The clown

Sometimes while acting like a clown, I make you laugh, wondering how stupid I'm.
 Sometimes the bad man in me, craving my mind,  burning my blood in vain, hopping to makes you cry.
May be you are angry with this wards again, but one day I shall make you feel, I was something in your life, rare to find with different standards for what you have learned about humans.
When the original me... go missing and laid down somewhere between your world and shadows of my forbidden kingdom , never to come back again asking me, who was the fool and who...  Was the clown.

I want to die

Out of love... I can take tricks and schemes butt from the beautiful faces even the I... won't take lies..
When she says She loves life and I see her eyes said ‘' I want to die ‘'.. O dear know what..!  in this world this is a great lie.
My lady in heart every one likes to live honestly no matter in what conditions, this is the quirky charm of life... none can den, the beauties of life lie not only on possessions or in physical comforts,
beauties of life lie even in thoughts full of my being while brings a glimpse of your missing tenderness, in seeing hibernated in the hand of our destiny, in listening to the melody of my wounds waving over my flute of fears, in feeling words can't describe.
life produces a mysterious music out of whatever is the flute.. even if we are not in the right position yet, we are enjoying the mysterious music of life and still we can dance with the tune of clarity.
so please... stop tell a lie ‘' I want to die ‘' or "it's time to say goodbye"
keep dancing with tune of life.. lets the wind blow and the rain to come down and see in wonder how nice is the rainbow meeting the humble ground.

In the shell of your memories

Am I afraid of falling ... Am I now at the edge of the abyss .. The identity of loss and absence ... I am afraid to fall in it forced to run away from the past, so I attached myself to a dark unknown present .. I do not see anything ..For fear of tampering with the past and his wounds, for which my soul was bleeding because of it.I am afraid of a present absent from his identity is indifferent to what will happen to me to run away and only ..Damn to escape from things we remember and it is difficult for us to forget them, and even to exhaust ourselves with memory .. Why do not we dig and spend it ??We finish it and blow it out of our lives and never remember it.Why do we connect our present with the suffering of the past ??Why bury ourselves in the shell of memories and difficult to get out of it ??To this degree our souls are weak ?!Or are we tortured to torture ourselves and kill every feeling we may resort to in the case of despair within us who comes without warning ..I fear that this abyss is the only solution to get rid of those pains of ours ... But despite all this feeling, escape is not the solution ..The solution is to overcome them and do not give them bigger than their size, what I took in the past days and moments of happiness is enough !!!Suffice it to be tormented all the time by mistakes we have signed to the goodness of us ..It is enough to sacrifice an entire age ... We live once and the day that goes on and we do not live as we wanted, we may regret it a lot and it is too late ...I have been tired of thinking but I have finally made the decision ... I will review my calculations again and will not surrender to my grief .... I will face my father and get rid of them forever and I will live as I wish ..I will never fear ... even if I have already stood on the edge of the abyss.

In my waiting for you

In my waiting for you I get bored, feeling a fire in my ribs has which disappeared from people's eyes, So I put my hand on my cheek when the seconds I spent in separating seems a lifetime, I start to count the second one by one in your absence... but you did not come...  honesty, sometimes I wish I didn't fall in love with you.

Wanna know if you're upset or if someone else had your heart out of desperation I had to think that your absenteeism will last forever, thought I might have done to you something wrong and I found.... O I found none!

I really sometimes I wished then, I'd never fell in love.... side by side the fire's found a home in me and I get lost running after them thoughts, any breath I think might be yours, any whisper I guess it's your word beneath my mind, Been through all of this nights and days they'd seen me then, and thought I was nuts..

You promise with years and days ....And throw your alibis and nonsense...

And .. and Within a handshake, you're almost gone, or you'll swear your heart that you forgot about me and my love.

Before my eyes saw you

O, god her eyes returned me to the days that had gone by, they taught me to regret the past and its wounds, that which I experienced before my eyes saw you

What is the wasted life to me?

 You are my life whose morning began with your light... How much of my life before you has passed and gone by,

My darling, how much of my life has gone, My heart never experienced one bit of joy before you and had never tasted in this world anything but the flavor of injury

I've now just begun to love my life

I've now begun to fear for the passing of my lifetime.. every joy that I longed for before you was fantasy

My heart and mind meet find it in the light of your eyes, O.. life of my heart, o.. you who is more precious than my life... Why didn't I meet your love, my darling, sooner..!!!

The sweet nights and the desire and the love for so long my heart carried them for you to taste love with you, From the feeling of my heart whose desire extended to your feeling.... Give me your eyes, to reflect my eyes in your world, give me your hands to touch calms my hands, O... my darling come on forget about that which has passed us, just tell me where i can find you .. O,

O you who is more precious than my days

O you who is sweeter than my dreams

Take me to your longing take me, pull me away from the universe... Far, far away, just you and I,

From the love that awakens our days.. didn't you feel it..

From the desire than sleeps our nights.. didn't it touches our inner being.

I've reconciled time my days with you,I've reconciled time with you, I forgot my pains with you.... And I forgot with you my woes

Your eyes called me to the days that have passed, They taught me to regret the past and its wounds..That which I experienced before my eyes saw you

What is the wasted life to me..!!!

the obstinacy of your heart

We both aggrieved love with our hands, although we hurt it and injuried it, until it becomes in narrow and very thin road,
none of us wanted to be better than the other nor sacrifice for the other and so love was lost.. betweem the obstinacy of your heart and the obstinacy of my heart, 
then true love was vanishing, until it seems lost... and now neither i can forget your love nor did you.

until I meet you

All I want is to fall on you like rain upon a wildflower, I bend down and kiss your petals wetly falling all over you... Letting your pistil slip into my mouth, sucking off your honey,
Almost plucking you but not going so far.
Just pulling you so that you can feel your roots leaving the ground... To let you almost taste.. Our world in the sky, so afterwards you can go down... Believing... The words on my lips, When I fall on my knees for you... A flower in the rain with a man bow to love.

ask not a professional

Slowly, tenderly, sweetly...  Kiss me
Kiss me on the lips... Slowly down... Down to my finger tips
Kiss my body inch by inch, tenderly till it tickles and starts to flinch
Kiss me in the left and right ear, and please sweetly whisper your words of passionate care
Kiss me by the neck, with those little kisses called pecks
Kiss me hungrily in the mouth, let your soul hear my groaning delicious shouts
Kiss me below and yonder... O, till my juices begin to ponder, and turn on fire with our desires.
Kiss me once, twice, thrice...Oooo! These kisses are very nice, now i believe that kissing is an art, one most master and for sure slowly is better than faster. And ask not a professional for a kiss for it will be empty without bless. 

"dedicated to my wife in distance"

Open door

Let me open a secret door for you.. In this life you will meet some kinds of humans, some is always full of light, some find them pleasure in fight, some pretending smartness while they got an empty mind.
However they live a long or short life, for noble purpose,  for themselves or live it for others, covering them true coins with good thinking, hidden them fears under them short Or long sighted and always tumble or stumble.!!!
in this life you will find that, Some are great by birth, others are great by thoughts, or even by deeds,
some are really great, and they have the vission, they have the strength and will which flows from true love, they may always worries, but they always keeps dishonesty distance a mile away from their life.
some has ways open, and some others have to open them on own, Wander where life takes, some take life where they want.. The point is, in time each One of us will get whatever he deserves.

On the autumn fall

In the smell of the fallen leaves, when Sun rays break through the clouds, when the desert  waiting patiently to that first rain drops.. When natural taking the hand of clarity and get everything ready for rebirth, 
 It's our autumn, 
When I look at your hair, dancing in the air, when you touch the trees... Bowing, revealing to you that priceless last breeze, when we look all and all around, up in the sky and down on the ground.. And we see nothing but a fallen lovers beneath a fallen leaves.

Wisdom

الحكم هي أروع ما قد تنتجه الأفكار، وأجمل ما كتبته اليد، والعقول تعطي الوعي لمحتاجه، وتنبت بذرة في صحراء قاحلة، تُهدي صواباً لتنير حياتنا، الحكم هي جمل قصيرة فيها عبر وفيرة، وهي خلاصة تجارب الشّخص وخبراته، وهبة للمؤمن أينما وجدها يجب أن يلتقطها، ومن تلك الحكم التي تغذي الروح والعقول ما لم اتذكره دوما من حديث عفا عنه الزمان..... 

 . ان قدرت على عدوك، فاجعل العفو عنه شكراً لقدرتك عليه.

love me..

If you must love me.... Love me not for the sorrow in my eyes, love me not even for my smile,  For if I forget to smile... So will your love vanish in a blink of an eye.
Love me for Love.
Love me not for my body, not for how I touchs you, love me for the sake of Love
Not for how I choose to speak my words.. Or how I inked its one by one,
Love me for Love... For everything else fades away

let the silence take you to the center of my mind

When goblins creep... when the ghouls dont sleep... when the Witches fly... when the black Cats cry.
When Nightmares start... when words get dart... when my thoughts run wild... when I'm longing like a child,
I know .. I miss a beat of my heart, and I completely lost the mind.

Nothing's impossible

Did you actually regret what you said ?
or was that just a lie to soothe the mind .!
You knocked down the walls behind which truth hid.
did you really think it would be funny, so where is the point one should find.
to make someone a joke for them to laugh at.!!!
is it too much to hope that he will bow down the hat
Nothing's impossible, that's what we've been told.
don't believe whoever said that, you could be left in the cold.

pool of blood.

It is dying, and some of us still crying
To all innocence heart, it was not smart
We took its life, with greedy knife
not only did it hurt Her or Him, for it made our life dim,
We loved it so, from our miserable childhood until we grow
to peaceful life we owe, but we need to make it glow. 
Hand in hand together we can go against the flow. 
With peace walk your steps, and to love only you can bow.

Together to erase students illiterate

And if this year will be our year, then it's time to finally see clear... don't limited life by your fears for what we wont try will never happen, 
I met you with a heart has frozen even love couldn't melt it away when hate grows like flowers, you met me broken, a shadow reflect in thousand peaces of an old mirror, hunting dreams wasn't ever mine.. now I see us as a fallen victims are making love in the mist, sorrows intertwining becoming one, laughter along with the banshees scream,
we creating the melody of a blissful dream, staring into the deep blue seas of anxiety... the notoriety of this beautiful society
When lust becomes adoration of ones soul, the perfect warmth on the coldest winter night,  And if the diamond being birthed by pressurized coal then together in the darkness we'll truly find light in each other soul,

before it's too late.

You don't have to regret after leading the blind to war, for they like lambs they will follow; and at some point you realize they're fighting for the wrong side, too late will they see their folly and river of tears shall not save them
By their own choice they will be branded
And in their blindness they will walk through a valley of darkness yearning for a day that never comes.. yet.
But maybe they're not so much blind as naive
Maybe all they ever needed to do was open their eyes, So, will you let me open my eyes before it's too late.

Hope of my life 002

You're the hope of my life, A precious Love that never ends
You're the best song that my heart heard and that could never be forgotten, take all my love way.. but today but today let me live... Keep me by your side, in your heart's lap!... Let me dream.. For I hope the time never wakes me up..
My hope.. My life... My eyes
You're more precious.. more precious than me to me
You're the lover of yesterday and the lover of today
You're a lover for tomorrow.. and for the end of times
My lover... Talk to me and tell me
What dream could possibly be missing when I'm lying in your arms
I never tasted love like you love
I never loved, the love of my life, but for you i did.. I've met my dreams, I've met the world.. I've met love
From the first time I met you.. I gave you my heart.. you're the life of my heart
I've never dreamed of more than this happiness,
I don't ask more than what I'm in after this joy with you my love.. If I lost my life.. I don't regret it
It's enough for me to wake to your smile singing, I hear it as a song telling me love that doesn't end, keep me by your side, in your heart and let me dream.. for I hope the time never wakes me up until I'll be by your side.
You're the one whose love filled all the world with love, whose presence awakened my life time and my heart, when you're with me, it's hard for me to blink.. Even for seconds, It's hard on me if your beauty or your sweetness disappears even a bit, O
I miss you so much..
I would like to call you by a word that was never told before, A word worth all this love.. A word to show my longings and passion... A word like you.. but where can I find you...!
There wasn't anyone born like you.. Keep me by your side, in your heart and let me dream..
My love, no matter how long my life would be with you, It'll always still few.. the joy and tenderness that's in your love is enough for more than many long generations
Your love filled my heart and my thoughts, lightens my night and making my life longer... It grows, by your preciousness, it always grows and it's always new.. by its sweetness, always new
You made me live the love, with you as it's a thousand love, with each look at you, I love you all over again

I loved in your eyes all the world even my enemies and those who envy me, all of the people seem nice to me as long as my eyes see the world with you by my side,
I fall asleep and wake on you lips singing... I hear it as a song.. i hear it as a song
Telling me love that doesn't end
Keep me by your side, in your heart ... Let me dream.. for I hope the time never wakes me up.. never wakes me up..

What if...!

What if given a chance to forget the past ?
Will taking it makes me happy..!!
Perhaps it would be a great thing at last, but I'd rather keep you in my memory eternally.
What if I could turn back time, would I choose to still wants to meet you?
Perhaps life would be in a different rhyme, but I'd prefer to still be your 'everything'
What if I can control everything, will life be much easier ?
It would be easy to get rid of this feeling, but I would still choose to love you, sincere.

birthday meeting

Keep contact... With the real, and awake from your sleep and recollect What we have lost.
Be honest and pure
In words
In actions
In means.
There's no time left .. Move on, or ask me to give up on you.