about life..

If only I knew how's it going to be
If only when I try to fix things, they became better
If only I was certain of how others feel
And if only people believed what I say...
If I knew how to show what I really felt
If I knew how to make people understand
If I knew how to make them believe
If I knew how to make them happy
If making people happy doesn't leave me sad
If making them understand doesn't make me an ignorant
If making them believe doesn't make me a liar
And if letting them know how I feel doesn't leave me numb
Things would've never reached that point
I know I would be in a much happier place
No one would ever blame me for not caring
No one would blame me for not thinking
That's life ....You're never certain
You never know, you're never sure
You're not going to live that dream of yours
And life would never be "trouble free"
You have to live with what you have
You try to fix the broken glass
You try to collect the shattered pieces
You make the best of everyday
It's like a train that never stops
Keep going through life without pausing
Just live each day and throw it behind you
Don't look back or you'll break your neck !

My philosophy

He who works with his hands is a laborer; He who works with his hands and his brain is a craftsman; but a human who works with his hands and his brain and his heart is an artist .. yet be careful when you deal with that special kind of humans coz in the cold nights, all the blood rushes to your core to protect your heart, lungs, kidneys, liver, and brain. When you leave the water, the blood rushes back to your arms and legs, absorbs that freezing cold, and brings it back to the heart.. also true tears come from the heart and not from the brain..There is no need for temples, no need for complicated philosophies. My brain and my heart are my temples; my philosophy is kindness..

Disrespect

Self-respect is the fruit of discipline; the sense of dignity grows with the ability to say no to oneself and yes to being vanity. I'm not concerned with anyone to liking or disliking me... All I ask is that you respect me as a human being. And the greatest lesson that;  there would be times in our life when we have to choose between being loved from the other's and being respected…  I used to always pick being respected as an option to win. To win my life battle.. You should know that;  sometimes you need to step back a step..  Just to have a perfect place to win. 
We all have two strong strange animals inside,  one is kindly and good while the other is remaining so wild…  we shoud quite sure which one we feed.  Later it will shape our character.

Being married..!

When people get married because they think it's a long-time love affair, they'll be suffer from their lives then divorced very soon, because all love affairs end in disappointment to both of them. After all those years as a man hearing 'not kind enough, not rich enough,  not strong enough, not smart enough, not this enough, not that enough,' almost overnight I woke up one morning and thought, 'I'm enough. In fact, I love being married. It's so great to find that one special person you want to annoy for the rest of your life. 

Clarity spectacle

For me, the reason why people go to a mountaintop or go to the edge of the ocean,  even a trip to desert;  is to look at something larger than themselves. That feeling of awe, of going to lonelliness emptiness, it's all about feeling lost in something bigger than oneself. To me, that's the definition of clarity spectacle. So.. We'll live at the edge of the miraculous each time..  Awake up early just watch the dawn how is give birth to new day and be grateful. 

Second chance

Like everyone else in this world, I have had struggles. There's disappointment and obstacles in everybody's life. I feel like I was writing 'Second Chance' not just for myself, but also for the people who have struggled.. People do make mistakes and I think we should be punished. But we also should be forgiven and given the opportunity for a second chance. We are human beings.

The same end

I believe that life is hard. That we all are going to

walk through things that are hard and challenging, Up's and down's yet media, our governments curroption also advertising wants us to believe that it's all easy.... awake up .. we live a hard life then we die. Then they throw dirt in our face. Then the worms eat us. So please.. Be grateful it happens in that order and find our place.. never get busy dying and get busy living...! We all have the same beginning and the same end but what's shape our life.. is what've been happened in between.

Bla..bla... enemies ..!

What is our greatest enemy..!
I Wounder is it iron, Then I looked at the fire and found it can melt iron... is it fire..!
Then I looked at the water and I found it can extinguish the fire.. o.. is the water remain as our greater enemy...
Then I looked at the clouds and I found It holds water .. then maybe clouds are our greatest enimy ... after a while .. no it isn't. Maybe the air which is moving clouds to unexplored places.. no no it's the mountains but how it could be ..!
Then I looked at oneself and found ...i'm standing on the mountain of sand and I said ... we are the  reasons behind but wait ... I can't fight being asleep.. O alas, worry and sadness made me sleepless human.. 
Yap.. our greatest enemy was, is and will be our worry about tomorrow, our sadness from the past .. forgetting how to spend that very moment well.

Different but Safety

Every candle that gets lit in the dark room must feel a little rejection from the darkness around it, but the last thing I want from those who hold a different world view to me is to accept me.
Hold up a mirror and ask yourself what you are capable of doing, and what you really care about. Then take the initiative - don't wait for someone else to ask you to act. Know what you want to do, hold the thought firmly, and do every day what should be done, and every sunset will see you that much nearer to your goal.

Never quit.. it's so short.

If you live long enough, you'll make mistakes. But if you learn from them, you'll be a better person. It's how you handle adversity, not how it affects you. The main thing is never quit, never quit.
Life is not a problem to be solved, but an acknowledge for the wise, a game for the rich, a comedy for the fool, and so tragedy for the poor. Always remember that; with past we have nothing to do, nor with the future ... we live now.. and that very moment you should open your eyes, look within. Are you satisfied with the life you're living..?
sure into each life some rain must fall... but The price of anything is the amount of life you exchange for it. .. finally we're only here for a short visit. Don't hurry, don't worry... it's only one life ... and it's so fair enough.. if we lived it well and shared it so well.

Ms.R

Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself, and know that everything in life has purpose. There are no mistakes, no coincidences, all events are blessings given to us to learn from.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a warm and tender hand.

Living through shadows

   

I’ve been sick for so long I don’t.. remember a time when I wasn’t.. o.. that's remind me with a 

question.. Do we need to spend time crawling alone through shadows to truly appreciate what it is to stand in the sun... maybe.. but after spending so much time standing in shadow, In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life ....
it goes on.

Graveyard sorrow

Death is the final destination of every man but only God determine timing of everything;
A time to be born and a time to die.
A time to be sorrow and a time to be happy.
A time to plant and a time to harvest.
A time to search and a time to quit searching.
A time of darkness and a time of light.
A time of trouble and a time of liberation.. and if anyone's asked me about sorrow and happiness ...! Which one I prefer the most in all of my entirely life.. o.. sure it's sorrow.. cus; many life lessons are learnt in moments of sorrow..

Never holdback your sorrow..!

You never lose by loving. You always lose by holding back... now I'm convinced that material things can contribute a lot to making one's life pleasant, but, basically, if you do not have very good friends and relatives who matter to you, life will be really empty and sad and material things cease to be important. While nowdays people are so fearful about opening themselves up. All you want to do is to be able to connect with other people. When you connect with other people, you connect with something in yourself. It makes you feel happy. And yet it's so scary - it makes people feel vulnerable and unsafe.

Life is.. humble view.!

What if you gave someone a gift, and they neglected to thank you for it - would you be likely to give them another? Life is the same way. In order to attract more of the blessings that life has to offer, you must truly appreciate what you already have... in the deepest hole in my illness mind I think how far we go in life depends on our being tender with the young, compassionate with the aged, sympathetic with the striving and tolerant of the weak and strong. Because someday in our life we will have been all of these.

Try to be a rainbow in someone's cloud.

do I fear of death... o sure no, personally I understood that the fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time so, Today I choose life. Every morning when I wake up I can choose joy, happiness, negativity, pain... To feel the freedom that comes from being able to continue to make mistakes and choices - today I choose to feel life, not to deny my humanity but embrace it.
Start by doing what's necessary; then do what's possible; and suddenly you are doing the impossible .... and always remember what I said. Nothing created to stay forever.

When it's rain

just after rain
when the water lies hesitant and pure on the roads and footpaths and a few cars still have their lights on
just after rain
when the street trees sweat the last clear drops from their leaves and the air is promise .... crammed and light and there are apparently more houses in the distant city center than before
just after rain
we breathe in deeply and effortlessly we enjoy watching where we put our feet
as we slowly back home
just after rain
we realize that.. when it's rain, every thing gets wet.. So it's the perfect time to hide our tears .. 
Just after rain..

Searching..!

My whole life I've been a seeker, searching for something... Something I even don know finally I realize that, 
One can spend too much of one's life locked in stuffy rooms seeking out obscure truths, searching, researching, until one is too old to enjoy life.  

Promises

whispering promises is easy to do but, many times they never.....  come true

..

Carrying the DNA of pain .. Washing away hurtful stains
Expressing unspeakable feelings .. Creating new channels of healing
Traveling through tunnels of tragedy .. Transporting tremendous tons of therapy
Rushing into a river of reformation .. Creating a deluge of consolation
Tearing down walls of internal imprisonment .. Building beautiful bridges of betterment
Seasoned with the salt of reality ... Rescued me from the claws of insanity
Flowing directly from the tear in my soul .. Anchoring my feet and making me whole
A tear
Much thanks to you my dear tear you are the reason I’m still here 

Human

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;
If you can dream and not make dreams your master;
If you can think and not make thoughts your aim
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And which is more you'll be a Man

Discrimination

Why do you think you're better If your culture is not the same?
Yes, maybe you seem different But deep inside all are the same.
Why do they think they're better..!
If one is black and one is white, If one is man and one is woman.
They are the same, that is their right.
If one is  Muslim, Christian and one is Jew, All come from God, we are the same.
So, get to know all people, And show them what you think and do,
You'll see how others live their lives. When you like them, then they'll like you.
If one learns to understand and respect all points of view,
Then peace on Earth must surely come It is up to you. And you. And you.

Anger

He is in me, and he is in you 
He can make you do .. What he wants you to
He will make you  cry
He can make you wish to die
He can make you  .. Go insane
Anger

Relationships

Once broke.. Never mend again..¡
Trust.

there is a place ..... where the sidewalk ends

There is a place where the sidewalk ends
and before the street begins,
and there the grass grows soft and white,
and there the sun burns crimson bright,
and there the moon-bird rests from his flight
to cool in the peppermint wind.
Let us leave this place where the smoke blows black
and the dark street winds and bends.
Past the pits where the asphalt flowers grow
we shall walk with a walk that is measured and slow
and watch where the chalk-white arrows go
to the place where the sidewalk ends.
Yes we'll walk with a walk that is measured and slow,
and we'll go where the chalk-white arrows go,
for the children, they mark, and the children, they know,
the place where the sidewalk ends. 

You were the wind and I the sea ... 

There is no splendor any more, I have grown listless as the pool
There... Beside the shore.

Simply being a .... Man

If you can dream and not make dreams your master;
If you can think and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;
If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"
If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And... which is more ... you'll be a Man

Life isn't so bad

Life seems so long and tiring until death comes knocking, knocking at your door.
It always seemed to be so far away before, I used to get angry and say, 'I wish I were dead! 
But then they were only words, spoken to slash out and hurt the person who angered me.
Now suddenly it's a reality - there are no more words.
Death has come to get me, to take this long and tiring life from me.
Everything has taken on new light, this life of mine - it's not so bad.
I've had some really great times, seen some beautiful sights, 
laughed a million times more than ever I cried.
Yes, life isn't so bad when I look back upon it.

Reserve your empty place

The world becomes an empty place as you grow old.
People whom you love die, family dwindles in size.
Everywhere your eyes cast their glance there are thoughts of lost romance and love, reminders lying around.
Scattered over the field of grief are diamond tears cutting into memories of wonderful times now lost.

Losing trust

Watching men in life constantly lose control, cheat, lie and deceive the ones they claimed to love with all their hearts, then go out with other women.
Seriously wanting to know what kind of inhuman people they are, what were they thinking, why didn't they just stay single? 
Then women wouldn't be hurt and maimed, losing the trust they learned after being born, how cruel men are to do this to the ones they say they love.
Maturing, leaving out that one word from their vocabulary women end up being jealous and angry all the time, knowing only the lies of their husbands.
Their children are hurt by this infidelity, even though their fathers rationalize what they're doing, trying to make it acceptable in their own minds only.
Who is to blame in the end, the man who cannot stay true, or the woman who believes in love and then finds out the truth in the end.
Either way, both of them contribute to their children growing up learning not to trust or have faith in the opposite sex, and boys learn to follow their father's
examples, carrying on this disgusting legacy

There is nothing left

There's nothing left in my eyes. But a little shine. I will relinquish them to move on relying only on the patience for that madness world .. I will give them freely to let you be able to see in darkness where you put your footprint may it'll make differentiate between life and death to you.

Family

I'll never stop dreaming that one day we can be a real big family, together, all of us laughing and talking, loving and understanding, we don't choose our families. They are God's gift to us, as we are to them otherwise family is about who you choose to make your life with .. but without a family, man, alone in the world, trembles with the cold shedding his blood for nothing..

Wolf

I woke up one morning thinking about wolves and realized that wolf packs function as families. Everyone has a role, and if you act within the parameters of your role, the whole pack succeeds, and when that falls apart, so does the pack, at this very moment i realize that A gentleman is simply ..... a patient wolf, and if i live among wolves in that madness world, I have to act like a wolf .. not a wolf in sheep's clothing, but a wolf in wolf's clothing.

My life is my message

Inner beauty should be the most important part of improving one's self. Beauty is only skin deep. If we go after someone just because she's beautiful but don't have anything to talk about, it's going to get boring fast. we want to look beyond the surface and see if you can have fun or if you have anything in common with this person.. dear, at some point in our life if you live long enough we'll realize that; Life is a dream for the wise, a game for the fool, a comedy for the rich, a tragedy for the poor... but it's a moments for love... now answer me..!
If the world was to end tomorrow; what do you prefer to do...!
Get busy living,or get busy dying..!

Cheat

Cheating isn't always kissing, touching or even hide someone feelings in our hearts; if you have to delete your text message, if you have to post a public generally words without mention its to anyone from your partner or your parents doesn't see them... You at this very moment are already that......  We as a human always cheat because we're paying more attention to what we're missing rather than what we have. And at some point we realize that we hurt someone so special whenever our apologies will mean nothing at all if we keep doing what we are sorry for. In fact I believe that behind every untrusting woman there is a man who made her that way so, please don't keep calm I personally hate that word.. Never keep calm go hurry to Chang your world, and if you're waiting for a sign.. That.. Is it
Face and deal your weaknesses at any giving moment and always remember that; we as a human have the power to say this is not how the story going to end.

Dangerous Knowledge

To walk safely through the maze of human life, one needs the light of wisdom and the guidance of virtue... it's like a good view we just passed through; It's not what we look at that matters, it's what we see, what i wanna say is; people spend too much time to be another copy to someone, While being a first rate version of ourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else is more Knowledge and and more virtue, i always Beware of false knowledge people because they are more dangerous than ignorance itself.

Selfishness

In searching for a superior moral justification for selfishness... You can search throughout the entire universe for someone who is more deserving of your love and affection than you are yourself, and that person is not to be found anywhere. You yourself, as much as anybody in the entire universe deserve your love and affection.

in discover who we are..

Consciously or not, we are all on a quest for answers, trying to learn the lessons of life. We grapple with fear and guilt. We search for meaning, love, and power. We try to understand fear, loss, and time. We seek to discover who we are and how we can become truly happy.

There are either two winners or none.

Don't play with someone's feelings, you may win the game but you will surely lose the person for a lifetime... If you really needing person to be there for you, isn't like a game; once you have got what you want and you have won, you don't want to play anymore; It is keeping your commitments with that person even when you don't want to. Nothing is more important than keeping our word and stop playing games. In the words of Michael Jordan i remember he said, “Talent wins games, but teamwork and intelligence wins championships.”

tattoo

Never stuck in friends where loyalty is just a tattoo on them body, believe me it's impossible to see your reflection in boiling water. Similarly, you can't see the truths in your life in a state of anger; first keep your anger at the level of control and focus in the eye coz your ears will always hear the lies but your eyes will see the truth... personally i'd like to hurt someone with the truth better than killing them with lies.

How much time are you going to be given on this earth?

Remember that to be a person of intellect you must not only wish, and hope, but you must take action to make what you wish for, a reality.
How much time are you going to be given on this earth? Nobody ever knows the exact answer, which is the reason why we have to make the best use of every single moment that God gives us to breath. These are moments to promote positive growth within our self and the people around us. You don't have to be a motivational speaker to affect positive change in the people around you. 
A lot of times sparking a positive change in others is done easily by just doing the things in life that are meaningful to you with a 110% effort. Don't just make plans of how you want to spend your time each day. Follow through with these plans as much as possible, and make use of every valuable minute you are given as each day rolls along.

Time ... collecting souls

live as much as you can even to the fullest because sooner or later you will die.
love anybody you want, whenever you want, as thought you can, because at some point, Departing is waiting both of you.
Do whatever you willing to do, but remember sooner or later you will face the consequences of your actions and pay back with the same coin.

When things can go wrong..!

After a while you understand the way that things can go wrong in people's lives; you also recognize the ways people used to use others people... and some point you hope to turn your life up side down, so in my opinion you should learn to focus on the positives in your life and cut out the negatives because life will always present you with distractions and you will never reach your destination if you stop and throw stones at every dog that barks. Keep your focus. and believe me .. sometimes the craziest things happen at the worst times for the best reasons.

love.. truly

Blind yes because it has no eyes,
unconditional sure, because it has no age,
limitless yap .. it has no culture, no disabilities nor religion, 
It only takes two carrying persons to "think, say and do" together in harmony.. Maybe I don't know what I'd do without her or I don't know where I'd be, She's not just another woman but She is everything to me... you keeping ask me why i watch your eyes .. let me tell you something about love.. truly .. when i look into your eyes, i see everything i need.

Think before ink

So many of us are used to speaking before we actually think about what we say. Before we come out with a verbalized thought we should always make sure that the thought in which we are attempting to verbalize is one that actually means what our heart wants to tell. When we speak before we are truly ready things start to happen that we often wished didn't happen.
Learning to think before you speak is something that many must practice before they get a real grasp of the concept. Remember that you are who you are, and it isn't with your words that you will prove anything, most of the time, the proof is in how you act anyway, for that is what people truly examine. Remember that each word you speak is a seed that you plant for the future, be sure to plant the right ones.

depend on someone else

It is definitely ok to learn from people, and to be motivated and inspired by people, but to depend on someone else for your own well being when you are perfectly capable of doing what you need to do for yourself on your own, is no way to live. a few days ago i lived a miserable life because such a situations So, it's fact that; even your shadow leaves you when you're in darkness.
Make your own plans, do the things that you want to do in life, this is the only way to discover real joy and fulfillment

We are lost.

Love never dies a natural death. It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.. anybody from us may lose many things in his/her life, but if we lose our dignity, our honor, then at this very moment we realize that we are lost.
We will grieve not, rather find strength in what remains behind. In the faith that looks through death, in years that bring the accepting mind to believe that inside each one of us there are so many discrepancy, And just because we have a vision for ourself doesn't at all mean that we are living out our vision. We have to be able to follow who we are on the inside without hypocrisy, and the road to becoming who we desire to be will become as clear as day. We aren't all blessed with vision, but those who are must realize that having a wish isn't good enough; we have to be willing to try harder, live out our dreams and what remains to be done ..!

Where am I going

I longed to be happy. I wanted to be one of the happiest people in the entire world. I also desired meaning in life. I was looking for answers to the questions:

• "Who am I?"
• "Why in the world am I here?"
• "Where am I going?"

More than that, I also longed to be free. I wanted to be one of the freest people in the whole world. Freedom to me was not simply doing what you want to do -- anyone can do that. Freedom, for me, meant having the power to do what you know you ought to do. Most people know what they ought to do but don't have the power to do it. So I started looking for answers.

love is not enough...

The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, the figure that she carries, or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. .. Knowing is not enough; we must apply. Willing is not enough; we must do.
It is not enough to stare up the steps - we must step up the stairs... And at some point in our life we will realize that youth was not enough. And love is not enough. And success is not enough. And, if we could achieve it, enough would not be enough... what i want to say is .. The slave may be happy sometimes but happiness is not enough. My dear friends if we want to build a relationship. Take trust as our bricks. And patience as our cement. But love is not enough...

Spinsterhood and ambitions of men

In the spinsterhood and ambitions of men i'm wondering ..!
Why woman doesn't accept the participation of another woman in her husband's, While love is not about being with the person you love its about being apart from them and still loving and caring for the person...!