken with care, it makes you remorseful
Your smile speaks in volumes
It leaves behind perfume
The fragrance and sweetness is felt all over
You need no false cover
It is an expression
Of rage or excitation
Wise revelation
Or mere an end of relation
Words carry weight
Makes you to come out
In open and fight
For just rights
It works as an ignition key
And takes order from an almighty
That is only place to get afraid of
Words can make you feel sorry or burst in laugh

before leaking for money like a dog, be an honest.

Neither do I claim my self to be an honest man,
Nor I do give any guarantee to my woman,
I have tried to remain loyal as far as possible,
But life has remain problem and full of troubles.
I know for sure that she was one of the best,
Did all whatever she could and proved true to test,
Yet something was troubling and keeping her away,
Her behavior was coming definitely on the way.
It is sweet tug of war between couples,
It is so when they get into doubles,
Children change their way of living,
It is now question of faith and believing.
Some of the interests are forgotten for cordiality,
Some of the couples show it as their best quality,
Despites lots of difference they try patch up,
Keep relation in tact and nicely cover up.
There is no need to express regret or feel sorry,
Some of the fears keep surfacing and add to worry,
Life is another name for on going struggle,
Compared to that of timely appearance of water bubble.
How come that ship can sail smooth.?
People may try very hard in their youth,
Yet some of the tricky ways dishearten,
The patience runs out of it all of sudden.
It takes years of time to adjust,
It is almost known and must,
As it demands greater degree of understanding,
It gives enough of time to correct image and.

it's an Art.. Art of Magic

My heart is ignorant, About what is present
Inside my heart, Is it secret passion and art..!
I was no special, Only ordinary and simple human
I had inherited music, And formed music lover as basic
I never sung, Love songs, But it aired, Good melody to be admired
I feel really in love, That crept silently, I believe
I was unaware, It remained silent there
My flute sang in admiration, And that how grew the relation
I sang only on love, And whole life thrived and drove
I know nothing, And especially for attachment and feeling
It has just taken place, I am unable to keep pace
The love has no religion, And belongs to no region
It has universal acceptance, I have taken simple chance
I may not malign, But sustain
It's emergence in heart, Is it not simple music lover's art..!
It has direct blessings from the heaven, I stand inclined
But will be joined by..!
As it is named holy or divine.

In the book of life

In the book of life, we learn a little, with each page we turn.
We learn a little tolerance... can go a long, long way
along with a little more patience.... will help us through the day.
In the book of life, every page has something new, to give our life fulfilment, as each page we journey through. 
In the book of life, when student got ready, teacher must appears.. to ink our own pages.

Deafness racial barriers.

Am no one ... Ordinary and simple, With no treasure ... But.. Still live with lots of pleasure.
 want nothing, Or something... From an earthly man and woman, As I have limited need as human.
I shall move as free man, With lots of love for birds and animals, I move with people, And help in their struggle.
I have only one mission, With simple confession, Human life is granted for once, Love is the only chance.
Let us not hate someone, On the basis of religion, Color or different skin, But remain very much keen.
You shall reign... And rain, The message of love, As you firmly believe.

My angel..

Don't forget to wish love as any person, it has no time or particular season.
It doesn't cost you anything, If you stand to gain something.
It is considered as good manner, You can do it without any banner
Bitterness may go in seconds, When you need not go and find the words.
it has its own magical spell, And everything may look so well.
It takes so much time to patch, Time is precious and we can't catch.
You will have to act fast with all possible means, You may not find hatred but only love scenes.
you just offer beautiful smile, Wait not for reply and stay for while.
it will have its desirable effect, Relation may improve with long spell and affect
what do you loose if you just say simple 'hello'..!!
It is mere invitation for things to follow, forget the bad things and insult to swallow, Great tradition teaches us... to lie low, Good, thought must emerge from heart to flow, Adversary may forget the past and try to be slow, No emission of poison but sweetness to grow, cool reception may disappear with simple words of 'Hello'.
it may wash the dirt of centuries,
happiness will be seen everywhere and no more worries, opening of new chapter with new relation to emerge, burying of differences with sincere urge.
What do we gain by showing simple gesture..!
It is opening of new chapter with bright future,
love and not the hatred to rule the scene, we should exchange pleasantries and must be very keen,
Enemy can't face you with powerful weapon, He may be in real confusion to find out the reason, Love can't be substituted with any kind of gesture, Wish all the persons sincerely and make it sure
No mad person may come and simply assault, He may have some grudge against you for some fault, Love can melt his anger and help o evaporate, We can't simple blame it to a fate.
If you give proper care and attention to plant, It will stand erect with pride and never slant.
It too needs everything with mild touch, We must behave in cordial manner as such
If you show same courtesy to youngsters, They may prove humble and not turn as gangsters.
Who can be blamed for their lack of understanding..It may really be considered as peaceful ending.

And you always dare

Never think you are or will be...alone dear, Even if you may hear, If patiently read others too, You will get double joy through.It is my soul, That is always willingly makes call, With attachment so special, For our individual.
What we can't speak is internal feelings, Not for a child or any human being,
It shows how kind is your heart,That is unbearable to human art,
My cry, your rejoice... And our unspoken promises, With equal feelings, Instead of any bad dealing.
Such feeling is rare, And you always remain, As good human being, who eternally will catch up my breathing, and.. all, all my feeling.

Remember..

Aways remember, it's only full of up and down, and nothing shall be known,
You may remain unaware, And never dare.
So is the power of your strength dears, to dispel your fears, and teach you to bear.
Always remember, as you are a family member,
Of human being, It's not only about striving to bring, or earning new thing.
The peace isn't only goal, It's how we unity as family in clear call,
In our prayers... Or as soothsayers.
It is time to introspect, And revise all acts, Whether they confirm, or confront.
Think of no one, but all as one, For you aren't alone,
But make people to come close, Then you have live very much interesting and you can choose.

Only dead fish.. go with the flow, "last dinner"

Do you really think that hard work pays, and luck too plays, You are rewarded with fruit and sooner life will turns in favor and suits. 
Even if our life is barren, but still can be turned into heaven, just if we slightly change our pattern, and live happily in turn.
For our humans struggle There is way out, When we just think about, while you still try for more.. more and crave, when all what we need to be happy is only to be happy with what we already have, to love the way you like, reject the offer you dislike, acting as per conscience and do not miss single chance.
do you remember when i told you "You have to struggle to come out of trouble"
Behave in simple manner, as you not actor.. You are human being, work towards peace to bring.
Love and make others to love, fall in line and sensibly behave, nobody may harm as you are good for in life you have nicely understood...
Life is message.. To deliver at different age.. We need to perform on live stage.. Just to make fine imprint on page, 
If sun can shine, and makes us to feel divine. There is every reason to be hopeful .. and make your life purposeful,
now take you time and tell me ... what is your mission in this life..!

"Andria Hazim"

You must be fully alive to the situation and not dead

I failed to understand your love and hate game, Neither should I try to follow it nor to blame, Since you have not said it openly or put me to shame, I shall give you no chance for another charge to frame.
I clearly see no visible lines, There is hardly appearance of happy smiles, You try to show nothing even on your fake face, I feel threatened and surely out of race.
I could hardly dare to venture into shining eyes, It was very bright as if showing colorful butterflies, I could find no rain or any kind of rainbows, But yes it had so much magnetic pull to show.
I stood here restless with full of pain, I were sure of emptiness in my brain, asking when she gathered the strength and sent me smile, I did not waste a second to walk for her thousand mile.
We shall hand in hand and moved ahead, Some one was sure to provide the lead, Even thought I had failed to grasp your language or read, you must be fully alive to the situation and not dead.. not dead.

1/1/2016 .. On the anniversary of the death of my mother

Deep sense of attachment, When mother hands over with some sweet comments, That can be anything ranging from jewels, To some invaluable and pearls.
Sometimes they are sweet memories linked to the past, Their life may be nearing end very fast, Time may not left in their hand, So they may need to pass it on at the end.
Their tone gets emotional, Their approach too becomes rationale, All goes swiftly with their change, But after all it is routine with the age.
All parents may wish the same, They may have misery in life or fame, But at the end it matters less, When hard reality are on the way to face.
It might be linked with glorious heritage, Everything might have looked now old and vintage, Yet it carries sentimental value, They may want it nice burial with proper due.
How emotional they become while handing over..!
As something has been passed on willingly to others, It may have enormous feeling and significance, As it was cherished by them at once.
I could see the tremendous satisfaction, Her eyes speak of and give indication, That it has been passed on to safe hands and place, And this gives flow on their face.
Some words may not be heard at last moment, Yet we could make it from their lips movement, It may be a sense of deep fulfillment, As had waited for heavenly bless and sent.