before leaking for money like a dog, be an honest.

Neither do I claim my self to be an honest man,
Nor I do give any guarantee to my woman,
I have tried to remain loyal as far as possible,
But life has remain problem and full of troubles.
I know for sure that she was one of the best,
Did all whatever she could and proved true to test,
Yet something was troubling and keeping her away,
Her behavior was coming definitely on the way.
It is sweet tug of war between couples,
It is so when they get into doubles,
Children change their way of living,
It is now question of faith and believing.
Some of the interests are forgotten for cordiality,
Some of the couples show it as their best quality,
Despites lots of difference they try patch up,
Keep relation in tact and nicely cover up.
There is no need to express regret or feel sorry,
Some of the fears keep surfacing and add to worry,
Life is another name for on going struggle,
Compared to that of timely appearance of water bubble.
How come that ship can sail smooth.?
People may try very hard in their youth,
Yet some of the tricky ways dishearten,
The patience runs out of it all of sudden.
It takes years of time to adjust,
It is almost known and must,
As it demands greater degree of understanding,
It gives enough of time to correct image and.

it's an Art.. Art of Magic

My heart is ignorant, About what is present
Inside my heart, Is it secret passion and art..!
I was no special, Only ordinary and simple human
I had inherited music, And formed music lover as basic
I never sung, Love songs, But it aired, Good melody to be admired
I feel really in love, That crept silently, I believe
I was unaware, It remained silent there
My flute sang in admiration, And that how grew the relation
I sang only on love, And whole life thrived and drove
I know nothing, And especially for attachment and feeling
It has just taken place, I am unable to keep pace
The love has no religion, And belongs to no region
It has universal acceptance, I have taken simple chance
I may not malign, But sustain
It's emergence in heart, Is it not simple music lover's art..!
It has direct blessings from the heaven, I stand inclined
But will be joined by..!
As it is named holy or divine.

In the book of life

In the book of life, we learn a little, with each page we turn.
We learn a little tolerance... can go a long, long way
along with a little more patience.... will help us through the day.
In the book of life, every page has something new, to give our life fulfilment, as each page we journey through. 
In the book of life, when student got ready, teacher must appears.. to ink our own pages.

Deafness racial barriers.

Am no one ... Ordinary and simple, With no treasure ... But.. Still live with lots of pleasure.
 want nothing, Or something... From an earthly man and woman, As I have limited need as human.
I shall move as free man, With lots of love for birds and animals, I move with people, And help in their struggle.
I have only one mission, With simple confession, Human life is granted for once, Love is the only chance.
Let us not hate someone, On the basis of religion, Color or different skin, But remain very much keen.
You shall reign... And rain, The message of love, As you firmly believe.

My angel..

Don't forget to wish love as any person, it has no time or particular season.
It doesn't cost you anything, If you stand to gain something.
It is considered as good manner, You can do it without any banner
Bitterness may go in seconds, When you need not go and find the words.
it has its own magical spell, And everything may look so well.
It takes so much time to patch, Time is precious and we can't catch.
You will have to act fast with all possible means, You may not find hatred but only love scenes.
you just offer beautiful smile, Wait not for reply and stay for while.
it will have its desirable effect, Relation may improve with long spell and affect
what do you loose if you just say simple 'hello'..!!
It is mere invitation for things to follow, forget the bad things and insult to swallow, Great tradition teaches us... to lie low, Good, thought must emerge from heart to flow, Adversary may forget the past and try to be slow, No emission of poison but sweetness to grow, cool reception may disappear with simple words of 'Hello'.
it may wash the dirt of centuries,
happiness will be seen everywhere and no more worries, opening of new chapter with new relation to emerge, burying of differences with sincere urge.
What do we gain by showing simple gesture..!
It is opening of new chapter with bright future,
love and not the hatred to rule the scene, we should exchange pleasantries and must be very keen,
Enemy can't face you with powerful weapon, He may be in real confusion to find out the reason, Love can't be substituted with any kind of gesture, Wish all the persons sincerely and make it sure
No mad person may come and simply assault, He may have some grudge against you for some fault, Love can melt his anger and help o evaporate, We can't simple blame it to a fate.
If you give proper care and attention to plant, It will stand erect with pride and never slant.
It too needs everything with mild touch, We must behave in cordial manner as such
If you show same courtesy to youngsters, They may prove humble and not turn as gangsters.
Who can be blamed for their lack of understanding..It may really be considered as peaceful ending.

And you always dare

Never think you are or will be...alone dear, Even if you may hear, If patiently read others too, You will get double joy through.It is my soul, That is always willingly makes call, With attachment so special, For our individual.
What we can't speak is internal feelings, Not for a child or any human being,
It shows how kind is your heart,That is unbearable to human art,
My cry, your rejoice... And our unspoken promises, With equal feelings, Instead of any bad dealing.
Such feeling is rare, And you always remain, As good human being, who eternally will catch up my breathing, and.. all, all my feeling.

Remember..

Aways remember, it's only full of up and down, and nothing shall be known,
You may remain unaware, And never dare.
So is the power of your strength dears, to dispel your fears, and teach you to bear.
Always remember, as you are a family member,
Of human being, It's not only about striving to bring, or earning new thing.
The peace isn't only goal, It's how we unity as family in clear call,
In our prayers... Or as soothsayers.
It is time to introspect, And revise all acts, Whether they confirm, or confront.
Think of no one, but all as one, For you aren't alone,
But make people to come close, Then you have live very much interesting and you can choose.

Only dead fish.. go with the flow, "last dinner"

Do you really think that hard work pays, and luck too plays, You are rewarded with fruit and sooner life will turns in favor and suits. 
Even if our life is barren, but still can be turned into heaven, just if we slightly change our pattern, and live happily in turn.
For our humans struggle There is way out, When we just think about, while you still try for more.. more and crave, when all what we need to be happy is only to be happy with what we already have, to love the way you like, reject the offer you dislike, acting as per conscience and do not miss single chance.
do you remember when i told you "You have to struggle to come out of trouble"
Behave in simple manner, as you not actor.. You are human being, work towards peace to bring.
Love and make others to love, fall in line and sensibly behave, nobody may harm as you are good for in life you have nicely understood...
Life is message.. To deliver at different age.. We need to perform on live stage.. Just to make fine imprint on page, 
If sun can shine, and makes us to feel divine. There is every reason to be hopeful .. and make your life purposeful,
now take you time and tell me ... what is your mission in this life..!

"Andria Hazim"

You must be fully alive to the situation and not dead

I failed to understand your love and hate game, Neither should I try to follow it nor to blame, Since you have not said it openly or put me to shame, I shall give you no chance for another charge to frame.
I clearly see no visible lines, There is hardly appearance of happy smiles, You try to show nothing even on your fake face, I feel threatened and surely out of race.
I could hardly dare to venture into shining eyes, It was very bright as if showing colorful butterflies, I could find no rain or any kind of rainbows, But yes it had so much magnetic pull to show.
I stood here restless with full of pain, I were sure of emptiness in my brain, asking when she gathered the strength and sent me smile, I did not waste a second to walk for her thousand mile.
We shall hand in hand and moved ahead, Some one was sure to provide the lead, Even thought I had failed to grasp your language or read, you must be fully alive to the situation and not dead.. not dead.

1/1/2016 .. On the anniversary of the death of my mother

Deep sense of attachment, When mother hands over with some sweet comments, That can be anything ranging from jewels, To some invaluable and pearls.
Sometimes they are sweet memories linked to the past, Their life may be nearing end very fast, Time may not left in their hand, So they may need to pass it on at the end.
Their tone gets emotional, Their approach too becomes rationale, All goes swiftly with their change, But after all it is routine with the age.
All parents may wish the same, They may have misery in life or fame, But at the end it matters less, When hard reality are on the way to face.
It might be linked with glorious heritage, Everything might have looked now old and vintage, Yet it carries sentimental value, They may want it nice burial with proper due.
How emotional they become while handing over..!
As something has been passed on willingly to others, It may have enormous feeling and significance, As it was cherished by them at once.
I could see the tremendous satisfaction, Her eyes speak of and give indication, That it has been passed on to safe hands and place, And this gives flow on their face.
Some words may not be heard at last moment, Yet we could make it from their lips movement, It may be a sense of deep fulfillment, As had waited for heavenly bless and sent.

unrealistic relationships

You will always miss, My tender love and that ungivin kiss, The story turned with the twist, It has remained only a mist.
I had dreamed of a Little but, It was shrouded by mystery and but, You never came with good proposal, I only waited for your arrival.
The dark clouds used to make me awake, The life and everything was at stake, The situation was about to make, It seems unrealistic and now will break.
You were self centered, You had deviated, pretended, cheated and altered, Your original course and back tracked, Your promises proved hollow and faked.
I know you might not missed me at all, As you had not responded to call, I had slipped and preferred down fall, You were still a mystery and proved wall.
You were clever and very smart, You smashed and broken my heart, I have no reason still to feel being cheated, I have eagerly watched and waited.
Will you come and make me happy..!
Or will you deceive me like many..!
I had full faith and strong desire, You had all the way preferred to admire
I clearly failed to pick, You were hell bent with to beat with stick, It was invisible blow to mind, I was unable to sense and find.
Am I not at all so weak.!
I feel bad but do not speak..!
I retain and do not reveal, With heavy heart I prefer to conceal.
I wish it to be temporary phase, The fear and agony I want to erase, It is not allowing me to feel at ease, I wait for new energy to release., .
I have never tried to find any fault, It was close secret and held in vault, It will not be spoken at any cost, You have remained close to heart and in mind uppermost
I shall not complain or shed the tears, I will simply watch and truthfully bear, The wounds inflicted by you as reward, I shall be anxious and look forward.
You are not more than anybody, But still you hold special position as unique somebody, I found it quite amusing and pleasant, If would be doubled if you had remained present
I shall never be a dejected person, I have understood and followed every season, I know the tide will turn one day, I will feel happy in special way.

Life as we knew

Life is not what we talk about or observe when turn around, It is no misery, struggling or pain either, It is how we feel and deal as a family together.
It is individual’s wish, That shall perish, With stoppage of breathe.. Along with death.
But one has to think in overall context, That shall be considered best, Only animals think about themselves, But for us.... it is how we share each and every moment as living force.
We should move, and prove, Our worth.. Along with commitment and faith
It makes sense, If we remain no tense, and steer the course, By keeping all together in the race
Nothing can be achieved, If it is not believed, That strength lies in "togetherness"
And that only can bring to our family that special kind of peacefulness.

Regards to our new family member  "Andria Hazim El badry"

blank pages

Thousands of thoughts rise in mind at a time, It compels me to think seriously sometimes.
It may not relevance as of now or today, But I can’t keep aloof from it and go away.
I look at vast sea line and think of its deepness, How blue water in it reflect my humble face..!
Big and small fishes run here and there, They face no hurdles or problems anywhere.
Who can reason out the waves reaching at the shore..!
Why do they separately dash against it ... and try more..!
They seems to be in hurry to unite and show the strength, The waves may rise high and low with varying length.
I think of vast blue and hollow sky, How it hangs without support and also why.!
What keeps it in to spread with vast horizon.! No conclusion can be arrived or simply be drawn.
Now we have different varieties of flowers, They are cross bedded and altered
Not original fragrance might have lost, But nothing.. nothing more is left to trust.
I rarely believe in speculation, Yes some propaganda is put deliberately in circulation.
I may not really know about it and only wonder, I use tp stand under the sky and wait for clouds to thunder.
What I want to know is not... the mystery, It is also not needed to know complete history.
As an intellectual you may have fascination for more knowledge, yet you want something to be written... on our blank page.

The Cell

As an evolving object over millions of years. Full of greed, hatred and deception. We forgot the simplest concepts of life. Which was fixed by the simplest objects on the face of the creature.
When the creation began. That solitary organism lived. To realize that the secret of life lies in sharing everything he owns. For the production of a new cell, sharing the concepts of tender without borders.
Life concepts have become linked to the surrounding environment. In appropriate circumstances. Give infinite... In difficult circumstances, Resort to immortality, isolation and scaling to preserve its kind of extinction.
The point is... Only time is granted to the legitimacy of the existence of things and... Only the surrounding factors are given to the simplest beings to make determinative decisions.

My All, are only for you... dear,

It was not leading me anywhere, I was searching it everywhere, whenever I longing for some one like you to come near, And loving words in ears to hear.
I shall remain as living entity, Simple and sober with poor quality, I am unable to draw the beautiful attention, Possibly I'm still not be worth for retention.
After all hearts beat faster when some one says hello, All works pushed aside for the attention do allow, Giving gentle look with smiling face, Aren't you forgot that, love game is to be won in race.
I don’t know when the day will come,  shall keep the doors open with a wide welcome, I shall wait not even for second to reply, Can any one advise me and say it is not worth try...!!
I am young at heart and always dream, Many good faces I try to find in team, They all come at once and fade away, I still hope it to happen in any day.
I shall allow it to end in reality, That is the fine and best quality, You shall term it as place like heaven, It may realize little late even.
Many people like me may be dreaming in day light, It is understood they may be spending sleepless nights, Nothing may be lateralizing much to the discomforts, As they have no skill or lack the good efforts.
Love has many fold dimensions, No one knows what will be right direction..!!!
It may not wait any longer to find a place, You should there as ready person in any case.
Your quest may end as happy moment, You may have then no reason to lament, There is feeling and ready consent, Bad plight is over and there is nothing to resent.
Life becomes fruitless with some of the aspects, Ideal couples may always earn the respect, Whatever we may term it as deal or pact or act.!His is reality of life and open fact.
And magically.. The rivers water flow calm down after initial thrust, It is natural law to settle down and build the trust, The marriage is holy union of two individuals, One must take it as challenge and not as casual.

How would you face the world as defeated soldier?

Today.. I wanted my message to be loud and heard, I wanted to be free from bondage as bird.
Until the time I was unaware of vast sky, I pondered over your prison and never asked why..!
O, How one can remain prisoner of his own and consent.!
Why he would not like to come out and live in present..!
In this life one can have limited goal and do only small things, For big things we must have strong resolve and powerful wings.
It is your feeble body and weak determination that stops you from performing, You have will power to do but you feel downwards from informing.
It makes you to draw steps back and remain for a moment too hesitant, You lack the courage and fail to come out with steps so urgent or instant.
Kind words will not be short and easy to speak, Only strong can speak it and not the weak, You can’t just show off or play the trick, You must keep love in one hand and on another stick.
Convey love with smile and sweetness in words, It may be just beginning of love and will matter most, It may reward you in the end without meeting any cost
Let us not confine our selves in only raising the funds, God may favor us by giving it in abundance, It is we who fail to understand the clear message, There is clear way ahead with smooth passage.
Your voice may not be heard and lost in oblivion, You may have different approach with different opinion.
Still you may need magical charisma to reach to the hearts of people, It may be made easy for you and you will be in position or able.
How would you face the world as defeated soldier..?
How will you’re your self as crisis manager..?
Will it not go in history as natural consequence..?
They follow the natural route and come in sequences.!
Should ee let it remain as unsolved mystery, And let It may create its own history.
As a humble man I have done my best, Letting your love speak itself and prove the test.

Good morning my darling.

I had the sense of deep feeling, Had strong urge and of course willing, But from inside something was killing, I could not decide whether it was end or beginning, It is strong human bond that forces for something, You might have got all or desired for everything,
Still it needs warmth and special relation, If so then you are kind hearted person with such indication, It is not matter for open discussion,  But make sure of it before having any passion,
You must give fair trial for its durability, Such relation may only last long if has fine quality,
Just pose a question where you are loved person, If so then what are the most probable reasons,
Do you love your self than any body else..!
Or is it simply infatuation or feelings very false..!
There is no fun in rushing for quick results,
The love is not a feeling to be prepared in advance, It takes place all of sudden and at once.
No one knows when and why it will happen.!!
It is bound to take place if not desired even.
It as fair chance of succeeding at any stage, Only it requires coming at the right age, As it is writing of words on new page, It is definitely a delicate and critical phase.
One must make it sure that that love is blessings, Not a single aspect must go unnoticed or missing.
It is beautiful stage and must be felt immensely, It is God gift and must be treated as heavenly.
It may have little sex angle or body attachment, But it is deep feeling with glorious moment, Some of the moments run along with mutual consent, But over all impact is understood and felt.
I shall consider it as holy union, There is nothing wrong to seek her companion, It is after all a strong bond with passion, One is ready for its acceptance and admission.

Be Welcome to my life if i can't be in your's

"Να λες πάντα αυτό που νιώθεις, και να κάνεις πάντα αυτό που σκέφτεσαι".

Which means.. Always say what you feel, and always do what you thinking.. as my woman said.. so, let us discuss what i feel, and fist of all, how does one make the life so romantic..!

Do you see there is no problem even if your lover are living beyond Atlantic..!

There is no distance barrier and one sees directly..!

Is it enough to rouse feelings if we speak honestly.

Even seasons inject the feeling of romance, The individual may find appealing with little glance, It may certainly give relief when first shower is on, Everything will sound dramatic when heat waves have gone.

It takes away your concentration when beautiful eyes are met, 

What a magnetic pull effect when wishes are responded or let, 

It was beautifully hidden in one side of the beating heart, 

You are in no position to think or respond despite looking so smart.

Beautiful and attractive faces play all the tricks, 

The magic environment persists without use of sticks,

How does one fall in magnetic pull of attraction..!

How does the individual respond with any reaction..!

One good smile takes away his beautiful smile,

He doesn’t know how to carry on forever not for a while,

There is strong urge to come very close, 

They may try to prove good and try not to loose.

To go in for quick seduction may not work any longer,

They may need some to help them as messenger,

The bold action may follow suit if both are sincere,

When romantic words are exchanged without any fear, 

The romance has got no age bar, 

They can come closer while driving in car, 

Each one finds a feeling of super star when face to face meet,

The whole world seems to have fallen or come under their feet.

Winter fairytale's

I confess doing everything to woo, You are and will be eternally the only one and that is very true, I have no other means to reach you, i just find some of my letters may make me through.
Everybody may desire comforts and tree shed, Lot many angles of life’s struggles have been fed, Every care is to be taken to make it as success, The females have suffered all along without any access.
You may remain away for any of the reasons, You too are proving to be a nice and kind person, What I need from you is a close company, Though the proposals are received for same from many
How to reassure in your absence, I seek and wait for timely presence, I do understand it is bond of great essence, I seek and eagerly wait to be with you hence.
No stars or sky may come for me to rescue, I have no other means to think and view, I can take help of beautiful writing, It may prove to be nice and good beginning.
It is difficult to bear separation at heart, I have felt it from the beginning or start, I knew it will prove to be a difficult one,.. But alas! It was to be undergone by none.
I am feeling hot particles of desert, I have to feel and nothing more to insert, I look towards sky and pray for sudden burst, The dark clouds are needed here and must.
What else did I need except few rain drops..?
What compels you not to come here and stop..!
I know you will come and gently shower, The desert can boom with drops fewer.
The sand may not allow it to go further, It will be absorbed then and there, The heat dissipation may be to an extent, There may be no reason then to resent
The dream plants may come up with flowers, Though the time may want us to pace little slower, The womb has developed an urge for fertility, It may all prove to be of great quality.
I shiver in hard hitting winters, No other ideas or thought can enter, I scotch everything and dismiss, That is what you make as no promise.
These are not simple letters on page, It has grown with patience and coming of my old age, I have desired and want you to enter, In desolate life to be at the center.
Does this relate to my state of mind..!
Will you read it by not closing eyes as blind..!
Will I ever have my dreams to become chance..!
Will you rush to me on receipt of it at once.!

Seriously

Did i learn from past mistakes..!
Did i attempt to to retake..!
The lost ground and claim glory..!
Have you ever felt sorry..!
It is easy going and not taken seriously, letting opportunity slip continuously.
As escaping the life miraculously, No bid for full thrust and wonder aimlessly.
Seldom you try rise to the occasion, You action is not full hardy and raises many questions.
It may pay you no award, You will be denied full reward
One has to be fully contended, The thrust has to be well intended.
It is to learn from past and surge ahead, No to cry for split milk and positively lead.
I shall have to mend the ways, It is useful and guidance always.
The things can’t turn bright all of sudden, You will have to make all out efforts even.
It may look all philosophical talk, It may help us really when in life we walk.
The life is meaningless without any talent, You have think twic before giving consent.
What else can be decisive factor..!
It may be faced in any sector.
You got to emerge as victorious, But the efforts have to be continuous.
Not to look back but march towards destiny, It may be looked as idealism to many.
Believe me no other way is left to think over, When we need proper guidance and cover.