What is love.?

The question what is love.!!! has grown from the stage of seed into a plant, in me... Its heading towards a huge tree, I couldn't bare it any longer.
So, I started brooding over it, but i have no clear answer.
So started getting answer from people around me...
Mom before she pass away answered; love strengthens every relation.
But my wise dad replied it energies a person's determination to be patient to the woman he love, it's to give her all of you and wait for nothing but her respect to who really you are.
A newly wedded couple told me, Its understanding of souls.
Expecting my friend's answer would match with one of above replies.
But it did not, he said love is a relation wit no end point.
But for a passionate lovers .. Love.. is above all.
I m deeply worried none of d above replies matched what I feel
After a great disappointment, a clarity overcame my frustrations mind .. I, then realised, 
Love is life and life is love.. There is love at every part of our life we just need to feel it, to share it with the right person and to spreads our forgiveness patiently over all the obstacles that we met.

Happy life.. Happy wife.

The doors are wide-open... These tears I cry are no longer blue
The madness is over.. I don't want to fight anymore
I love you.
Nothing can stop you from shining
You are my own Muse .. I am inspired by you
This is poetry and poetry is this
Words from the heart never part
I forgive you and I will never forget you
As the sun sails across the sky
As the stars fall upon the shore
Life goes on. .. Goes on-to you.

Real men bow only to they Queens

When you kneel, Kneel on both knees. When you bow, Bow low from the waist When you love, Love to death. And 
when your heart gets broken, Let the pain consume you to ashes and let the wind blow it away.
Re-invent yourself
Rise up on your feet
And start living again.... proudly, with your head high. For You are a human being, 
you’re not flawless.. you will do onto othersm and they will do onto you... Its how life is .. A chain of event, happenings and decisions. Don’t lose your identity be known for whom you are. Take of all your masks .. Keep on seeking our life is a journey, journy to what you love... Yet never  lose your humanity, If you lose it, you lose yourself and you die inside.
The journey stops when you pass on.
The journey never ends if you don’t’ lose your soul. Be merciful and kind to whom loves you and walk athe way beside.. Live and let live but die only for those who deserve living and worthwhile.... Cry… Cry…. Cry like a child even paint your face with mud and scream like a mad person
Lick your wounds and let them bleed clean let the scar tissues remind you of the lost battles, Don’t feel sorry for yourself cuz you are what you made yourself and losing a battle never meant that you lost the war.
Don’t  ever hate yourself, have the courage to live... dear anyone can die..
And when the angels comes lie down and let your soul go peacefully and let them kill you mercifully... nobody will be sad.. Even me.. Because now.. You are mortal .

Silent wishing

I felt asleep last night to the rhythm of silence, the ruin of darkness blinding the eyes that once peered upon the beauty that is you.
this morning i awoke to thoughts of your face, hoping you hadn't forgotten the wonder you once saw in mine. 
And I'm sad now around this room of blues, grabbing at your hands, wishing there was no other place you'd want to be than here with me.

Be honest

Honesty is true.
Honesty will never lie to you; as it fear God, bring smiles, joy and glad.
Honesty is pure, like medicine do a cure.
Honesty is clear, the heart in God's he fear.
Honesty is just.
Honesty comfort.
Honesty is fair.
Honesty do care.
Honesty is contented.
Honesty bring peace.
Honesty is humble.
Honesty is upright.
Honesty forgive.
Honesty individual possess; 
Honesty bring smile not depress.
When was the time you tell yourself you're true? 
Don't fool out on anyone or they will do the same on you. 

Imagine When I kiss you

When our lips touch explosions go off in my head flashing lights in my eyes blood rushes to my face like a celebration in my headof the love finally recognized
when i lean in for a kiss i hesitate not once for the love i seek is in contact with you the sweet sensual embrace like a celebration of our love to each other
when i think about you all i can do is smile even if we are apart because i know when i kiss you we share a mutual feeling
i know you love me .. you know i love you when.... kissing you

Yesterday..

Yestetday i heard your cry ... Like I was been every day, 
I see it in every way... You try to hide it but you can't fight it. 
You seek to find, help that is blind. 
I watch you in pain, but surly not in vain. 
Your family say I am evil, All they do is shaim
You run from your fears, Your pain and your tears. 
To seek what you can't find, because to you .... help is blind. 

There is a time..

There is...
A time to write, 
A time to listen, 
A time to learn, 
A time to play, 
A time to read, 
A time to see, 
A time to lead, 
A time to sleep, 
A time to be happy, 
A time to be silly,
A time to be mad, 
A time to be sad. 
A time to wake, 
A time to talk,
A time to stay, 
A time to walk. 
A time to help, 
A time to hurt, 
A time to scheme, 
A time to dream, 
A time to wonder,
A time to want, 
A time to try,
A time to die,
A time to love,
A time to live,
A time to make a difference, 
A time to do something. 
There is always going to be a time, 
But will you do something when that time comes..?

Garden

Inside the secret garden ....
what appears right may have shadow of wrong hidden deep under the righteous ground
What appear wrong may still possess some light covered under the thick cloak of blight
What appears true may hold false at root shielded by the shiny mask of truth
What appears false may still hold some right shrouded by the dark foggy blight. 
Inside the secret garden, 
it is always summer flowers blossom everywhere and butterflies merrily gather.. Here, morning sun shines brightly overhead every day light breeze moving white cloud slowly along its way.
At this place, your dreams are warmly embraced
It is the place where your happiness is deeply placed
Everyone has a secret garden of his or her very own
Locked away in a place where to others unknown. 

Would you..!!

When I'm lost in thoughts, and I'm within myself, will you feel alone?
To wonder if my love for you is truly strong.
Will you feel my love for you and know that words never said are not lost, with your loves embrace.
A touch not given, may your memories recall.
Your gift and vision to understanding love and its grace.
With Love in your heart, it does not erase times together with loves embrace

Into the wilderness of my mind

In the wilderness of the mind and the body refuses to cope .. Trying hard to be infirm and make the mind senile.
I have seen tomorrow never comes for those who wait for it to do the things they always wished to and yesterday is a favourite place for more than most to hang out and ruminate lost moments that germinate and spread their roots .. Refusing to die a death long overdue.
While today I water those ecstatic moments clipping occasionally those memories I wish to forget and try hard to rub and wash scrubbing everyday to maintain cleanliness in the wilderness of the fallow land
My privacy is compromised as memories that make me blind to today's gift of time..
Open floodgates bittersweet giving a damn to my entreaties
Now lost in a maze of .. time. 

Raging fire

The more you hide.. The more you need to hide
What you hide... 
The more you lie.. The more you need to lie
To cover the lies.
If its all a game of our life.. I'll show you how to play
Without bending the rules, 
Without being an escapist or a liar.
Play if you must but don't burn your hands
The coldest of waters that never stirred
Might just turn ugly and into a raging fire. 

My everything

Sometimes I hold my breath as you tell me who hurt you,
Because I don't want to hurt you anymore with my words.
Sometimes I close my eyes as you cry,
Because I don't want to see your painful memories.
Sometimes I tune out your sobs,
Because you're putting yourself down.
I just want to hold you as you cry,
But I understand if you push me away.
I just want to be there to help you through it,
But I understand if you're going to shut me out.
I just want to be your everything,
But I understand if you don't want me here.
I want you to look at me and tell me the truth,
Are you happy?
I want you to look at me and tell me the truth,
Are you okay?
I want you to look at me and tell me the truth,
Do you trust me?
I'm sitting here thinking, wondering, waiting,
Just for you to come around.
I'm sitting here thinking, wondering, waiting,
Just for you to tell me what's wrong.
I'm sitting here thinking, wondering, waiting,
Just for you to be my everything again.
To trust me.
Hopefully you can trust me.
I promise I'm here for you.
I promise never ever give up on you.

Let’s talk

Let’s talk, let’s open our hearts out to each other and talk
You may laugh at this plea, at this suggestion you may balk
You might scoff and tell me, “You’ve gone mad today.”
But reflect a bit and you will find many things to say
Come on, and let us bare our sorrows to each other
So that we can feel lighter and be not in a spot of bother
Good or bad, let us talk about our dealings with life
It’s much better to be open than be cut up by tension’s knife
I don’t care whether you are friend or enemy, or what’s your background
In the vortex of worldly relationships and people’s moods, I’m not bound
For each other, we are just voluble speakers and patient, well-meaning listeners
We can remove the burden of sorrow, or else our hearts will ache even worse
You and I will discuss many things, and give each other advice
Maybe we can do all the talking-listening over drinks and fried rice
Who knows, maybe we will become bosom friends
And in the future, this relationship will pay rich dividends
You may want to praise me, scold me, abuse me, tell me I’m bad
I wouldn’t get angry, or get into a brawl with you, or feel sad
It’s better to take out all the misunderstandings and ill-feelings in the heart
Maybe it will help us understand each other better, instead of driving us apart
Maybe you do not know, but it is extensively proven by history’s pages
Due to lack of communication, wars and fights have occurred for ages
Even in this day and age, battles and more battles are still being fought
As all attempts by warring parties to talk to each other have come to nought
Let’s talk, let’s open our hearts out to each other and talk
It’s better to be garrulous, rather than be silent as a rock
When you will open up and say things, a dime a dozen
You will then enjoy life and keep considering this world as heaven

US

How do you hold on to someone you’ve never ever forgive..!
The answer is between US, two...
Only our hearts can tell - me and you…
Myself, me, I, am - is definitely into you...
You know why? ? ?
Deep within me, I am convinced...
My blood flows for you…
My heart beats for you...
My body craves for you…
My mind ache for you…
And my soul hungers in search of you...
If in HIS perfect time…
I’ll meet you…
I’ve got lots of things to say though…
By three’s it’ll go…
I miss you.
I need you.
I want you.
Because…
I LOVE YOU!

Self-pain

Why much of our pain is slef-choosen
You know why? 
Because we relive them over and over by thinking about the past, letting our memories torment us again and again. Choose to acknowledge the facts, things that happened, take responsibility for them but cast away the emotion that is associated to the memory, be forward thinking, and allow yourself to be positive, because you deserve to cut yourself a break.

Stunning ..

Your eyes so stunning for those I would die
Just a simple look back would send me heaven bound. Words need not be said nor the utterance of any sound
No matter what I say nor what I could ever do.. Could ever come true to one day hear true.. I love you
You are as the wind can only be felt 
Monetary gains can never prove your wealth
Your life is rich even if you don’t see it
Your beautiful smile and your clever wit 
Your figure I still desire
Your hips I still admire
Beautiful eyes full of pride
Beautiful eyes my arms will be always open wide
Beautiful eyes I still care
Beautiful eyes forever I will still be there 

I'm So very old man

Old is old at any age. Old is when you quit asking questions about this, that, and everything. Old is when you forget how to love-or worse, don't care. Old is when you don't want to dance anymore. Old is when you don't want to learn anything new except how to be old. Old is when people tell you that you are old-and you believe them.

i'm sorry

I'm sorry if i make you cry,
if you lose that twinkle in your eye.
I'm sorry if i hurt your heart,
but fixing things is a place to start.
I'm sorry for not trusting you,
it's a big part of love that I'll try and do.
I'm sorry for letting people get to me,
and their lies blinding the truth i needed to see.
I'm sorry for opening that door,
i just never felt so hurt before.
I'm sorry for holding it all inside,
and just letting the hours crawl by.
I'm sorry for keeping you,
but i needed to tell you just how sorry i truly am.

The world is falling

I watch as the world falls away
I cant change it, no matter what I say
I feel as sanity slips through my fingers
No matter what I do the damage still lingers
It's the same thing over and over again
It's like a battle,1 against a million men
Theres no winning, theres no hope at all
All you can do is sit and watch the world fall
Destruction and corrosion, destroy the world
Take it all in. Breath held, Toes curled
Waiting for the world to turn to nothing
Hoping...'If only I could have done something'
Watch with sorrow filled eyes. Mother nature
Watch as they die, all of the wonderful creatures
They'll all fall...polluted water and birds with no trees.
children killed so young as mothers fall to their knees
Praying, 'Please God help us! Please show us grace! '
We don't deserve it. All this time we've spat in His face
everything we've destroyed...time cant heal this cut
trying to convince ourselves, we'll get out of this rut
The world is falling and nobody cares
The world is crying and nobody hears
Its too late now the damage is done
The battle is over and destruction has won 

Happy women's day.... Beautiful Woman

There are very few women in the world who have been truly beautiful. truly they're.. Very few.
When you look for that beautiful woman you must look deeper then her physical beauty. You must look past her many physical attributes, past the shape of her body the curve of her hip and the way that she responds to pleasure. Past even her attentiveness to your needs, her response to your advances.
You must look deeper inside.
When you look at her mind, you must see the beauty of her intellect, the power of her mental essence, the love that she radiates, and that special person that she is.
But, even that is not deep enough.
You must look to her personality, that which has been forged through the fires of life, the rigors of hardships, and the pain of physical challenges. That personality which reflects in her eyes, and will glow with its shining life. It will be like a star, that in the evening filament twinkles and the humor of her personality will flicker into your awareness with joyous abandon.
But, even that is not deep enough.
You must pass even her personality to reach into her heart. Her heart must beat with a passion, she must pulse with love. Her blood must flow carrying to her fingertips the messages of her love. Written in tender touches for you alone.
Even that is not deep enough to discover the truly beautiful person. 
To be truly beautiful, to really surpass all others,
you must glance into her soul. Surrounded by her aura, cradled in her essence, this is the place of true beauty. Its reflection sharper then the calmest waters of a fountain.
A soul of true spirituality. Its here that beauty is truly found. Forever tranquil, in the endless memories that each time you meet her impress themselves into your heart..
Happy women's day.

Nowdays Women

We aren’t maids
We aren’t entertainment
We aren’t slaves
And we aren’t to be played with
We don’t want to clean your house
Or cook your every meal
Yes we are right to run our mouths
And being independent as well
We don’t want to massage your feet
And take your coat after work
Or let alone get beat
From getting on your nerves
We don’t want to do your laundry
We don’t want to clean your shoes
Make your self a sandwich Buddy
Instead of trying to force us to
We can be anything we wanted
We say anything we like
We have all our enemies confronted
Without you by our sides
We aren’t stupid
And we aren’t Hoe’s
We don’t like how we’re presented
Through your video’s
The women of today
Are taking on another form
Making it our way
Unlike the way some men wanted done

What is in the stock?

Black sky
Blue stars
My mind calculates
The beauty afar
Who knows
Who cares
What is in the stock?
Stock of the future, that awaits us all
I wonder and wonder
What is my worth?
In this gleaming glittering beautiful world
Its defiantly less then a few pence because...
My beloved one does not response
The stars are of worth
The blackness hides something at mass
The moon is giving light
But where I stand
I can not define.... 
 

About love..

A golden lake and a golden sun
its a city where love is none
i wonder about a city of gold
to make the dreams and myths, a story foretold
the flowers are shiny and the water shimmers
the butterfly are golden and they flutter
the shine is cold and so intense
its give me chills and the things are stiff
at first it was a lovely place but now
i came to realize its a lonely place
here emotions are flowers and feelings are wind
here tears are pearl and words are shut
people are alive but living dead
hearts are beating but the beating is dead
their hands are warm
their faces shows smile
but life is missing
so is the love.....

longing

Come to me in my dreams, and then
By day I shall be well again!
For so the night will more than pay
The hopeless longing of the day.

Someone..

you keep a busy day .. a long list of things to do, some travels to make, some friends to entertain, barely there is no time for self, caring for people that you barely know, just to forget,
you ignore the feeling you have for this someone to discard him like a letter you do not want to read anymore, but you cannot really, this someone that you love,
you cannot just ignore, wherever you go, whatever you do, he shines in your heart like the sun
where you hide in darkness so nobody sees you bleeding.. someone that you love is still the moon and the more you hide.. someone that you love becomes so many like the stars in the skies
do not ignore someone that you love... show your face show your love.. surrender and suffer let this someone that you love.. now take control, feel someone's hand, you shall be the water to drink, the air to breath, the soul to someone's body

Note to any ... Publisher.

I am sending you a sample of my poetry with rhyme. Each one contains a message associated with the word time. Hopefully little effort to interpret and very few with the word of fear.. For the God of creation embraces its children and that is very clear.
Not religious for that has had its ritual, ceremony and time.. Doing the things of man and the God of yours; theirs; and mine.
I would hope that after reading these poems they could become a book.. Helping others to help others; after they take a look.
If after reading you have a suggestion or two
Appreciation would be my thought; along with a big; 'thank you'.
I enclose a self addressed return envelope for you to use
But hoping you will want to see more and these you will not refuse.

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Silence

In silence the flower buds gently bloom,
In silence they waft their sweet perfume.
In silence grows the blades of grass,
In silence I pen down my verse.
Speech is silver, silence gold,
Good deeds silently performed,
Is more eloquent than words!
In silence lovers cuddle and sleep,
True love communicates through seas deep!

To MY WIFE

Beauty is in everything you feel and see
Love comes your way unexpectedly
Waiting is seeing what He has planned to thee
Laughing is enjoyed by each other effortlessly
Living is appreciating the today
Understanding means submitting your self wholeheartedly
Challenges can be done exultantly
Listening silently is humbling down selflessly
Loving is giving your life to someone willingly
Trusting is risking on believing undoubtedly
Praying is the power to do things miraculously
Blessing is YOU MY WIFE
Whom I have experienced these and more through OUR LIFE JOURNEY…

my weaknesses

I'm scared to let go to let my heart say goodbye
to my life and the man i used to be.
I'm afraid of being alone in the way.
I'm afraid of holding on to something that might let me down and lead me to drown.
I'm scared of everything.. and the only thing I'm sure of is that
I love you and that scares me too..

Loyal

Loyal to the end tethered by a bond so thick
it wraps itself around my hands and neck
not tight enough to strangle
but still too tight for comfort
Faithful even when
i don't deserve it
Steadfast to a fault

loyal friend

It matters not if they be short or tall, The wonder of their loyalty dwells within them all. They are fountains of love as they share our concerns, As they sit and listen to our worries and woes, When telling them secrets no other soul knows.
They are gentle and strong, Made of magic and grace, They are our friends, our companions, and our guardians of life, Will never desert us at time of trouble and strife, Will protect us, no matter the risk to them, For there is a trust and a bond that few can know, And they are full of blessings to bestow.
Together we are adventurers and pioneers,
Our walks through life were as friends.The home and the desert were places of fun, For we were adventurers and pioneers, We conquered our fears and conquered our tears.Yet even, through age, we may not see them now,
I know they are still with me and are not far away.They are with me throughout the whole of the day.
The name of this friend, so loyal and so true, May even be sitting beside one of you.Who is this soul, so highly praised,
Whose name in your memories I must j..o.g, no it's simple.. oh.. it is simple, it is a ‘dog’.

Love is Love

You get angry, you get sad.
But when we argue i don't agree with that.
I hate you, you love me.
From time to time, it happen's
love is love.
But it is something you can't beat.
i love you now and you hate me.
But love is love.
It is something you can beat.


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Forgivness

Everyday, 
I watch the world turn, 
Everyday, 
i see money burned, 
When i see the Sun, 
i want to cry
because i know, 
that every second, 
a child dies.
Goverments are corrupted, 
people don't care, 
there's more to lifre than just money...
but how is this fair? 
But when i see the Moon, 
i see her for hours, 
i toss
and i turn, 
thinking about things negative 
i have already learned.
There is war
There is hate
There are criminals, 
There are enemies, 
Why can't we make Peace? 
Make new friends? 
Love and Relate? 
Why do we have one without the other? 
Everyday i seem to learn: 
Forgivness must be the only answer

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Letter ...

Do you know, a simple love letter
To people how does it matter?
You can write many words to express it
You can write only those three letters…
Some waits to receive it for years…
Tears of pleasure flow when they receive…
For some love letters bring fears…
For many it brings nothing but sorrow and grief…
Letters of love not always brings love
If love is not pure and true
Though it is very easy to present
A letter to someone penning “I love you”… 

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I believe..

I believe that the sun shines after the rain
I believe if you don't get hurt you'll never gain
I believe in not doing things the easy way
I believe that being selfish doesn’t pay
I believe in a second chance
I believe in a life long romance
I believe there is life after death and standing up to a life of mess
I believe in love at first sight
I believe that revenge isn’t right
I believe that first impressions last and there is nothing better then a good laugh
I believe that dreams do come true
I believe there's destiny for me and you
I believe that good things come to those who wait
I believe love never arrives too late
I believe something good comes from something bad
I believe that for tears of happiness there are tears of sad
I believe everyone has a guardian angel and the good you do will be rewarded well
I believe sometimes there is no explanation
I believe money can't buy people's affection
I believe you don't know what you've got until it's gone
I believe a new day arrives with every dawn
I believe a smile can be contagious
I believe in being very outrageous
I believe in living with no regrets
I believe that life is as good as it gets
I believe that God watches over us
I believe the little things are worth the fuss
I believe you have each friend for a reason
I believe you will get punished for treason
I believe that what comes first is family
I believe we should all live in harmony
I believe in making the most of a beautiful day and it's not the end until everything's okay
I believe absence makes the heart grow fonder
I believe you will lose if you sit and wonder
I believe every experience teaches you a lesson and nothing cures better then a drinking session
I believe everyone has one true love
I believe sometimes we need a little shove
I believe the whole world is a stage 
I believe we only get better with age
I believe that to learn you have to live
I believe that to love someone you have to give
I believe one moment can change your life and there's still help when you’re in strife
I believe everyone has one true friend
I believe love helps a broken heart mend
I believe in the power of a song and things will change before too long
I believe living is the best experience
I believe in not laughing at other people’s expense
I believe it’s hard to watch a lover leave and when they’re gone all you can do is breath
I believe to always look on the bright side
I believe that life is just one big ride
I believe when I die people will grieve but it’s ok because I believe 
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Love making love..

ingers mesmerizing cool and soft against skin
Tongues softly seeking whipping tasting lingering
Arms clutching holding wrapping enfolding yearning
Love making Love
Bodies yours to mine moulding wanting
Caressing touching electrifying
Silken subtle gentle
Wild and wonderful
Feathered touch
Crushed rose petals
Breaths heavy hot hard
Molten Volcanic
Fiery delight
Essence of love
Passion
Unforgettable irrisistable unimaginable
Sweet sultry
Amazingly beautiful
Fantasy Dream Reality
Love making Love

Fears..

Darkness is falling rapidly, The silent hours draw near, The hours when tears flow easily.... And still my love does not appear
Quietly comes the loneliness makes no sound, It makes its presence known by tears of those who by love's chains are bound
I curse the silent lonely hours that take my courage from me...
Who gave fears such power? 
God bless the heart that will not rest when night's long hours are bleak, a shape of vanity grow pale.. hoping with the fortitude of the weak... wishing fears will taste defeat, when morning's rays appear.

Love is Magic !!

When a man says his heart is Yours, It means a seed of love has been sown, For the harvest to be fruitful, and his heart has to be yours alone....
The heart's but a receptacle... Wherein our love is guarded and kept, nurtured like a living bouquet... that another heart might accept...
When a heart is offered in love... It becomes a gesture most profound, causing such a heavenly peace... that you no longer feel earthbound..
When a man says he'll keep his heart, to offer it would be fantasy, 
He doesn't know the Language of Love, 
He cannot speak it fluently
Hope and trust are given virtues, with love, they always go hand in hand but love is a spell..... it's magic! it's even beyond Magic.. Oh.. A romantic would understand
So if a man should say to you his heart he will never give away, Quicken your step, and don't look back.....
You'll know deep sorrow should you stay.. now let me love you th way I should.

If...

If you were a bird, I'd let you perch on my shoulder, close to my ear; your soft feathers would caress my face, and when you sang, only I could hear.
If you were a frog, I would hold you close, I'd keep you content in my pocket; or perhaps I'd wrap you in a ribbon, and then wear you close to my heart like a locket
If you were a bee buzzing 'round my head, I'd let you make a nest in my hair; When we were alone, you could sit on my lips and taste the honey lingering there
But you're not a frog, a bird nor a bee, you're a woman with a heart of gold; whatever you look like is fine with me, You have touched my heart and my soul

Welcome to my crazy world

How nice of you to visit my world, I wondered who was at the door... Yes, I'm alone in my deep within..... don't be concern, I've been this way oftentimes before
Of course, there are the memories, I don't know why I keep them all, Some make me smile, some make me cry, 
In the dead of night, they often call.. I look through the window now and then, Just to see what goes on out there, But your world's no better than mine, Everyone's living on hope and prayer
I live with what was... not what might be, Long ago my dreams went to bed and they haven't awakened since.....
I'm beginning to think they're all dead... I'll not disturb them..... just let them be, At one time, I nurtured them well, But dreams are strange, hard to predict, They can lead you to heaven.... or hell... But you know.. fate has a plan for each of us, 
I obeyed and answered the call, Now, I'm trying hard to forget, Please, don't make me walk memory's hall
Long ago, I tried to run away from a world that's lonely and cruel, Though there's no escape, I still try, True, there's no fool like an old fool
Gone is my brashness .... my confidence, My flag of surrender's unfurled...
If you can stay, I'll make some tea, 
If you stay ... welcome to my crazy world