Is It Fake world

My world is unreal, and I definitely with pain feel, about its consequences... But still, I take every possible chances.
I have loved her, and bothered so much with less care, She has remained forever in my heart, and beaten my existence as an art.
Many thoughts invaded my mind, that I should not be so fool or even kind, In my behavior, and bring discredit or dishonor.
This scuffle ended in good note even, for at some point I'll decide to set this  prison open, allow her to go away in dreamland, Stay there and trouble me no more friend.
I don't know about her state, But I relate clearly, I had been living in castle, That had no doors to let people.
I feel relieved, And believed, That no one should be kept unwillingly And let her free from the hook happily.. for at the end, it is fake world

Bubbles... As it is.

Who can predict about the future..!
No one can have permanent fixture, It is like balloon filled with gas, When it will burst... No one can guess.
The life is like water bubble, Full of agony, pain and trouble, Still we do not run away from the scene, The thrill and joy is about to be seen.
It is simple logic with no reasons, It temperamentally differs from person to person, The seasons may witness some change, The person may not change even in old age.
Our old habits die hard, We still neglect and go forward, We care for no correctness, We err many times and lack the exactness.
We still hope for the best, Do not improve upon the rest, It is just hung in balance, We can't see it clearly even with lens.
We are unaware of its magnanimity, We live in tension and don't prefer amity, It may be inherited weakness, Lot many things have to bear and face.
It is better we realize it soon, The sun will be very hot in noon, It will be slipped away and totally out of hand, We will be lost for ever at the end
Some of the things are not of our creation, We may bear consequences but with no relation, It has just fall on us by sheer bad luck, We are no where in picture and almost struck.
Should I prefer to be non- committal, Though for mistakes I want no acquittal, My commitment to the cause is total, I know it may prove costly and fatal.
I can continue till the last, Life may run out very fast, It is to be utilized in full, There should not prevail any lull.
It is considered as precious, You must work continuous, The gain or loss can be thought over later, The solution should be sought for the matter.
It is of no use to linger over the issue, You can have different view, Still that remains as top priority an dmsut be solved, Dispute, if any, must be resolved.
Life is to be made beautiful and worthwhile, It is to be enjoyed also for the meanwhile, It must be give a serious thought for a while, You should look cheerful and always offer a smile, 
Life may be called anything, but for us it is something, We are just a part of it, We can't remain complacent.

Life still goes on.

We have human body and flash, yet we no futility of it but still clash, There is realization later on, When nothing is won.
The life still goes on, No stoppage in between, It is seen with hands together, No one looks around and bother.
The whole life is freely spent, even our back is already bent, We barely walk with some support, No way to find our own good port.
The ship is bound to run aground, The sea worthiness is not found, It has long sea routes to follow, The circumstances may not allow
You may still go on with journey, You may be starved of money, There may be scarce means for livelihood, No help may be coming from neighbourhood.
You look so helpless, Life has become rudderless, It may not have any guiding force, You have to spend the rest of life with remorse.
You have already unmanageable old age, You feel helpless and confined to cage, You may be burning within out of rage, You may miss the letters to write on page.
Still it is not mire or mirage, You got to make or create the mileage, To enjoy the old age is privilege, And with a promise to keep all later years you got to hold on and manage.

Balance..

Heart is clear reflection of mind, Your mind can be easily read and find, The eyes clearly reflect what is going on, The opponent is conveyed the message and easily won.
No one can hide the emotions, There may be lots of questions, Heart and mind may not synchronize, But they will well behave and organize.
There is some linkage, Both have complete harmony and no leakage, If one is sad the another one feels in cage, Both have to stay together for coming of an age.
Heart is like mirror, It can catch any human error, Even though you may be terror, Still you will be acting as minor.
If you can not distinguish between right or wrong, You have no right to be called friend and stay among, The feeling must be easily read in eyes and on face, You are definitely in for holy race.
Even if you are embarking upon wrong course, It will be objected and out rightly rejected of course, They are tuned to such a fine level, Both perform well and excel.
You may be great visionary, But here you may be looked so ordinary, It is altogether very necessary, As you are winning over your adversary.
To make a place in somebody’s domain is big job, You are stealing somebody’s heart and rob, It may so happen that she may be sobbing later, You will be definitely seen as hater.
It can never be the angle, When love is formed with triangle, There may be open clash with new entry, It may draw you out and make weary.
Heart may miss the pulse, Mind may think and repulse, Any wrong idea that may try to invade, Weaken the memory and try to fade.
It is not winning or loosing, It is clear case of choosing, Perfect tuning may thwart many unpleasant things, An individual may go for it and achieve something.
Hearty appeal may be clearly read in eyes, One can not cheat any one even if he tries, It is not giving any help at real crisis, This is the first lesson and forms the basis.
You can not act differently form outside, There is thrust which is pushing from inside, It will apply break for any wrong doing, That will clearly speak of very good human being.
The less said is better for the cause, There may never be any pause, If it is backed by good intention, Heart and mind will have good hold and retention.

Love is ocean of sorrow

Pain makes love to strengthen, It is on right footing then, There is no gain without pain, Earth experiences pain when it rains.
No doubts should be raised, It must always be praised, It may not yield immediate result, The strong foundation has to be built.
It may cause you great concern, It can’t be called trend as modern, It was there previous and may remain so, You can’t do it at first attempt or go.
Love has to be observed from two points, The pick up of positive threads as hints, To follow it as natural gift, No ill feeling or to have slight rift.
Love is ocean of sorrow, No one knows what will happen to morrow, Purity in sense and with sincerity to follow, No to blind promises as to be proved hollow.
Love is to be considered as holiest gift, There is supposed to be no shift, It may endure you life time tragedy, It may also prove hoax and turn in comedy.
Assume where it can take to you in case you late, It should not be termed as bad luck or fate, It has to be accepted fire ball, Immediately respond to it with a first call.
It may wait endlessly for your reply, There is no special condition to imply, Think on dotted lines and make a grand push, It may pay handsomely to you without any rush.
Love may remain for many more days to come, Your action must speak volumes with grand welcome, Nothing goes wrong if patiently waited for, There is nothing like pain or anything in store.

True relationship

It is guiding vessel that sails on rough sea, We feel safe and secure as if under shade of tree, It is one kind of unknown bonding, It may not have at all any condition or loading.
When you talk about it... it is one kind of sacrifice, It supplements the need or suffices, It is blind trust and good faith, It survives till the end of journey or death.
Did you ask youself once...Why animals create so much attachment with human beings..!
Do they want anything in return other than kept as well beings, It is purely an arrangement that needs no explanation, It has got something new in relation
The relationship lasts long if it has got durability, There is no chance for temporary or mobility, If that can work on.. then it serves the purpose, It is simple act for trust to repose.
The relationship can be between anybody, Not necessarily you got to be somebody, It is invisible bond that may strengthen, It will go deep and become solid then.
True love can never be barrier, It is very good medium or carrier, We can’t live without it for moment, It is God gift and heavenly sent
How does the heard of sheep walk in one direction, There is no attachment or bon in their action, It is blind following and rudderless mission, No bad feelings or set backs for admissions.
It is routine for them to follow, We, for certain reasons, can’t allow, We got to think and take care, It may come in any condition from anywhere
You may deceive your enemy with full knowledge, You may resort to any steps to prove clear edge, You may it out till the end of your age, You may relentlessly pursue and wage.
This is not done in real relation, It is matter of pride and good indication, It is always for individuals to understand, One must think wisely and take stand
Ships can sail smoothly on good will, The spirit behind it no one can kill
It may survive the longest test, We should try.. for it and to the best

I want to tells you that "I **** you"

I closed my eyes passionately, when your response had come very lately.
I was longed from the day one, I dreamed of you only and none
You were avoiding the scene, Your commitment was not at all seen
You lacked some courage and said "you are a coward without strengt, While I was on correct wave length.
It was major upset turning into embarrassment, You were all out for suspicious movement,
It was clear dig at me, while you made it look completely free, I waited eagerly for all these days, You deliberately stayed far on long aways.
It was definitely change in my style, I was amused and wondered for a while
You gently moved and tightly embraced, Such dilemma I had never faced
It offered me unique joy and happiness, It was pleasant surprise to remove my loneliness.
What to say more about it or less..!
I was prepared to accept anything from you in any case.
You and II Iremaine quiet and silent, is it was pride and happy moment..!
Now i had seen the point and realized, and I surrendered without things to be analyzed,
I was full of confidence and for you it was matter of joy, I didn' t want to waste your time and let you in completely enjoy.
But It comes once a while in life to illuminate, You feel equal to fall in line and peacefully narrate.

This kind of love,

Such a nice feeling from bottom of the heart, No one knows exactly when it will end or start,
It can not be marketed all over for certain price, It is so precious and its feeling is very nice
Poetry after another are written on this subject, No one has advanced any particular reason to reject, It has such a tremendous driving force to sweep, You will be left with joy and later on only to weep.
No one should live under fallacy, It has lots of joy and fantasy, Not difficult but it is not that easy, Keeps you wondering and very much busy. One may be counting starts in night, No one may know exactly what is right..!
It is to be felt from within and alone, It has its own joy to be enjoyed by one
Have you seen person weeping with joy, Talking silently with beautiful toy, It is such a unique feeling in hardly life, More joy of having her my beautiful wife.
It is delicate phase one may pass through, All lies around and nothing seems to him true, Only one word strikes his mind all the way, “I long for you and can not remain away”
It is nice to feel all the way very good, No care for anybody and neglecting the food,
It is like child asking for impossible, Landing in unexplored field with trouble.
You may rightly attempt to write poetic verses, Tearing papers, writing all over and near misses, One may try to hide the face but can not cry in open, Try to prove point by painting gloomy side with pen, Then also if no way is found out... going for long drive, Thinking all the positively how to come out of it and survive.
May be it is lover’s exclusive zone, All novel ideas and new concept is borne, There is no room for backing out or escape route, No norms or any kind of rules to flout
It is always good to pass through such stage
It gives tremendous strength and power to manage
It can take place at any time and in any age
It will certainly be a unique experience and golden page,
Almighty has made certain things for each other, Sometimes it may add to tension and make us to bother, But ultimate end will be very much positive and in order, The noble act has to be performed by not crossing the border.

ماتت... ماتت بمحراب عينيك ابتهالاتي

ماتت بمحراب عينيك ابتهالاتي... واستسلمت لرياح اليأس راياتي
جفت على بابك الموصود أزمنتي... ليلى وما أثمرت شيئاً نداءاتي
عامان ما رف لي لحن على وتر ولا استفاقت على نور سماواتي
اعتق الحب في قلبي وأعصره فأرشف الهم في مغبرّ كاساتي
ممزق أنا لا جاه ولا ترف يغريكِ فيَّ فخليني لآهاتي
لو تعصرين سنين العمر أكملها لسال منها نزيف من جراحاتي
لو كنت ذا ترف ما كنت رافضة حبي... ولكن عسر الحال مأساتي
عانيت لا حزني أبوح به ولست تدرين شيئاً عن معاناتي
أمشي وأضحك يا ليلى مكابرةً علي أخبي عن الناس احتضاراتي
لا الناس تعرف ما أمري فتعذرني ولا سبيل لديهم في مواساتي
يرسو بجفني حرمان يمص دمي ويستبيح إذا شاء ابتساماتي
معذورة أنتِ إن أجهضت لي أملي لا الذنب ذنبك بل كانت حماقاتي
أضعت في عرض الصحراء قافلتي فمضيت أبحث في عينيك عن ذاتي
وجئت أحضانك الخضراء منتشياً كالطفل أحمل أحلامي البريئاتِ
غرست كفك تجتثين أوردتي وتسحقين بلا رفق مسراتي
واغربتاه... مضاعٌ هاجرت مدني عني وما أبحرت منها شراعاتي
نُفيت واستوطن الأغراب في بلدي ومزقوا كل أشيائي الحبيبات
خانتك عيناك في زيف وفي كذب أم غرّك البهرج الخداع … مولاتي
فراشة جئت ألقي كحل أجنحتي لديك فاحترقت ظلماً جناحاتي
أصيح والسيف مزروع بخاصرتي والغدر حطم آمالي العريضات
وأنت أيضاً ألا تبّت يداكِ إذا آثرتِ قتلي واستعذبت أنّاتي
من لي بحذف اسمك الشفاف من لغتي إذاً ستمسي بلا سحرٌٌٌُُ ٌ حكاياتي.

Who controls the universe

I try to evaluate the pain and sufferings, What was wrong with his message of offering ?
Compassion and peace to all with Almighty's blessings, I wondered and knelt down with pain for people's doing... It makes me to cry more, I search soul and try to explore,
What might have gone wrong at that time ?
Why people should resort to cruelty sometimes ?
All prophets descended the earth with one mission, Take out the blind faith and teach them the power of confession, No word is as holy as confession itself if done with earnest desire, Surrender to thee with no more unholy acts before life expires.
I read and reread as my lady once said about divine light, no where I found hatred to my delight. "Love the neighbor and love the poor, serve the man if he is suffering next door"
All good people here in recent times have met with ugly death, life mission incomplete and fired from gun with bullets, God give him good sense as they are misguided, the last words from their mouth have certainly provided
Why someone should feel hurt from my utterances ?
Why should I try to create hatred with harsh sentences ?
I love to read all such sentences which forbid, make the people to understand and wisely follow the lead.. and to any faith that preaches love I shall bow my head,
Shuns the violence and firmly believes in his power and blindly follows on what is good, digests its teachings and consumes it as rich food.
Don't tell me that no one knows about who controls the universe..!
Why do we still reflect unawareness with fears..!
Let us not divide ourselves and create golden cages, for no one may remember what we wrote on page.

She is following me,

It is burning desire from heart of a lover, He can’t hide it from anybody under any kind of cover.
It may come to be known to every one, It may move on smoothly if objected by none, It may remain his exclusive desire to go for it... even alone, for he wants her to remain under his exclusive domain.
His main worry is just how to keep her by his side, She should remain there and stay permanently beside.
He may act unwise and dream in fool’s paradise, but he has many dreams to materialize, he builds castle in the air and wants to realize, yet she can't help him to live like king’s size, there is nothing wrong if nothing goes wrong and boat to capsize

It may be strong desire to move hand in hand, she may have to side with him and act as friend, This may possible be the road to fine end, flowers of all kinds with best wishes are daily sent.
He would want to her to remain at door steps, he must welcome her try to help, The relaxation can be extended by her kind gesture, the happiness may always be there if she is completely sure.
Who will not his companion to remain always in sight..!
She will come willingly to the cause whether wrong or right, It will be earnest attempt to walk along in difficult time, the priorities may be different but goal will remain as prime
It is not mad man’s race to go for it and capture, It may develop crack and relations stand to rupture, It needs confidence building with full trust, to win over the hear is condition and must.
Let us not remain confined to desires and wait it to come, Everybody may think of it and try to overcome, Sincere trial may be good step and welcome, It is desirable to prove worth of it or try to become.
It is not wrong to dream about future course, It has to be based on realities of course, It may not run aground for the want of reality, It has to have complete theme with continuity
It may add to fragrance with good smell, There may be different stories to tell, The desires can be met if everything goes well, It will be surrender not arising out of sale.

Ray of hope,

When nothing is left to remember, When no one is ready to accept me ... as member
What shall I do to remove the misgivings.?
Why do they need lips service and thanks giving.?
When dreams are shattered you have no way to go, You will have to make all out efforts and full weight to throw.
It is human psychology that works behind.?
Nothing works except few words of any kind, 
Nothing can be built on ashes, It comes all of sudden and finishes  
If it may be possible for you to raise new order, then life may still prove to be little harder.
Why not go as possible and easy way.?
letting me wonder if ... At the end of tunnel there is bright ray..!
Anyway it was never a thought in mind, exact reason I could not find... I really felt it was asking for something more, do I really had to think and explore.
I so sample and just needed a nice company, though I was blessed without enough of money, but if I was had enough, But really it was not so... and proving, O' it's very tough.
Romance always is my first choice, I had hidden feelings but could not voice, I wanted to shout on top of the roof, as I was lone soul and remained aloof.
It is divine gift to be given to a lonely soul, Entire world is dependent on it .. as whole, Nothing wrong in it If one goes for it.. You may head towards right direction on feet.
Let not be considered as simple game, One should bow down head and in loving you feel no shame, It is bound to take place and come, It is nice step and we need to welcome.
abandonment was as feel void in life, though it is like cutting edge of knife, One may feel something short of accomplishment, but still your companionship is like glorious moments.
And so, with time I realized that it is hard mission and not easy, though it engages us and keeps busy, there are lot many things to be done, Though the real battle is yet to be won.
It may not turn sordid affair, The chances are very fair, You got to take every care, firm commitments for doing fare.
We may move on smoothly, Everything can be tackled easily, for my darling romance can be built up only on definite trust, This is open criteria and must,

I'm with you

When the memory is strong, and something has gone wrong ... with no mood to sing a song but to keep silence and remain silent among.
When it has the direct bearing, the body is apart tearing ... the pain takes over the mind, where no way remains open solace to find.
When in love or no love, we must believe ... And in the real world we barely can live, and love is merely the strange fold.
How can I wish you sweet dreams when I get no sleep..?
Sleepless nights make me nervous and compel to weep, All great hopes are in tact with me and I shall always keep, I shall try to reach you even if path is dangerous and steep.
The stars may not shine, they may feel bad and not feel fine,
They may hide the face in clouds, we won’t be able to hear it loud,
The moon has also lost its charm, It has not remained cool and lost its warmth
No one can dream of sad event... It lacks warmth and nothing to comment,
When the memory is strong, and something has gone wrong ... with no mood to sing a song but to keep silence and remain silent among, I'm with you.. I'm with you.

When you suggested to me let us meet anywhere..

In a place Where existence is not there, We then will have enough freedom, With close quarter and ruling the wisdom, We exchanged so many pleasantries, Life was to level with your words and commentaries, No distance seemed between ocean and countries, Neither mountains, hills nor any boundaries, We had feelings for each other, Relation still didn't grow any further, when eyes never met any longer yet it still said what words failed to one another, Let us not forget this moment and bother .. I prayed for god sincerely for your hand, He smiled and blessings lend, I looked at you for further acceptance, you accepted it without any insistence, Now I have enough courage and bold strength, however I couldn't go and meet you at any length, Is it not necessary to see each other before we marry..!
Life' as challenge was to be understood and carry, One's was hesitant for slight moment, He too did not allow me for single movement, Slight delay was causing me some concern, I was not prepared for sudden and any 'U' turn, I offered my self for holy deal, I was there for his wounds to heal, With only condition for him to make you in my world... real, Waited for his approval for the final seal.
What word was I expecting from any mouth..., I did not care whether you were from north or south, I wanted firm commitment and promise, Relation was to be permanent. I was not here for simple game, He was not here for charge or fame, it was an earnest attempt to do with sincerity, What was at stake... Nothing but simple clarity,
I didn't know what all I did, conscious very clear and didn't hide, talks very clear and nothing to confide, sincere desire with best offer to provide. I am not sure of what others might say. I want to have perfect love in my way, then you came and grab me for ever, O god.. I want to rest on her shoulder forever.
He must know what I am and what does it mean..? I can offer my complete conscience and lean,  I want to know definitely and precisely learn, Will there be any treachery or any ugly turn..?
She can be whole and sole for me, I may consider her as holy gift from thee, Since I know she is meant for my existence, I simply don't worry for her continued absence,
See to it that it is done with all good show, Allow me the freedom to mushroom and grow, I will stand all the taste of cruel wind, I stand there alone ... and you for me.. should find.

dreaming isn't enough

All dreams may not come true... All credits due may not accrue... But with true reflection in mind, Ideas newer and newer may emerge and find, though may not be the nature too so kind.
Dreaming in day time is not at all good, for good thoughts and efforts work as food, Earnest efforts to come out of wood, Failure may stun and you loose the hope, Still not difficult to walk on tight rope.
It is not bad to dream for high sky, Speak always truth and do not lie, You may not have wings to fly, Still nothing wrong to work and try, No need to think or needlessly cry.
You must have third sense to rise, All acts should be sensible and wise, Rise and fall is part of our life game, Goal and ideas you must frame, No use trying luck or fate to blame.
What ever you do must be with resolve, Take full blame and never try to absolve, Put in best efforts to come out and solve, Full dedication and make everybody to involve, Try to mix with all as soluble dissolve.
Complete days routine and reflections of day's thoughts, In night, thoughts clash and hard won battles are fought, Freedom and joy sincerely thought and brought, Stealing in day time but not easily caught, Simply night dreaming when lying in the cot.
Continue to seek solution in dream, Energy not focused but travel in beam, Try very hard and work as team, Good efforts in direction but not as power game, Not letting any opportunity with excuses lame
So I find easy way to seek refuge in night, Lie low and have good say without light, more and more attention I try to pay, Always hope to find way in form of ray.
Life doesn't end with setting of day, Sun may rise again with bright ray, Your hopes may be high and tall, Vast horizon may lie open for all, Try for success without any fall.

the magic answer.

There is something like conscience... It gives light in its presence, The soul is awakening to experience... All gates are opened hence
The answer was just before.. I had to go no where, to seek just an answer... The opportunity waited there.
You may come out from long sleep... There may be even chance to silently peep, This may keep you in good spirit... The light will be dimly lit
We aren't fresh like green leaf.. Just emerged but stay for brief, One slow shake from the wind... The virtual ground place to find.
Whether you understand or neglect... Choice is nearly open to select,.. There has to be clear ad visible act.. This is reality and fact,
We may not realize it till the life come to an end, Don't.. This isn't negative and suicidal trend... We got to think and make amend,... This beautiful message is to be spread and sent.
There may not come any warning... The answer lies with only you.. for very good morning,
The night and end cycle may repeat without fail.. so, we may seek His blessings and avail.

this..

 عندما تزرف آخر قطرات الحنين. 

وترى الحب... اطياف يملؤها الانين.

 اجساد نضب بها الامل... بين بؤس و ليين

 لا تسألني يا حبيبي. هل لازلت... لحبك... مدين.!
فالعشق بلا رحمة.. ملحد ... بلا دين.

honored promise.

When the sun will set over our crowns of ego, there will be few seconds left no time for regrets... Thousand of memories will struggling silently to pictured itself in the apple of our fading colors, 
until horizon will hold that priceless last Ray, until the light will dimming in that deep blue infinity carring countless unfinished hopes into the land of oblivion, 
at this very moment.. I give you my honored promise... I'll only recall your name.

To you.. who sow wisdom

To you who sow wisdom will reap plenty of intelligence and adorn them on your mind like gracious morning sunbeam.
wits for it will not vanish from the dusk to dawn and blessings from heaven with an angels sing the daybreak tune.
To you who plow thousand fields of honor and integrity, who count pearls in the oceans and dive into the deepest sea with minimal understands how life goes in a simple way, and how humans secrets keep.
whichever... there's no place to escape away from reality, nor escape from reveal.
To you who can't say a word, your silence always in my mind screams, hidden a thousand answers with a tenderly dream.
To you who have the reason to deem, judge not thy who... who writes impossible dream, let him reap the result of thy tilling, and fill his baskets with hope, to the journey he is simply failed to aim.

A day before I giving birth.

When fear puts you in dismay
It may be hard to find your way
When this is so, stand up and say
That the fear just cannot stay
And then the fear will go away.
Though I lack the courage
To heed my own words
I urge you to listen
To what you have heard
Stand up to your fears whatever they are
And show them that they can't stop you from being a star

أ.. ب .. سياسه

سئل  طفل والده : ما معنى الفساد السياسي
فأجابه : لن أخبرك يا بني لانه صعب عليك في هذا السن،لكن دعني أقرب لك الموضوع
انا اصرف على البيت لذلك فلنطلق علي اسم الرأسمالية...
و امك تنظم شؤون البيت لذلك سنطلق عليها اسم الحكومة...
و انت تحت تصرفها لذلك فسنطلق عليك اسم الشعب...
و اخوك الصغير هو املنا فسنطلق عليه اسم المستقبل...
اما الخادمة التي عندنا فهي تعيش من ورائنا فسنطلق عليها اسم القوى الكادحة
اذهب يا بني وفكر عساك تصل الى نتيجة.....
و في الليل لم يستطع الطفل ان ينام .. فنهض من نومه قلقآ و سمع صوت أخيه الصغير يبكي فذهب اليه فوجده بل حفاضته.
ذهب ليخبر امه فوجدها غارقة في نوم عميق ولم تستيقظ ،
و تعجب أن والده ليس نائما بجوارها..
فذهب باحثآ عن أبيه
فنظر من ثقب الباب الى غرفة الخادمة فوجد أبوه معها بوضع منافي للاخلاق ...
و في اليوم التالي
قال الولد لابيه! : لقد عرفت يا أبي معنى الفساد السياسي .
فقال الوالد: وماذا عرفت ..
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Moon day dust giving, birth to Sunday kissing

Ashes to ashes, dust to dust... The shattered remains of my broken trust,
Which has never been repaired
Because all this time I've been wounded and scared.
But if it ever could be done... I know that I'd be you.. the one.
To show me people aren't all bad.. and not everybody makes me sad.
You've made me weak and helped me grow, You've shown me things I've never known.
But the one thing I realized I was never knew, Is now I can't picture a life without you.

I started to love myself along ago... not ego.

When you look in the mirror what do you see?
is the person whose looking back the person you want to be?
Maybe you wish you were a bit taller
maybe you wish your ears were smaller
perhaps you would like to change your nose
have better feet and nicer toes
Maybe you wish you had a more attractive face
wider hips and a thinner waist
maybe you would like a broader chest
a flatter tummy and bigger breast
Many things about your body
you could complain about
you are unhappy with they way., you turned out
The way you look to others ... might cause you to feel rejected
all you want is to fit in, be loved and accepted
If that's they way you were made then what can you do?
First you have to start loving yourself and then, others will start loving you.

لا تسألني.. يا حبيبي.

لا تسالني يا حبيبي.. كيف هذا الحب جاء
لا تسالني يا حبيبي.. أين كان البدءُ... أين كان الإنتهاء
  لست ادري يا حبيبي... كل ما ادري أني لست أدري.. غير أن اليوم كان الأربعاء
والتقينا في رحاب الليل... عشنا وانتشينا.. ونسينا النوم والدنيا... وحتى الأصدقاء
وتكلمنا وطفنا الكون بالحب... نغرد كطائرين عاشقين .. من الغروب حتى المساء
ربما اللحظات طالت في الجفون ... ربما ضاع الوقت في عمق السكون ... ربما غبنا عن الارض وعدنا
يا حبيبي...  يا حبيبي لمسار الروح في عمق العيون
هذه اللحظات فاتت... فاتت... غير ان كلما مرت... يزيد بي الحنين
هذه اللحظات افديها بعمري... قد يهون العمر لكن لا تهون... ثم تسأل ما الذي قلنا .. وقلنا
يا حبيبي ... جن قلبي بصمتك  وما احلي الجنون
سمني ما شئت... لكن لا تسألني فكل ما قلناه... يعلو فوق ظني
كل ما توارى بين صمتك وصمتي .. يا حبيبي .. اصبح الان ترتيلي ولحني
همس الصمت من وحي الهوا... ليس منك يا حبيبي ليس مني
كنت صوت الحب ...  وانا كنت الصدي
أسأل...  أسأل الحب ولكن لا تسالني... سوف ياتيك الصدي بلحن التمني
فالاجلك... لأجلك اصبح الصمت يغني

Life can only be understood backwards

The best way to find what matters the most is to lose something precious to you. and It's nice to look back in your past when you see it as a lesson, not as something to regret. You know when life gets stressful, never forget the things you should remember, and remember the things you should forget. Life can only be understood backwards; but it must be lived forwards. Today I will. Pray more, worry less, laugh more, stress less, hug more and hurry less.
O,.. dear God, I woke up, I am healthy, I am alive, thank you. I apologize for all my complaining. I'm truly grateful for all you've done.

My angel.

You are my shadow, you are my rain, your are my lonely left only pain, you are my tears, you are my fears.. I'm restless even in my dreams.

Being slave to love.. is my free will.

Do we know what freedom is ..!
We are always see what we allow to see
We are always limited by bounds
We are always tied to something
We are always attracted to something
All of us should to die at the end; that's why we all are always limited by our lifetime, yet to be free .. completely free we need to never become a slaves to our own thinking and our own self. Understand that we are continuously changing, But...., in which way we will change is our free will.

I'm exactly where God wants me to be.

Things happen for a reason basically means that everything happens for good. All the things that happen to us in our lives are somewhere down the line, destined to happen.
Failures, turns and twists and adversities might break us down and lessen or morale completely. But even we should learn to take them in our stride and learn from every bad experience too. Tracey Gold had once remarked, “I don't believe things happen in vain. I believe they happen for a reason.” Everything that happens to us in our lives happens for good and teaches us a lesson. Perhaps one should learn from every kind of experience whether good or bad. People who keep their chin up even in the most testing circumstances can always end up making a lot out of their lives.
Believe me ... in our life Nothing happens by accident; you are exactly where God wants you to be.

lost hope

In the last month... I have suffered from burns in my body of the third degree. I fought my pain patiently by faith. And in the strongest times of my weakness I stood like anold lighthouse which wrestling those high waves of pain alone and bravery. But in moments of consciousness and perception... I was sure that the pain of losing one's last hope ... Will always remains more powerful in the smashing of my fading determination.

wounds.. never mend.

Somewhere far away, 
A star glows and hides behind the moon
The moon smiles and hides behind the clouds. Even the sun shines and hides behind a mountain.
Somewhere far far away.
Someone's heart whispers among voiceless opening seas, Tears flow down in streams of silent waters... When.. Memories rise beyond this helpless skies... And a true heart whispers cryingly in reply ... You he who still dreaming.. You gotta awake up, .. gotta .. awake up.

Fading strength,

The worst feeling in the world is knowing you did the best you could and it still wasn't good enough, Sometimes we all need someone who believes in us just a little bit more than we do ourselves in order for us to become stronger but, as much as we grave in this life or another What we allow, is what will continue. You know..! Sometimes I miss The old, Happy Me but i believe that; from pain something will grow from all i'm going through. And it will be me..

Unforgettable

Never forget that three types of people in your life.. Who helped you, who left you and who put you in your difficult time
Never forget that being good to people is like being a Goal Keeper, no matter how many goals you save, people .. will only remember the ones you Missed..!

trust in god.. "118672"

We forgive seeking for getting comfort from bile,
We forget hoping for new innocent clear smile,
We keep silent because there is no benefit in the argument to find,
We ignoring for there is nothing that will hold back reproach can find,
We are patient because our trust in the Creator has no limits,
We all knew that ...
The self always covetous yet the reasons are always failing.
The self is lost between despair and growling,
Do not be sad whenever the world shrinking around you while it grows wider for others,
And look at the moon and this darkness skies how they became more magnificence together,

Wounds

Wounds are a city of pain... You screams with the last breath of your fading determination.... And only the echo of your tears replying.

Every human being living on this earth hope for something
Poor people hope that one day money will come their way
The rich folks hope to multiply their assets before long
Several men hope for a wife who is as caring as their mother
Many women hope for husbands who is as loving as their father
Children always hope for parents who will give them everything
Bankers hope that everybody will pay their mortgages in time
Thieves and robbers hope the police should stop harassing them
While the police hope that every person will be law-abiding
Priests and clerics hope that everyone will live a sacred life
Experienced nurses hope the doctors will treat them with respect
Medical doctors hope their patients will recuperate faster
Careful drivers hope that other drivers will drive like them
Teachers hope all students will do their home-work regularly
While the students hope the teachers will give them easy exams,
Farmers always hope for good and abundant harvest
Lawyers hope more and more people will need their services
Fishermen hope that more and more fishes run into their nets
All politicians hope to get elected and re-elected
Employers hope their workers will volunteer for overtime
Even the mechanics always hope more people will buy used-vehicles
The point is .. Do you honestly can Distinguish the malignant and the good in your hopes...!
What are your personal hopes on this earth..! Is it still personal hopes..!
So... What are your hopes for your family ?
What are your hopes for your country ?
 What are your hopes for your environment.. Do you knew lately you will realize that the day we humans stop hoping on this earth..... Will be the day we cease to be members of this beautiful planet,

Through the sky.

Your love... Is love without ending as vast as the sea, mercy divine I'm sure forever it will be. infinite grace it has no end, eternal redemption the heavens you'll rend.
And all these flow down from a mountain so high, That it reaches the heavens.. Yes to heaven and bursts through the sky.
When I survey.. Into the heavens above, I'm awed by the vastness... I'm awed by only your love.
In this earth or another one day i'll stand on eternities shore,
How vast is your love...! I'm sure there is no more.
Only then ... I'll know how vast is the sea,
Only then ... I'll know that I Loved you eternally.

pain

I can't measure the pain fill my sight and that's the things I fear at night
Every time I try to lie on this strange bed, only pain I dare do dread
To stay safe, I hide under this sheet.. For I don't want pain to get more of my feet
Scary shadows are cast on my wall, by the nightlight in this unknown hall
Starting to sweat from the mind into the heat, I can't feel my hand, my leg even the heart sometimes it refuses begin to beat.
So scared and alone I want to cry, but if I make a noise I also might die
I feel like I have been hiding for a week and they will not find what they seek.
Waiting and hiding, is there nothing at all?
What are these things against my wall?
Peaking out with just one eye, Doctor and ...a nurse I still do spy
Maybe they aren't bad and not mean, o .. That is what it's starting to seem
Getting out of the covers and feeling cold, I dear for something I can hold
Starting to weep and wondering if only…Do I'll die... lonely ?
I hold those ideas tightly against my bleeding head, then I got back to This cold bed.

From wherever you are,

In the grave of life, we taking ourselves down pathways of lonely moments, searching for meaning, love or companionship... Remembering Being let down at every turn, abandoned, left alone to fend for ourselves... To be not who we used to be but to be who we are now,
Truncated beyond belief, hiding behind sorrow's tears, 
Afraid of.. moving beyond it's hurtful limits,
Afraid of... the unknown awaiting us in the darkness ahead, 
Then in silence, breathlessly our souls keep replying ... Please, please..
Please come hold me tight... my sweet Angel of true and loving light.

Nameless ..

So strange..  How in a second our wounds can mend,  as far as our mind and heart can comprehend... It is the most caring heart at hand.. and the sweetest mind to understand
O.. that tender heart inside you, the understanding attitude, even awaiting you in gratitude.. to bloom and reach the helping hand too.
O..  That feeling is the complete formula, between you and the other constantly, an ocean of flooding emotions.. Melody.. Our own tempo, no matter it be slow or fast, a constant calm feel, easy to mend, never to bend.. And eternally will last.