never say never for never was my word

Never shall I hang up the jersey and quit the game
Never shall I unlock the padlock that clinched my heart
And allow any soul to build a little hut in it
Never shall I be swept up by one's strength of one's arm
Never shall I allow any unique beauty to cross my mind
And reside in the warmth of my heart
Never shall my arms be a home to any kind of mighty precious jewel
Never shall I let gravity of love pull me
Into the loop of heart aches and dwell in pain
Never was my word
Never shall I say never, never again
Never was eradicated when I set my jersey to flames
And when I was red carded permanently from the game
Never was erased with a master key that unlocked the padlock of my heart
And when she melted me and form a new me
Never was eradicated by the tunes from her voice
Her words from her songs and the passion displayed
By her finger stroking the guitar of my chest
Never was erased when I buried my hand in her hairs
And locked my tongue with hers blowing sound of love
Never was eradicated when my fears were at rest
And when I experiencing the true colour of love
If dove truly resembles peace I don't doubt even a bit
That if she doesn't resembles love
Then she is a goddess of love
Never was my word
Never shall I say never, never again
But I say never when I say never shall I live you
Never shall I love another unless if this other is you
Never shall I leave your emotions high to dry
Never shall I let the sky pour on you
And if you had wings to fly,
I'll build thousand stations for you to perch
On the branches of arms
And if you were a spider
I'll net you a web and watch you ascend to great height
Never shall I say never but only when I say I will never leave you

pleasure and pain

All I want is a room with a view
A messed up bed, shared with you
‘Cause it takes two and it takes time
To ease you into this heart of mine
All I want is a place to call home
A hand to hold, someone to call my own
‘Cause I am so alone, all of the time
All I want is someone to call mine
All I want is an explanation
A simple answer, a conversation
‘Cause these complications are causing pain
It’s all I want, so please explain.. Why you find your pleasure in my pain...?

love,

Very difficult to explain.
Some say - nothing but sexual satisfaction.
Some other say - giving and taking with mutual understanding.
Some other further say - It is entering, it is accepting without any complaint.
But what I feel,
Love is beyond any definition,
Love is love and let us leave all with love.
Love is the only truth, And the truth I know with you.

In the rhythm of the street

Reading the music playing in my mind, listening to every tone and inflection of each note as it fastens itself to words that flow easily into every poem I ink.
So eloquently, cascading like a waterfall from my mind into deep calm pictures of words, like pools sent from heaven.
Holding the tears of a lifetime - those both of joy and sorrow, reflecting a life of poetical musings through musical rhythms. 
Running across my mind, a river carry many words of expression all about the shadows of our shore, O god..
I am steps behind you In the rhythm of the street
I am voices in your head restraining you from sleep
I am shadow on your walls and soft touch in your dreams Watching you,
I am eyeballs and your mute screams
I don't know your name
You can't see my face
I exist next to you with soul
in our wild story there is always .... chase
I am steps behind you... In the rhythm of the street

Love or... Obove

Do you like the words of my life song...! for I can't sing alone
Can you play guitar ?
Can you see the star ? 
Bring me the real color, Take me, Fly me in the sky
Do you need wings, for without wings I can fly
See,
Somebody need love but nobody love them
Somebody don't need love but there full of unreal love
If god will send his angels... The real angel will send his love

Dream on

We’ve been in the rain so long that our eyes are sore and red;
When joy is missing, We gaze down too long at our feet as we slowly walk through the city, but there must be a different sky waiting for us offering love and inspiration where the Ocean kissed The Sky at the most beautiful place under the sun, there.. there..
No one can own a color; no one can own a cloud.
No person owns a person, though some may think they do.
No person owns the ocean; I know this to be true!
I cannot own a sparrow, I cannot own a tree.
Even in my own garden they don't belong to me!
No one can own the starlight; no one can own the sun.
No person owns a river, it simply can't be done!
No one can own a desert, the planets or their moons.
We’re all just One Race: Human, same words with many tunes!
No one may claim ownership to
 TEAR or SMILE or SIGH.. Or take away your DREAMS so.. dream on and on and... on.

Love is you..

I always knew love is you, a feeling so pure.. your magic for hearts, it is real for sure..
love is always right, when your life goes wrong.. your thoughts go weak but love remains strong..
True love is never jealous, true love adheres pain.. Love is not something you loose, Love should always be gained..
Love gives emotions that thrill, love gives moments that excite.. Soft Words that enchant, and feelings which delight..
Love sometimes does hurt, love always will heal..
Love is the softness of a rose bud, your heart does feel..
Love needs understanding, Love relies on compromise..
Love salutes your generosity, Love respects your every sacrifice..
Love does not discriminate, Love is flying free..
Love gives us solution, Love answers who are we..
Love is universal, an heaven sent emotion..
Love will give you smiles, and your dreams a new direction..
Love is full of compassion, Love is free of fault.. The only time in your life, your heart breaths to a halt..
Love means forgiveness, Love offers a supporting hand.. An eternal message from god, Love is his command..
Never cage true love, you have to let it go..
Love is light you can't hide, in darkness it will always glow..

I'm not afraid of traviling i'm afraid of losing you " two months before travel"

In this timeless dimension future is a question mark,
Where one thing ends and another begins in just a moment
Where unspeakable fear grip our soul and reoccurring pain and trauma discharge our emotional battery in the midst of noise and confusion of everyday world
Where feelings of sadness and displeasure make us speechless and give more reason to doubt and fear and world looks like a blank paper ready to write another story of adversity and pain
Where in the chaos and hurt we lose memories, Shed many tears, don't know if one's walk on the wrong or the right track
And run to catch the shadow of a passing cloud to discover how the next chapter
Will unfold in the dismal dark...

Moments

Make your darkest hour in life, your defining moment my dear
Take bad things out of your life, and change it to positivity and cheer
Don't feel trapped or helpless, share your emotions and fear
Be humble and kneel before love, and find peace in god care
Choose your words very carefully, and build courage in all spheres
Mend your weak and broken heart, with happiness and joy's gear
Adjust your world's powerful lenses, through which you always judge dear
Don't think of your wounds and cries, look for the best in the coming year
Search for the window of opportunity, to make your darkest hour disappear
And find your defining moment with positivity, joy and endless cheer

Why I love you..!

Curiosity in you wants to know, Why does my heart love you so..
What is the reason I hold you dear, Why is it always, I want you near..
Well let me explain how love works, Deep in your heart a feeling lurks..
A feeling that heals your every pain, Changes your irrational world to sane..
First is building a wall of trust,
True faith in your eyes is a must..
Next are the smiles you gift to the one,
In bundles of joy you bring sheer fun..
At times give the warmth of your touch,
Some tender words you speak affect so much..
Now that you know how to imply,
Let me answer the question, Why..
When you need attention, love and care, To god I pray to be always there..
Cause a tear in your eye breaks me apart, The problems you face break my heart..
I love to see that smile on your face, You are the only one no one can replace..
It feels like heaven when I am with you, You complete my world and that is true..
The moments of my life which I would savor,
Are only with you so please do me a favor..
There are true feelings residing in me, I give what I have and its all that you see..
If you still want to know how and why, then count the stars spread across the sky.. As long as you count them shining above, Those are the extremities of my love..
Why do I love is not meant to be known,
How much I love you I have always shown..
Cause if i give you the answers you yearn, Theres more about love you'll never learn..

Doubt is love, trust is everything

Trust in your love make sure it is deep,The returns you get is for you to keep..
The stronger the bond its harder to break,Has to be so when there's so much at stake..
When in a relation, its trust that you need, True belief in your love demands your heed..
Once broken to pieces is hardly rebuilt, at times you have to live with the guilt..
Here loyalty too plays an important role, offers a soothing cohort to a longing soul..
Staying with your love in joy and sorrow, smiles you give and the tears you borrow..
In a relation, loyalty brings you close, The faith you show, when beside you pose..
Just one false step of treacherous mind, cracks apart relations of every kind..
Sometimes these emotions are put to test, puts two hearts in a conflicting unrest..
One reason all problems are easy to shun, is trusting the loyalty of your loved one..
A relation in itself is a bond so strong, together we face all the right and wrong..
These factors decide how long it stands, here loyalty and trust walk hand in hands..

I need you

Bird trusts his wings so he never falls;
So, trust me too and you’ll never fail.

Poem

From the last standing tree In a lonely forest
From the great ocean sea Bathing in the sunset
everything I see ... Is poem to me
From the buzzing honey bee in a red field of roses
From the whimsical jumping flea That makes a dog scratch vigorously
Then chase his tail playfully

From the sun shinning brightly To the birds flying freely
And singing in harmony
Everything around me And everything I see
Is poem to me.

Love is

Love is an open clear deep blue sea where no hate can dare swim
love is a captured sunset where the warmth never grows dim
love is desire held in the eye that spreads quickly to the heart
love is a black starry night sky a metaphor of glorious art
love is a deep dark hole of mystery always there to take free

It was, is and will be only you.

Some say that the ocean is a mystery a wide expanse of endless blue
some say its waves carry away all problems and swallows them into its deep abyss
some say its power is limitless and its prominent calm is like an angel's kiss
it is truly unforgettable
you are like the ocean ... Unforgettable
Some say the evening sunset is the most amazing sight
some say it is the prelude to the calming silence of evening's fall
some say it finishes a perfect day with the most spectacular array of colour
some say it is unforgettable
you are like that sunset... Unforgettable.
Some say that the visible stars on the blanket of twilight are what make a gorgeous night
some say that even when those stars die we will see their afterglow for millions of years to come
some say they are unforgettable
you are like those stars... Unforgettable!

Alone..

Alone listening to nightly whispers
Alone in my thoughts
Alone I stand and fight
Alone I pray for rainbow lights
Alone in the morning I awake
Alone I celebrate my joys
Alone I pray out my sadness
Alone I voice out my fears
Alone in strenght
Alone in wealth
Alone in good health
Alone I try to understand
Alone I seek knowledge
Alone I share what is mine
Alone I try not to be alone
Alone when my time has come, I'll pass away

internet

As I lay down in my bed sad but no cry
I realise It was all a web of lies
I was deceived as I misconceived the one identity
that I even had to question my own sanity
I became a fatality
an instant causality
of using this facility
with hidden negative opportunity
called ... the internet
A web of lies spun on the internet
Right in the chat room, dusted into my corner with a broom
I wanted to believe.. I do not know why hence created a world of my own
email addresses
flashing me messages
as cold as any marble stone
The truth was blown
When I heard my clowns on the phone
Be careful
Take care
I say with a sigh
It was all a web of lies

Freedom as i knew.

freedom means a lot to me, what does freedom means to you ..!
to me; freedom is equal opportunities, equal reward for all kinds of potentialities
to me as well as anybody elsewhere,
freedom to speak without favor and fear, freedom to move to anywhere so far as i want it
freedom is free and fairness, regardless of where i was born or where i came from, the color of my skin, my religious status or how i appear for i am not what i wear.
i need freedom spiritually, physically, mentally, emotionally
psychologically and freedom financially
what makes me different from others... is what i do with my life to help others.

Life..

ﺍﻟﺤﻴﺎﺓ ﺃﺣﻴﺎﻧﺎً ﺗﺤﺘﺎﺝ ﺇﻟﻰ ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ..
ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﺣﺪﺍﺙ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﺷﺨﺎﺹ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﻓﻌﺎﻝ ، ﺗﺠﺎﻫﻞ أﻗﻮﺍﻝ ،
ﻋﻮِّﺩ ﻧﻔﺴﻚ ﻋﻠﻰ ﺍﻟﺘﺠﺎﻫﻞ ﺍﻟﺬﻛﻲ ﻓﻠﻴﺲ ﻛﻞ أﻣﺮ ﻳﺴﺘﺤﻖ ﻭﻗﻮﻓﻚ !
كلنا يعلم ان ﺍﻟﻠﻪ خلق ﺍﻟﻨﺎﺱ ﻣﻦ ﻣﺎﺀٍ ﻭﻃﻴﻦ. ﺑﻌﻀﻬﻢ ﻏﻠﺐ ﻣﺎﺅﻩ ﻃﻴﻨَﻪ... ﻓﺼﺎﺭ ﻧﻬﺮﺍً. ﻭﺑﻌﻀﻬﻢ ﻏﻠﺐ ﻃﻴﻨُﻪ ﻣﺎﺀَﻩ.. ﻓﺼﺎﺭ ﺣﺠﺮﺍً.

Stay the same, same way

Does anything ever change ..?
The days that slow go bye
The tears you watch them cry

The ones you wish with him everything to try
The plans you have
The truths to see
The hopes you savor ever cease to be
Qualm the joy that life to bring, or the time remembering
Last the joke that is undone, Stop the ever setting sun
Watch tomorrow slowly become today
And like untold.. Stay the same, same way

life is not simple

No, life's not simple not at all
Be wary what you do before you fail
Life is a serious affair, a journey testing souls
Where love and hate rules everywhere to guide or hide one's goals
Regardless what life confuses, causes one's soul to stray
Beware caresses and bruises can distract from Heaven's Way
However strong, rich or clever .. Whole hearted seek only god
Beware what rises to sever.. Salvation's binding chord
Life is a test we all must take
That if we pass we emigrate
Our powers grown through steady state
So, there is no new morality here to shape
No,
life is not simple
not at all.

Come and paint my world, Let's the colors warm my life.

Simple 
is to say And do and love And pray.
Hard 
is to be And to act As an example.
A good soul shows mercy,
A good heart shares compassion,
In and out,
On and on,
When all I should say,
Is 
thank you, 
you paint my world, Let's the colors warm our life.
I miss you, i need you, I love you

Not Ego. not ego

 


Love
Is like a fisherman in the ocean
Waiting for the perfect catch in..
A temple of patience.

In a winter morning

between fantasy and clear winter sky my heart is floating quiet
Under the sheet here... she is my everything like a morning star
woven together for eternity for our love is a candle burns... high

truth

Only Artist can speaks with lies to tell the truth, and sometimes the most important person in our life we just knew nothing about him.

the sword of dark sorrow

Patiently we shed tears of blood to feeds those humming soils by which this forest is deeply rooted. So full of.... Fear, Loneliness, Resentment, sickness and anger,
their hearts burn with flames, their minds reverberate without sound, leaves us within a forest of pain with trees that swallow our souls and the innocence of our morality, to replaced by the silence of tomorrow where the words only will have its meaning in the ears of the listener,

Special request.. 2 April.

A woman in a village came to one of the scientists and thought she was a magician and asked him to do her a magical work so that her husband loves her love that no one sees with him in the world.
 And because he is a magican and a teacher he told her that you are asking for something that is not easy, you asked for something great. Are you ready to bear the costs?
 She said: Yes
 He said to her: It is only if you can brought a hair from the neck of any lion I'll do what you want.
 She said: oh. No lion.. ?
 He said: Yes
 She said, "How can I do that and the lion is a predatory animal and I am not sure that it will kill me? Is not there an easier and safer way..?
 He said to her: You can not do what you want to got your husband love, then only this way will be suitable for what you want and if you think you will find the appropriate way to achieve the goal I'll do it for you.
 The woman went to her house and thinking about how to get that hair which required to that magically work,  ofcurse she trust in this magician wisdom whom was told that the lion does not prey unless it is hungry and must satisfy it until he can trust her,
 shr tooks the advice and went to the forest near them and began to throw the lion a big part from meat and move away and continued to throw the meat until the lion was drawn and numbered with time.
 And every time she approached him a little until the day came that the lion extends next to her and he does not doubt her love for him and put her hand on his head and took a wipe on his hair and neck with all tenderness
 And while the lion in this enjoy and relax it was not difficult to take the woman hair quietly and once she felt the trust of the hair even rushed to the magician... to give it and joy fills itself as the angel who will sit in the heart of her husband and forever he will obey and adore her..  When the magician saw the hair, he asked her: What did you do so you could get this hair?
She explained to him a plan to feed the lion with tenderness, and how she got the lion trust through time, which summarized the knowledge of the entrance to the heart of the lion first and the abdomen and then continue and patience until that time to pick fruit and got that requires hair.
 Then the magician said to her:
O  God, your husband is no more ferocious than the lion! Didn't you knew that..  Go,
Do with your husband like you did with the lion.
 You know the entrance to his heart and his hunger and despair and put the plan for that and be patient..
The end.

One last knight

My words will fight for me on my behalf. They charge at you with full force no hesitation;
Be prepared to be cut, bruised, wounded;
Be prepared to be lifeless; they’re ready to never stop
But then
I have nothing to say
Oh no…
I have… nothing to say..
Oh no...
I hate the way I love you.

Goodbye with tears

No more games, or melting into fantasies. Just the shame, our love drowns in seas.
Seas of fear, regret, and doubt.
We will never get, a way out.
No imagining pain away, this is completely real.
Now every single day, happy we barely feel.
Does love turns to hate, within a short second. Is it our fate, to end up in hell not heaven gate.
Fear is our boss, we can't help but obey. It leads us, to waste or days.
Insanity we plead, when fear turns to poisonous hate.
Fear is a disease, we should have known right away. Our minds are no longer ours while in shame it's to our heart obey..

April Fools

I sit in the corner, depression im bleeding. I sit in the corner, barely breathing.
People stare, they don't admit.
People stare, they laugh at the slits. They don't know how it feels, the pain inside.
They don't know how it feels, to want suicide. When I am gone,
cause the slits went to deep.
When I am gone, the will pretend to cry and weep.
Even though deep inside, they know if they would've helped.
Even though deep inside, I would have stopped if they cared.

I guess it's too late.

Butterflies

In a beautiful butterfly,
Your face comes so true to me.

Through a pretty butterfly
You come flying so serene into me.

As the tiny wings flutter
I watch with love and joy
and wonder how it could be
that I see your face coming to me.

With beauty and grace
you perch among the flowers
as if searching for a special place.
Oh if I could only turn my heart
into a bed of flowers
for you to fly and hide
and secretly whisper to me
with fluttering wings how you love me.

Warm and kind is our friendship
so rare like a beautiful butterfly.

Welcome to my garden of happy thoughts
where butterflies fly along
the paths of lovely flowers.

You are so special in my life.
So innocent and pure is our friendship.
I care for you with a heart full of joy.
You are mine, I love you.

God, help me not to be possessive.
Love is freedom in true sense.
Possession is selfishness.
God, help me not to be possessive.

(When we fall in love, we think love is possessing the other. It takes time and maturity to realize that real love is freedom and never possessive. So we do experience divinity in selfless love).

Stay alive please..

For being a good friend, thank you, I'd never knew that you're my horse to ride on, and to look out on the world
You see through my disguise, You did never let me be that ordinary man.
For the knowledge you instilled in me, now I'm filling out some paperwork,
I search within myself to find a way to put a blame, and queries on you.
When I was a toddler and I didn't.
Did you ever realize, how much I love you.!!!
And the though of losing you brings tears into my eyes and destroy everything beautiful from my vision,
Though you taught me real men... O please ... don't cry, It so hard for me to hold it back.
There are special people around the world, but we "you and i" are so special in this world our own small world. Its hard for them to understand The bond between you and I,
Is what deepens our connection in I, myself, My father and My son.
This is a so very hard day for me my fathers.. please stay strong, just please don't you ever pass away.. don't you know that you will leave me alone in this world.
Thank you, you dedicated me your life
My mentor, the greatest teacher I ever had, not enough to put into words,
I just wish I could, make you proud of me.

This world where i belong

This life is a hospital where every patient is possessed with the desire to change beds; one man would like to suffer in front of the stove, and another believes that he would recover his health beside the window.
It always seems to me that I should feel well in the place where I am not, and this question of removal is one which I discuss incessantly with my soul.
'Tell me, my soul, poor chilled soul, what do you think of going to live in another country...? 
It must be warm there or maybe much colder, and there you would invigorate yourself like a star falling, or just be another stranger in unknown train station. This city is on the sea-shore; or full of deserted land o..
My soul does not reply.
'Since you are so fond of stillness, coupled with the show of movement, would you like to move into Holland,
that beatifying country ? Perhaps you would find some diversion in that land whose image you have so often admired in the art galleries. What do you think of Rotterdam, you who love forests  and ships moored at the foot of houses ?
My soul remains silent.... Not a word. Could my soul be dead ?
'Is it then that you have reached such a degree of lethargy that you acquiesce in your sickness .. it seems to me as another hopeless case ?
At last my soul finally explodes, and wisely cries out to me: 
No matter where ! 
No matter where ! As long as it's out of this world..!

She said, 'First I know you, then I die.'
He said, 'For the one who knows you, there is no dying

Patience

If you want what visible reality can give, you're an employee.
If you want the unseen world, you're not living your truth.
Both wishes are foolish, but you'll be forgiven for forgetting that what you really want is love's confusing joy.
If you show patience, I'll rid you of this virtue.
If you fall asleep, I'll rub the sleep from your eyes.
If you become a mountain, I'll melt you in fire.
And if you become an ocean, I'll drink all your water.

let me paint reality

Someone will say It is abstract And for another It is collage
Some may say It is cubism or Impressionism or Surrealism
But no one will say It is absurd, it is a big lie, it is fall of fake people but above all ... Life is like a painting we can not satisfy every viewer.

mother's day

Life ... every day we dream of conquering new continents and kingdoms without realizing all are illusions
And without realizing the final reality will one day envelop us
So finality is the true reality 
Life, that wonderful dream never meets with reality till its final moment called death, 
that was the only words my dad said the day we grave my mother, happy mother's day Mom may god blessings spreading upon your soul

Untiteld reality.. saturday night

When I'm gone, your tears will be flowin like falls, but I won't know... Cry for me now Instead!
When I'll be dead, will send flowers, but I'won't see them... Send them now instead,
When I'm gone, you will say words of praise, but I won't hear, Praise me now Instead.!
You will forget my faults, When I'll be dead, but I won't know, Forget them now Instead..!
On my way to heaven, you will miss me then, but I won't feel, Instead miss me now.
When I'll be dead, you will wish you had spent more time with me, Spend it now instead.. spend it ... with me now,
Make me feel special, for you never know when time will take me away from you forever. 

Being unique

Of all people who are to come and have gone from this Earth since the begininng of time, Not one of them is like you..
No one who has ever lived or to come has had your combination of abilities, talents, appearance, friends, acquistances, burdens and even your inner sorrows
No one's fingerprints are like yours,
No one prays about exactly the same concerns as you,
No one is loved by same combination of people that love you..... Unduplicateable and Miraculous thing, it's to be you..  you're absolutely unique! 
You're meant to be different, nowhere in history will the same,
Things be going on in anyone's mind, soul, spirit as one going on in yours right now,
If you didn't exist, there would be a hole in my creation, a gap in my history, Something missing from the plan for humankind. 
It's a gift only given to you,
No one can reach out to others in the same way you can,
No one can speak your sweet words,
No one can convey your meaning,
No one can comfort with your hands of solace,
No one can bring your kind of understanding to another person,
No one can be cheerful lighthearted and joyous in your way,
No one can smile like you whilst I'm smiling, 
No one I can love so much like you,
No one I can show such appreciations,
Only you I can love with whole of my heart,
You're unique... that's why i'm unique. 

Forgotten memories

I open my eyes to see the newfound light and my heart takes in another breath of air 
The scream now clutched inside my chest 
I hold it in and the tears bleed from my eyes 
Do you sense the pain inside of me..? 
Can you take my hand and see right threw the mask 
My soul is crying out for anyone to notice me 
Even through a desert full of sand I feel all alone 
Like its just me against the world with no one at my side 
Could you push this all away and bring me back 
Bring me back into the warm comforting light 
The one my heart knew so well 
The desperation's getting to me now 
I can't seem to fight off the sense of desolation 
I can't help it if you don't see all my frustrations
Please.. just erase all the pain that's poisoned my vision 
My face would display for everyone to see 
The poisons seeping threw my vains and fear is triggering a sense of illusion..
I can't tell what's real and what is false 
Kiss me like sleeping beauty and awaken me from this spell 
Hold me close and tell me you'll never let me go 
Listen to the way my heart beats, it only skips one for you but could you pull me threw the darkness 
I know you can see me very well but my own sight is clouded and I can't find my way 
I need you to guide me and help me discover 
The things my heart always knew 
Whisper into my ear four single words "I'm still loving you "
To break my bind into the shadows 
I'll always come back to you 
Regardless if you want me too 
I love you will always weaken my heart 
But I breath out my emotions each time its spoken 
I fear this more than anything in the world 
But once embraced its like weight is pulled off my back 
My wings can expand and I can fly all over again 
Kiss me to drain the poison from my blood 
Will you take the dagger out of my back..? 
And throw it to the ground 
Are all the words I uttered to you? 
Just a whisper that the winds now carries away 
Was love  just a figment of my imagination and what still remaining is a boring life ? 
Now forever lost in the clouds of confusion 
I swear I saw the love in your eyes .. When you placed your lips on mine, oh.. 
For the first time I felt fully alive like nothing in the world could break me 
I know I may not be easy to love but could you at least give it a try 
I see something good still locked in your smile 
And I want to discover what it is that intrigues me 
I know you could heal me but is it worth the shot 
My hearts so use to being bruised and broken 
Is it really worth your aggravation and dedication? 
Would you really try to put me together again? 
Because I know you could if you tried 
It's just a matter of how and when will you achieve it 
Please don't let me be devoured by everything I feared 
I don't want to fade away, I don't want to die away from you.. 
I can feel my heart beat, I have to be alive 
I'm not just a forgotten memory 
I am someone who could make you strong 
But I need to have a little work done 
I need to be reconstructed and taught again 
I remember how it is to love 
But I need to feel it to see it clearly 
Will you takes my hand and show me 
Or will you let me fade away to become forgotten memories 

Until you change

Until you change nothing shall change 
Start liking people around , visit the visible ground 
You will find many .. Who suffer cheap mentality? 
Yet they survive and live 
It is not question of simply living 
It is quest for believing 
The secrets of life and its purpose 
These all one has to choose 
People may enter and go, But when will you blow? 
Your trumpet and let the voice out 
So decide 
And don't hide 
It is your life and goal 
So think calmly and give call

Only you..

The sky, simple blue, 
Casting down its morning dew, 
Sprinkling the ground in a gentle hue, 
Of what I couldn't have, but didn't do.
Yet still, always, want to 
That was for you..and only you.

I knew you are a man

When times are tough and you feel like you are being destroyed.. 
Keep strong, Keep brave
When you feel like crying.... Cry
When you feel like laughing... Laugh
When you feel like shouting out loud to yourself ... Do it
Keep going, Keep strong
So it is with life...
we may not see life turning around
we may feel you are the bottom
But wait.. Its hard, the wheel of life does turn, slowly, but surely
we will be there again
we will be strong again
I write this while I am at the bottom, Knowing one day with only god help, I reach my destination .. i'll know the reason behind, so... Don’t listen to those who say you can’t.
You can!
Keep going.
Keep strong.
you know you can.

no matter what..

No matter what happens I’ll always be by your side,
No matter what comes your way I’ll always love you,
No matter what life hands you I’ll always be there to help,
No matter what you go through I’ll always understand,
No matter what tries to separate us I’ll never let it happen,
No matter what we need to do I’ll always do it,
No matter when
No matter who
No matter where
No matter why, you’ll always have my heart.

No matter who will change the world

There

comes a time in our lives when we have to say no.
A time we have to let our own opinion and thoughts to show.
The thought of each individual is priceless and unique.
So let your voice be heard, stand up and speak!
It is your mission, what you have to do,
no one else will get the message through.
So make your stand, say what you need to say,
change the world a little each day.
say what you need to say, and do what you need to do,
change the world...don't let it change you. 

Single blink

Trapped

in the fog of an ever changing dream.
Swimming through the currents of time.
High on a fiery mountain covered in steam.
Lost in a forest of tall wood pine.
Stranded on a sandy island beach.
Watching the auroras in the northern sky's.
Listening to a world with lessons to teach.
This all happens when I close my eyes.
These things that I see.
The wonders of the world could pass you by.
It goes to show you how much can change,
In the single blink of an eye. 

Color of life,

A

sunset makes us feel as though the world has been born again.
A life with love lets us know it's worth to let someone in.
A rainbow with colors thats a moment frozen in time, to be grateful for all that is beautiful and feel all the glory inside.
A heart that has feelings, well that would be me.
For I love just the thought of you and hope you feel the same for me again.. for,
A Sunset without a sun is no sunset at all.
A life without love is no life at all.
A rainbow without colors is no rainbow at all.
And heart without feelings is no human at all.
All these things need something to be, either a sun or a person or a crayon, If only to create what nature said was meant to be.

She is a teacher..

Life is a teacher, 
Which teaches how to live, which teaches how to win, which teaches how to laugh, which teaches how to make other people cry.
Which teaches how to love, which teaches how to hate and how to win honour, which teaches how to embarrass others.
Indeed, life is a great teacher as it teaches everything and in this very greatness lies life's weakness, that it teaches everything.
It teaches how to love, but also teaches how to hate.
It teaches how to help, but also teaches how to harm.
It teaches how to honour others, but also teaches how to embarrass others, how to laugh, but also teaches how to make other people cry.
Wish life were a bit selective in its teaching.
But can't we be a bit selective in taking lessons..!

Another Language

Everything except language knows the meaning of existence.
Trees, planets, rivers, time know nothing else. They express it moment by moment as the universe.
Even this fool of a body lives it in part, and would have full dignity within it but for the ignorant silence of my talking mind.

Marriage

I don't just marry you to wake up to you everyday or be with you to the rest of my life, I wanna marry you because marriage is hard, raising our kids is hard, bills,  relatives, jobs and blending two families.. Living is hard and you are the only person I want to go through all this hard time hand in hand beside you.
Life is never going to magically be all butterflies and rainbows just because you marry your soul mate and I want to marry you lovingly willingly to love you every day through every bump in the road. I want to be your rock through every curve ball and to look at you and care about all our life details mercifully when everything else is falling apart and when everyone else will be distance.
I don't wanna marry you because you are so cute and exciting, I wanna marry you because it's real and hard work and a lifetime of ups and downs so I completely understand that spent it with you is worth every single second of it..