life goes on... seriously

If you don't take this seriously, how are we gonna work this out, nothing seems right, I'm not thinking straight, for bright light blind my eyes... it feels like everything is fake
my bone is crashing my vain,
my heart is pumping blade,
my luck is all gone
my steps is in unknown hand
I can't change what happened or force my wish to come true... it's all insanity
I'm trapped into nowhere,
I'm straggling to find the road that mislead me to lose you
I'm in anger
I feel all desperate ... I feel all alone and there is nothing to go from here.. there is no hope for some reason you just don't get it, I'm giving you all the sign but it seems I'm not worth it
I can't spell the word and tell you that i love you in this useless connection, or even say our loud that i need and miss you
It's just a boring life I'm living without you
there is so many time I wished up on a star or wanted to kiss you but you were so fare... I guess it's destine to never meet you in this life
I have no chance with you, No matter how hard i try.. No matter what i do
you just won't get it, 
you left me no other choice
you gave me no reason to stay.
I think i have to get on with the truth... there is no "we" no more.

Finally home...

Finding where my young years and my strength are like finding memories from afar
Finding where my mind has gone is finding what i shouldn't done
Finding where my loyalties lie is like to search to find where the bluebirds fly
Finding where the rainbows end
Finding where the oceans blend
Finding the path that leads back in time ... Is finding my home
Finding a quiet and calming place... Is finding my home 
Finding my home... Is finding you beside.

i trust no more in what i hear

To the first time in my grown.. i feel like this anger inside me must to be shown, I'm completely tired from trying, each and every sense inside me seems as drained and dying... with this mind full of questions to where can hide or even flying.
No name, no address, no city or country Oh... how am i supposed to trying..!
I may not be smart but sure I'm not stupid to asking so many questions with a face full of shying.

Dream of hope

fold your light in my eyes... vanish the darkness of my life... wipe up pain away from me..
Green the heart of garden, light up the heart of this dark city... Flap flap with pigeon wings.
I need to see you when I'll sink ... in the center of the sea.. my only island. wherever I sail east or west I'll find nothing but your arms to hold me.. Open your heart to hug me, wipe up friendly my concern and sadness... kindness words will ink by tears.
O, my dear please talk about me, tell stories about those so long paths I've been walk through... let this dream of hope comes true... let the impossible be near of my hands, The dream was a dove will given birth the day after doom ... after the resurrection and it shall Aiming peace at the shore..
fold your light in my eyes... vanish the darkness of my life... wipe up pain away from me..

Time.. My dear

When one's thoughts were a mix and grate... of doubts and fears, of sadness and tears ... For all the things that have happened in the last few years.
I thought of our precious time which have gone with fight... Wondering, if what we were doing, was right.
Would we'll return home to our loved ones some day, Or would our names be carved on that wall, forever to stay.
I thought of how I stood before so many died ending Wall... And saw all the names that one's call... all those people were so dear, It was impossible for me to hold back a tear... I I accepted irony and bitterness O.. i even still hears its tone,
Paying with my blood for a game where you weren't alone... It seemed as if I heard each one of them say, "For your Tomorrow, we gave our Today." but what about yesterday... do you forget about ..
Yesterday I done things that pleased others, I had past my youth era, I hate things that hurt me. And did today I do things that pleased myself, Am I shall change things under my control for I am wiser than yesterday. 
Should I wait tomorrow to change what I have done wrong, shall I do more that I can envisioned and will I become a legend because I dare to dream big.
No dear... life taught me that happy are those whom appreciated what yesterday had brought, plan for things to do today for tomorrow what might bring us is eternal peace of mind.
So let us treasure and value our time now, for time ... time becomes priceless when we take things for granted, time becomes meaningless when we face our final moment of our dead and time becomes tomorrow heaven when we treasure the present moment.

Ship and sea..

Thousands stars shone out that night, around their placid queen;
A ship hath can't left the shore, for Where shall that good ship must be,
Ere fill the moon one bright horn more..!!
Deep... deep in the booming sea... The moon shone calmly bright upon this restless hearts
Bowing heard you not, but now... A wild unearthly silently cry
They ask with troubled strength, breathless and a tears in the eye
What's your fears..... ? 
For there is no long time enough to catch you hands and smell the breeze with every night.... And slow moves our ship with her wings of white,
O.. ! It's so hard dream then until the change so soon to be, and hundreds songs of longing spreads on the deep and booming sea..
The waves are hushed and blue, But where... Ogod, where is she, The good ship with her gallant crew..?
Deep.... down in the booming sea..!

Free but hollow

Falling apart is a cycle of life one we must all follow... tearing at the seams
seeing that we are all hollow, and .. and you are only free when you die ... that is why you start to really live when you die, but people die for foolish reasons like war, money, and drugs
why is this world corrupt...?
why am i living in a hell..?
We just want out of this hell, but we're not allowed
so what do we continue to live in hell to take the pain of living always savoring the freedom of dying, i believe that dying is living but living is something else... it's just you who need to believe.

Still you ... Speak with their mouth.

Some people speak with their mouth and most of the words are not true
Some people speak with their eyes and most people think the words are true
Some people speak with their heart and most people know the words are true, they feel it they act and live in this world of honesty, So, when you speak, speak with your heart and people will believe you,

until then..

I said i'd give up the world if i could be your lover
O... that moment when sea waved willingly meet his own Moon
when the beam of the Moon invasion deeply the heart of the sea.
Until then he can't find his home
Until then with only a shining smile.. He can feel true welcome
So, our world came to an end .. and we stopped waking in paradise just to wake beside
i gave up the world... for the word that you love i'll serve forever.

Alone..

When all is said and done... When all are lost and gone
When all flee from you.. don't despair for its then, you are free
with just but your own counsel... call on yourself and the one above
He shall lead you through the maze and the ones below will amaze at your
success.

good morning

Blue....  blue sky, as love as we can't say goodbye , willingly upstage the beauty of the
Eye...even with all her lies

Exchanging goodbye..

Give me my heart back and take your heart with you
Give me my life back and keep me away from your life
Please I do not want to reproach, I don't want to remains in your heart anymore
there is no better hope in your heart
If all the world will treats me like you did, it will be impossible to open that door again.
I lived with you a beautiful story
was a covenant from the beginning for love and loyalty... at least my hope was that I would protect my love and my intentions wasn't cruelty and separation with unbreakable bond... now what...
this is the heart you took, you betrayed it, you never defend for it or protect it from your sword.. You did not keep its love and did not feel the pain when it's still remain.
And.. i forgive you but forget me please and let me go... let me forget you too
with time there will not be even a whisper remains your name in this body and as closed as i was as far as I'll be.. for what has come near may be it was far away from that very first moment and in a blink of an eye we may can't even have a time to exchanging goodbye..
And It is not forgotten at all, except for a new beginning... new beginning with you... that is our weekly hide and seek and why not while you knew that I will always bow to your love.

Give me a reason to live

In the garden of learning... We make children grow... We give them lots of sunshine to glow, So they can stay above, feeding them in love,
We make sure they sew... We do these constantly all the time for when the time is come to kneel, they bow only to love.
We plant the seeds of patience and cultivate them with care, This is another reason they grow in everywhere.... We fertilized them with a solid foundation,
So they will be able to reacts positively with any nation with praises and encouragement.
We help them grow and learn reflecting in every action and lesson our devotion and concern..
In the garden of learning we only a simple examples for love seekers

Sleepless night on the road

I feel the urge to leave everyday and to gas up my car and drive away
no particular destination in mind... I don't know what certainly that I plan to find
It doesn't matter whom I'll face ... I don't have things checked out for I've got my spirit and I've chosen my route
I want to experience life I don't know... I want it today, no matter where I'll go
and where that is, I do not care... for wherever you are, I want to be there.

please love me more

My heart Begins to attack my mind with longing, to welcome each morning wrapped in your loving arms... Through misty eyes half closed, I can see the sparkling sun of your happiness rise..
A soft silken kiss,
Laid upon dying lips,
Breathing your Words into my soul,
As I am breathing out lovely interpretations of love,
Fingers, crawl upon thy flesh,
A burning seed of fateful lust,
A kiss So gentle Only my heart knows its there,
My fingers forever running through raven hair... Wanting to hold you forever, even longer than eternity, listening to you whispering to my senses "more love please" and my eyes reply you... " I wish I have another life to give to you"...

Breath away

She throws the curse of her sorrows, to abandon calmly and relaxation
Her heart was imprisoned in the darkness of her spirit fears, her soul is locked with a thousand keys... that very sweet moment pass away .... before it takes its breath.

A frog is just a frog

Shadows started to hunt the dreams, they hunted them all, and the frogs were live in sadness, when he saw the dream's fall
where the time isn't loyal to no one, and it was the time for the queen to run
In our life, sometimes we will face with some cases... The cases with different people and different faces, We still don't know who will hurt us, our dreams or the hopes we can't faces ?
dreams will bring frog down, yes the hope will bring them down on them knees.
A frog is just a frog you will hear many say... But frogs are so complex in their secretive way.

شارع الأحزان

    

مررت بالصدفة بشارع الأحزان
وجدت حلم تائه الخطوة والمعان
كان يبحث في أشلاء الزمان
عن نبض سرق أمام الاجفان
يعود بالذكرى لعالم الأشجان
يقلّب صفحات طواها النسيان
لحظات نبعت من بئر الحرمان
لتغرق القلب باليأس والهوان

Someone has a dream

She;
"I can never be everything you want, but I will always be everything you love ... Remember that"
He;
O my dear and you remember that...
Remember my love forever and why it continues to stay, Today tomorrow and always I shall find back .... my way.
Wherever you go I’ll follow, If not with you then in dreams, Our love is blessed by that feeling even there are thousand walls.... between. 
And to measure my patience it's something useless, and you'll always be my Queen... Yes jealousy killing but not effective to someone has a dream. 
Wherever you go I’ll follow ... Whatever you do or say, I shall be empty without you ... Even for a moment of a day.

unity always has a crown

For those days I yearn... When we did not count the blessings we earn... when our own sorrow was to learn.
Take me from the desert... Where the loudest sound is our pounding heart.. We'll meditate and catch the stars... We'll make our own art.
Take me to a land far far away, where they don't count the hours of day... Where our souls can frolic as they pray.
Take me to your soul ... Where the forest echoes at dawn... where the sea waves never brown, where the unity always has a crown.

Good morning

The earth is living due to love and sacrifice, the earth is green with lovely streams reflecting in our eyes, and wherever we are, it’s a land of dreams.
The night is gone, like a warming Sun... Get up sweet heart for a charming hug,  for a warming kiss... a crown of beauty on the face of the earth... A moon, a boon and a lovely bliss.
Good morning.

Nobody care about us

You may hearing the truth and feeling the pain.... You may hiding in the shadows and waiting the rain.
But I Living in heartache and felling so blue... The night you left .... my heart went to.
We're Fighting the agony yet aching for more.... our eyes so painful our soul so sore.
Sadness taking over dragging us to hell... grabbing all our sanity but nobody can tell.

She is afraid... he is tierd

Don’t be afraid to fail .. Though at times like a snail for you barely make it at the line's tail
The first time you tried to walk... you failed
The first time you tried to talk, you failed
Even the first time you tried to stand, you failed
Don’t be afraid to fail for everyone who became great had their own times they failed
Do you remember the first time you tried to swim, you almost got drown
Do you remember the first time you tried a thing, the stress made you frown
Now there you are like a clown
Standing with a frown... And allowing you chances to drown
For when you think you are about to fail... Wake up ! and know you are not to fail, remember that all the time that you failed, you only learned to do it right
Don’t be afraid to fail... Be afraid of all the chances that you miss when you had all the chances... and you don’t even.... try.!

When the morning dew stop falling,

At each special moment did you think of them, so devoted never wishing your love would end and those simple things we together shared, Were your diamond eyes sparkling brightly unimpaired.
Do you remember when love was only new and anticipation tingled in our heart so true, It was gentle as the night and bright as the Sun.
Tomorrow Sun may never rise again.. maybe, the surest hillside would slope to the plain, Who knows... what the mouth couldn't explain.

Short road always straight.

Straighted ends in a setting so stark, against gray, some color stems, to crave the road, to darkness cleanse.
Dead hearts will beat again, for nothing stays from life instead, when rather they could see more time ... and not be extended, sworn to crime.
For it's a villainy to stay your hand when chance comes your way, across your land, an arm put against it, to steel... against that around which life does wheel.
How could one see in life so dark, a terrible writhing red heart.... though, when one is seen upon the rack... it's impossible to see through this crack.
The wall is fragmented, distorted in shape... better grab a hold and destroy it by the nape.

Invitation require

Get rid of passports and visas and let people travel free, to any Country they wish to go to by land, air or sea,
Get rid of every warlord and get rid of poverty, and get rid of class distinction and here's to equality,
Get rid of pretenders no matter what their creed, They only cause division and them we do not need,
Get rid of every debaucher no matter who they be, and lock them up in jail for life for their crimes against humanity
Then give homes to the homeless and every poor refugee, and here's to a fair go for all and to equality.

In my heart

All ... from a smile that came from your heart, With a sparkle in your eye from the night
sky.... A thousand needls struck in my heart when a smile from you made them fall apart.
My heart pumps... the sorrow from soul over runs the pain.. The pain in my heart.
Frozen in fear i see you disapear, you hold my hand and there you stand..... an angel from above, flying with a smile that heals ... Heals every wound once was reminded inside the heart.

Endlessly

She;
With the floating of your heart...How far my wishes are traveling ...
He;
my love for you is endlessly i walked along an empty road then... i found
the path to your heart and there.... i stay there, i lay holding onto your
tears fighting together our fears pushing each others away from anger, pulling you towards me and together we endlessly fall down.
I catch you in my arms, there you stay and there we will fall inlove over and over again and there is were the story begin.....

Water babies...

I was ocean and I was in ocean, When my own waves brought me to surface, I was happy I got exposed.. And I was exposed to the fresh air and fresh rays of broad
sunlight.
I stared gaining energy... each molecule vibrated with and I too, I was lifted up and up, With friends and family together raising in space.. We are cloud and I am cloud away my ocean..
Alas.!, air stopped lifting us and started swinging here and there and billions and billions of us were there enjoying together our swing, jolting and moving
here and there, But the cool air drew our energy.... We came together as we become
poorer and poorer.. We formed a group and dropp and started falling together.! 
Some fell on hot rocks and hot land, quickly went up.. But some fell on grass and plants got absorbed and trapped there,
some fell on land joined hands and became steam, We called our trapped friends to join us, but they were settled there and enjoying happiness and sorrow, making their own life, some were in trees and plants, some were in men and
beasts, enjoying their life there.. We streams joined and became rivers and rolling and falling in eddies and vortoices, we enjoyed rocks and falls... And reached ocean completing a cycle.. But still most of our friends Were back and there still enjoying their trapped life, Some are in organismsms, some in lakes and ponds, some as mountain ice ! Oh we are molecule yet Not differentiated in ocean! We are neither happy nor feeling pain, 
Some us dived deep and felt safe felt escaped the cycle... Some loved and felt bad of our friends trapped, wanted to go to call them back, remained on the surface to go and warn them we were oceans,
They were, sages, seers and prophets.. They knew they are free, yet their love, and decide to be part of eternal play..! We can now say,
we are that, I am that, this and that, but who is there to listen we are all ocean we are ocean! Or we are raising, or we are in clouds or we in lakes and ponds. Trapped or free, having a duty towards us, towards others and the Ocean!
 I am this... You are that, think about you and f eel yourself.... 'we are ocean babies '

fake smile

When we've fake smiles we lye to ourselves no one can see that we are calling for help, 
we cry through or hidden smiles no one sees or inner child
we smile to make people not see how unhappy we really can be and cover all our wounds behind... 
we smile to hide or true intentions to survive
we send people through in the wrong direction away from our lives
we smile to hide a tear.... we laugh not to show fear 
we smile to make people feel better
we stand as a rock under the weather, yet sometimes 
we need to choose the hard decisions... to awake up and abandon all our life illusions,

Sometimes we just need to be.. Or not to be. 

dare to understand..

If you tell me the truth,  it might be I'm going to be mad, but I'll get over it. 
If you lie to me I'm never going to be able to trust you again. Your choice!
Then it's trust .. or distrust
Trust is broken in a relationship when one person fails to stay loyal to the other person. Broken trust leads to deterioration of the relationship. It is hard to win back or repair trust once it is broken. Loyalty and faithfulness to the ones we love helps in nurturing solid relationships and in strengthening their foundation.
Broken trust really causes pain and suffering and the person whose trust gets broken often gets badly hurt and wounded. These wounds and the pain that they cause take a lot of time Trying to forget never mention to heal. And forgive.
One should stay loyal when in a relationship and should not break the trust of our beloved or our near and dear ones. Broken trust hurts and causes a lot of pain and trauma. 
The best thing is to turn over a new leaf and start afresh when someone breaks your trust and let the bygones be bygones. Analyzing what went wrong and how things can become normal will hurt you even more.. finally i always believe that as much as we've secrets sooner or later that secrets are going to lead us to lies, that lead to distrust, that also will lead us to the end of our relationships. So, don't keep secrets or don't get upset ... when it's over.

kindness and love...

There is nothing can be expected of Love and kindness in relationships..
Let us discus how....   If one's raising a garden...
Can he be kind to weeds?
Can he love harmful insects
Can he love unknown plants?
Can he Love unknown insects?
He may love birds, bees and butterflies not monkeys and donkeys  or even frogs..
The language of kindness often is not valid currency at least many consider it so care and watchfulness reaction for actions, and not actions anticipating reactions!
God pours rain of kindness there can be no weeds in forests natural will be kindness
where one raise no garden .... No fence or wall around where one lives in wall less home
Build no walls. raise no garden... there only kindness and love blossom..

is it blind...

Love can see great things, Where even wise fail to find,
Love is eternal and is infinite, I truly wounder is it blind,
Love knows to give smile, and not to take, great is that love which sacrifice,
Even Love for love's sake ... As Love sees something, Which mortal eyes fail to see!
Love say....
' go my love, here you suffer, can't see your face dried by gloom, go somewhere, where you can bloom, or else I go somewhere to save our love '!
Love is that great, always grateful to love, great to be loved,
They say there is a window from one heart to another
How can there be a window where no wall remains? '
And inspired heart sings, No water required... As nothing can dry.. The roses of love,
And love is the bed of rose,  to that pair two bodies, one in love, one wipes the pain of another!
Souls union makes everything possible, it may look like perfume bed of roses, even if full of thorns....
Rose is that heart,
Which even swallows pains,
When two souls become one,
All walls fall, all pains fail,
Fair their heart feel... When two pair of hands wipe tears of one another

Clarify clarity,

When I was happy, I found happiness everywhere,
When I am in pain, I saw pain everywhere,
Life, nature and universe taught me... 
Be innocent in heart as innocent as learning kid... but not an ignorant as ignorant as a fool,
Be full of kindness and mercy, but not open the gates of your heart... Beware of theft and deception for life is full of fake people.
Be a brave full of courage and valour, but think about consequences,
Be humble and not a ruthless, and however this world helped me a lot or even not...  To be always helpful to needy, but beware of greedy.
Work more, plan well to earn morality more not coins,
Be polite, know where to bend, Where one should be flexible,Never to be slave to anything!
and let profits never corrupt the mind..
Serve all, be a servant of none other than your own family ... Be selfless but not selfish!!
Help others without discrimination and reserve, only keep away from selfish people unless they're selfish in loving you.
To think well, but never worry,
Talk well and good to all, yet be careful, never fall into traps and illusive words!
Be faithful and trust, but only after confirming Trustworthiness!
Self and awareness are so clear, only has to go through phases of life,
Safe journey needs precautions and preparations,
You may grow but not the child in you, guide it and be a better guide, know well about nature and world around..

forgive is a blessing

And I wounder how a man supposed to respect his soul, if he left his beloved one spending the night suffering from his actions.. Forgiveness is a blessing only grateful woman spreads it upon her man sin.

giving on hope.

My aspirations are giving on my hope... The wait and patience are loosing the scope.. The door is locked with tiny light beaming in, My feeling is, am I suffering in a battle against wind or loving you is my sin, The clouds of darkness are all over the place
Am eagerly waiting for glimpse of sunlight’s reflecting your face,

Memories are for keeps

I can't free myrself, as you let me go, maybe when I’ll be lost in crowd, I’ll come to know,
I truly suffering from you, don't know what to say to my heart, did destiny had plans to make us apart.... How it could when you’ll always be that important part... of my life and my mind, I’ll remember you fondly whenever I unwind,
You made me happy, so what if for some while I forgot that distance and paint a fake smile.
Memories are for keeps, you can’t take them away... Its life which decides which is your or my way,.... But, let me tell you there are only few people who really care, Don’t worry about me for I have patience to bear,
I’ll be content with your part being in me, Wish you remain happy, and get everything to thee.

In silence

And in silent we left to unpeaceful state of mind,

How many nights we spent in tears..?
Now do we really releasing our inner fears..!
Don't ask why, Don't wish to even sway..  accept it as the fact, life need everyone's to in act. And... And to balance ourseourselves with bitterness, we need to match the feelings with the words you get when we all live in blindness...
Just in silence ... Just in silent.

Thousand stars

Thousand stars spreading on night sky... it shines and radiates but too far, too far, Hidden in the darkness... a star moves, appears bigger.... and I remain crave for its light... And forget about all those black lines, down to this desert land.
Don't know what the position of myself now, is it so dark or that is the blindness in my soul, Am I still dreaming and reaching for help, I'm a naked man standing in the middle of nowhere, I wanted to prove my strength by preparing but without this preparation I'm now standing in the eyes of my fading star
Will it walk away
Will it hold my hands with a tender beam... 
Will it stay in that darkness sky.. o
I'm a helpless man, dawn.. to this desert land.

Blind Both

When we both will meet our scars and colors face to face, both darkened fragile heart for exchanging our pains...
we should meet our questioning eyes with acceptance and knowing, a bond forms, closes in on the two of us and we become something rare for the rest of our life.
Addressing conversation with caring and thoughtful consideration,
as we look forward to spend our time together, enjoying thoughts
exchanged silently throughout our lives... until then you will enjoy watching our blind hawks exchanging the pride.

It's called LIFE.

listen carefully, to those so simple words ... there are life's questions are tough to answer.
To doubt ones self can make a 'what if' wonder.
The color of love is red but so is the thought of feelings murder. 
One persons perception can be another's deception. 
What is constant...? 
What will remain..? 
Some think time will end and others that heavens promise will begin. 
Can you tell me the definition of love and who really created hate..? 
Can you tell me what friend will always be there no matter what..? 
What about the enemy you should always keep close..! Are they truly your enemy then..? 
What is the meaning of a tear..? 
Does it mean you are no longer sad when you have none left..? 
I know love, have experienced it first hand with you. God has given me that. yet I still wonder about the original plan... O, I forgot to send my congratulations for your winning, and you also forgot to remember that; there is a big 'if' between Love and Endurance. It's called LIFE.

I'll stand by you...

Everything is so unknown just by pretending...
pretending is the only way to make others think that all is comprehending.
Pretending is the only way to escaped one's loneliness,
Pretending as one lived by, nobody knows what one feels, coward or brave, fear or fearless...
isn't it..! 

Thousand mountains

Alas, to he who has a lot of snags like a thousand mountains over his shoulder, 
Alas, to he who remains the one and has a snakes inside all the border,
The advantages have been changed to become disadvantages and who cares it was always going upside down... and whatever we do it will always remains incomplete in the eye of the beholder.
I just wants to know why all this happening to me... The cutter of the pain makes me unable to be stronger,
All doors are closed, knocking everywhere, hoping to hold on for much longer.

A world forbidden to touch

When the dawn is comes and the sun rise.... the heart Settle and start beating slow as if time its self is slowing down, try to feeling the breeze of the wind, searching for the smelling of that hidden flower in that fogy field...
Feeling one with nature, Feeling lost In happiness but with tears in the eyes makes it so blind, darkness fill the around,
for we knows the truth... This peaceful world is forbidden to touch

Goodbye

Feelings hurt but never die that’s why it hurts to say goodbye, And when love left to live its life... heart wondered how It should survive, close the eyes and a face glowing with a perfect memories replay in mind.
Miss the feeling of that strong embrace, longing to that deep kisses where silence can no longer find.
Once two humans had a love so strong, nothing they could ever do will considered wrong. it's  everything they dreamed love would be... now one lie in these tears, and the other enjoy in the sea.
How could one's has been so blind.?
Was it so desperate for the love he didn’t find.? 
he honestly thought what they had were real, Every promise was nothing but a seal... A promise of eternal faithfulness, A life of constant happiness.
sure she had other plans, now he see, That them 'whatever' was never meant to be. She took the last piece of his heart, Left him broken and not knowing if it was real from the start.
He is living in the shadows of they dreams,  No one hears his cries for help, its seems.... She'll move on and he'll trying too, But he is left shattered and alone by her.
Not thinking he is good enough for anyone, What’s left of his heart is on a constant run.  he doesn’t want to be hurt like this anymore, So he says goodbye to love, to the heart, the core... Yes feelings hurt but never die that’s why it hurts to say goodbye

I miss you

The question is ... Why is love always so feared just start slow in first, then move to 5th gear..?
to run and to hide will keep you at bay, but to try and endure could lead you the right way... even after your heart hits the ground, the sky may be gray, but not love lost.. yet no love found.
I don't want meaningless love, I want something that lasts... but my life as I know ... is like broken glass
I try to pick up the pieces.. they cut me in vein, but I'd rather hurt than feel no pain.
Each time I fall harder than the one before, but regardless of that I'll still hit the floor... and it hurts like hell to be alone but my heart in the meantime will aimlessly grown.
They say whats meant for you.. wont pass you by, but I feel those words are just one more lie, because so much has passed me it couldn't be right
but what can you do... when she's no longer in sight.

Down streets of life

Stopping off and on, never getting what I am looking for -
down streets of life. Streaming down hot, black, tar paved streets, looking for
life to meet my needs.
Seeing sights, beauty, along the way, finding an umbrella once in a while for shade to rest beneath, Losing all hope when looking up ahead at my horizon, because it is too far out of reach.
Standing still within my mind, choices of life cannot be defined, grief from the past, pounding, pressing heavily upon my life's blood, causing pain to fill my tormented mind.
Causing it to turn inside out - searching for the reasons and meaning of it's scattered fragmented existence.
Finding reasons from the past that have brought this lasting impression of what life is about leaving no room for asking questions ... just leaving unsettling doubts creeping out from pages of yesterday's memories.
Debris piled high, giving life the image of being a dump a garbage pile rife with pain.
Standing on the edge ... looking back.... slipping... falling... landing in a heap of death.