Waiting for Autumn

It is Autumn; not without but within, gives my longing soul ... cold.
Youth and spring are all about; It is the I, that have grown old.
Birds are darting through the air, Singing, building without gold;
Life is stirring everywhere, Save within my lonely hold.
There is silence in this dieing leaves... fall and rustle and are still;
Beats no flail upon the sheaves, comes no murmur from that life mill.

Because of you

People can be your inspiration when you move away from them... Things happen
You lose a part of yourself
You can never find who inspires you, They pass, they leave you when you least expect it
You can remember them when they are gone
Nobodies there for you because nobody was there for them, so tragedy life.. until someday we feel Ubuntu with that special one, he who will leaves his footprint deep in our heart and our mind.. and you find yourself feels Ubuntu... O, don't ask ...!!
Ubuntu is human kindness that can connect one with serenity and tranquility and the knowledge to our awareness.... forgiving our past failure and see future with success,
As each join in the hopeful call for reaching out and letting in fearless with our fall.
True celebration of each birth because if celebrated, then... We celebrate good hope on Earth... true desires for common peace.
If you and I feel Ubuntu, Then ' I am me... because of you.' 

"Owen to the woman who inspiring me, and made me who I'm" 

 

Because I worship you..

Yes.. as an ordinary human I think, even sometimes I drink, 

I sleep, and when the sorrow come I also can weep,
I scream only in my dream,

I sigh yet you know what, i never lie
and to be honest... always I find, You are on my mind

Sea waves,

I left my heart lying like the shell in the sand and then ... I pressed the shell close to my ear just to listened well and straightway like a bell, came low and clear
The slow sad growl of the distant seas whipped by an icy breeze upon a shore... Wind.. swept and desolate.
It was a sunless strand that never bore the footprint of a barbarian man, nor felt the weight since time began... Of any human quality or stir, save what the dreary winds and waves incur.
And in the hush of waters was the sound, the sound of pebbles rolling round, for ever rolling with a hollow sound.
And their long, cold tentacles of slimy gray... There was no day, nor ever came a night... Setting the stars alight
To wonder at the moon.... Was twilight only and the frightened croon, smitten to whimpers, of the dreary wind, and waves that journeyed blind.... then I loosed my ear ... O, it was sweet... To hear a sound down that silence street when I left my heart lying like the shell in the sand.

The Debt

listen,
Debt that pays with life, can not ever be repaid.. be careful

I’m still alive

Feelings hurt but never die, that’s why it hurts to say goodbye... And when you left to live your life I wondered how I would survive
But life has changed us along the ride.... Now I know I must exist beside..
Wither to live it up or ride it out, Is this what it’s all about
Learn to run and hide, rather than just decide
As time goes by... A little more softly ... I die
Stronger now than before maybe but I still can’t open up that door
And just, just forget the past or find out why it couldn’t last
And as sure as the world turns... I know our love did once burn
But what changed along the way... That caused us both to stray..
I know we hadn't decide.. Wither to live it up or ride it out
Is this what it’s all about, Learn how to run and hide, rather than to just decide
As time goes by... The truth of love never remains a lie.
When I found your smile belong to anyone new, while my heart always belonged to you, My smile and heart refuse to believe... that it was me who made you leave..
But now I refined happiness as your heart belongs only to me
Rather than falling out of love I’m now happy and proud of this special person that in you I have found.. This sounds like a story of what once was.. is, and will be.
Living it up, rather than riding out, That’s what life is all about, rather than run and hide I’ve learned how to decide
As time goes by.. I’m still alive..

Love...

Own, possess and enjoy
That is the desire
That is the aim
That is the motto
Of everyone who craves for love, So it is selfishness.. In every sense
True love is when you find happiness
In the happiness of whom you love
So never try to own never try to possess
Someone else's heart when the truth is that you cannot even possess
Your own heart...! !

Losting Goodnight ..

Here we are... Lying in the midst of our discomfort, Hand not in hand.. We may still have a chance to survive and I am incapable of breathing in this air..  nothing here
To hold against my heart and cherish this lonely sky, So vast and sorrowful in its beauty.. I lose myself in the dark mysteries of the night
A shallow lust for this darkness that harbors deep intensity tugs at my soul
And opens up a door for deeper dreams
Time passes quickly I watch the sun begin to rise and in its glory I see colors that will forever stay unnamed
I’ve been here before but always seem to forget this lonely truth
I lay my head back down and wait for the peaceful night to return

You belong.... To the man you'll think of when you wake up...

When I wake up every morning I always watch you for a while
Then I kiss you very lightly, Watch you lips turn to a smile.
Then you ask me what the time is and I whisper in your ear
That.. Does the hour hardly matters when you're lying warm and near.
Your smile grows slightly wider, But you turn your face away,
Hide your head under the pillow, Try to cheat the break of day.
Your hair wisps round about you, Flows like water to your hips,
But your neck soon bare before me feels the pressure of my lips.
Then I touch you very lightly, run my fingers down your spine,
And your body gently waking turns till eyes gaze into mine.
And in that very moment.... As your mouth seeks to entice,
When I wake up every morning, I am lost in your paradise.

I wish i could ink my words..

I wish i could ink my words would pour, Like melting snow in springtime thaw
To meet in rhyme that magical magnifies, The flowing verse beneath the skies.
My words would leap of rocks below, Then thunder back... Into the flow
Till currents mix sweet syllables, That tumble down ... Great waterfalls.
I wish i could ink my words but sometimes... sometimes it rains in deserts or even snows in June, Sometimes a burning sun is cooled behind the moon.
Sometimes the wisest words are spoken by the young.
Sometimes the treasure's not golden, Sometimes the love won,
Sometimes the road not taken is where the path begun.
Sometimes when all is rotten, when hope is gone, your foe is worthy and helps you carry on.
Sometimes a miracle happens and the fear's misplaced,
Sometimes the hope that's lost is once again embraced.
Sometimes our tears are happy,
Sometimes the hate undone,
Sometimes the chains are broken and the world stands up as one. 
Sometimes I wish i could ink my words, joyfully as anyone.

Home-Way

Shooo..  silence wraps its fingers around my throat daring me to breathe, A teasing breath of air... Lying on the floor, seeing nothing to save my soul, distant memories appear inside my fading mind
A man so weak, yet brave for his age... Lies awake ... the terrors of the night force his mind to work hard, see the whole world against him still fight,
New thoughts and questions run through his tired mind.. far away from the night where he finds himself.
Now, lying on the cold floor, I let my mind carry me away..To places unknown
I dream of dreams untold.. truly is not to fold, I feel my chest tighten as air is kept from me... I live as survival kicks in.. Do I know who really I am, who I suppose to be..!
Breathing in the bittersweet air, tears come.... to my eyes, I’m alive, Being here now in this place.... Finlay i found home... 
Now I no longer fear the dark
Now I now have learned....
The light will always prove to be brighter
The dark will always run away
And on this line I find peace, i find my home-way.

Anyone..

What you need from life is so much for anyone,
What i need from earth isn't anyone but only you..

A dream with the sun

Oh, the empty dreams were dim and the empty dreams were wide,
They were sweet and shadowy houses where my thoughts could hide.
You took my empty dreams and filled them one by one,
With tenderness, nobleness ... lightness like noon Sun.
Heavenly places and heavenly faces, See that golden hue
Burning in the East... my dreams are with that color.. My dreams are the sun
The sun always sets but never seems to rise
That sun carries my dreams slowly out of my reach
I watch it slide away leaving me behind and the color disappears
My dreams are with that sun whenever the sun sets.. It rises in another place
A place blessed by that light
My dreams are hidden in that light
At my window seat
I watch the sun take it all away
My dreams are with the sun
My dreams are the sun, where nobody suppose to catch.
I came to you without me, you come to me without you..

Summer sun..

 Your smile, your eyes, are brighter than the summer sun, for through the years you're the only one.
If we could be together, just you and I forever, alone and free.
How happy life could be. Beneath God golden beem, you are the Moon, and for sure I'm not the sun but you and I could spoon.
One little kiss from you, a prayer with a bliss... O,  could make my dreams come true, if only it could be.... When you smile the sun shines bright within the heavens, but when you frown the tears in my heart pour down.
You are my sunshine, moon, and stars,
your eyes are brighter than the summer.

for you.. and me

One's weakness will always remain, within the heart of men in pain.
Whether to stay, or to die, climbing the walls... or sit and cry.
Reaching for answers within one's soul, asking, God.... when will they go.
But the more they ask, beg, and plead, the more never will their souls be freed.
They reach and grasp before at God golden light, and pray to him to make this useless life right.
But the answers always lie within our fate, and for someone like you and me it always comes..... too late.

eyes of marble...

Sweet light that shines above me so bright, I beg that you shine forever, and a night.
Music I hear whenever you talk,
I need you so near as in the moonlight we walk. Lips of crimson, eyes of marble , as you look at me, God smiles down on thee so true.
Whispers of love we say in the night, passion, and hope, dare we such plight ?
Dreaming, and hoping all for the day, when into the night shall we slip away.

magically.. if I...

If  I Get charged to this madness world, there will be  many changes I would make.
It would be required that happiness shone from everyone’s eyes, not hate or oppression.
I would require everyone to love each other and care for those suffering from the pains of illness.
I would want it to be a happier and more loving place of lasting peace.
There would be no wars, no hurt in anyone’s life.
Life would be long and held with respect.
this is what I would require, but sadly I do not and my dreams are just dreams of a place we call tranquillity.
However, if I can... I would want to make tranquillity into our own reality

ink heart

There is a justifies pen, release pen, tempting pen and another pen can decide,
There's a pen his owner is prince, another in a hand of prisoner, 
There is a pen ink from the heart, can shaking minds,  playing the true tunes with harmony, amazing and another pen so enjoyable while there is also a dark pen and another sending light... Cleaning the gloom of every bad night.
Probe as you write, for what you write is written for you as Victory or on you with shame.

Beyond this sunset

Beyond this sunset Once upon  a time there was a life waiting  for reveal, the sun was the witness... Moon listening to all promises... Respect was the deal,
BBeyond this sunset there was a dreams, sail through uncharted waters looking for a place to land...  A place to become fertile so we can touch them with hand.
A dreams are filled with imagery of what we want our life to be.I f we could only lead them home  our life would be what we wanted it to be. 
Beyond this sunset ...

Appreciate what still remains

How do we know what path to choose
one determinants our destiny, another determinants our own decisions
which one is wrong
which one is right
should she sacrifice things to get her own decision out or should she goes with the flow and follow her destiny
is she willing to hurt other people to get what she wants, or is she gonna goes by the way god told her where destiny is.
they sky is dark and so is the heart, its like they split the heart in two, but one day She'll find some one better than him, and he hopes she will too.