Nobody care about us

You may hearing the truth and feeling the pain.... You may hiding in the shadows and waiting the rain.
But I Living in heartache and felling so blue... The night you left .... my heart went to.
We're Fighting the agony yet aching for more.... our eyes so painful our soul so sore.
Sadness taking over dragging us to hell... grabbing all our sanity but nobody can tell.

She is afraid... he is tierd

Don’t be afraid to fail .. Though at times like a snail for you barely make it at the line's tail
The first time you tried to walk... you failed
The first time you tried to talk, you failed
Even the first time you tried to stand, you failed
Don’t be afraid to fail for everyone who became great had their own times they failed
Do you remember the first time you tried to swim, you almost got drown
Do you remember the first time you tried a thing, the stress made you frown
Now there you are like a clown
Standing with a frown... And allowing you chances to drown
For when you think you are about to fail... Wake up ! and know you are not to fail, remember that all the time that you failed, you only learned to do it right
Don’t be afraid to fail... Be afraid of all the chances that you miss when you had all the chances... and you don’t even.... try.!

When the morning dew stop falling,

At each special moment did you think of them, so devoted never wishing your love would end and those simple things we together shared, Were your diamond eyes sparkling brightly unimpaired.
Do you remember when love was only new and anticipation tingled in our heart so true, It was gentle as the night and bright as the Sun.
Tomorrow Sun may never rise again.. maybe, the surest hillside would slope to the plain, Who knows... what the mouth couldn't explain.

Short road always straight.

Straighted ends in a setting so stark, against gray, some color stems, to crave the road, to darkness cleanse.
Dead hearts will beat again, for nothing stays from life instead, when rather they could see more time ... and not be extended, sworn to crime.
For it's a villainy to stay your hand when chance comes your way, across your land, an arm put against it, to steel... against that around which life does wheel.
How could one see in life so dark, a terrible writhing red heart.... though, when one is seen upon the rack... it's impossible to see through this crack.
The wall is fragmented, distorted in shape... better grab a hold and destroy it by the nape.

Invitation require

Get rid of passports and visas and let people travel free, to any Country they wish to go to by land, air or sea,
Get rid of every warlord and get rid of poverty, and get rid of class distinction and here's to equality,
Get rid of pretenders no matter what their creed, They only cause division and them we do not need,
Get rid of every debaucher no matter who they be, and lock them up in jail for life for their crimes against humanity
Then give homes to the homeless and every poor refugee, and here's to a fair go for all and to equality.

In my heart

All ... from a smile that came from your heart, With a sparkle in your eye from the night
sky.... A thousand needls struck in my heart when a smile from you made them fall apart.
My heart pumps... the sorrow from soul over runs the pain.. The pain in my heart.
Frozen in fear i see you disapear, you hold my hand and there you stand..... an angel from above, flying with a smile that heals ... Heals every wound once was reminded inside the heart.

Endlessly

She;
With the floating of your heart...How far my wishes are traveling ...
He;
my love for you is endlessly i walked along an empty road then... i found
the path to your heart and there.... i stay there, i lay holding onto your
tears fighting together our fears pushing each others away from anger, pulling you towards me and together we endlessly fall down.
I catch you in my arms, there you stay and there we will fall inlove over and over again and there is were the story begin.....

Water babies...

I was ocean and I was in ocean, When my own waves brought me to surface, I was happy I got exposed.. And I was exposed to the fresh air and fresh rays of broad
sunlight.
I stared gaining energy... each molecule vibrated with and I too, I was lifted up and up, With friends and family together raising in space.. We are cloud and I am cloud away my ocean..
Alas.!, air stopped lifting us and started swinging here and there and billions and billions of us were there enjoying together our swing, jolting and moving
here and there, But the cool air drew our energy.... We came together as we become
poorer and poorer.. We formed a group and dropp and started falling together.! 
Some fell on hot rocks and hot land, quickly went up.. But some fell on grass and plants got absorbed and trapped there,
some fell on land joined hands and became steam, We called our trapped friends to join us, but they were settled there and enjoying happiness and sorrow, making their own life, some were in trees and plants, some were in men and
beasts, enjoying their life there.. We streams joined and became rivers and rolling and falling in eddies and vortoices, we enjoyed rocks and falls... And reached ocean completing a cycle.. But still most of our friends Were back and there still enjoying their trapped life, Some are in organismsms, some in lakes and ponds, some as mountain ice ! Oh we are molecule yet Not differentiated in ocean! We are neither happy nor feeling pain, 
Some us dived deep and felt safe felt escaped the cycle... Some loved and felt bad of our friends trapped, wanted to go to call them back, remained on the surface to go and warn them we were oceans,
They were, sages, seers and prophets.. They knew they are free, yet their love, and decide to be part of eternal play..! We can now say,
we are that, I am that, this and that, but who is there to listen we are all ocean we are ocean! Or we are raising, or we are in clouds or we in lakes and ponds. Trapped or free, having a duty towards us, towards others and the Ocean!
 I am this... You are that, think about you and f eel yourself.... 'we are ocean babies '

fake smile

When we've fake smiles we lye to ourselves no one can see that we are calling for help, 
we cry through or hidden smiles no one sees or inner child
we smile to make people not see how unhappy we really can be and cover all our wounds behind... 
we smile to hide or true intentions to survive
we send people through in the wrong direction away from our lives
we smile to hide a tear.... we laugh not to show fear 
we smile to make people feel better
we stand as a rock under the weather, yet sometimes 
we need to choose the hard decisions... to awake up and abandon all our life illusions,

Sometimes we just need to be.. Or not to be. 

dare to understand..

If you tell me the truth,  it might be I'm going to be mad, but I'll get over it. 
If you lie to me I'm never going to be able to trust you again. Your choice!
Then it's trust .. or distrust
Trust is broken in a relationship when one person fails to stay loyal to the other person. Broken trust leads to deterioration of the relationship. It is hard to win back or repair trust once it is broken. Loyalty and faithfulness to the ones we love helps in nurturing solid relationships and in strengthening their foundation.
Broken trust really causes pain and suffering and the person whose trust gets broken often gets badly hurt and wounded. These wounds and the pain that they cause take a lot of time Trying to forget never mention to heal. And forgive.
One should stay loyal when in a relationship and should not break the trust of our beloved or our near and dear ones. Broken trust hurts and causes a lot of pain and trauma. 
The best thing is to turn over a new leaf and start afresh when someone breaks your trust and let the bygones be bygones. Analyzing what went wrong and how things can become normal will hurt you even more.. finally i always believe that as much as we've secrets sooner or later that secrets are going to lead us to lies, that lead to distrust, that also will lead us to the end of our relationships. So, don't keep secrets or don't get upset ... when it's over.

kindness and love...

There is nothing can be expected of Love and kindness in relationships..
Let us discus how....   If one's raising a garden...
Can he be kind to weeds?
Can he love harmful insects
Can he love unknown plants?
Can he Love unknown insects?
He may love birds, bees and butterflies not monkeys and donkeys  or even frogs..
The language of kindness often is not valid currency at least many consider it so care and watchfulness reaction for actions, and not actions anticipating reactions!
God pours rain of kindness there can be no weeds in forests natural will be kindness
where one raise no garden .... No fence or wall around where one lives in wall less home
Build no walls. raise no garden... there only kindness and love blossom..

is it blind...

Love can see great things, Where even wise fail to find,
Love is eternal and is infinite, I truly wounder is it blind,
Love knows to give smile, and not to take, great is that love which sacrifice,
Even Love for love's sake ... As Love sees something, Which mortal eyes fail to see!
Love say....
' go my love, here you suffer, can't see your face dried by gloom, go somewhere, where you can bloom, or else I go somewhere to save our love '!
Love is that great, always grateful to love, great to be loved,
They say there is a window from one heart to another
How can there be a window where no wall remains? '
And inspired heart sings, No water required... As nothing can dry.. The roses of love,
And love is the bed of rose,  to that pair two bodies, one in love, one wipes the pain of another!
Souls union makes everything possible, it may look like perfume bed of roses, even if full of thorns....
Rose is that heart,
Which even swallows pains,
When two souls become one,
All walls fall, all pains fail,
Fair their heart feel... When two pair of hands wipe tears of one another

Clarify clarity,

When I was happy, I found happiness everywhere,
When I am in pain, I saw pain everywhere,
Life, nature and universe taught me... 
Be innocent in heart as innocent as learning kid... but not an ignorant as ignorant as a fool,
Be full of kindness and mercy, but not open the gates of your heart... Beware of theft and deception for life is full of fake people.
Be a brave full of courage and valour, but think about consequences,
Be humble and not a ruthless, and however this world helped me a lot or even not...  To be always helpful to needy, but beware of greedy.
Work more, plan well to earn morality more not coins,
Be polite, know where to bend, Where one should be flexible,Never to be slave to anything!
and let profits never corrupt the mind..
Serve all, be a servant of none other than your own family ... Be selfless but not selfish!!
Help others without discrimination and reserve, only keep away from selfish people unless they're selfish in loving you.
To think well, but never worry,
Talk well and good to all, yet be careful, never fall into traps and illusive words!
Be faithful and trust, but only after confirming Trustworthiness!
Self and awareness are so clear, only has to go through phases of life,
Safe journey needs precautions and preparations,
You may grow but not the child in you, guide it and be a better guide, know well about nature and world around..

forgive is a blessing

And I wounder how a man supposed to respect his soul, if he left his beloved one spending the night suffering from his actions.. Forgiveness is a blessing only grateful woman spreads it upon her man sin.

giving on hope.

My aspirations are giving on my hope... The wait and patience are loosing the scope.. The door is locked with tiny light beaming in, My feeling is, am I suffering in a battle against wind or loving you is my sin, The clouds of darkness are all over the place
Am eagerly waiting for glimpse of sunlight’s reflecting your face,

Memories are for keeps

I can't free myrself, as you let me go, maybe when I’ll be lost in crowd, I’ll come to know,
I truly suffering from you, don't know what to say to my heart, did destiny had plans to make us apart.... How it could when you’ll always be that important part... of my life and my mind, I’ll remember you fondly whenever I unwind,
You made me happy, so what if for some while I forgot that distance and paint a fake smile.
Memories are for keeps, you can’t take them away... Its life which decides which is your or my way,.... But, let me tell you there are only few people who really care, Don’t worry about me for I have patience to bear,
I’ll be content with your part being in me, Wish you remain happy, and get everything to thee.

In silence

And in silent we left to unpeaceful state of mind,

How many nights we spent in tears..?
Now do we really releasing our inner fears..!
Don't ask why, Don't wish to even sway..  accept it as the fact, life need everyone's to in act. And... And to balance ourseourselves with bitterness, we need to match the feelings with the words you get when we all live in blindness...
Just in silence ... Just in silent.

Thousand stars

Thousand stars spreading on night sky... it shines and radiates but too far, too far, Hidden in the darkness... a star moves, appears bigger.... and I remain crave for its light... And forget about all those black lines, down to this desert land.
Don't know what the position of myself now, is it so dark or that is the blindness in my soul, Am I still dreaming and reaching for help, I'm a naked man standing in the middle of nowhere, I wanted to prove my strength by preparing but without this preparation I'm now standing in the eyes of my fading star
Will it walk away
Will it hold my hands with a tender beam... 
Will it stay in that darkness sky.. o
I'm a helpless man, dawn.. to this desert land.

Blind Both

When we both will meet our scars and colors face to face, both darkened fragile heart for exchanging our pains...
we should meet our questioning eyes with acceptance and knowing, a bond forms, closes in on the two of us and we become something rare for the rest of our life.
Addressing conversation with caring and thoughtful consideration,
as we look forward to spend our time together, enjoying thoughts
exchanged silently throughout our lives... until then you will enjoy watching our blind hawks exchanging the pride.

It's called LIFE.

listen carefully, to those so simple words ... there are life's questions are tough to answer.
To doubt ones self can make a 'what if' wonder.
The color of love is red but so is the thought of feelings murder. 
One persons perception can be another's deception. 
What is constant...? 
What will remain..? 
Some think time will end and others that heavens promise will begin. 
Can you tell me the definition of love and who really created hate..? 
Can you tell me what friend will always be there no matter what..? 
What about the enemy you should always keep close..! Are they truly your enemy then..? 
What is the meaning of a tear..? 
Does it mean you are no longer sad when you have none left..? 
I know love, have experienced it first hand with you. God has given me that. yet I still wonder about the original plan... O, I forgot to send my congratulations for your winning, and you also forgot to remember that; there is a big 'if' between Love and Endurance. It's called LIFE.

I'll stand by you...

Everything is so unknown just by pretending...
pretending is the only way to make others think that all is comprehending.
Pretending is the only way to escaped one's loneliness,
Pretending as one lived by, nobody knows what one feels, coward or brave, fear or fearless...
isn't it..! 

Thousand mountains

Alas, to he who has a lot of snags like a thousand mountains over his shoulder, 
Alas, to he who remains the one and has a snakes inside all the border,
The advantages have been changed to become disadvantages and who cares it was always going upside down... and whatever we do it will always remains incomplete in the eye of the beholder.
I just wants to know why all this happening to me... The cutter of the pain makes me unable to be stronger,
All doors are closed, knocking everywhere, hoping to hold on for much longer.

A world forbidden to touch

When the dawn is comes and the sun rise.... the heart Settle and start beating slow as if time its self is slowing down, try to feeling the breeze of the wind, searching for the smelling of that hidden flower in that fogy field...
Feeling one with nature, Feeling lost In happiness but with tears in the eyes makes it so blind, darkness fill the around,
for we knows the truth... This peaceful world is forbidden to touch

Goodbye

Feelings hurt but never die that’s why it hurts to say goodbye, And when love left to live its life... heart wondered how It should survive, close the eyes and a face glowing with a perfect memories replay in mind.
Miss the feeling of that strong embrace, longing to that deep kisses where silence can no longer find.
Once two humans had a love so strong, nothing they could ever do will considered wrong. it's  everything they dreamed love would be... now one lie in these tears, and the other enjoy in the sea.
How could one's has been so blind.?
Was it so desperate for the love he didn’t find.? 
he honestly thought what they had were real, Every promise was nothing but a seal... A promise of eternal faithfulness, A life of constant happiness.
sure she had other plans, now he see, That them 'whatever' was never meant to be. She took the last piece of his heart, Left him broken and not knowing if it was real from the start.
He is living in the shadows of they dreams,  No one hears his cries for help, its seems.... She'll move on and he'll trying too, But he is left shattered and alone by her.
Not thinking he is good enough for anyone, What’s left of his heart is on a constant run.  he doesn’t want to be hurt like this anymore, So he says goodbye to love, to the heart, the core... Yes feelings hurt but never die that’s why it hurts to say goodbye

I miss you

The question is ... Why is love always so feared just start slow in first, then move to 5th gear..?
to run and to hide will keep you at bay, but to try and endure could lead you the right way... even after your heart hits the ground, the sky may be gray, but not love lost.. yet no love found.
I don't want meaningless love, I want something that lasts... but my life as I know ... is like broken glass
I try to pick up the pieces.. they cut me in vein, but I'd rather hurt than feel no pain.
Each time I fall harder than the one before, but regardless of that I'll still hit the floor... and it hurts like hell to be alone but my heart in the meantime will aimlessly grown.
They say whats meant for you.. wont pass you by, but I feel those words are just one more lie, because so much has passed me it couldn't be right
but what can you do... when she's no longer in sight.

Down streets of life

Stopping off and on, never getting what I am looking for -
down streets of life. Streaming down hot, black, tar paved streets, looking for
life to meet my needs.
Seeing sights, beauty, along the way, finding an umbrella once in a while for shade to rest beneath, Losing all hope when looking up ahead at my horizon, because it is too far out of reach.
Standing still within my mind, choices of life cannot be defined, grief from the past, pounding, pressing heavily upon my life's blood, causing pain to fill my tormented mind.
Causing it to turn inside out - searching for the reasons and meaning of it's scattered fragmented existence.
Finding reasons from the past that have brought this lasting impression of what life is about leaving no room for asking questions ... just leaving unsettling doubts creeping out from pages of yesterday's memories.
Debris piled high, giving life the image of being a dump a garbage pile rife with pain.
Standing on the edge ... looking back.... slipping... falling... landing in a heap of death.

At first sight

Love is that later Thing than Death, and more previous than Life, but it lies not in our power to love or hate, for the will... in us is overruled by fate.
When two are stripped, along a clear road... the course begin, they wish that one should love and the other should win.
And one especially do we affect... of two gold ingots, like in each respect, the reason no man knows, let it suffice
What we behold is censured by our eyes.!
Where both deliberate, the love is slight..!
Who ever loved, that loved not at first sight...!

World Blood and Tears

When all we do is discriminate, all that shows is the evils of mans hate.
To reverse this world-wide tragedy, people have to stop and realize that their acting like gravity.
Through all the injustice making life not fair, the world is choking, gasping for air.
Even though people different in color, beliefs, and tongues, we all have love in our hearts and air in our lungs.
Breaking people down like a dictator of hate, the world works for the rich with no debate.
behind every cheap money top, there is a child wasting away in a third world shop.
Engraved in the treads are the blood and tears, of the little children expressing their fears.
Although we think that this could not be true, the world works so shady, not caring what other people must go through. 

Your power is my misery

And when your beloved one asked you ...!
"Just tell me one word to point the way, Then we have time for morphology"
 you should point for the way.. the way of power and misery
Money and power are closely related, everybody need it but for some.. they deeply hated, for you can't pay back in money what your family did for you, you can't repay in kindness, all the tenderness your beloved shows, and when you have too much money! 
People will make themselves blue, easy to pretending, cheating and never will be true, they will do what works best for you... they will call you honey yet money can't buy you happiness the type that last till eternity, it can buy everything for you except to make someone to really love you.
Thousands of years of life ago,
The rain has no power, The wind has no power, The sun has no power, The flood has no power and The drought has no power to destroy humankind bonds, Money did, do and will always be our source of power.... and misery.

God will show you the way

When life has given you another day... And the sun has given you a golden ray,
in this ... you have no say, for you have much to do and don't forget your pray, so many miles to walk, silence is a bless if you can't talk.
in this long vague journey of life what lies ahead, need you to Abandon the
bed... none can ever say but God will show you the way.

Two very human dreams

Love brings respect, dignity, commitment with hard work,
sharing of needs... no grain of deed with heart always bleed,
we are destined to be family... must be worked for everyone has a part, everyone has a responsibility, 
our mission is to find, what have been searched for all our human kind
justice and equality.... two very human dreams, and the hope that allows us
to grow children to be special into this world!
it's cannot be defined by color, nationality, religion, or sex...
cannot be regulated by class,
cannot be different for those who have and those who have not in this mass...
Just think about it ..!

Waiting for Autumn

It is Autumn; not without but within, gives my longing soul ... cold.
Youth and spring are all about; It is the I, that have grown old.
Birds are darting through the air, Singing, building without gold;
Life is stirring everywhere, Save within my lonely hold.
There is silence in this dieing leaves... fall and rustle and are still;
Beats no flail upon the sheaves, comes no murmur from that life mill.

Because of you

People can be your inspiration when you move away from them... Things happen
You lose a part of yourself
You can never find who inspires you, They pass, they leave you when you least expect it
You can remember them when they are gone
Nobodies there for you because nobody was there for them, so tragedy life.. until someday we feel Ubuntu with that special one, he who will leaves his footprint deep in our heart and our mind.. and you find yourself feels Ubuntu... O, don't ask ...!!
Ubuntu is human kindness that can connect one with serenity and tranquility and the knowledge to our awareness.... forgiving our past failure and see future with success,
As each join in the hopeful call for reaching out and letting in fearless with our fall.
True celebration of each birth because if celebrated, then... We celebrate good hope on Earth... true desires for common peace.
If you and I feel Ubuntu, Then ' I am me... because of you.' 

"Owen to the woman who inspiring me, and made me who I'm" 

 

Because I worship you..

Yes.. as an ordinary human I think, even sometimes I drink, 

I sleep, and when the sorrow come I also can weep,
I scream only in my dream,

I sigh yet you know what, i never lie
and to be honest... always I find, You are on my mind

Sea waves,

I left my heart lying like the shell in the sand and then ... I pressed the shell close to my ear just to listened well and straightway like a bell, came low and clear
The slow sad growl of the distant seas whipped by an icy breeze upon a shore... Wind.. swept and desolate.
It was a sunless strand that never bore the footprint of a barbarian man, nor felt the weight since time began... Of any human quality or stir, save what the dreary winds and waves incur.
And in the hush of waters was the sound, the sound of pebbles rolling round, for ever rolling with a hollow sound.
And their long, cold tentacles of slimy gray... There was no day, nor ever came a night... Setting the stars alight
To wonder at the moon.... Was twilight only and the frightened croon, smitten to whimpers, of the dreary wind, and waves that journeyed blind.... then I loosed my ear ... O, it was sweet... To hear a sound down that silence street when I left my heart lying like the shell in the sand.

The Debt

listen,
Debt that pays with life, can not ever be repaid.. be careful

I’m still alive

Feelings hurt but never die, that’s why it hurts to say goodbye... And when you left to live your life I wondered how I would survive
But life has changed us along the ride.... Now I know I must exist beside..
Wither to live it up or ride it out, Is this what it’s all about
Learn to run and hide, rather than just decide
As time goes by... A little more softly ... I die
Stronger now than before maybe but I still can’t open up that door
And just, just forget the past or find out why it couldn’t last
And as sure as the world turns... I know our love did once burn
But what changed along the way... That caused us both to stray..
I know we hadn't decide.. Wither to live it up or ride it out
Is this what it’s all about, Learn how to run and hide, rather than to just decide
As time goes by... The truth of love never remains a lie.
When I found your smile belong to anyone new, while my heart always belonged to you, My smile and heart refuse to believe... that it was me who made you leave..
But now I refined happiness as your heart belongs only to me
Rather than falling out of love I’m now happy and proud of this special person that in you I have found.. This sounds like a story of what once was.. is, and will be.
Living it up, rather than riding out, That’s what life is all about, rather than run and hide I’ve learned how to decide
As time goes by.. I’m still alive..

Love...

Own, possess and enjoy
That is the desire
That is the aim
That is the motto
Of everyone who craves for love, So it is selfishness.. In every sense
True love is when you find happiness
In the happiness of whom you love
So never try to own never try to possess
Someone else's heart when the truth is that you cannot even possess
Your own heart...! !

Losting Goodnight ..

Here we are... Lying in the midst of our discomfort, Hand not in hand.. We may still have a chance to survive and I am incapable of breathing in this air..  nothing here
To hold against my heart and cherish this lonely sky, So vast and sorrowful in its beauty.. I lose myself in the dark mysteries of the night
A shallow lust for this darkness that harbors deep intensity tugs at my soul
And opens up a door for deeper dreams
Time passes quickly I watch the sun begin to rise and in its glory I see colors that will forever stay unnamed
I’ve been here before but always seem to forget this lonely truth
I lay my head back down and wait for the peaceful night to return

You belong.... To the man you'll think of when you wake up...

When I wake up every morning I always watch you for a while
Then I kiss you very lightly, Watch you lips turn to a smile.
Then you ask me what the time is and I whisper in your ear
That.. Does the hour hardly matters when you're lying warm and near.
Your smile grows slightly wider, But you turn your face away,
Hide your head under the pillow, Try to cheat the break of day.
Your hair wisps round about you, Flows like water to your hips,
But your neck soon bare before me feels the pressure of my lips.
Then I touch you very lightly, run my fingers down your spine,
And your body gently waking turns till eyes gaze into mine.
And in that very moment.... As your mouth seeks to entice,
When I wake up every morning, I am lost in your paradise.

I wish i could ink my words..

I wish i could ink my words would pour, Like melting snow in springtime thaw
To meet in rhyme that magical magnifies, The flowing verse beneath the skies.
My words would leap of rocks below, Then thunder back... Into the flow
Till currents mix sweet syllables, That tumble down ... Great waterfalls.
I wish i could ink my words but sometimes... sometimes it rains in deserts or even snows in June, Sometimes a burning sun is cooled behind the moon.
Sometimes the wisest words are spoken by the young.
Sometimes the treasure's not golden, Sometimes the love won,
Sometimes the road not taken is where the path begun.
Sometimes when all is rotten, when hope is gone, your foe is worthy and helps you carry on.
Sometimes a miracle happens and the fear's misplaced,
Sometimes the hope that's lost is once again embraced.
Sometimes our tears are happy,
Sometimes the hate undone,
Sometimes the chains are broken and the world stands up as one. 
Sometimes I wish i could ink my words, joyfully as anyone.

Home-Way

Shooo..  silence wraps its fingers around my throat daring me to breathe, A teasing breath of air... Lying on the floor, seeing nothing to save my soul, distant memories appear inside my fading mind
A man so weak, yet brave for his age... Lies awake ... the terrors of the night force his mind to work hard, see the whole world against him still fight,
New thoughts and questions run through his tired mind.. far away from the night where he finds himself.
Now, lying on the cold floor, I let my mind carry me away..To places unknown
I dream of dreams untold.. truly is not to fold, I feel my chest tighten as air is kept from me... I live as survival kicks in.. Do I know who really I am, who I suppose to be..!
Breathing in the bittersweet air, tears come.... to my eyes, I’m alive, Being here now in this place.... Finlay i found home... 
Now I no longer fear the dark
Now I now have learned....
The light will always prove to be brighter
The dark will always run away
And on this line I find peace, i find my home-way.

Anyone..

What you need from life is so much for anyone,
What i need from earth isn't anyone but only you..

A dream with the sun

Oh, the empty dreams were dim and the empty dreams were wide,
They were sweet and shadowy houses where my thoughts could hide.
You took my empty dreams and filled them one by one,
With tenderness, nobleness ... lightness like noon Sun.
Heavenly places and heavenly faces, See that golden hue
Burning in the East... my dreams are with that color.. My dreams are the sun
The sun always sets but never seems to rise
That sun carries my dreams slowly out of my reach
I watch it slide away leaving me behind and the color disappears
My dreams are with that sun whenever the sun sets.. It rises in another place
A place blessed by that light
My dreams are hidden in that light
At my window seat
I watch the sun take it all away
My dreams are with the sun
My dreams are the sun, where nobody suppose to catch.
I came to you without me, you come to me without you..

Summer sun..

 Your smile, your eyes, are brighter than the summer sun, for through the years you're the only one.
If we could be together, just you and I forever, alone and free.
How happy life could be. Beneath God golden beem, you are the Moon, and for sure I'm not the sun but you and I could spoon.
One little kiss from you, a prayer with a bliss... O,  could make my dreams come true, if only it could be.... When you smile the sun shines bright within the heavens, but when you frown the tears in my heart pour down.
You are my sunshine, moon, and stars,
your eyes are brighter than the summer.

for you.. and me

One's weakness will always remain, within the heart of men in pain.
Whether to stay, or to die, climbing the walls... or sit and cry.
Reaching for answers within one's soul, asking, God.... when will they go.
But the more they ask, beg, and plead, the more never will their souls be freed.
They reach and grasp before at God golden light, and pray to him to make this useless life right.
But the answers always lie within our fate, and for someone like you and me it always comes..... too late.