In my waiting for you

In my waiting for you I get bored, feeling a fire in my ribs has which disappeared from people's eyes, So I put my hand on my cheek when the seconds I spent in separating seems a lifetime, I start to count the second one by one in your absence... but you did not come...  honesty, sometimes I wish I didn't fall in love with you.

Wanna know if you're upset or if someone else had your heart out of desperation I had to think that your absenteeism will last forever, thought I might have done to you something wrong and I found.... O I found none!

I really sometimes I wished then, I'd never fell in love.... side by side the fire's found a home in me and I get lost running after them thoughts, any breath I think might be yours, any whisper I guess it's your word beneath my mind, Been through all of this nights and days they'd seen me then, and thought I was nuts..

You promise with years and days ....And throw your alibis and nonsense...

And .. and Within a handshake, you're almost gone, or you'll swear your heart that you forgot about me and my love.

Before my eyes saw you

O, god her eyes returned me to the days that had gone by, they taught me to regret the past and its wounds, that which I experienced before my eyes saw you

What is the wasted life to me?

 You are my life whose morning began with your light... How much of my life before you has passed and gone by,

My darling, how much of my life has gone, My heart never experienced one bit of joy before you and had never tasted in this world anything but the flavor of injury

I've now just begun to love my life

I've now begun to fear for the passing of my lifetime.. every joy that I longed for before you was fantasy

My heart and mind meet find it in the light of your eyes, O.. life of my heart, o.. you who is more precious than my life... Why didn't I meet your love, my darling, sooner..!!!

The sweet nights and the desire and the love for so long my heart carried them for you to taste love with you, From the feeling of my heart whose desire extended to your feeling.... Give me your eyes, to reflect my eyes in your world, give me your hands to touch calms my hands, O... my darling come on forget about that which has passed us, just tell me where i can find you .. O,

O you who is more precious than my days

O you who is sweeter than my dreams

Take me to your longing take me, pull me away from the universe... Far, far away, just you and I,

From the love that awakens our days.. didn't you feel it..

From the desire than sleeps our nights.. didn't it touches our inner being.

I've reconciled time my days with you,I've reconciled time with you, I forgot my pains with you.... And I forgot with you my woes

Your eyes called me to the days that have passed, They taught me to regret the past and its wounds..That which I experienced before my eyes saw you

What is the wasted life to me..!!!

the obstinacy of your heart

We both aggrieved love with our hands, although we hurt it and injuried it, until it becomes in narrow and very thin road,
none of us wanted to be better than the other nor sacrifice for the other and so love was lost.. betweem the obstinacy of your heart and the obstinacy of my heart, 
then true love was vanishing, until it seems lost... and now neither i can forget your love nor did you.

until I meet you

All I want is to fall on you like rain upon a wildflower, I bend down and kiss your petals wetly falling all over you... Letting your pistil slip into my mouth, sucking off your honey,
Almost plucking you but not going so far.
Just pulling you so that you can feel your roots leaving the ground... To let you almost taste.. Our world in the sky, so afterwards you can go down... Believing... The words on my lips, When I fall on my knees for you... A flower in the rain with a man bow to love.

ask not a professional

Slowly, tenderly, sweetly...  Kiss me
Kiss me on the lips... Slowly down... Down to my finger tips
Kiss my body inch by inch, tenderly till it tickles and starts to flinch
Kiss me in the left and right ear, and please sweetly whisper your words of passionate care
Kiss me by the neck, with those little kisses called pecks
Kiss me hungrily in the mouth, let your soul hear my groaning delicious shouts
Kiss me below and yonder... O, till my juices begin to ponder, and turn on fire with our desires.
Kiss me once, twice, thrice...Oooo! These kisses are very nice, now i believe that kissing is an art, one most master and for sure slowly is better than faster. And ask not a professional for a kiss for it will be empty without bless. 

"dedicated to my wife in distance"

Open door

Let me open a secret door for you.. In this life you will meet some kinds of humans, some is always full of light, some find them pleasure in fight, some pretending smartness while they got an empty mind.
However they live a long or short life, for noble purpose,  for themselves or live it for others, covering them true coins with good thinking, hidden them fears under them short Or long sighted and always tumble or stumble.!!!
in this life you will find that, Some are great by birth, others are great by thoughts, or even by deeds,
some are really great, and they have the vission, they have the strength and will which flows from true love, they may always worries, but they always keeps dishonesty distance a mile away from their life.
some has ways open, and some others have to open them on own, Wander where life takes, some take life where they want.. The point is, in time each One of us will get whatever he deserves.

On the autumn fall

In the smell of the fallen leaves, when Sun rays break through the clouds, when the desert  waiting patiently to that first rain drops.. When natural taking the hand of clarity and get everything ready for rebirth, 
 It's our autumn, 
When I look at your hair, dancing in the air, when you touch the trees... Bowing, revealing to you that priceless last breeze, when we look all and all around, up in the sky and down on the ground.. And we see nothing but a fallen lovers beneath a fallen leaves.

Wisdom

الحكم هي أروع ما قد تنتجه الأفكار، وأجمل ما كتبته اليد، والعقول تعطي الوعي لمحتاجه، وتنبت بذرة في صحراء قاحلة، تُهدي صواباً لتنير حياتنا، الحكم هي جمل قصيرة فيها عبر وفيرة، وهي خلاصة تجارب الشّخص وخبراته، وهبة للمؤمن أينما وجدها يجب أن يلتقطها، ومن تلك الحكم التي تغذي الروح والعقول ما لم اتذكره دوما من حديث عفا عنه الزمان..... 

 . ان قدرت على عدوك، فاجعل العفو عنه شكراً لقدرتك عليه.

love me..

If you must love me.... Love me not for the sorrow in my eyes, love me not even for my smile,  For if I forget to smile... So will your love vanish in a blink of an eye.
Love me for Love.
Love me not for my body, not for how I touchs you, love me for the sake of Love
Not for how I choose to speak my words.. Or how I inked its one by one,
Love me for Love... For everything else fades away

let the silence take you to the center of my mind

When goblins creep... when the ghouls dont sleep... when the Witches fly... when the black Cats cry.
When Nightmares start... when words get dart... when my thoughts run wild... when I'm longing like a child,
I know .. I miss a beat of my heart, and I completely lost the mind.

Nothing's impossible

Did you actually regret what you said ?
or was that just a lie to soothe the mind .!
You knocked down the walls behind which truth hid.
did you really think it would be funny, so where is the point one should find.
to make someone a joke for them to laugh at.!!!
is it too much to hope that he will bow down the hat
Nothing's impossible, that's what we've been told.
don't believe whoever said that, you could be left in the cold.

pool of blood.

It is dying, and some of us still crying
To all innocence heart, it was not smart
We took its life, with greedy knife
not only did it hurt Her or Him, for it made our life dim,
We loved it so, from our miserable childhood until we grow
to peaceful life we owe, but we need to make it glow. 
Hand in hand together we can go against the flow. 
With peace walk your steps, and to love only you can bow.

Together to erase students illiterate

And if this year will be our year, then it's time to finally see clear... don't limited life by your fears for what we wont try will never happen, 
I met you with a heart has frozen even love couldn't melt it away when hate grows like flowers, you met me broken, a shadow reflect in thousand peaces of an old mirror, hunting dreams wasn't ever mine.. now I see us as a fallen victims are making love in the mist, sorrows intertwining becoming one, laughter along with the banshees scream,
we creating the melody of a blissful dream, staring into the deep blue seas of anxiety... the notoriety of this beautiful society
When lust becomes adoration of ones soul, the perfect warmth on the coldest winter night,  And if the diamond being birthed by pressurized coal then together in the darkness we'll truly find light in each other soul,

before it's too late.

You don't have to regret after leading the blind to war, for they like lambs they will follow; and at some point you realize they're fighting for the wrong side, too late will they see their folly and river of tears shall not save them
By their own choice they will be branded
And in their blindness they will walk through a valley of darkness yearning for a day that never comes.. yet.
But maybe they're not so much blind as naive
Maybe all they ever needed to do was open their eyes, So, will you let me open my eyes before it's too late.

Hope of my life 002

You're the hope of my life, A precious Love that never ends
You're the best song that my heart heard and that could never be forgotten, take all my love way.. but today but today let me live... Keep me by your side, in your heart's lap!... Let me dream.. For I hope the time never wakes me up..
My hope.. My life... My eyes
You're more precious.. more precious than me to me
You're the lover of yesterday and the lover of today
You're a lover for tomorrow.. and for the end of times
My lover... Talk to me and tell me
What dream could possibly be missing when I'm lying in your arms
I never tasted love like you love
I never loved, the love of my life, but for you i did.. I've met my dreams, I've met the world.. I've met love
From the first time I met you.. I gave you my heart.. you're the life of my heart
I've never dreamed of more than this happiness,
I don't ask more than what I'm in after this joy with you my love.. If I lost my life.. I don't regret it
It's enough for me to wake to your smile singing, I hear it as a song telling me love that doesn't end, keep me by your side, in your heart and let me dream.. for I hope the time never wakes me up until I'll be by your side.
You're the one whose love filled all the world with love, whose presence awakened my life time and my heart, when you're with me, it's hard for me to blink.. Even for seconds, It's hard on me if your beauty or your sweetness disappears even a bit, O
I miss you so much..
I would like to call you by a word that was never told before, A word worth all this love.. A word to show my longings and passion... A word like you.. but where can I find you...!
There wasn't anyone born like you.. Keep me by your side, in your heart and let me dream..
My love, no matter how long my life would be with you, It'll always still few.. the joy and tenderness that's in your love is enough for more than many long generations
Your love filled my heart and my thoughts, lightens my night and making my life longer... It grows, by your preciousness, it always grows and it's always new.. by its sweetness, always new
You made me live the love, with you as it's a thousand love, with each look at you, I love you all over again

I loved in your eyes all the world even my enemies and those who envy me, all of the people seem nice to me as long as my eyes see the world with you by my side,
I fall asleep and wake on you lips singing... I hear it as a song.. i hear it as a song
Telling me love that doesn't end
Keep me by your side, in your heart ... Let me dream.. for I hope the time never wakes me up.. never wakes me up..

What if...!

What if given a chance to forget the past ?
Will taking it makes me happy..!!
Perhaps it would be a great thing at last, but I'd rather keep you in my memory eternally.
What if I could turn back time, would I choose to still wants to meet you?
Perhaps life would be in a different rhyme, but I'd prefer to still be your 'everything'
What if I can control everything, will life be much easier ?
It would be easy to get rid of this feeling, but I would still choose to love you, sincere.

birthday meeting

Keep contact... With the real, and awake from your sleep and recollect What we have lost.
Be honest and pure
In words
In actions
In means.
There's no time left .. Move on, or ask me to give up on you.

be patient

Patience is a virtue, or at least that’s what I’ve heard, but for the one waiting it sounds so absurd.
We need a distraction from what we’re waiting for, something that will end the torture of thinking about what’s in store.
We wait for so many things in our life suffering to end... An end to our strife.
We wait for something special something better to come along,
We wait in abundance and hope nothing goes wrong.
But for those who are patient the rewards are all worthwhile, they get what they waited for,
And receive it with style.
For those who get frustrated, Who kick and make a fuss,
For them the rewards mean less the things for which they lust.
No longer mean as much... Nor hold the same joy,
We’ve got to practice patience,... Life isn’t just a toy.

two days one night

Have you ever thought of a night so long... where you don't wake up and your dreams go on; where you don't feel the pain from the day before, and you can just lie happily there on the floor;
The long night goes on, and you realize and you miss, all the happiness before, the smiles and the longing for a gentle kiss; and the one that you love, your true heart's desire... Is the reason your alive and you have not died prior.
And you were trying so hard, you were trying to disappear, then you hear the words 'I love you' get whispered in your ear...
So you decide to stay awake, just a little bit longer, instead of falling asleep, going deep, down under;
 :
And in a blink of an eye it's dawn calling you, so you open your eyes and sit up in your bed, listen but no good morning has been said; roll off and to the ground then stand up straight, you look in the mirror, 'is there any new fate? '; dress yourself on how you feel for the day, bright if happy, if you're sad maybe gray;
Skip the first meal 'cuz today you can't eat, feel like you want to be light on your feet;
Specially when you feel not good enough; wonder if this day could get much longer, through out it you thought you would get stronger; you are now home, as tired as can be, wondering...... i'm tired i need to..s l e e p

When you ask

When you asked me to change my hair and my style, to change how I look and my smile... the hat to suit the fad, the clothing that I had... my routine, my character and changed my friends, the way the story ends
When you asked me to change my mind, my direction.. and how I viewed my reflection, the goals and sights I’d see and everything that made me me
I changed right back to how I began... Exactly the same but a completely changed man..

Wait me no matter what..!

Do you really think that all your knowledge can cover the truth with a beautiful lies... in a world full of clones developed in the wrong ways.
We may sink deeper into hopelessness, Maybe people still threatened us by sickness, yet i see our life's system failed to proceed.
Physical and financial seduction are an old tricks to make people with greed
Do you really think that I wants to be an enlightenment, Or I want to knows what anyone think,
Do you really think that I want to fly as a bird or breathe under water as a fish, O, or even want to talk about moral in a book to people still breathe but... lost the way of life..
Do you really think you know me...! excuse me.. for I'm an ordinary person who walk in a simple humble way, who are not selfish, doing everything without carelessness, just speak with sincerity and not fake like some and I don't want to be anything else.


The fool'

nothing is random ..

Your heart is on fire.. Burning through your mask, Scorching the walls around your heart... Melting the glass turning the ice to water... Washing away your pain
Soaking your fear with your courage..  Fight against the lies you were told ... whispering of something called 'love' .. And i begin to believe when i became old,
If only you're in my sight, If only you could hear my screams at night.. Alas, Now the tears roll down the eye, tell the woman in your mirror...  love doesn't a big lie, Tell  her someday there'll be sunshine, which seems so dim through the cloud of lies, someday I'll fold all life burdens in the hand of an angel ... and someday I'll float into the horizon of his skies.

Have you..!!

Have you ever been beyond repair that blank look in the mirror as you stare, has each day been an effort to remain and have you looked at some in distain as you struggled through the long day....would you count each one away and when the evening came... Did you thank god as you tried to explain to yourself the worth of it all as you worked to make it good to recall.

truth

Nothing is past; nothing is lost. One brief moment and all will be as it was before only better, infinitely happier and forever we will all be one together but let the truth lead the way; for the safety of the world,

lover last dance,

Throughout my life I've feared love, And the topic of love, And the opression of love to all those who possess it for I know stories filled with sighs, tears and groans and lovers falling in love and never turning back.
Throughout my life I've said no to desire and nights of desire as well as no to tormenting my heart
Then...  I met you and found that you changed my whole life, I don't know how I loved you I don't know how, my life changed from a whisper of love I found myself loving and falling in love, night and day at its mercy... Years of my life passed and for years I often saw lovers
Who complain to themselves. And those who cry in agony, The people of love are truly unfortunate
Oh how many times love called my heart and my heart did not answer back
Oh how many times desire tried to trick me and I said 'be gone oh torment'
Oh how many eyes tried to attract my attention but never succeed except for you eyes
Those alone took me and commanded me to love you they commanded me to love... I found myself loving and falling in love night and day at its mercy

You all who love wrong saying that it was torment and I dunno what
Shame on you and the ones you love... As for love, I give my soul to it, There is nothing in the world that could ever, ever be more wonderful than love.. We tire, we suffer, we complain about it, but we do love,
The heart and its sighs are incredible in reunion and separation and the candles of desire, when they light, a night of longing, the world and its beauty are so incredible in the eyes of lovers and when love took me, .. I found myself loving and falling in love night and day at its mercy
You filled my life with love So I give you my life my soul, my heart, my mind and my everything are yours
Your voice, your glance, your whisper are incredible... Something that made the world flowers and candles for me forever
My God knows how great your love is my darling... And my happiness with you my darling, my darling, oh my God
Not a tear nor a sigh has hurt my heart
I say nothing in your love but oh my God, my darling, my God your love is great
From so much love, I found myself loving and falling in love night at day at its mercy.

Yesterday

Yesterday is lost .. Yet.. Between our hands still today and if today will collect his papers and leave us .. We always have tomorrow .. Do not grieve yesterday, he will not return and do not regret today .. He is gone too, just dream of a bright sun in a beautiful tomorrow If I can't love you, if i failed to be the man you hope... Then try to find someone who pleases you.. But.. If you do not find someone planting a rose in your days, do not ask those who planted in your heart an arrow... I forgive you, and I'll always love you.

the quality

Man's words fold his mind, when abbreviation in speech is the best quality to find,
Do not look at me as the leaves that change its color .. Don't read my words as a faded letters .. For it's inked with pain and brutality .. For you will discover that these lines is not the most beautiful words I wrote .. And these papers is not the last ... These lines were not just beautiful words passing by.. But they are innocent feelings of heart lived them letter by letter .. And the pulse of a human carried a dream .. And burned with fire to make it come true .. My dear,
Virtue and wealth both remaining weigh together, in the balance we can't rise one of them without falling the other.
I Pay my whole life for a sense of truth and heart contains my endless love .. But I do not pay a moment of my life for a lover runaway .. Or abandoned my heart for no reason.

Peace

Sad as the last Autumn leaves, when it starts whispering to all the garden tree's, in a darkness night when the summer was dying,
We lost all the flowers, but deep inside... our roots still have the power, Our hope of warning beam seems to be done, in this life peace isn't real it's just feel of fun, like the darkness listened for the sun,  clear as morning's gold, it screams with Melody unfold.
We may fall into the ground and the wind is scattering us here and there, denying our existence, but as long as there is a root there is a hope and as quiet as night there is a voice of light..  As long as there is hope there is reason to go on... Hope speaks but it's often a 'whisper', so, we must listen or be drown out by the longings that must remain dreams..

Love isn't a game..  Go search for a toy away from here.. What you broke is beyond repair,

hope nothing for tomorrow's

Let the night of longing and its brilliant sky, its shining stars, its moon keeping awake all night.. ... All of them together are witnessing to this madness love, You and I, my sweetheart, my life... Let us live in the eyes of the night, let us go beyond our existence.. Let our desires prevent the sun from rising.. Don't tell me "life" what is the meaning behind.. For it's one night talking to your eyes, touching your senses, holding that first beam of dawn in your heart.. Forget about yesterday's hope nothing for tomorrow's ..  Living a life in a blink of an eye on you.. How one's can describe before and after love what's looks like.. With a blink of an eye this desert life becomes garden, cloud become god magnificent  message, even in the heart of loneliness nights become melody to fold my wings between the stars silently.

absence..

Waiting for you caused... Fire to start in my heart so I had to put... My Palm-on-Cheek while counting
Second by second your absence, and you never came
I really wished then I'd never fell in love
Wanna know if you're upset.. Or if someone else had your heart.. Out of desperation I had to think.. Your absenteeism will last forever.. Thought I might've done
You something wrong and I found none!
I really wished then I'd never fell in love side by side the fire's found a home in me
And I get lost running after them thoughts
Any breath I think might be yours
Any whisper I guess it's your word
Been through all of this nights and days
They'd seen me then, and thought I was nuts
I really wished then I'd never fell in love
You promise with years and days
And throw your alibis and nonsense
Within a handshake, you're almost gone!
Or you'll swear your heart that you forgot about me
I really wished then I'd never fell in love.

Sleepless nights

Thoughts dread in my head, disgrace the purity of dreams ahead ...
Fake smiles, words so vile, beautiful eyes, arrogant lies, pain and despair, life's not fair,
Love on it's way to lost, for even emotions now cost, Complex mind, nothing to find, Eyes that burn, now it's my turn.. turn to cry, I'll make you want to die, Flowing blood and dripping tears, I'm tired of hiding behind this mirrors of fears. 
Pointless conversation, aggravation, Heart, mind, shadows in mirrors, stairs... who cares,
Stupid fights and sleepless nights
O, Sea.. see, Empty me.!

Heaven

If I can only be with you in my dreams, then let me dream tonight and I'll do whatever it takes ...
to breathe you in even if it's the last breath I take
To fall asleep in your arms even if I am never to wake again
To taste your lips on mine even if nothing else is to ever pass them
Because your love is what sends me to heaven and heaven...  is where I'll forever stay.

Not to trim our sweet dreams.

A thought about you, It's enough to spark the flam.. Soon becoming a conflagration tearing through my veins and burning at my fingertips, until I leave my existence into the land where dreams giving birth, I releases the sparks that day generated to be series of uneventful events... Where he can predict the unpredictable, and then I found that previous ideas aren't important, an inspiration glow.. Not to anyone but you..

I’m tired

Spending night after another trying to hide these scars, watching this infinity blue skies wishing on every shooting star.
bleeding to ink my feelings in a paper instead of talking, forced to accept people have nothing to me but mocking,
Dying before I get closer to live, I will not give up but, I have nothing else to give,
Do you know what these words even mean.
Can you imagine what I’ve been Through... I’m just sick, wick and broken too, If you look in my heart you’ll only find hurt, tears and nothing to hold, A vanishing reflection feeling so cold
There is no justice in the land of freedom, I don’t even know why I’m living for.. If it comes to me ,I want be here any more.. .. ... I’m tired.

long road ahead 003

When we became distant and the fire became smoke and ash... It's too late
How are you beneficial, o regret?
What are you doing, o reproach?
The painful nights have become long and the lovers separated.. Enough suffering and misery... And tears when we part and tears when we meet
Why do you blame me ? What's in my hand to do ?
It's too late,
How long have I wished to meet you with a smile or with a gaze of love or a blaming word
But I forgot how to smile as I have forgotten my pains
Time has always made people forget sadness and joy
If it's about the old love, If it's about the painful wound
The curtains of oblivion have fallen long ago
If it's about the old love and its harshness... I have forgotten it, I hope you forget it too
The night.... The ticking of clocks wakes the nightThe night.... And the anguish of the O's in the middle of the night
The bitterness of the sighs and the loneliness and the sleeplessness... Still hasn't gone far
You want us to be back as in the old times then... Tell time to go back and bring me a heart that hasn't fallen in love before that was never hurt nor deprived.

Because of my pain and the length of my nights... My pain, my pain.. Flow
Because of the joy of my enemies over my misfortunes... My pain, my pain.. Glow
Because of your harshness when we were lovers and the cruelness of the world to me
Between me and you is desertion and disloyalty and a wound in my heart that I have hidden
Between me and you are nights spent in separation... And a long road that you started
How are you beneficial, o regret?
What are you doing, o reproach?
The painful nights have become long and the lovers separated...Enough suffering and misery
And tears when we part and tears when we meet
Why do you blame me? 
What's in my hand to do?
It's too late, too late

weakfulness

And then the light was an omen of the sunrise and the dawn was towering over like a conflagration... And then the world was as we know it, with each lover in their own path
O.. sleepless one who slumbers and remembers the promise when you wake up
Know that if a wound begins to recover another wound crops up with the memory ,So learn to forget and learn to erase it
My darling everything is fated... It is not by our hands that we make our misfortune Perhaps one day our fates will cross when our desire to meet is strong enough for if one friend denies the other and we meet as strangers ...And if each of us follows his or her own way... Don't say it was by our own will.... But rather, the will of fate

Wakefulness

Now you start bleeding, Now you ask me where her love has gone..!
Is it was a palace of our imagination that has collapsed and what still remains is its ash... And please tell the story on my behalf as long as your tears flow, tell how that love became past news and time is comes to vanish and let her go.. for both of us became another story of passion wasn't suppose to be welcome.
I haven't forgotten her when she seduced me with a sweetly calling and tender tongue, when her hand extending towards me like a hand stretched out through the waves to a drowning person, she seduced me with a kiss that a night traveler was thirsts for its bless, 
Now could you tell me where is that light in her eyes ?
Now could you tell her that I visited her nest everyday as a bird of desire singing its pain, when she becomes self important, spoiled and capricious, when she inflict harm like a powerful tyrant for you and me,
Now could you tell her that my longing for her cauterized my soul and the waiting was like embers in my blood,
now please ask her to give me my freedom, to release my beats, for you given her all yours and she did not try to retain anything.

Her love chains will prison you to the rest of your life, you kept nothing didn't do and now they spared me... now why  .. O,
Why do I keep promises that she do not honor ?
When will this captivity end, when the world is before ?
She is far away, my enchanting love, full of pride, majesty and delicacy and with sure footed walking .. walking like an angel with oppressive beauty and rapacious glory... Redolent of charm like the breeze of the hills... pleasant to experience like the night's dreams,

I've lost forever the charm of her company that radiated brilliantly, I, wandering in love, a bewildered butterfly, approached you and between us, desire was a messenger and drinking companion that presented the cup to us... tell me had love seen two as intoxicated as us ?
So much hope we had built up around us and we walked in the moonlight path, even joy skipping along ahead of us, and we laughed like two children together, when we ran and raced our shadows.. O god,
And suddenly we became aware, after the illusion of our euphoria and woke up.. If only we did not awaken.
Wakefulness ruined the dreams of slumber and the night came, and from now on the night will become our only friend, and with tears we'll ink the last chapter in a story will never end.

Million things

 I don't know how to break the form, i don't know how I recognize the faces, i don't know if my mind speaks the sense, or my memory is intact and my head is blown in the air, I don't know if we can fly without wings, i don't know how to dance, I don't know how many rules of love I break, i don't know how to fit the gaps in between your laughing and your crying, but until I'll be the tear never shed in your eyes I'm losing my world into shadow, 
I don't know a million things about you.. but i'm sure I'll always love you as long as I'm still breathing.

Between the longing of the end, and the longing should began

And the days went by, and the days passed so quickly, between distance and adversity. And when I met her I forgot our opponent, I forgot the night I was watching miserably counting the seconds. Out of my hands I forgave the torment of my heart and the horror she did to me.I don't know how I run to her, as if there is nothing beyond my beloved even death itself.. as if i have nothing nothing but my beloved in this universe
She met me and the desires in our eyes was enough to full the universe with longing, And hand in hand a silence words started to reveals through our eyes, and she is whispered to me, "I'm sorry.. I was so wrong about you..!"I forgot What was the reasons behind our sorrow.. I forgave her and forgot why we was suffering at first place, OWhere is the tears of my eyes went..! forbidden was the sleep.. the sleep abandon my eyes... O, with a tenderness smile with her eyes .. all my sorrow vanish .. vapor on air .. the staleness of torment, and the sweetest torment, the torment of love for loved onesI will not be able to endure a day without her for the patience need patience to learn me to be patience alone without you.. There is nothing there in my dreams  beyond my beloved..
When wiser described patience to me I'm sure  it was just imagination, some words in love, a tears in a sea full of agony .. ya who know what meant by patience tell me how i can run away from my heart, which place can contains my love but her heart, Our sweet nights already everywhere, together we full it with our love, with hopes full the universe, Hopes and affection
Here is the dawn fold his beams after the abandonment in its pink color becomesAnd the light of dawn awake up the joy when the joy said to love .. awake up be happy, awake up and be rejoicing... He said to love folk rejoicing... and I.. from joy to joy I neither sleep nor health,
I spend the nights wait the invitation to meet her, living in the Autumn of my age to catch what still remains from youth spring between the longing of the end, and the longing should began

I hate you

Heart is broken by grief from sorrow to sorrow one's could write on the flush of his heart,
You are so kind, gave me lots of pain... Washed away what was gain, like a heavy rain. 
Walking on them foot of lies, again and again... go dream on, but you aren't my heart any longer,
Heart replying me... 
"An evening glow, the moon appears stars painted across the sky
A howl is heard
A bird cries out
A sorrowful feeling fills the air
The wind hushes the breeze fades when mourning tears droop down
All happiness gone every smile removed where sadness takes its place.. I beats only for her",
O, god then you aren't my heart any longer, she owns you, I hate you.. I hate you