Sleepless..!

As I restraint myself to sleep today, I found myself so worry about you, I don't know why you insisted to hide your thoughts from me.
As in restraint myself to sleep today I felt insecurities lining up at my old door, digging deep about you into my core.. Putting the monster of worry inside my head, not letting me go peacefully to bed..
Sleepless pain hunt me like a hopless dove brought from life to died... 
As I restraint myself to sleep today, I kept wonders.!!from 
Why I see a dove, if I can't fly..!
Why I see a shore, if I haven't a boat..!
Why I see a train .. Oh I'm going to be insaine 
 ..!!